Jedi Favor [E-sports]

Lin Ye was crazy like never before, he was obsessed with the man in front of him.It took half an hour from getting in the car to where he lived, and Lin Ye was watching Zhou Chengyao the whole time.

Lin Ye didn't take a sip of wine, but he felt drunk, slightly tipsy and fascinated.

Once he entered the door, he fell into Zhou Chengyao's arms again, a hot kiss swept over him, Lin Ye raised his arms to hug him, and they kissed all the way to the stairs.Zhou Chengyao turned on the light and dragged Lin Ye upstairs.

"The master bedroom on the second floor."

Lin Ye stepped on his heartbeat, he knew what was going to happen next, they were all men, and their bodies reacted very directly.The curtains were closed, Lin Ye raised his hand and took off the T-shirt.

With a smile in his black eyes, Zhou Chengyao hugged Lin Ye and kissed him.

"There's nothing like that here." No cover, no lubrication.

"What?" Lin Ye looked confused.

Until Zhou Chengyao brought a bottle of lotion, Lin Ye looked at the man above his head and was stunned for a few seconds.

That's okay too!

The first time was quite flustered, and Lin Ye was not at all happy, which was worse than expected.He only had pain and no other feelings.

After the end, Lin Ye lay in Zhou Chengyao's arms, still in a trance.

Zhou Chengyao took a cigarette and lit it, then handed it to Lin Ye, Lin Ye didn't want to lift his tired hands, his mind went blank for a while.Take the cigarette away with your mouth, take a puff, and the soul will come back.

He looked up at Zhou Chengyao, Zhou Chengyao took the cigarette away, lowered his head and kissed him again.

The dryness of the tobacco, the intensity of the kiss, the woods and fields are a little over the top.He hugged Zhou Chengyao's neck and deepened the kiss. When the affection became stronger, he saw that Zhou Chengyao was still holding a cigarette in his hand, so he took it away, pressed it out and threw it on the bedside table.

Zhou Chengyao doesn't have an ashtray here.

"Do it again?" Zhou Chengyao bit Lin Ye's ear, his hoarse voice filled with steam.

It was only the second time that the wild forest tasted the taste.

The two were crazy until the early hours of the morning, and they hugged each other and fell asleep.

The next day Lin Ye was woken up by the sound of the phone, he moved a bit, and immediately hissed in pain.He lay on the pillow, opened his sleepy eyes and looked at the man next to him.

Zhou Chengyao was on the phone and said, "It's three o'clock."

After hanging up the phone, Zhou Chengyao crossed his long arms and touched Lin Ye's face, "Did it bother you?"

"No."

Lin Ye slept on his stomach, buried his face in the quilt, giggling.

"What are you laughing at?" Zhou Chengyao turned over and leaned on top of him, kissing his forehead. "Um?"

Lin Ye raised his head, his thick eyelashes were a little sleepy, and his dark eyes were full of smiles, "I can answer Zhihu's last question."

"what?"

"What's it like to sleep with a male god?"

Zhou Chengyao lay him down and rubbed Lin Ye's hair, "How do you feel?"

Lin Ye raised his hands to cover his face, closed his eyes, "You are the only connection between me and this world."

Zhou Chengyao paused and looked at him.

"I love you."

Zhou Chengyao pulled Lin Ye's hand away, his palm was wet, and his eyelashes were also wet.

Zhou Chengyao kissed him, halfway through the kiss they felt it was too boring, Lin Ye suggested to get up.Zhou Chengyao went into the bathroom, Lin Ye picked up the phone from the ground and saw the time on it, one o'clock in the afternoon.

Hold!How long has he slept?

Lin Ye was looking for clothes all over the bed, Zhou Chengyao came out of the bathroom, opened the closet, took out a set of obviously worn clothes and handed them to Lin Ye, "You wear this set."

Lin Ye looked at the black underwear, his face became hot again. "your?"

"Ah."

"Can the next door take a shower?"

"Together, wash here."

Let's take a bath together - Lin Ye is sober.

