Fugue

When the crowd dispersed, the sun also ended immediately, and they hid in the tall buildings in the distance.The evening light is not pure, separated by a layer of haze.The mist chased the setting sun, dazedly painted a frosty orange red, and the whole sky was dizzy, as if drunk.

It was getting late quickly, and Gan Luan was upset for a while, because not only did they not catch up with Daozi Man, they even lost Gan Lan.clue?When Gan Lan left, he didn't do anything, let alone hold Gan Lan, he didn't even look at her.He remembered saying, "The left hand." His eyes became the same as they were that night in the hospital, or even worse, there was a dark fire of destruction hidden in the depths of that hollow.He didn't realize it until afterward—afterthoughts are cosmic garbage!He clearly saw it, but, just like he ignored everything before and despised everything on the throne of fickleness that gradually piled up, he habitually ignored this obvious signal!The mistake was nobody else's, it was the destruction from the inside out, his selfishness blasted his walls, he underestimated the insignificant crack, so the lamb he hadn't yet tamed ran away.Haughty principles and surging regrets tore his heart apart. He couldn't tell what kind of broken feeling it was, but he vaguely felt that his egoism had exiled his other half of the soul.

That's what made him wander in the hazy night, unwilling to go back.There is fog tonight, he thought, and even the moonlight is condemning.The moonless monster... if he dies.

If Gan Lan is dead.

He felt a sharp itch scratching his heart, from his chest to his trachea, a gust of blood rushed through his throat, making him cough so badly that he even had to hold on to the wall while choking his neck.This unexplained cough became more and more severe, to the point of shortness of breath.The severe cough urged people to move forward, Gan Luan leaned on the wall and turned into an alley. During a violent cough, he found the moon that had been hiding all along.The dark clouds cover the moon, and the thick fog is like a veil, making it overshadowed and about to disappear.In this way, his throat recovered, and he took a few steps forward, stopping in front of a small knife.It is very hidden, and the metal color is not exposed at all. If you don't look closely, you may only think it is a small gray iron rod.But Gan Luan could clearly see the bloodstains and messy fingerprints on the knife.

The monster retreated into the corner of the alley, against the shadows, unable to see his expression.He buried his face in his knees, wrapped himself in one hand, and covered the knife with the other.He saw the deep scars on his left hand, blood stains along the knees, crawling out crimson trails on the two trouser legs, along the way the skinny shins sank into the back of the shoes.

He suddenly had a deep hatred: why, you don't say anything.

Aren't we the same kind? !

Why did you... reject me.

"He ran away." The person who buried his head suddenly said: "He ran away, damn it."

"He's going to die." Gan Lan grabbed the knife, raised her head in the dark, her pupils were red: "He must die."

As he said that, he was about to slash his left hand, but Gan Luan opened it, slamming it hard, the small and sharp knife smashed far away, and the jingle was crisp.

He grabbed Gan Lan's left wrist, and couldn't help trembling. He didn't know if it was anger or something else: "You wake me up."

Gan Lan wanted to get the knife back, but she fell limp in Gan Luan's arms as soon as she stood up. He kept pushing Gan Luan away, stumbling, staggering, almost crawling, just trying to grab the knife back.The dark clouds gradually moved, the fog filled the air, the entire moon was covered, the alleys fell into boundless turbidity, what kind of knife, even the tip of my toes could not be seen clearly.

"Gan Lan." Gan Luan stood in front of Gan Lan, supported his shoulders, and made him face himself: "There is no devil here, only me." He stared into the depths of his eyes, seeing the despair echoing in the void .

To see nothing is vanity and death.Whether it is hope or despair, at the top of the horizon, as long as you can reflect the world, you are making a living.

He thought he was resurrected.

Gan Luan found the knife, folded it and put it in his pocket.Gan Lan is no longer attached to it.

"Brother..." Gan Lan raised her head, and a drop of light-colored blood fell on her chest: "The devil will not let me go."

