Fugue

When Gan Luan was five years old, his parents failed to say goodbye to him.

Grandpa Gan took him out for a week. When he came back, his father Gan Xiu couldn't sleep because of illness, and his mother Bian Zhiyue happened to be missing.

It is said that life is like a play, and this sentence is probably as common as the coincidences in ordinary people's lives.Birth, old age, sickness and death, life and death, the scripts of life are mostly similar, but you don't know when it will be fast forward.

Gan Luan's parents took the fast-forward script and also accelerated Gan Luan's speed, causing him to lose two important roles in his life prematurely.They were probably sorry, otherwise Gan Luan would not have forgotten.

After so long, Gan Luan forgot the despair, which was the only benefit of their leaving early.Only occasionally, Gan Luan would think of Bian Zhiyue's soft palms, Gan Xiu's strong arms, and the cool distance between them.

There was a scene, like the past that he couldn't think of, and he couldn't forget it.

It's not intense, even a little deserted.But Gan Luan remembered clearly that he was a few steps behind his parents, and saw Gan Xiu trying to hold Bian Zhiyue's hand, the backs of their hands just touched, Bian Zhiyue turned his head without a trace, attracting Gan Luan.

In the end, it was Gan Luan who joined them in the middle.He squeezed his father's knuckles, felt his mother's palm, and followed suit.

The elongated shadow is like three flagpoles, pierced in his heart forever, forming a V-shaped depression, with a helpless self in the middle, the flags on both sides have their own directions, and he is like a weak piece of double-sided tape, which lasted for a few minutes. Stubborn.

There are many things in this world that double-sided tape cannot stick to. Rather, as long as it is a little heavier, this piece of paper-like gadget will lose its dominance and can only be attached to one of them.If you stick to the two ends, you will not be able to touch anything, or it will fall off in the wind, or it will be torn to pieces.

"Let's leave some space for your parents and let them solve it by themselves, okay?" Gan Luan had no reason to say no to the trip proposed by Grandpa Gan, but when he returned home, Gan Xiu was already in the space he left, accelerating into an eternal life. period.Bian Zhiyue didn't say goodbye to him properly, she became a series of meaningful ellipses, leaving a deserted aftertaste to the script.

Some things can only be realized when you grow up. The absurdity and unreasonableness in the past are just adults bullying you when you are young.

They said that Gan Xiu died forever due to illness, and Gan Luan was curious about how urgent the disease that could make Gan Xiu, who was in good health, die quickly within a week, but he was unable to ask.

It is said that Bian Zhiyue left on his own, but then, his mother had no news at all, but no one cared about it, even the grandfather who loved him kept the matter secret, and he couldn't get even a sliver of news.

The exit of the parents seems to be torn away abruptly.As I grow older, this weirdness gets deeper and deeper, and a monument is erected in my heart. If I want to sleep peacefully, I must cross it.

Now Gan Lan appeared, this young man dressed in unpredictable, dug out the silent tablet in Gan Luan's heart.He blinked at him, so he couldn't fall asleep again, he touched the pinnae of his ear, so his ears covered by lies refilled the wind.

It's not over, you owe me the truth.

This is the voice of his heart.He heard it.

The truth of what happened to his parents was the only barrier between Gan Luan and his little uncle.Gan Xiao didn't know anything about this matter, and then he didn't even bother to answer, and just teased Gan Luan with small animals to divert his attention.

When Gan Luan's parents turned into punctuation marks, Gan Xiao started raising dogs.Cute, handsome, clingy, and cold, they are all obedient, and they will only get close to others with Gan Xiao's permission.Gan Luan has the privilege of being close, because probably only Gan Luan in the whole family looks at Gan Xiao like an ordinary person.At first, they were ignorant, but later, they took the same boat, understood from the eyes of the second aunt Gan Xu, that is, they were in the same boat.

When Gan Luan was young, a little Labrador who was younger than him often followed him. They jumped up and down together. If you stay in the living room for a long time, you will find that Gan Luan is stronger than that Labrador. To make a fuss.At that time, Grandpa Gan was still alive, and there were few outsiders in the old Gan family house, and even those relatives did not come often.

