To my dear Mr. Meng

I don’t know what’s going on, but I was very late in my enlightenment, and the courageous classmates around me have already sneaked in to hold hands. I only sneaked to the arcade after school to play two games, rent two VCDs of Hong Kong movies at home, and communicate with each other. Apart from my mother, the most opposite sex is the proprietress of the arcade hall.

"Miss Boss, eat coins!"

Generally, no one can be called, you only need to tap the machine twice, and the proprietress will jump out from which smoky corner:

"I'll come, I'll come! Don't ruin the picture for me!"

Every time there are always those few boys around to stare at me, I think they are annoying, so I give all the remaining game coins to Mr. Meng.

Mr. Meng was still holding my schoolbag and said, "I won't, it's a waste."

The Meng family was not embarrassed, but Uncle Meng never gave him pocket money, and he only watched me play every time he came.I let him sit in my seat and put two coins in: "It's okay, I'll teach you."

A group of kids with snotty noses surrounded us, as well as a few students from other schools, sighing and stomping one after another.

Someone said angrily: "He can't play, it's a waste of coins."

I got angry all of a sudden: "I'm happy! Spend my money, can you control me!" I turned and hugged Mr. Meng's shoulder, "Don't pay attention to them, it's annoying."

Mr. Meng just laughed.

I knew from a young age that Mr. Meng was much smarter than me.After a few times, he was even better than me as a master. Every time he sat on it, a group of people would watch him play, and I was only responsible for helping him carry his schoolbag and pay for it.

The children in the old courtyard have dispersed one after another. Only Xu Miao is still in the same school as us, but he is not in the same class.Once I saw him secretly holding hands with a girl in our class, so I asked him, "Did you kiss?"

Xu Miao called me a pervert.

Xu Miao is one year older than me and Mr. Meng, sixteen.One day the school organized us to visit the art gallery, and the team was huge, so he mixed into the team of our class, and while flirting with the girl, he asked me: "He Badger, is there any girl who is interested in you?"

This question is tricky.Let’s say yes, I can’t say Zhang Sanli Li Si; if you say no, it will be a big loss to the glory.I was pretending to be in deep thought when Mr. Meng said, "Why are you asking this?"

"Don't worry, I will never expose the organization." Xu Miao swore to the sky, and said quietly, "I'm secretly telling you that there is a girl in our class who is interested in He Badger."

My heart skipped a beat, as if I had suddenly stepped on the empty stairs, and I unconsciously glanced at Mr. Meng, pretending to be troubled, and said in a nasty voice, "Who is it?"

"So excited?" Xu Miao laughed loudly and patted my head, "He Badger, if you don't grow taller, other girls will be taller than you."

"You fart!" I scolded him absent-mindedly, "Who the hell?"

Xu Miao looked at Mr. Meng: "Do you want to know?"

Mr. Meng didn't say a word, just looked at me with a pair of bright eyes.I was looked at with a guilty conscience, like a traitor who had betrayed the revolution, and muttered: "You must be kidding me, you want to see me make a fool of yourself."

"Hey, you're so smart, why can't you think about it?" Xu Miao was unhappy, pointing to the team in front of their class, "Did you see the one with the red schoolbag? It's called Shi Xiaoting."

"I don't know." I said.

"I know you. Didn't you have some composition activity before? Aren't you in a group with her?"

Having said that, I seem to have a little impression.There was a composition activity last month, and several other students in the class and I were called to participate, and the lottery was regrouped, and Shi Xiaoting and I were assigned to a group.At that time, I just chatted casually. I saw that she was in the second class, so I casually said that I knew Xu Miao from their class.

I said: "A group of seven or eight people, how can I remember?"

Xu Miao snorted and said I was being prudish.

When we arrived at the entrance of the art museum, the roll call was arranged for each class, and Xu Miao returned to his class and stood next to us.Shi Xiaoting with the red schoolbag was in the same row as me, separated by two girls, but the red schoolbag was so eye-catching that I unconsciously glanced at her.

"Does it look good?"

Mr. Meng's voice suddenly rang in my ears, which made me shiver.

"I didn't look at her!"

"I said butterfly."

Only then did I notice that a butterfly with black and yellow patterns was parked on the whip of the girl obliquely in front of me. My eyes swept over it, and it fluttered away as if frightened.

Only then did I realize it, and I made a few perfunctory noises in embarrassment, trying to cover it up.

Mr. Meng didn't intend to let me go, and said, "Who are you talking about?" He leaned forward, looked at the team in Class [-] next to him, and suddenly said, "Is that Shi Xiaoting? So you've been looking at her. "

My ears were boiling, and I argued, "I didn't look at her!"

"You're blushing."