I didn't really do it. I have to go to the hospital in the afternoon, but I can't do it. Lin Ye's 16A4 bullets are all empty, and now Xu Xu's face is pale.

They were wearing the same black T-shirt, the same sweatpants.

Lin Ye put on his shoes with his legs crossed, Zhou Chengyao strode over and squatted in front of him, put on Lin Ye's shoes and tied the laces.He got up and held Lin Ye's hand, took the car keys and went out.

In the garage, Lin Ye saw Zhou Chengyao's luxury car, men were very enthusiastic about the car.A white Aston Martin with smooth lines, Lin Ye said, "Is this your car too?"

"My brother gave me a 20th birthday present." Zhou Chengyao said, "I don't like white, and I haven't opened it much. Do you want to open it?"

There are two words huge written in Lin Ye's eyes, thinking about it.

Zhou Chengyao threw the car keys to him and said, "Drive slowly."

Lin Ye sat in the driver's seat and put on his seat belt to look at the dashboard, "Your brother treats you very well."

"I was almost raised by my brother." Zhou Chengyao buckled up his seat belt and said, "We have a very good relationship."

Lin Ye drove the car out of the garage, turned the direction and drove to the road, "How do I get out?"

When he came last night, he only cared about looking at Zhou Chengyao, not the road.

Commanded by Zhou Chengyao, he opened the navigation and entered the address, "Go to dinner first, and then meet with a psychologist after dinner."

Lin Ye suddenly turned to look at Zhou Chengyao.

"Look at the road ahead." Zhou Chengyao reminded him with a cold voice.

Lin Ye held the steering wheel and let go of the speed when he drove onto the main road.

"The hospital you went to before is not authoritative, so I don't worry about it." Zhou Chengyao said, "No matter what the result is, we will face it and don't run away."

Lin Ye has a bit of an ostrich mentality, and immediately hides when encountering something, and wants to die if it doesn't work, and escapes completely.

There is a problem with this mentality.

During the meal, Lin Ye was preoccupied and didn't eat much. Zhou Chengyao took the initiative to hold Lin Ye's hand and rubbed it, "Don't be nervous, I'm here."

Lin Ye took a sip of water, his heart beat suddenly and panicked, which made him a little sick.The last time this symptom happened when his mother died, he was terrified, extremely terrified.

He had to take a lot of medicine to calm down and free himself from fear.

"If you don't want to go, then don't go." Zhou Chengyao didn't force Lin Ye either. "The decision is yours."

"Go." Lin Ye sat for a while and got up and returned the car keys to Zhou Chengyao, "I can't drive now."

After getting in the car, Lin Ye asked Zhou Chengyao for a cigarette, and he opened the car window to light the cigarette.Turning his head to look out the window, he took a deep breath, he had to face it.

He wanted to go on with Zhou Chengyao.

After finishing a cigarette, Lin Ye stubbed out the cigarette butt and closed the car window, found mints from his backpack, threw them into his mouth and bit them.The slightly longer bangs hang down, covering his eyes.

Zhou Chengyao never stopped him from smoking, it was because of Lin Ye's mental state that most of the time he needed a cigarette to save his life.He didn't dare to stop him, Lin Ye had no way to vent his anger.

At the red light ahead, Zhou Chengyao stopped to hold Lin Ye's hand, put it to his lips and kissed it.

"I'm here, you have to trust me."

It's not Evan's hospital, it's downtown hospital.Lin Ye did a whole body check before going to see a psychiatrist. Zhou Chengyao didn't accompany him in, and he sat quietly in the corridor.

During this period, Zhou Chengge sent a text message, "Go home for dinner tonight."

Li Fei also sent a message, "How about going to Yunnan? The weather in Yunnan is not hot now, which is just right."

"Go to Yunnan."

Zhou Chengyao didn't want to go to the beach, he was in a hurry to get the forest tanned.

He doesn't care if others are rough or not, he doesn't allow Lin Ye rough.

At six o'clock in the afternoon, Lin Ye came out of the treatment room with a calm expression.His eyes were dark and foggy, Zhou Chengyao got up, put the phone back in his pocket, and walked to Lin Ye.

