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"I want you to live. Live well."

He has to live well.

After a year, Cheng Xuan returned to work at Hongxi, with more and more tiring work than before.He and Yi Xin's mother fell into a tug-of-war, Cheng Xuan insisted on the death penalty, but Jin Zhijian couldn't watch him fold himself in for Yi Xin, so he had to ask someone to hold down the sentence.

Cheng Xuan fights with all kinds of people every day, he doesn't know how he survived before.In the evening, I went to Renrong to see Xu Shuangmian and then returned to Mid-Levels, lying on that bed, thinking of the bold look of that child when he asked Xu Shuangmian for a kiss.

On weekends, he will go to Renrong to see Xu Shuangmian.

Cheng Xuan drove to Renrong alone, and when he walked to the door of the ward, he heard someone talking in the room.He quickly opened the door, only to see a man sitting in front of the bed, Xu Shuangmian's eyes were tightly closed, the same as when he came last time.He suppressed the idea of ​​rushing to Renrong to see Xu Shuangmian countless times, and he didn't even want to come to Renrong to see him again, because his hope would be lost once more.The doctor told him that if a comatose patient has not woken up for more than a year, the chance of waking up is even slimmer.Even if his heart was made of steel and concrete wrapped in iron walls, he couldn't stand such torture.

Ruan Shannai turned around when he heard the noise and saw the man standing at the door.Ruan Shannai was startled by the bitterness and disappointment in that person's eyes, he stood up awkwardly and greeted Cheng Xuan.

Cheng Xuan nodded, walked into the ward, and closed the door again, "Thank you for visiting him often."

Ruan Shannai hesitated for a moment, and said with some difficulty: "It's okay...it doesn't matter. He is, my friend."

He is not used to communicating with unfamiliar people.

The door was pushed open again, Jin Zhijian and Chen Chen walked in, and they were also startled when they saw Cheng Xuan.

"I'll come and see us," Chen Chensheng suppressed the word "brother", and turned a corner, "Xu Shuangmian."

Jin Zhijian stepped forward and grabbed the hand of Ruan Shannai, who was standing in front of the hospital bed at a loss, and said, "Okay, we'll go first when you come. I know I'm busy all day long, so remember to spend more time with you." younger brother!"

Now there is another unfamiliar person in the ward, Ruan Shannai is embarrassed and wants to leave quickly, his lips are tightly pursed, and he finally choked out a word after holding back for a long time: "Bye."

Chen Chen chuckled, then quickly held back, and said, "Then I'll bow too!"

"No." Cheng Xuan still had no expression on his face, and finally felt a little more relaxed.

After the three of them left the ward, Cheng Xuan took the seat where Ruan Shannai was sitting just now.He tried to speak to Xu Shuangmian, but in the end he just silently stared at the person on the bed who seemed to be just asleep.He didn't want to see Xu Shuangmian, he didn't want to face Xu Shuangmian who didn't respond no matter what he said or did.

When facing Xu Shuangmian like this, he realized that what he was most afraid of was not the hatred from this person.The opposite of love is not hate either.It is indifference.is to ignore.

He hated such Xu Shuangmian, facing such Xu Shuangmian, he was at a loss and powerless.

Cheng Xuan watched him for a long time, from dawn to dusk, until the nurse knocked on the door of the ward again, saying it was time to turn the patient over again.

He left the bed in silence, the nurse stepped forward and stretched her left arm under Xu Shuangmian's waist, and when her right hand was reaching for her thigh, Cheng Xuan interrupted her: "Let me do it."

He caught sight of Xu Shuangmian's waist, which was much thinner than before.In the past, he was always unwilling to look at Xu Shuangmian being manipulated like an object, and his weakening body, as if without looking, these things would not exist.

He took over the nurse's action, turned Xu Shuangmian over under the nurse's guidance, and put a pillow on his head and back.When he picked up Xu Shuangmian, he felt as if he was suddenly hit by a heavy fist on his chest. Xu Shuangmian lost weight, even thinner than before, much thinner. High school kids.