"you are annoying?"

The teacher just finished saying the password to disband, and I left with my schoolbag on my back. Mr. Meng chased after me: "Are you angry?"

My whole body is almost on fire.

"Don't follow me!"

I walked around in a daze, looking around after walking a long distance, trying to find a familiar classmate and companion, so as not to be alone like an idiot.But unfortunately, I usually stick to the bastard Meng Qiansheng, and I don't like everyone else, so I really don't know who to turn to so that it doesn't look too abrupt.

"He Badger, where are you going?" Xu Miao walked over, "Did you lose Meng Qiansheng?"

The savior has come.

I said bitterly: "He is not from my family!"

"What's the matter, I didn't look at it for a while, and you two quarreled?" Xu Miao tsk-tsk, and his little partner came after him, Xu Miao winked, "Follow me, give me Take cover."

Xu Miao died.

The weird paintings in the art gallery gave me a headache, but because I had to deal with the after-views arranged by the teacher, I had to copy the names of a few works in the notebook.After flipping through my schoolbag, I realized that I only carried a schoolbag with food, and the homework book couldn't fit in it, so I didn't bring it with me.Mr. Meng must have brought it. When I first set off today, I saw the squad leader use his notebook to register the roll call, but I will definitely not go to him.

I don't like other people making fun of me like this at all, especially if this person is Meng Qiansheng.He is my brother, my best friend, others can say whatever they want, I don't care, how can he laugh at me with others?

There was a sudden heaviness on his shoulders, Xu Miao climbed up to me, and showed me the painting in front of him: "Do you think this painting of a human face looks like a pig? I laughed so hard hahahaha..."

I asked him, "Have you brought your notebook?"

He shook his head, but he didn't bring his little partner either. The two just looked at the portrait with a pig's face, said they looked like each other, and laughed so hard that they couldn't straighten their waists.Xu Miao laughed enough before saying to me, "Hey, you can borrow it from them."

I followed his gaze, and Shi Xiaoting's fiery red schoolbag jumped into my eyes.She and three other girls were in front of a sculpture, copying the introduction below the sculpture with their homework book.

"Go." Xu Miao urged me, "Are you really embarrassed? She will definitely lend you, maybe you can still develop."

Xu Miao was always outspoken when joking, but I wasn't angry at all.

I walked towards Shi Xiaoting and called her.She raised her head in response, and when she saw me, she blushed before she could speak, and the other three girls covered their mouths and giggled.I asked, "Can you tear me up a sheet of homework? I don't have a notebook."

The three girls said in unison, "I'll ask Shi Xiaoting to give it to you."

Shi Xiaoting decisively tore a sheet for me, and I pretended not to see her trembling hands.

"Here." Her voice was almost inaudible.

I suddenly felt a little inexplicably guilty: "Thank you."

The museum is only that big, and although I try my best to ignore it, I can guarantee that this is at least the fourth time I have seen Mr. Meng.

The previous few times he was with three other boys in our class, but this time he was with class leader Xiao Fang, with Guan Ting beside him.Xiao Fang and Guan Ting are good sisters who are inseparable, and there are two other girls, I don't know them, but they are familiar, and they seem to belong to the same class.

Xu Miao saw it too, and said with emotion: "Meng Qiansheng is very lucky." He touched my head again, "Come on, He Badger, if you grow taller, you will definitely be just like him."

I really want to take the hammer in the statue's hand and hammer Xu Miao's dog's head.

They stopped in front of a sculpture, and a few boys walked over, looked at the statue, those boys suddenly laughed exaggeratedly, and said something, the girls immediately covered their faces and laughed, and made gestures to hit those boys. boys.

Xu Miao was attracted attention: "Whatever they are watching, we will also watch."

This sculpture is not an exhibit, but a decoration in an art gallery. It is an imitation of Michelangelo's "David", which is placed at the corner.When Xu Miao saw it, she laughed immediately, pointing to the genitals between the sculpture's crotch: "Look!"

His little partner immediately looked away and hit him with a blushing face: "You are disgusting!"

The boys were still standing there pointing, and occasionally a sentence or two leaked into my ears, saying something like "shape" and "foreigners are disgusting".Xiao Fang is a rare girl who is outgoing and bold. She blushed and asked Mr. Meng:

"Does it really look like this?"

Look at her fake shy face!You ask those boys, what is Meng Qiansheng doing?

Meng Qiansheng nodded without changing his face: "Yes."

The girls laughed in surprise, and one of them even slightly pushed Mr. Meng's shoulder and said "hate it".

I grew up being friendly with girls, only this time, I wish they all disappeared.