"I won't let you go either." Gan Luan said, "I'm even more of a devil than a devil." His voice was cold, as if his own hand was frozen, making it tremble.The sticky feeling from Gan Lan's left hand continued, and he didn't know how many times Gan Lan stabbed him during this time.He still hates him.He helped Gan Lan walk towards the bright place: "Go home."

"But, that person must die." Gan Lan's voice was cold, which did not match his expression: "The devil king will not let me go. Brother."

"Like I said, I'm even more of a devil than a devil. With me here..." We're almost on the street, and someone should come to meet him. Gan Luan almost dragged Gan Lan, and came into contact with the light a few steps ahead of him.

"But brother, you don't want that me..." Gan Lan stayed in the darkness, he was like a cat again, with a faint light in his eyes: "I have another me."

He came out, covered in blood, his face was splashed with mottled crimson, and the ends of his pale hair were also condensed into red, like an evil spirit from hell.

There was an upturned red scab on the corner of his mouth, like a bloodthirsty monster: "I'm going to miss him soon."

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Gan Lan's twists and turns of new clothes (Gan Luan once wondered if God gave special favor to lunatics who don't like to wear underwear. This guy's free will is much stronger than ordinary humans, which makes him fail to do what he doesn't want to do repeatedly. What he wants to do In the end, Gan Luan, Ye Jing, and Ye Li worked together to escort the lunatic and toss for a day before reaching a complete achievement.And it directly transported two birds with one stone to the new house, saving the effort of moving house. For Gan Luan, this can be regarded as the only gratifying thing recently.Thinking about it this way is quite sad.Everything was ready, they divided into two teams, Gan Lan and Ye Li went straight to the new house, Ye Jing accompanied Gan Luan back to the old house to pack the things he was about to move.It's not that Gan Luan has procrastination, because he knows very well that there won't be too many things in the old house that he can miss enough to take away.The piles of rubbish that have been cleared out are high (all his used items, all of which must be destroyed), and there are only two or three things that he really keeps for himself: a few favorite books, clothes he is used to, and the pile of cabbages.

Ye Jing walked around from the garbage dump, "Oh? Lancelot?"

"You know?" Gan Luan opened the half-filled crystal box again: "I heard that the output is in single digits."

"There's one in Yeri."

"Oh... that's right." Gan Luan remembered Ye Li's identity, he had to keep at least one of his limited edition products.

This is a rather realistic humanoid doll, male, with short blond hair, looking gentle, the tail of the hair and the skin are approaching pale, almost blending together.Dressed in a black monk's uniform, a metal cross gleamed on the chest, a dark blue brocade sash hung from the left shoulder, and the pendant at the end was like a teardrop.The figure lowers its eyebrows and holds an orange rose in both hands.

Gan Luan stared at the slightly sad eye ends of the silent puppet in front of him, and suddenly said, "You see...he looks a bit like Gan Lan?"

Ye Jing took the doll, nodded, and said, "However, since he is wearing a monk's uniform, Lancelot in this period has lost everything and has become a walking dead. Wouldn't it be too young to grow up like this? "

"This question has to be confirmed by Ye Li. I heard that the designer is his father's apprentice... oh..." He seemed to have remembered something, and suddenly fell silent.He put it away wordlessly, and began to install other things. After thinking about it, he added: "Anyway, Lancelot is a nihilistic knight whose existence is disputed. Whether it is in the legend of King Arthur or in Xavier. In the brand's toy list. So, in a sense, he can design it anyway. In Xavier's dream, Lancelot is like this, this is what he looks like."

Ye Jing said yes, and then clicked his tongue at the two cages that Gan Luan was about to pack: "You... it's better not to let Gan Lan see it."

Gan Luan ignored his teasing, and pointed to the one dressed as an angel: "Gan Xu forced me to order this one back then. I said it would contain a corpse, but it turned out to be an angel when I got it back."

"There is no difference between an angel and a corpse to you."

"I didn't think about this problem." Gan Luan put a black box on the angel and sealed it tightly: "Looking at it now, I wasn't disappointed at the time, maybe it was because of that."

"What about the cabbage and the angel?"

Gan Luan thought for a while, "It's just like you who looked up under the tree back then."