Lin Ye handed the receipt to Zhou Chengyao, raised his eyes, "Excluding schizophrenia, it may be depression."

There is no fine point, he is severely depressed, and Lin Ye has suicidal tendencies.In fact, the symptoms were very typical, and Lin Ye didn't deliberately hide it. When Zhou Chengyao first met Lin Ye, his state was one step away from death.

Lin Ye twitched the corner of his mouth and said with a smile, "I have been taking medicine for schizophrenia for half a year, which may lead to severe depression."

It was caused by drugs, as well as his own poor mental state, both physical and psychological.

Lin Ye suddenly felt that he was a fool, he was living in a muddle, he was a little sad.If I went to a big hospital for treatment earlier, I wouldn't take medicine indiscriminately.

Depression is not a complete psychological disease, there are also biological reasons.

"It's better if it's not schizophrenia." Lin Ye rubbed his face, still smiling, "Depression doesn't attack people, and it doesn't tend to be violent. It's better than schizophrenia."

Zhou Chengyao rubbed Lin Ye's hair, and pushed him into his arms suddenly.

"Three times I wanted to kill myself."

Zhou Chengyao hugged Lin Ye tightly.

"The first time was retirement, the second time was my father's death, and the third time I met you." Lin Ye's voice was calm, "It's okay, it's just a tendency, I won't commit suicide."

The doctor said that you close your eyes and look ahead. Is there anything you want on the road ahead?

He saw Zhou Chengyao.

The only light in this world.

"I can't bear you." Regardless of the patients and medical staff coming and going, Lin Ye raised his arms to hug Zhou Chengyao tightly, and said, "I'm very lucky, I met you."

When Li Yang was posted on Weibo, Lin Ye lay on the bed and didn't want to do anything. He felt tired even when he refuted, very tired. He wanted to leave this world at that moment.No one to rely on, no worries, just go away.

No sense of existence, nothing left in this world.When he leaves, no one in this world will remember him.

He wanted to find a place that would not delay others the next day and end it completely.

That day, Chen Jie called him, and Zhou Chengyao invited him to join KG.

Zhou Chengyao asked him to play the game.

He is Hawk, he is God K, he has stood at the top, and he has been radiant.His glory is engraved in his name, he is not nameless.

Someone remembers you, someone in this world loves you.

You are not alone.

It was already night when he walked out of the hospital after taking the medicine, and it was completely dark.After getting in the car, Zhou Chengyao opened a bottle of water and handed it to Lin Ye, saying, "Go to my brother's place for dinner tonight."

Lin Ye looked up, Zhou Chengyao put on his seat belt, "What are you looking at?"

"Is your brother having a bad temper?" Lin Ye buckled up his seat belt.

"Ok?"

Lin Ye was a little timid. Going to Zhou Chengge's house for dinner was like climbing a mountain of swords and going down a sea of ​​flames for him.

"I don't mean anything else."

Zhou Chengyao took out a piece of chocolate from his pocket, opened the package and handed it to Lin Ye. He was afraid of Lin Ye's hypoglycemia, so he carried the candy with him now. "It just looks fierce and has a good temper."

Zhou Chengyao drove the car out, and suddenly thought of something, "When you first met me, did you think I was fierce?"

He and Zhou Chengge look alike.

Lin Ye pursed his lips. The first time he saw Zhou Chengyao was in Haidilao, he caught a glimpse and fell in love at first sight. Lin Ye's heart was glued to him. "Not fierce."

"Huh?" Zhou Chengyao put his slender fingers on the steering wheel, his black eyes slowly looked at Lin Ye, and the corners of his mouth raised, "What impression is that?"

Lin Ye swallowed the chocolate, and the aftertaste was slightly bitter. Looking at Zhou Chengyao's side face, Lin Ye felt that the temperature in the car was a bit high, "I used to only know that my sexual orientation was a man, but the moment I saw you, this orientation became concrete."

"What specific method?"

"The man I like looks like this."