Xu Miao beckoned to Mr. Meng, beckoning him to come over.The little girl had already gone to chat with other girls. When Mr. Meng came over, Xu Miao asked maliciously in a low voice, "Did you do that secretly?"

I was baffled: "Which one?"

"Just get up in the morning, that." Xu Miao glanced at my crotch, "He Badger, you probably don't have one, I think you haven't grown up yet. What about Meng Qiansheng?"

I scolded my mother secretly.

Mr. Meng ignored him and concentrated on copying the introduction.Xu Miao had no choice but to tease me again: "He Badger, have you... been through?"

He said it so vaguely that I didn't catch it at all: "What?"

Xu Miao was also a little embarrassed: "Nocturnal emission. You don't even know this?"

Of course I know, but I really haven't, so I can only grit my teeth and say, "I'm only a month away from turning fifteen!"

Xu Miao laughed loudly: "We, He Badger, are still children!"

Mr. Meng pursed his lips and smiled.

This smile is tantamount to adding fuel to the fire, I immediately asked him: "What are you laughing at? Do you have any?"

Mr. Meng looked at me, smiled and said, "Guess."

I turn around and leave.

Xu Miao was left on the spot, and Mr. Meng chased after me. I walked faster and faster, without looking at the road, and went where there were few people. In the end, I even started to run. , should have left the exhibition area earlier, there was no one around, only the footsteps behind me were getting closer, and finally at a corner, Mr. Meng grabbed my schoolbag from behind.

I was pulled backwards, he missed, and we both fell to the ground.The severe pain shot up from the tailbone to the back of the head, tears rolled into my eyes, and I blurted out: "You are crazy!"

"I'm sorry." He immediately sat up and wanted to see me, "Where did you fall?"

I've always been terribly worthless, as soon as someone apologizes, I'm dumb.He simply moved his butt, and sat cross-legged on the cold ground: "It's okay."

Only then did Mr. Meng feel relieved, and sat beside me: "Still angry with me?"

I said angrily, "What do you think?"

"I didn't say what happened to you and Shi Xiaoting, why are you angry?" Mr. Meng saw my face darken, and changed the subject, "Are you eating?"

You can only eat in the rest area. We went downstairs together to the rest area on the second floor.It was already noon, and there were groups of students eating and chatting in the rest area, it was noisy and lively.Xu Miao didn't know where he went, so we found a corner with few people and sat down. Mr. Meng opened the prunes in my bag, ate one himself, and held it in front of me for me to pick it up.He lowered his eyelashes to see the reflection on the ground, and his cheeks were bulging like a chipmunk. I couldn't help but poke my hand out.

He dodged, rolled his tongue, puffed up the other cheek, and frowned, "What are you doing?"

"Be honest, are you interested in Xiao Fang?"

He laughed: "Stop talking nonsense. Want to take revenge on me?"

I snorted, "What about Guan Ting?"

Mr. Meng smiled and shook his head: "She is dating someone else."

I was surprised and said, "Who? From our class?"

"Want to know?"

"Speak quickly!"

Mr. Meng said: "Then come here, and I will tell you secretly."

I looked around to make sure that no one nearby overheard our conversation, and hurriedly put my ear to it.

Mr. Meng lowered his head slightly, and the warm breath blew on my ears, hot and cold.Maybe I was too anxious to hear it, I just felt that my ears tasted the sour words in his mouth, trembling and weak, and my heart beat fiercely, mixed with his, turning into two pools of vibrant mud in deep spring , bursting with the desire to swallow people.

too close.

My eyelids twitched uncontrollably, followed by all the hairs on my body standing up, as if each hair was covered with a bean-sized sweat bead, I bent over unbearably, and the soreness swept across my skin , Trembling straight to the bone marrow.

The next second his lips were on the tip of my ear.

Like the tender cherry flesh being kneaded into the juice of early spring in the heart, the voices of boys around, the noises of girls fighting, the clatter of tearing plastic packaging bags of snacks, and the mysterious needle like drawing blood It was taken away, and in a blank space full of people's voices, only the sound of blood rushing was left. My body seemed to live in a deep and chaotic ancient well, with green bubbles popping out.

He said with a deep smile:

"Don't tell you."

The sound was a thin poisonous needle, which pierced my ear, and my ears froze immediately; the poison flowed into the atrium along the blood vessels, and my heart froze, but I still thought it was beating happily.

I felt myself falling under Medusa's gaze.

He moved his head away, let out a soft "huh", curled up his index finger, and gently scratched my ear: "Why are your ears so red?"

I shuddered and jumped up suddenly, startling him.

"what happened to you?"

My mind was blank, my eyes didn't know who I was looking at, and I couldn't see anything clearly, as if the spring mist was transpiring.

"I, I'm going to the bathroom."