Listening to the Phoenix

Listening drunk...

Divorce...

Hanli...

In my life, who is it?

When I woke up from the midnight dream, I looked at the moonlight flowing through the glazed tiles on the roof of the hall, and asked myself countless questions.

But no answer.

From the moment I was born, I knew I was different.

I have a lot of memories and know many things about the outside world, but I don't know why I am alone in the snowy area.

But I never think of anything else.

After a long time, he told me: Although I had the appearance, strength, and intelligence of an adult at that time, my mind was as ignorant as a child's.

And the world of children is a piece of snow-white, waiting for someone to paint little by little.

In this way, I spent a long time alone.

It's been a long time, but in fact I don't know how much time has passed.

From the very beginning, I have no concept of time.

Moreover, it snows all day long in the snow area, and it is hard to tell how many days have passed.

I often fall into a deep sleep, and when I close my eyes and open them again, thousands of years have passed.

There is no creature in the snowy area approaching me.

I have always ignored them as well.

Call me indifferent by nature, yes.

How can ice and snow not be cold and difficult to approach?

And ah...

I don't know why, but I hate those creatures.

After I fell into a deep sleep again, someone from Honghuang came to the snowy area and killed many creatures.

So some members of that family did not know why, and proposed, let me take action.

Then the patriarch of that clan agreed.

Where did they get the confidence to be sure that as soon as I woke up I would help them?

Then someone broke into the place where I was sleeping and woke me up from my deep sleep.

I woke up to a strange emotion that I hadn't felt before, and it made me... unhappy.

I searched my memory for a long time before I found this word.

As soon as the creature saw me awake, it knelt down and begged me to help.

It took me a long time to make my first sound since I was born.

I want that creature to disappear from my presence, to be wiped out.

That creature is really dead.

At this time, a pleasant voice sounded: "Did you feel that he disrespected you because of his behavior, so your inherent pride made you hate him?"

I was taken aback.

A touch of red is extremely conspicuous in a piece of silver.

It was a young man in red, holding a sword in his arms, standing there.

The howling wind and snow in the snowy area dissipated around him, and the occasional wind blew his black hair away, leaving it soft and smooth.

His eyes are very beautiful.

When he saw me raise my eyes, I didn't know what I saw, and was startled for a while.

"Why are you at a loss?"

I looked at him, not knowing what to say.

He stared at me for a while, then put away his long sword and walked towards me.

He was so close I could almost feel his breath.

It is warm and full of life.

"You're at a loss, understand?" he asked.

Seeing that I didn't respond for a while, he suddenly sighed.

With a soft voice, he took my hand: "Follow me—Xuezhi."

His hands were also warm.

Unlike me, which has always been as cold as frost and snow.

I imitated him and said word by word: "Xue, stop."

He frowned the moment my voice fell, and murmured in a low voice: "It turned out to be 'Yan Ling'."

"It's going to be difficult now."

A few traces of doubt appeared in his light-inked phoenix eyes, and then he whispered: "But there will be a 'word spirit' appearing under the heaven...heh."

He chuckled under his breath.

There are too many complex emotions in that laugh.

In the end, I went with him.

Leaving the snowy area.

He taught me a lot.

Also taught me how... not to let the 'word spirit' affect others.

But so what.

I don't want to talk to anyone but him.

He said I was capricious.

I was silent for a long time.

In the end, I didn't say that sentence.

——I remembered it all.

What do you remember...

Remember the massacre when you died at the beginning of the world?

Remember why you appeared in the snowy area?

Do you think of why you are different from other creatures that appear at the same time as me?

Remember why you hate those creatures?

Remember why you are so indifferent?

I who lost my memory...

For me, I know you are reading this last letter I left in this world.

I'm really tired...

Don't want to live anymore.

By the way - don't worry too much.

After all, I didn't become a feather, otherwise how would you still be alive?

Ah Ci is very good, I know he likes "listening drunk".

You don't have to think about who you are, because I have erased all the traces of the previous me before destroying my memory.

I... also like Feng Que Ci.

So I made a decision.

Do you know why you were so ignorant when you first appeared in the snowy area?

Because I have too much power, if I have any bad thoughts, the world will be destroyed.

Heaven forbids.

So although I survived, my memory was lost.

So although I know many things about the outside world, my mind is as ignorant as a child's.

I who lost my memory...

Why do you need to know who you are?

Just knowing that even when memories fade away, when powers lose, when bodies change, when things turn around, when time passes, I—still am I.

What's the use of worrying about it?

I... will never even fool myself.

Ah Ci is very good.

Although I lived in chaos with him many years ago, we have never met.

When the world first opened, three thousand demon gods fell.

No matter how much there is... it will eventually turn into indifference.

The memory of the past is too heavy, so I destroy it.

The chief can say that I'm cowardly...but I really don't want to get involved in those disputes again.

My heart is already cold.

In fact, after writing so much, after all, it is just my mood fluctuating because of these memories being disturbed.

So these words may be a bit messy.

I am looking at this must-have...

In fact, I have written so much, and it can be summed up in just a few sentences.

I restored the memory, and then destroyed the memory, don't try to get it back.

Ah Ci is very good, I like him.

correct.

Find Fenghuanglei, give Ah Ci, and let him restore his memory.

Don't let others take away the Phoenix Tears, making it hopeless for Ah Ci to recover his memory.

This time, I didn't know until the end that I liked him.

But he is no longer the one I admire.

By the way, in the past, I left behind the soul of a chaotic god and demon who survived like me but only had a wisp of soul left.

I put him at the beginning, and let him grow and repair his broken soul in the cycle of reincarnation again and again.

This time, I saw him fully recovered.

It's a pity, after all, they are still separated from each other.

You can find him.

He likes white, but unlike Mingyao's clothes with dark patterns of mountains and rivers or dark patterns of stars and rivers, he likes plain white or moon white clothes, and doesn't like wearing accessories.

If he had a jade pendant on him, it must have been given by someone very important to him.

But I think I'll know when I see him.

Verbal descriptions are really superficial.

As for who I am.

Why don't you ask Ah Ci.

He thinks who you are, who I am.

Things are unpredictable.

I wish I could be alone.

——It was left by a confused guy who didn't know who he was, why he was alive, and the meaning of his existence before destroying his own memory.

The author has something to say:

It is written in the tone of listening drunk, but it may be a bit ooc

In the previous life, the life of listening drunk was boring, and when he found his mind, the Taoist partner he identified was not him, and the friend ended up...almost wiped out

You may feel that you are too stubborn because of the character of listening to drunkenness.But...Lingyinzui's mind is actually a bit similar to that of a child.Because Feng Que Cirong Mingyao's group had never had any contact with children before!Liu Chen, the only one who has been in contact with and has raised children, missed the best period of Three Views teaching because of his firm belief that listening to music has memory

Therefore, the world of listening drunk is black and white. Although because of Mo Shanglian, he knows that the boundaries between good and evil are blurred, he is still...too paranoid about many things

So in the last life, because of the phoenix nirvana, there is no memory, just like reincarnation.But Lingyinzui insists that the only one he loves is Feng Queci, who has all the memories and pampers and protects him.Moreover, when he woke up, his strength was blocked, he was exiled to this world, and he saw too many... bad things. He could only be sure that the original Feng Que Ci would never abandon him, but he didn't know that Feng Que, who had lost his memory now, would never leave him. Will Que Ci still care about him, so he has been avoiding Feng Que Ci.

What he didn't know was that even if Feng Queci had no memory, he still cared about him very much.In the last life, after knowing that Lingyin was drunk and died, Feng Queci sealed himself again, and finally died

They seem to... keep missing