That day Gan Luan passed by the door of his little uncle's room, and the little Labrador named "Vixi" jumped up happily, his excited little tongue slid back and forth in his palm, itching Gan Luan to the roof with laughter.Weixi chased Gan Luan, one person and one dog, running back and forth: there is solar energy on the roof, and "human and dog energy" in the house, the former heats water, and the latter heats the house.Fortunately, the old Gan's house was spacious enough. When Gan Luan was resting on the steps with his dog in his arms, he wouldn't stick out his tongue like a dog.

As if a narration came suddenly in a movie, a voice came from the sofa in the living room: "Your mother didn't tell you not to approach my uncle..." The unprofessional narration got stuck and changed his words: "Is that person?"

"What are you talking about, who is that person?" Gan Luan stretched out his head, and found that the narration was not read by the sofa.

The narrator girl raised her eyebrows at Vichy in his arms: "That dog belongs to him, right?"

Only then did Gan Luan realize that she was referring to the little uncle.

"who are you?"

The narrator girl took a deep breath and told Gan Luan that she had a name and surname in the script: "You are Gan Luan. I am your cousin, and my name is Xu Li."

"Oh, do you want to play with the dog?"

"So, didn't your mother tell you not to approach that person?"

This cousin doesn't know many things, but she still firmly believes that others don't know as much as she does, Gan Luan finds it strange.He let go of Vichy, "My mother never told me that." This sentence is true. "Are you going to play with Vichy?"

Wei Xi sticks out her tongue, her tail wags like a windmill, Xu Li tilts her head, her eyes slip away as if watching the end of a cartoon.Gan Luan knew she wanted to.

He said: "You look for the little uncle...that's the 'that person' you mentioned. If he agrees, Vichy will play with you."

Later, a similar conversation happened again, but the object was changed to Xu Li.Xu Li is the same age as Gan Luan, and has a heartless personality, wanting to play with dogs, so the "little uncle" is very sweet.

Xu Li succeeded.Weixi's intimate partner increased by one, and "Human Dog Neng" became Xu Li and Weixi, and the dog's hair was still flying around, but Gan Luan suddenly lost interest in this dog.

The number of Xu Li's visits to the old house suddenly increased, and Gan Luan turned a blind eye to the worried eyes of the second aunt every time, and even winked at Xu Li quietly.At this time, the twinkling lights in the eyes of Xu Li and Second Aunt competed to reflect each other, so bright that they could generate electricity for each other, Xu Li was excited, but Second Aunt didn't know, she should be different from Xu Li.

Very interesting, this was Gan Luan's thought at the time.He wanted the spectacle of the mother and child to generate electricity with each other to be able to walk in front of him a few more times.Thus, it was rare for Gan Luan to think about other people's affairs for the first time.Of course, it's not all about him, after all, the audience is him.

Gan Luan suggested that Xu Li make an appointment with his mother to pick him up, so that he can tie the dog away half an hour in advance, and Xu Li can use this free time to change out of the clothes covered in dog hair and take a bath, then, It should be difficult for the second aunt to find out the real purpose of Xu Li clamoring to come to the old house to play.This kindness immediately made Xu Li turn against Gan Luan, and even the reason for going to the old house became "to play puzzles with Gan Luan".

During that time, Gan Luan was no longer limited to the goal of "putting it all together" when it came to puzzles.Every time he tossed the pile of fragments, he only glanced at the original picture, deeply imprinted it in his mind, and then blindly spelled it out against a row of fragments.Wei Xi, who was fighting with Xu Li, would sometimes rush over and step on the finished work, and he was not angry. Under Xu Li's guilty and worried eyes, he slowly put the result back to its original appearance.

One day, just as Gan Luan filled in the last vacant piece of the puzzle, the door behind him cracked open: Second Aunt Gan Xu unexpectedly came ahead of time.This was really a big surprise, Xu Li was too scared to catch Wei Xi, and Gan Luan's "Last Supper" was ruined again.

Xu Li, who was covered in dog hair, was stunned on the spot, and the second aunt's expression was like fluttering dog hair, unable to hang on anywhere: "Oh, whose dog is this, Gan Luan, did you raise it?"

The little cousin's eyes were almost cramp from blinking, but Gan Luan opened his black and white eyes, and answered methodically, "It's not me, it's raised by my uncle."

As soon as these words came out, the truth became clear, Xu Li did not forget what his mother said, he had nothing to hide and was doomed.This little cousin seemed to have been whipped by his "in robbery" for a round, his eyes were red with anger, and he called Gan Luan a traitor.Gan Luan said: "This matter can't be covered up anymore, so why lie." Maybe the little cousin's brain hasn't grown up to the size of his name, so he can't understand. inside.

