Master, do you want an appointment? [Cultivation]

Chapter 41 Prelude to the Illusion ([-])

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A drop of rainwater slid across the corner of the eaves into the wine glass, splashing a small splash.Mu Wu wore a snow-white tunic and a thin crimson shirt with large sleeves. He toasted to invite the moon, but the bright moon didn't come.He shook the wine glass, and threw out the wine and the glass.

With a crisp sound of "crash", the delicate thin-bodied porcelain fell to the courtyard and shattered into countless pieces.

"If you're in a bad mood, you can vent your anger with a wine glass. It's a pity. It's a pity that this rare thin-bodied porcelain." Xixiu Xia wore a bright red cloak with a portable lamp in one hand.

Two of the red lanterns under the corridor were extinguished at some point, and she came in lightly with lotus steps, carrying a small palace lantern.There was only the sound of rain and the sound of wind, and Mu Wu stood in the wind. She put the palace lantern on the ground, and shook the cloak to put it on Mu Wu's shoulders.

Mu Wu stepped aside and took it by himself: "Thank you."

Xixiu Xia sneered, withdrew his hand, and said, "Thin-bodied porcelain is as thin as a cicada's wings and as light as silk. If it is under the light, it looks like colorful clouds chasing the moon, looming, covered with light and mist. The wine is gently shaken in the cup, moving There is stillness in the middle, and it is so beautiful. It is a pity that there is no moon today. It is really unlucky, you will not be able to get what you want for such a beautiful scenery for nine years."

Mu Wu tied the cape strap with one hand.

"Xiaoxia, why don't you let yourself go. If you want to hate me, just hate me, there is no need to waste time with me here." He has beautiful eyebrows, but when he glanced at him, he showed two points of indifference.

Xixiu Xia leaned against the thick colonnade, looked at Mu Wu, and said in a tone that he had taken it seriously for nine years, and said: "I am happy with the tribute you have here. Just use it for fun, and throw it away when you’re not happy. How can I waste time on such a day, it’s very good.”

Mu Wu raised his head, and the wine in the wine jug drew a crystal liquid with his movements, and accurately slid into Mu Wu's mouth.Xixiu Xia looked at Mu Wu quietly, her brows were bright and bright, she was really good looking.But it seems that he is no longer the same person as the new champion who rode through the streets ten years ago.

Over the years, she has watched him climb up to his current position step by step, watched him become what he is now, and at the same time let herself change accordingly.If there is anything else from nine years ago to now, it is probably that he is still waiting, and she still refuses to let go.

"Mu Zichen, I don't hate you, so don't be too sentimental. My father did a lot of unrighteous things back then, and if it wasn't you, it would be someone else. I'm even glad that you were the one who led the soldiers to raid my house, because at least you would Discipline the people below and give the people in the mansion that meager respect. I have never said these words to you, but I suddenly want to say them to you tonight. I have known you for ten years, and I have worked in this mansion for nine years. Shun's mistress. Do you think it should be enough?" Xixiu Xia's voice was light, like a whisper.

She blinked and looked up at the rain beating the lantern and the wind not stopping.The rose-colored skirt swayed in the wind, making her look extraordinarily weak, and the bright red skirt couldn't dispel the paleness in her bones.She said: "You stole my house, shouldn't you also return my home? Oh, I know I was greedy. It's not that I didn't blame you in the first place. It's just that when I knew that my father had done such a bad thing, he hurt me. When there are so many people, I know that I can't hate you. I have no qualifications. I am his daughter, I have to be hated, hated by those who suffer because of my father. The rest of my life should also pay for those sins for my father .

It was you who saved us, the man exiled thousands of miles away, you opened up relationships and took care of us in many ways.Like me, it was you who rescued me from being an official prostitute.You still give me a place in this mansion, you are willing to give me everything you have, I will not pay for any sins, but I have enjoyed the glory and wealth for nine years.It's just that Mu Zichen, I'm too greedy.Get this and want more. "

"Nine years of solitude, forced to be locked in this square-inch cage, are you still grateful to me? At the beginning, I used your father's appreciation and your will to climb up, but secretly collected evidence of your father's corruption and frame. Now I still occupy your father's seat. If it weren't for me, you would still be the carefree Miss Xijia, the most beautiful woman in Kyoto. No one would look down on you, and you would not suffer the pain of family ruin.

Sodeka, if you want to leave, I will arrange everything for you, a new identity, a new home, and the freedom to go wherever you want.You can find the lover who loves you and treats you with you for the rest of your life. "Mu Wu pursed his lips and swallowed the wine in his mouth. He closed his eyes and his voice was calm and calm.