"Before you speak, you are a corpse." He said cruelly, "When you let me look into the distance...everything was different." He began to pack the cabbage cage, three layers inside and three layers outside, Top-secret to top-secret: "So, the cabbage is now planted in my vegetable garden, and the angel is still a corpse."

"Then I want to congratulate your world for having one less corpse?"

"No, I hope you can help me pray that the vegetable will take root early, wear underwear, don't always peel yourself with a knife, dance with vegetable leaves and fly knives when you become crazy, and dry it in the moonlight. Ming, if you can’t remember anything, don’t make up random stories, and if you don’t have a healthy brain, don’t try to pretend to be mentally ill…”

He worked so hard to fertilize every day, so he was naturally full of expectations, and he couldn't stop once he said his wish. When Gan Luan started looking for water to drink, he realized that Ye Jing had slipped away.

The security of the new house is top-notch, with one household on each floor. Gan Luan and Ye Jing pushed two suitcases and easily carried their bags into the house.Another password, another fingerprint, and when they entered, Ye Li stood on the sofa and said coldly, "What qualifications do you have?"

"Hey!" Ye Li slapped the back of the sofa and screamed, his expression was mentally retarded in an instant, and he pointed to the sky with one hand: "Brother Jing said that! His words shocked everyone and shocked everyone! The audience is full of birds and people, all belch!" Then He held his chin and said inscrutablely: "So you can move."

Gan Lan, who was stuck on the sofa, raised her hand high: "Oh! It's amazing!"

If two aliens can communicate freely, then they must be from friendly planets.Gan Lan and Ye Li don't meet each other very often, but they are miraculously like patients in a ward.Gan Luan thought: They must have some similarities, Ye Li's most prominent feature is abnormality, and abnormalities are all obsessed, such as the cabbage that only cuts off the left hand and has a tight mouth.Why.

Ye Li danced on the sofa: "How is it! How many words are there for awesome?"

With a pinch of two fingers, Gan Lan seemed to be dancing a peacock dance: "Three words! Three words!"

"Why so awesome?"

"Brother Jing! Brother Jing!"

Ye Jing was on the phone, and he turned his head to look at the past with indescribable eyes.It's like seeing pigs dancing in your yard.And Gan Luan had an inexplicable nostalgia for the kitchen knife in the kitchen, and wanted to touch the handle and try the blade.

Ye Li didn't seem to see them: "What is our teaching!"

Gan Lan seems to have joined a cult: "Burn the heterosexuals to death!"

Gan Luan supported his forehead, Ye Jing shook his head: "What a tragedy, what a tragedy."It's a pity that two people are young and handsome. It's a pity that they are so crazy.

"What should we do to save Brother Jing?"

"Bend him! Let him fuck!"

Ye Jing hung up the phone and opened the kitchen door with a smile.Gan Luan rushed in, touched a kitchen knife, and rushed out aggressively, pointing at the two monsters on the sofa brightly: "You two get into the shredder immediately and wash your brains!"

Ye Li and Gan Lan huddled together, Ye Li: "Don't be afraid baby, I will protect you!" Gan Lan: "Brother! Are you so cruel!"

"I'm sorry." Gan Luan stomped his knife into the solid wooden pillar, leaving only the handle of the knife trembling outside: "I've let you down."

Naturally, the move was a bit abrupt, but because of the camera incident, Gan Luan went along with the flow, and Ye Jing sent the waves away, so their move seemed logical.

As Ye Li imitated, at that time in the old house, those old friends sat in rows of mahjong and stacked neatly on the sofa.Ye Jing dominated the audience by himself, threw out the bag of cameras, his face was like ice: "Reason? You still have a reason? Even without this bag of things, you have no right to restrict them." If words have substance, then what he said There will probably be ice scum: "I asked them to move. This is a notice, not a discussion. Don't forget who you are and who he is."

"Speaking of which, he gave you the opportunity." Ye Jing sat down, put his hands on his knees, and signaled that the mahjong players can go, even more than Lafayette: "You all have a little bit of self-knowledge."

