brothers fighting lazy sheep

extra prayer

If God can hear, why let death separate us?

If the god of death knew, how could he take you away from me so cruelly?

If getting acquainted is the original sin, then I would rather never meet you, I live on the verge of hell every moment, who will be my salvation?

There are so many numb and aimless people in the world who just live mediocrely!

How ridiculous is their behavior to God?

Jesus was crucified on the sinful cross and resurrected the next day, so what about my winter flowers?

hehe!I know no matter what, you and I have no chance of seeing each other again, there is an unbridgeable gap between us, but you know that I love you so much, and love you deeply.

Your voice and smile, your facial features, everything about you...

I can't forget you so easily. In this world, there are people who love each other even when they are unhappy, but how can they feel sad? What they get is nothing but temporary pleasure and joy!

My mother said that I am a perfect gentleman, as elegant as a prince from a fairy tale, as if I am the same in the eyes of others, but I have never cared about being a prince, all I want is a little love from her...

But there are so many brothers in the family, I am afraid that it will be difficult for her to distribute the love equally to us.Not to mention she still has so much work to do...

In my memory, my mother spends far more time with me than I do with my brothers.

But I know that I am not short of love. Perhaps since I was born, I have had too much, such as an outstanding appearance, a superior family background, and an extraordinary mind...

Maybe it is because I have too many things that others can't achieve in my whole life, so God wants me to pay the price. I met Donghua, and I have been a nightmare for the rest of my life.

The cherry blossoms were fluttering that day, she was as beautiful as a demon, and as pure as a fairy.

For the first time, I felt my heart pounding, it was all so unreal.Almost dreamy.

As I wished, I dated her, but unfortunately the good times didn't last long.

What happened that day has become my eternal pain.

I have asked myself more than once, if she hadn't picked me up that day, if I hadn't been too happy to let my guard down, would the result have been different?

If's if, but unfortunately there is no if in the world.

Winter flowers go up to the blue and fall to the underworld, I will follow me and say to myself.

Anyway, my dream is broken, everything in this world has nothing to do with me, I just want to be with you.

Unfortunately, to stop me.I even lost the chance to be with you, and even seeing you has become a luxury.

The fierce beast lurking in my heart gradually broke free, hurting me and hurting myself at the same time.

Youjing also advised me not to be so persistent, but he has not been able to forget Reiko Amamiya.

Is fifty steps laughing at one hundred steps?Or have we been deluding ourselves knowing that it's impossible?

Ema is a gentle and kind girl, her facial features are surprisingly similar to Donghua.

But she is much stronger than Donghua, even as an adopted daughter, even if she has to form a new family with many strangers who are almost strangers.Nor did she show her vulnerability.

I know that she lacks the warmth of family affection, so I selfishly want to use this to restrain her, but the facts prove how ignorant I am.

To be a big stumbling block in my pursuit of Ema, when I confessed to Ema in front of Donghua's tomb, he suddenly appeared.

Having been crushed, I started to lose control and even tried to hang him with Donghua's cross necklace...

But no matter how much I deceive myself, I can't change the fact that Donghua has passed away, and Ema doesn't love me...

In the end, I am too selfish, everything is just my own fault, and the shadow is just a shadow after all.But I put all the pain on others, and don't do to others what I don't want to be done to others. It's ridiculous that I made such a ridiculous mistake, and I still don't know it...

Maybe, I just want a redemption, a reason to forget Donghua...I'm too tired...

God often teases people like this, the more I want, the more I can't get it, my winter flower, will you forgive me for being so cowardly and ugly?

I am sorry…

hehe!Having gone so mad, like a trapped animal, I set myself up a prison as magnificent as purgatory and extremely erosive.

Broken is broken, Donghua fell in front of me as early as four years ago, maybe at that moment, all my hopes and my whole body went with Donghua, right?

I don't believe that happiness exists in this world, I don't believe in others and I don't believe in myself, the girls are fascinated by it

The gentle and noble prince who came out of a fairy tale is gone, replaced by a gloomy and depressed paranoid...

I have been living in self-righteous wishful thinking, ruthlessly hurting my family, I am a sinful bastard...

Let me destroy the dreams I woven with my own hands. It's ridiculous that I thought you were always by my side and never left, and even the air still lingers with your breath.

It's a pity that this is all just an illusion, my wishful thinking...

Lazy sheep, a person who broke into my life strangely, I

I don't know if I should have hope, let alone what will happen in the future, let everything go as it pleases...

Who said that teenagers don't understand love, they are just flying moths to the flame, too decisive!

Maybe I really don't understand love, I just pray that when we can be together, remember even a moment of joy.

Donghua, my deepest and deepest nostalgia, goodbye!

I hope we will meet again in the next life, I will not promise you anything, I just want to rub shoulders, because you have already been in my heart forever.

Winter flowers are our everything!No one can take it away!Our love has withstood the test again and again, no matter whether we live or die, our deepest love cannot be wiped out...

Regardless of the devil

Or God with all powers will never do so, I will have the last laugh!

Prayers are made of winter flowers, and winter flowers are made of prayed flowers. Is there anything more beautiful than this?

The handsome young man and the delicate young girl smiled like flowers.

Time has stood still at this moment.

They are unfortunate because they love each other.But they can't be together, but they are so lucky because they have all the love for each other.

This is already happier than most people, and it is enough.

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