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"Cheng Xuan?" Xu Shuangmian knocked on the door of the study again, "Ah Xuan, are you in?"

"Huh? I'm here." Cheng Xuan shook his head, "What's the matter?"

"Do you want supper? I'm hungry, so I asked Mama Wang to make supper." Xu Shuangmian asked outside the door.

Cheng Xuan looked at his watch, it was past ten o'clock. "I won't eat, you eat less, you won't be able to sleep at night if you accumulate food."

"Oh...that's fine." Xu Shuangmian turned and went downstairs.

Cheng Xuan didn't expect Xu Shuangmian to cooperate so much this time, he turned around and left without asking him a word.He picked up the glass and drank the rest of the wine in one gulp, stood up and went downstairs to find Xu Shuangmian.

A light was left in the dining room, and Xu Shuangmian sat there alone again, drinking the preserved egg porridge cooked by Wang Ma.Cheng Xuan stopped and leaned against the door to watch Xu Shuangmian's back.He is really thin. When he was still studying in U country, the weekly report stated that he ate very little, and he didn't stop eating the snacks he loved when he was a child.Thinking of how he sat at the dining table to eat alone every day during the past few years in country U, without anyone serving him food, Cheng Xuan felt very sour.Xu Shuangmian has been very timid since she was a child, and she wanted to draw her to accompany him in everything she did.He clearly knew how Xu Shuangmian lived these six years, but he always avoided thinking about it, as if he didn't want to, Xu Shuangmian's life was not so miserable.

The more Cheng Xuan thought about it, the more he felt that he couldn't face Xu Shuangmian, so he turned around and walked upstairs quickly.When Xu Shuangmian heard the movement, he turned around and saw the back of Cheng Xuan leaving. He stopped Cheng Xuan, "Ah Xuan, are you going upstairs? Can you go up together after I finish the porridge? There is only a little left to finish."

Cheng Xuan had no choice but to stop and go back to the restaurant to sit down and wait for Xu Shuangmian to drink porridge.Xu Shuangmian racked his brains just to go upstairs and let Cheng Xuan sleep with him. There was only a little porridge left, but he drank it for a long time. Finally, Cheng Xuan couldn't help but said: "You can't finish it, the porridge is getting cold , don’t come and make trouble with me if you’re not feeling well at night.”

Xu Shuangmian quickly drank the rest in two gulps, got up and followed Cheng Xuan upstairs.He walked more and more slowly without taking two steps, Cheng Xuan had to turn around and take Xu Shuangmian's hand to hold him to make him go faster.Xu Shuangmian lowered her head and snickered, and in turn held Cheng Xuan's hand even tighter.When they got to the third floor, Cheng Xuan wanted to let him go, but Xu Shuangmian couldn't help but dragged Cheng Xuan to the master bedroom, "If you don't go to sleep in your room, where are you going to sleep?"

"I'm going to sleep in the guest room, don't you want to sleep in the master bedroom?" Cheng Xuan shook the hands they were holding together but did not shake off.

"Why do I sleep in the master bedroom, don't you know? A Xuan, are you afraid of me?" Xu Shuangmian said pitifully, but he refused to let go of Cheng Xuan. "I'm not a monster."

Cheng Xuan took a deep breath: You are, I'm afraid of you, but I can't say. "Then let's go."

When the two returned to the master bedroom, they washed up separately. Cheng Xuan was afraid that Xu Shuangmian would mess up and make him unable to sleep all night, so he quickly pretended to be asleep as soon as he lay down on the bed after washing.Xu Shuangmian went out of the bathroom after washing and found that Cheng Xuan had already fallen asleep, so she turned off the light and lay down to sleep.But he slept for so long in the afternoon and was still jet lagged, how could he fall asleep.He thought Cheng Xuan would not fall asleep so soon, "Ah Xuan, can you turn around and sleep on me? Before..." Xu Shuangmian suddenly stopped talking.Cheng Xuan guessed that he was thinking about his childhood, when Xu Shuangmian slept next to him almost every day from the age of five to 17, at that time he was not so "defensive" against Xu Shuangmian.Cheng Xuan sighed secretly, and had no choice but to turn to face Xu Shuangmian, "Okay, go to sleep. Are you not tired after so much fuss?"

Xu Shuangmian was finally satisfied, but he still couldn't sleep.He didn't dare to provoke Cheng Xuan again, if Cheng Xuan was still awake, he would probably be scared away by him.After a while, he still couldn't hold back and asked Cheng Xuan in a low voice: "Ah Xuan, are you asleep?"

Cheng Xuan didn't know what Xu Shuangmian was trying to do, he thought about it, and decided to pretend to be asleep and ignore Xu Shuangmian.Xu Shuangmian, a child, has never been good at doing things since he was a child, so he went to play on his own when no one paid attention to him.But Cheng Xuan thought a little wrong, Xu Shuangmian has no patience for everyone and things in the world, but for him, Cheng Xuan, Xu Shuangmian can probably persevere until death.

Seeing that no one responded to him, Xu Shuangmian felt relieved, Cheng Xuan must have fallen asleep.He slowly moved towards Cheng Xuan's direction, and finally moved into Cheng Xuan's arms, Xu Shuangmian finally felt comfortable.He and Cheng Xuan obviously use the same shower gel, why does Cheng Xuan smell so good?The more he couldn't figure it out, the more he thought about it, but he didn't realize that the body of the person holding him was stiff, and he didn't dare to breathe out, and he didn't seem to be sleeping with long breaths.Before Xu Shuangmian could figure it out, he fell asleep in a daze, leaving Cheng Xuan alone and dared not move.