Leaving the chopper behind, Gan Luan went upstairs with a cold face.Ye Jing tried to pull out the kitchen knife, but failed, Ye Li jumped over, hanging on it without being able to move a bit, Gan Lan also wanted to try, Gan Luan yelled at the cabbage upstairs, Gan Lan seemed to have a spring installed He jumped away, knocking on the floor happily.Gan Luan stood outside the door of a room, turning his head coldly and ruthlessly: "Look, it's all over." Gan Lan jumped in, fumbled here and there, wishing to drip a few drops of saliva to express her joy, Ye Li slipped in like a tail: "Hey! Be good!"

The room full of fitness equipment turned out to be Gan Lan's suggestion.Thinking of cakes and fitness cards, thinking of them turning into clouds, Gan Luan suddenly regretted: too pampering!Should not!

Looking at the two friends, I don't know when, they have evolved from sighing to the stage of "touching each other".This scene was like one monkey showing off its redder butt to the other. Gan Luan's expression was steady but his heart was passionate: in broad daylight, disregarding shame and etiquette, acting recklessly and recklessly!Wait, this is killing you!

Gan Lan attacked Ye Li first: "It's out of stock." Ye Li rubbed his belly: "I can't get pregnant."

"Huh~" Xiao Ziyi asked Ye Li to touch his "son". "Oh!" Ye Li touched and touched and touched, just like his father: "Is it true? Show me! I want to see!"

As a result, the two monkeys went mad with epilepsy because of the red buttocks.Gan Luan thought: I know there is a disease in this world called pregnancy fantasy...WTF, let's call an ambulance, and forget about the painless one...

Ye Li's claws kept working back and forth on Gan Lan's beautiful texture: "It's just right, it's just right! I like this kind!" Then he ripped off Gan Lan's shirt involuntarily.This pair of monkeys' ass scene was about to reach the restricted level, Gan Luan was a little weak and desperate for a while: "Hey, you can do it... No! He has an injury on his hand, you should pay attention!"

"Don't worry, I'm very gentle." That's the answer, but Ye Li didn't look at Gan Luan at all, only staring at Gan Lan's slender upper body: "Out of stock?" Touching his shoulder: "Yes?!" Continue to fight until his thigh: "Fuck, yes!" Pulling his pants: "But why does it still look pure like a weak chicken...how did you do it!" Gan Lan snorted triumphantly, and when Ye Li peeled him, he didn't resist, but Go back and pick Gan Luan.Gan Luan: "What are you doing! Do you want to die?" His mouth was stiff, but his body was very obedient, and the windbreaker came off as soon as he pulled it.Then, Gan Lan, who was naked from the waist down, kicked off his pants and put on Gan Luan's long windbreaker.Big thing is bad!Gan Luan quickly pulled the zipper of the windbreaker to the top as if fighting a fire. Gan Lan raised her neck and said, "Meat! Meat!" Gan Luan slowed down the zipper, but still said, "Enough! You don't need to take off your underwear!" Ye Li grabbed the zipper with Gan Luan: "I haven't seen enough!" Ye Jing also barged in: "I didn't bother you, did I?" Gan Luan shouted at Ye Jing: "What are you bothering! Drag the mad dog away!" Ye Jing supported his head: "You guys play for a while, I'll talk about the business later." As soon as the words fell, Ye Li yelled: "Puppy love is not Gan Lan baby!"

Gan Luan and Ye Li stopped grabbing the zipper, Ye Jing leaned against the edge of the door, the three of them didn't speak.Gan Lan put on the hoodie, with her small face hidden inside, like a cultist, he said: "Puppy love?" Then he fell into deep thought, Ye Jing and Gan Luan spoke at the same time, and turned to the hippie smiling Ye Li: "You Give me enough time!"

Gan Luan asked Ye Jing: "What do you want to say?" Ye Jing smiled: "Go to the living room and tell, the air here is too gray."