Cheng Xuan sent the nurse out, went back to the hospital bed and sat down again, looked deeply at the person lying on his side, leaned up and kissed his forehead, gently pressed the tip of his nose against the side of Xu Shuangmian's nose, and whispered in a nasal voice :"I love you."

He had never said this sentence to Xu Shuangmian, this was the first time, it was Cheng Xuan's impulse to blurt it out.When I said it, all the knots in my heart were untied.

Liang Jinxin used Xu Shuangmian's feeling sad when he woke up to stimulate him to live well, that's right.But he loves Xu Shuangmian, even if he never wakes up, Cheng Xuan has to watch him go before he can breathe his last breath with confidence.

The meaning of life is not what a person can do, but what the person can accept.

Cheng Xuan finally accepted such Xu Shuangmian.

Just like Xu Shuangmian accepted him.

"It's too late today, I have to go. I'll see you tomorrow." After speaking, he kissed the cheek of the person on the bed.

He straightened up and seemed to see Xu Shuangmian smiling slightly.That smile made him freeze in place, and his posture also remained standing with his back slightly hooked against the edge of the bed, "Mianmian?"

"Mianmian?" He widened his eyes, not letting go of the slightest expression on Xu Shuangmian's face, "Smile again! Smile again!"

Xu Shuangmian didn't respond at all.

The funny surprises on Cheng Xuan's face slowly fell one by one, and there was still a glimmer of hope in his heart: "Baby, I beg you! Smile again! Smile again, okay?"

The person on the bed was still unresponsive.

Cheng Xuan lost his strength, sat down on the chair beside the bed, covered his face with his hands, and exhaled forcefully.After a while, he took off his hand, his eyes were red, and he looked at Xu Shuangmian again.

!

The person on the bed was struggling to look at him with half-closed eyes, and twitched the corners of his mouth.

It wasn't even a smile, but Cheng Xuan stared at it in a daze.

Xu Shuangmian was so tired that he almost exhausted all his energy just to open his eyes, so he closed them again.

Cheng Xuan asked softly, "Are you awake?"

The person on the bed didn't answer.

He rushed out of the room and stood in the empty corridor and shouted for the doctor. After calling several times, the doctor on duty finally rushed into the ward with the nurse.

Maybe it was because he yelled too loudly just now, Cheng Xuan's eyes went black for a while, and his brain was short of oxygen. He insisted on supporting the handrail on the wall of the hospital corridor, took out his mobile phone and called Xu Shuangmian's attending doctor, asking him to come over immediately.

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Xuan leaned on the armrest, covering his face with his hands.

For the past year, he has been thinking every day, which day Xu Shuangmian will wake up.It must be a special day, maybe it was the day the two met for the first time, maybe it was Xu Shuangmian's birthday, maybe it was the day he returned to China, he even hoped it would be the day he tricked Xu Shuangmian out of the country, every such special day , Cheng Xuan couldn't help appearing in Renrong with anticipation, but what he reaped was the comatose Xu Shuangmian.

It was an ordinary day, not any special anniversary, and he didn't bring flowers and fruit.But today is not normal from now on. When Xu Shuangmian woke up, Cheng Xuan felt that even the smell of disinfectant in the air was delicious.

Soon Renrong's dean and Xu Shuangmian's attending doctor appeared together in the corridor of the hospital. The attending doctor hurried into the ward, and the dean stepped forward to say hello to Cheng Xuan.

Cheng Xuan waved his hand and said, "I still have some things to deal with at home." Then he took the phone and walked away with an excuse.

He walked to the balcony outside the hospital and cried embarrassingly.I want to call the people close to me to tell the good news like ordinary people, but I don't know who to call.Neither he nor Xu Shuangmian had parents anymore, and the old people of the Cheng family never cared about their lives.Jin Zhijian, Chen Chen and him are just good partners.

Only Xu Shuangmian is his closest person in this world.He is also Xu Shuangmian's only relative in this world.They only have each other.