Xiu Xia smiled, as bright as flowers blooming all over the mountains and plains in spring.But her voice was full of desolation that couldn't be concealed: "I want to marry you, but you want me to find someone else. You waited for him for nine years, and I waited for you for nine years. Mu Wu, Mu Zichen, Xie Luozhi has already Dead, he's been dead for nine years. Why can't you look back at me?"

The stories on the stage always come on the stage in full bloom, singing about a poor scholar who wins the favor of a young lady in high school in one fell swoop, and bears the burden of the family.You see, I am that young lady, and you are that poor talent in high school, but why do you never forget the person you met when you were young?

"You have waited for nine years and searched for nine years, and I have been with you for nine years. As long as you search, I will continue to accompany you. Mu Wu, but even if you find it one day, what's the point? He doesn't love you What's the use of your infatuation alone, he just regards you as a friend. If he dies, you will never be able to wait for him. If he is alive, it is enough to show that he has not given you any news for so many years He doesn't love you at all."

It's probably exhausting to love someone for ten years, Xixiu Xia was neither hysterical nor overjoyed when he said these words.She just leaned on the pillar, looking at Mu Wu who had been drinking all the time, with a little tiredness and a little coldness.It is said that beauties have bright eyes, and Xixiu Xia has a pair of beautiful eyes. At this moment, she is looking at Mu Wu, her eyes are silent and desolate.

Mu Wu threw the empty flagon on the ground. "哗啦" sounded again.

He bent down to pick up the palace lantern that Xixiuxia put on the ground, the lantern emitted a soft light, but unfortunately it couldn't warm the two people standing around it.He handed it to Xixiuxia, and said, "When you say this, you should know that you have reached the edge of the cliff, and you have reached the point where the water is about to dry up. Xiuxia, you can't hold on in your heart anymore. One more step is madness. May as well let yourself go."

Xixiu Xia looked down at Mu Wu's hand holding the handle of the palace lantern, but he didn't take it.

"I don't understand. When I was eroded by endless waiting and loneliness, you were even more hopeless and lonely than me. Why, I suffered and dried up my heart lake, but you are still calm and calm until you die look."

Mu Wu stuffed the palace lantern into Xixiu Xia's hand.

"When you fell in love with me, my side was full of flowers, and your side was equally beautiful. When I fell in love with him, I had nothing, and he also only had me. Those who have had nothing know that only when they are calm can they keep the sporadic self-esteem." Mu Wu withdrew his hand and said calmly, "It's windy at night, I'll take you back to your room."

Xixiu Xia clenched the handle tightly, but she didn't absorb any warmth left by Mu Wu from the cold palace lantern.For the first time, as gentle as her and kind as her, she said aggressively: "But he doesn't love you, but I have loved you for ten years. Let's not say whether he is alive or dead, just say that he only treated you well in the past, but in the future Well, if he doesn't love you, there will always be something he loves and cares about more. But I love you."

Mu Wu smiled, his lips curled up a little, and his eyebrows were tender.He said: "Xiao Xia, the reason is neither you nor him, but me and time. I never told you that my mother was a widow, and the day she died was winter. That was the winter I met Xie Xie." Luo Zhi. When everyone forced me to be like a snake, he helped me bury my mother. Sode Xia, I was nine years old and he was ten years old.

He is an apprentice in the martial arts school, his body is always bruised and purple, and there is never a good time.Living alone is already very difficult, but he still wants to share half of his already thin clothes and meager food with me.In winter, he would hug me and talk to me.In fact, he is not a talkative person, and even often he is silent.But it was too cold in winter, and he told me not to think about the cold wind passing through the cracks in the window, and just concentrate on listening to him.When he held me, I felt that the world was nothing more than this.The sky is big and the earth is big, but it is no bigger than the embrace he gave me. "

Mu Wu talked to Xixiu Xia, but his memory has returned to the time 20 years ago.He smiled lightly, his tenderness was indescribable.

"He was always injured, but he didn't allow me to go to the martial arts gym like him. He asked me to study and learn calligraphy. He really didn't have any money, so whenever he was free, he would go to the old gentleman's house in the county to help, chop firewood and work. I begged him to agree to let me go to school. He was only one year older than me, but he wanted to take good care of me wholeheartedly. As a result, he begged for many days and the old man refused. I couldn't help but rushed to the man's house He wanted to take him away, but the old gentleman suddenly agreed, because I was smart enough, and he felt that I was good enough to inherit his mantle. I studied with him for five years, and he had nothing more to teach me.