They changed the scene and went downstairs, Ye Li was haunted by the silver gray, Ye Jing didn't bother him, and said to the business: "Ahe said he was bewitched." Gan Luan: "Huh?" Gan Lan's throwing knife is so evil?As soon as she sat down next to Gan Luan, Gan Lan jumped up again: "Why are you staring at me?" Ye Jing said: "The term bewitched by evil has a different meaning in Yaocheng. Ah He said that the one who came to sneak attack us, It’s the fake Taoist priests of the Gao family who have no integrity. They use money to do things, and that’s how the Gao family got up. However, everyone is evil in Jicheng, and there is no way to ask for an explanation when they go back.” With a formal surname, everyone follows the rules of the road and follows the rules of the road. People don't offend me and I don't offend others. Instead, a closed stability is formed.But everyone's roots grow in the city. Once they leave the city, it is like a plant whose roots have been cut, and life and death are in danger.

"It will be difficult to investigate this matter back to Yaocheng. The old man will never help me." Ye Jing looked at Gan Luan, "At the beginning I wanted to ask about the past of Gan's family, but the old man answered me like this, 'I gave birth to you. If you are healthy, you should walk on your own." This is the first time Gan Luan has heard of this. "Then your old man is very similar to my old man."

For a moment, Comrade Ye Jing, who is very good at controlling facial expressions, seemed unable to control the proportion of the whites of his eyes: "Is it not like that?"Because Ye Jing always squinted his eyes when he smiled, no one could tell whether he was smiling coldly or hotly.

The silver-gray Ye Li sat next to Gan Lan: "You can't do without me."

Ye Jing asked Gan Lan, "Don't remember anything about last night?" Gan Lan shook her head, "I just remember that Gan Luan scolded me all night and said I was a waste..."

Gan Luan: "Stop!"

"Destroy? Humiliate? Defile?" Ye Li covered her mouth: "My God..."

Ye Jing gave him a chestnut: "You're talking about business, put away your criminal thoughts."

"Okay, okay." Ye Li shrank his neck and avoided: "Let me tell you about the recent situation of those birdmen. Gan Xian, I have the idea of ​​going far away, but I was held back by the people from my father's company. Gan Xian didn't ask Boss Gao for help. Gan Xu, she didn't do anything, how can I put it... I don't feel coordinated. Then let me talk about Gan Xu." Ye Li straightened his neckline, lowered his voice, and looked mysterious: "She wants to check Gan Lan's medical history. Do you think she... the first step is to send Gan Lan to a mental hospital, and the second step is to be Gan Luan."

Gan Luan stood up, Ye Li shrank back: "I'm not talking nonsense, this matter is indeed feasible..."

"Wait." Gan Luan fell into memory: "Dead people... people who have lost their mobility..." He turned to Ye Jing: "That's what you said the day Gan Xiao died."

"The dead, of course, withdrew. The dead, the vanished, the sleeping, the incapacitated—all the same."

Ye Jing: "Oh."

Gan Luan kicked a slipper over: "I'm telling you to pretend, Gan Lan and I don't need to die, as long as one is disabled and the other is mentally ill!"

Gan Luan sneered in his heart, and subconsciously glanced at Gan Lan who was designated as "mentally ill".This dish is already insane, but I want to disable him... Hmph.

Could it be that he is... impotent?

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Fuck, stroke, brain death, broken limbs are all possible, but why does he have to think of impotence first? !

Impotent without incapacitating him!

wrong!How the impotence came out is the key!Gan Luan suddenly wanted to open his head and pour some disinfectant into it.If you stay with these three weirdos—especially Ye Li—too much, even your brain will lose its integrity!Come back quickly!His pure heart!

"It's not necessarily Gan Xu." Ye Jing shook off his flying shoes, "Isn't there a third person you guessed?"

It was quiet again for a while, everyone had their own thoughts, like a jar of warm wine, with a mellow aroma, but the wine was still, and the content was deeply brewed at the bottom of the jar.

Gan Luan was thinking about last night.Last night, under the thick fog, Gan Lan's incomplete face was muddy with blood and tears: "The devil will not let me go." But after walking out of the thick fog, he said again: "I still have another me." Drenched in blood, smiling brightly, innocent eyes full of blood.But once he woke up again, he had no memory again, just like the night in the hospital.