The black faces of the mother and child seemed to have been coated with oil, so black and shiny, they once again reflected into a wonderful scene.Gan Luan was very satisfied with the ending.Xu Li's face was naturally dark with anger, but Second Aunt, maybe she would rather listen to lies, so her skin was darkened by disappointment.This incident tells us that no matter how disappointed you are, don't show your face. It's not good-looking.

"Come here and shut up." The second aunt's order, Xu Li, who "broke the rules", dared not disobey.

The big black face bent down, and gave Gan Luan a box of delicious cakes: "Gan Luan, the second aunt brought you a cake, don't you like it? I bought it from Jaromil's cottage." Gan Luan took it and said thank you, The big black face said lazily, "You two don't play with the dog next time, it's not good to be bitten." After finishing speaking, he led the little black face away.

The two walked away, but Gan Luan kicked a toy with his back heel. This is Xu Li's favorite. How much does he love? For example, when playing with a dog, he should hang it around his neck, and when he takes a bath, he should also take it into the bathroom. etc.Maybe it was really frightening, and even the baby that grew to the body could be forgotten.Gan Luan picked up the toy and chased it out, saw the second aunt squatting from a distance, and rewarded the little cousin with a chestnut.Xu Li pouted, stood awkwardly, and let his mother help him tidy up his clothes.There were several trees between them, the two of them didn't notice Gan Luan approaching.

Xu Li rubbed the place where he was knocked: "Mom, I want to eat cake too, why don't I have it? If I play with a dog, you will abuse me!"

Gan Xu flattened the corner of his son's clothes and clicked his tongue: "Where can I eat the ones bought outside? Mom will make them for you when I get home."

"Second Aunt." Gan Luan said, and Gan Xu turned around as if hearing a ghost calling her: "Eh? Gan, Gan Luan, what's the matter?"

"This belongs to my cousin." He handed the toy over, Gan Xu took it in a daze, and heard Gan Luan add: "The cake is delicious, thank you, Second Aunt, goodbye."

After that, Gan Xu never sent any cakes, and even the bodyguards assigned to Gan Luan seemed to make up the number.

Wei Xi didn't live long, and later the little uncle raised new Ai Xi, Zuo Xi, You Xi, and even gathered several Xi Xi, southeast, northwest, Gan Luan was no longer interested.

Most of the excitement of others has nothing to do with myself.It's like a roasted sweet potato in someone else's hand in the cold wind. Its color can be glimpsed, its fragrance can be smelled, and its taste can be imagined, but its most heartwarming warmth is not yours.

Following Gan Xiao's back, Gan Luan also arrived at the inpatient department in a daze.He became afraid of that building, as if a monster was locked inside, and he followed in, and the monster would punish him, tear his past to pieces, and blacken his future, no matter how it collapsed.

Afterwards, Gan Luan felt emotionally at this time: Why did he only think that his purpose was Gan Lan when he saw the little uncle?

It can be seen that people will still be swayed by feelings in critical moments.Reason, analysis, are all leisure time pastime.

Gan Xiao took the elevator and rushed into the stairwell.

If the evolution of the situation is like a train, then Gan Luan's analysis is like a piece of white cloth hanging on the tail of the train. As soon as the train leaves, he has to shake his body and surrender.And until now, this high-speed train is still changing tracks at will. I don't know where it is going to go, and I don't know if it will derail after twisting and turning.He didn't even want to think about it.With that extra strength, he might as well climb the stairs faster, and in fact, he did just that.

As soon as he arrived at the ninth floor, Gan Luan leaned against the wall and chewed a piece of candy. Doctor Qin came towards him with windy steps: "Well, you came just in time. Another person came over there. See if it's..."

The air on the ninth floor was so cold that Gan Luan didn't dare to take a deep breath: "Does that man have three moles under his left eye?"

The fluttering clothes stopped: "Why do you know each other again?"

The white coat was lifted by the wind again, and Gan Luan had already left.

Approaching the ward, Gan Luan walked lightly and moved to the door without a sound, only to hear a sentence from the room:

"Who are you, uncle?"