It was also that year that I had to find a new husband for myself.One step faster than me, he left the martial arts hall and was found by an expert.I have never met his master, but I know that the master not only taught him kung fu, but also taught him the art of war.In the past, he taught me a little boxing as exercise, and I taught him to read and write.

After having that master, there will be nothing for me.It turned out that he should have left with his master, but he stayed for me.When I traveled around to study, he followed me and stayed with me for ten years.Sode Xia, you had many things when you were young, so you don't understand how precious it is for a person who has nothing to suddenly own a treasure.If that person also treats you as a treasure and treats you well.That kind of special is enough for you to put your whole heart in front of him.Xiuxia, you have loved me for ten years, but I have loved him for 20 years.At an age when I didn't know what love is, I carved him into my blood and bones. "

He spoke the most touching love words in the world, holding the most sincere heart in the world.He has a touching and deep feeling, and he never forgets, but he uses the most flat tone to say that his infatuation will not change.

Tears fell from the eye sockets and fell to the ground, accompanied by the sound of rain without a trace of waves.Every time he said a word, it was too late for her. The sound of "woo woo" sounded like the rain was crying, and the rain was like tears from the sky.

Xixiu Xia's lips trembled, and finally couldn't help it. He tore open Mu Wu's wound and spread the fact that he was dripping blood in front of Mu Wu.She said: "But this special is only because he regards you as a younger brother and as a friend. I have heard of General Xie's reputation for benevolence and righteousness, and I have heard that he did not hesitate to sacrifice his own life to save his subordinates on the battlefield.

Mu Wu, he may have only treated you special.But as kind as he is, you were not his only one ten years ago.No matter how much you say, you can't erase that he doesn't love you, when you confess your heart in front of him, when you reject my father's marriage proposal.

He, Xie Luozhi, General Xie agreed to Yin Zuoxiang's marriage proposal, and became elder sister Xiudong's fiancé-in-law.Sister Xiudong is also waiting for him, and sister Xiudong is the one who can justifiably wait for him.Mu Zichen, on the tombstone of Xie Luozhi Clothes Tomb in Heroes' Tomb outside the city, it is engraved that the widow is Yin Xiudong, not you, Mu Wu. "

She sobbed, took a deep breath of coldness, and said, "You think I don't know, but I know everything. I even found out about your past. You don't need to tell me, but he I can do it, so can I. I can do better than him. Mu Wu, your power is all to find someone who doesn’t care about you anymore. You live only for that person, it’s not worth it. The rest of your life It's been so long, and you've lived in such pain, can you survive it?"

Mu Wu is like a stone, cold but neither painful nor hurt.He was neither angry nor annoyed, he just looked at Yin Xiudong and said: "What can I do if I can't endure it? I can only rest until I die as you said. Xiuxia, you still don't understand. It's me who doesn't repent, and he It’s irrelevant. It’s like you, I don’t love you, why do you insist on it? Neither of us can convince the other, we are stubborn with each other, wait until one of them lets go first. I am a paranoid person, so I live to see people die See the dead body. When I find him, whether it's bones or a living person, maybe I'll stop when I find him."

Xixiu Xia remained silent, swallowing the tears that fell to his lips.Really bitter and cold.

She staggered two steps, holding on to the pillar to stabilize her body.She was probably too tired and wanted to leave to rest.Before leaving, she couldn't help turning her head again, looking at Mu Wu who was still standing there, the rain slanted in and wet his shoulders and sleeves.Mu Wu was against the light, Xixiu Xia couldn't see his face and couldn't distinguish his eyes.

She asked him: "Can't you cry? I have cried countless times over the years, and you are in pain too. Why don't I see you cry. I am always alone, so lonely."

Mu Wu smiled, the sad wind blows his thin clothes upside down, and he has beautiful features, so glamorous. "Where can I go when you cry in front of me?"

Tears fall for the person you love, because you expect that person's sympathy.

Xiuxia, ten years has passed, you are still the beautiful, innocent and kind girl back then, perhaps the shocking changes in the world have left you speechless.But essentially you are still you.But I am riddled with holes.You can't wait any longer, and I, too, have been driven crazy.If he doesn't come, I don't even know what I will do.

As you said, you can treat me better than he treats me, why am I not tempted.I also want to ask, with this heart and feelings, I ask myself why no one will love him more than me, why he refuses to look at me more.But it's all stupid people who are trapped in their own cages and can't get out.

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