It's too quiet at this point.Because it was too quiet, the silver-gray Ye Li wanted to commit a crime again: "Gan Lan, you haven't given me an answer yet, do you want to fall in love with me early?"

Ye Jing said: "Gan Lan, instead of making do with Ye Li, you might as well find someone in elementary school. I think the love feelings of elementary school students may be more sincere than Ye Li's."

Gan Luan was even more poisonous: "It's good to have a dog."

"What do you mean? I can't be sincere? Gan Lan! I really want to be with you!"

Gan Lan grabbed Ye Li and shook hands with him in a revolutionary way: "Aren't we very good?"

Yeli... Where's Yeli?Ye Li vomited blood and died.

Later, Ye Jing dragged Ye Li out to buy dinner.It was just talking to several people at the same time, but Gan Luan slumped on the sofa as if he had just returned from a marathon, not wanting to move at all.Gan Lan also sank into the small sofa, disheveled, staring at the ceiling absently.

"Cabbage. You don't really think about falling in love with Yeli... Do you like men?"

Gan Lan shook her head, brushing her hair back and forth on the beige sofa, Gan Luan was still staring at the end of his hair uncontrollably.Like... cedar trees in falling snow... wait... cedar trees?The cedar tree...the cedar tree...he seems to be attracted by this word, as if it is calling him constantly, to go to a place...the sky paved with golden light, the withered and abandoned balcony...

Gan Lan said: "I can tell whether others like it or not. But I don't know, what kind of relationship can be counted as my liking? So, I don't even understand the first step, how can I understand the second step. Men? Female? Huh? Ye Li is very beautiful, and that nurse sister has pretty good breasts..."

Gan Luan was very irritable: "You know how to look at breasts! And you tell me that you don't know the human nature of 'like'?!"

The only one who can always fight against Gan Luan is the little rascal Gan Lan: "So what, I don't even remember yesterday's wound. Isn't there something wrong with my brain?"

Faced with such a direct and merciless self-assessment, Gan Luan was speechless.He used to belittle Gan Lan on the basis of what he said, and he had never encountered such low-level remarks.You can't come back to comfort me, can you?That's not his style, eh.

"Then what else are you thinking about? What kind of love can you have with Ye Li?"

"But he's good-looking and cute, and I'll be glad to see him."

Gan Luan suddenly thought: I'm not an expert in emotions, why should I talk to him about this?Isn't Lao Tzu known as Jicheng Ruthless No.1?Bah, let's stop talking.

But he asked again: "You will be happy to see him, and then he still likes you, so that's all right?"

Although our Gan Lan is a dish, he is clear in his heart: "He doesn't like me. But it doesn't matter, he is beautiful."

Is it acceptable as long as it looks good?Another irrational face control...

Gan Lan muttered softly: "Anyway, no one wants to know my real appearance..."

Gan Luan didn't hear clearly: "What did you say?"

"It's nothing."

"Then let me ask you."

"Ah."

Is Ye Jing good-looking?

good looking.

Was that doctor Qin good-looking that day?

good looking.

Where is the nurse sister?

good looking.

Poor bone beside the Wuding River, sitting up startled in a dying dream!Gan Luan straightened up: "Then you want to fall in love with them!"

"But," Gan Lan said.

The lighting in the living room is excellent, and no trace of the sky will be missed. When the sunset spreads, he and he are immersed in the dusk, as if entering the same dream.They talked in a dream, as if they were real.

Later, Gan Luan connected the earphones, and there was only one song in the phone, the prelude (Prélude) of the British suite No.6, a single loop.In the end, it seemed to be both immediately and long ago, and Gan Luan said this: "Gan Lan, we can have a good relationship. But we can't really have a good relationship."

#Ah... Gan Lan said "I have another me." It does not refer to dual personality.

#Next chapter preview:

A few roses were inserted into the beaker on the chemistry test paper, the grass-green branches were drooping, the flower cup was heavy, and the orange-red veins were like a smile... PatAustin...who gave him the colored pen?

But the problem is not here!