He didn't see Gan Lan's appearance at the moment, but somehow he could think of it.That smart kid must have opened his eyes wide.He raised his head with an arrogant angle, and kept looking at you with his bright eyes.You don't know what he's up to, but don't take it lightly.

When he looks at you, you want to pinch him, and if he chews unnutritious words with you, you feel that he has bad intentions.This feeling is inexplicable, but it is full of confidence.

Gan Xiao's tone was not very good: "Pretend, pretend again, Gan Lan."

"You know my name? You know me?"

Gan Luan looked inside from the crack of the door, Gan Xiao grabbed Gan Lan's lapel, and was about to lift him up, Gan Lan raised her neck, her expression was as he expected.The former glared angrily, while the latter was an old god, one could imagine how the former wanted to hit the latter, even Gan Luan wanted to hit the latter.

"I know your name, heh, not only do I know your name, I also know that you deserve to be beaten—"

His body reacted faster than his thoughts, Gan Luan threw away the things in his hands, pushed open the door and rushed over.

How to write stupid words?

At the moment Gan Luan is especially good at writing.

Seeing the little uncle raised his hand, he knew it was to shovel someone's face.He didn't want to do this, so he replaced it with himself.

Obviously there are several options such as pulling away, pushing away, and hand blocking.

But he chose the stupidest one.So God let him, the stupidest man, fall into this one-ten-thousandth probability of bad luck.

The face is hot and hot, adding some pepper is spicy hot.The current crackled and pierced through the earholes into the skull, buzzing continuously.Holding his face, Gan Luan was still in the mood to lose his mind: Even my father never hit me...

It hurts so much, it hurts him so badly.

Gan Xiao stared at his palm, as if that hand had also been stirred in Malatang. "Gan, Gan Luan? You..." The little uncle also had a stuttering day, today was really an eye-opener.

"He... actually hit you."

The person behind murmured something, the pronunciation was like a worn cassette, held in his throat and tortured again.Passing through the air, grabbing his sense of hearing, stuffing trills into his head.The words that dangled in his consciousness were crumpled.

Before Gan Luan turned his head back, a gust of wind suddenly blew in his ears, the heat behind him dissipated, and a figure walked around him. He knew it was Gan Lan, but unfortunately he couldn't see how he moved.

The infusion stand was torn to the ground with a bang.Gan Lan pulled out the needle in his hand, blood beads rolled all over his hand, he didn't realize it, his eyes lost focus.He is like a wandering monster, the red marks at the end of his eyes are like a curse, and Gan Xiao is his old enemy.His movements are full of hatred, but his skills are clean and neat, as if well-trained.He hooked Gan Xiao's neck with his uninjured hand, bit his lower lip tightly, and with all his strength, he led the man to the bed and subdued him, and then pressed the hanging needle against his neck.At this moment, Gan Luan only had time to look at the back of Gan Lan's hand, then stood up frowning.

"He actually hit you..." The needle was embedded in the skin, and a few drops of blood rolled out. Gan Lan looked like a wild beast that had exploded with spikes all over her body, but her red eyes were full of fragility.This contrast is like a glass of strong wine mixed with sweet syrup, causing Gan Luan to fall from a high altitude, but being carried by the warm wind, the warmth bites his heart, making his chest tingle and itchy.

Gan Lan's eyes seemed to be floating in the void, unable to find the reality.

"How dare... dare to hit you." He repeated these words, shaking his voice.

This is a lonely island.

Weixi, Xu Li, and many unidentified people or dogs were on the other side.They lit a bonfire, danced, and their liveliness put up a protective film.The sea breeze cannot blow, and the waves cannot touch.

The sea between shore and shore is turbulent and magnificent.Bian You and Gan Xiao each took a small boat, they were lifted and fell by the waves, the signal they cast was caught by the wind, and they would be swallowed.

Then stay there, if you can't come, don't.

Standing on the shore, he thought of the isolated island as his own kingdom.

Until his trousers were bound by a pair of cold hands.

The sea breeze blows, and the salty taste wrapped in blue flows into the mouth.

who is it? !

Who crossed the sea alone.

He bowed his head—

He was awakened by a thick, sweet fog.

The world is full of shadows and shadows, and there is nothing to see.

The night is still young, no moon, no stars.

His past has been washed clean, his mind is empty.

Knowing nothing, he is heading for a new lost path.

"Vine and blood, thick fog and heat, the armor is for you, and the sharp knife is for me."

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