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Xu Shuangmian moved all afternoon, and finally moved almost.

For dinner, he steamed a pot of rice by himself, and then he took apart the side dishes that Wang Ma brought him, and after eating a couple of casual bites, he cleaned up.He actually knows how to cook. When he was in country U, he went to his mentor's house for dinner, and he always had to ask his helpers to help out.It's just that he has never been in touch with Ruan Shannai's cuisine, so he failed like this.

The servant with him had put away most of the luggage, but he still had one box that he had to sort out by himself.Xu Shuangmian just like when he first arrived in the middle of the mountain, he opened the box, took out the contents one by one with a sense of ritual, and put them in a specific location.

Since arriving in country U, he hasn't returned home for many years.This small box was something he took away from the old house for that non-existent vacation, to Country U, then to Mid-Levels, and then to this apartment.

While Cheng Xilan was alive, the old house was still Xu Shuangmian's home.Not long afterward, Cheng Xilan left, no matter how many memories he had left of the old house, it was not his home.

He thought that Cheng Xuan was his home, but it turned out that Xu Shuangmian might be wrong.

Lying on the bed, he recalled the conversation in the supermarket with Yi Xin when he was shopping for vegetables. At that time, he had not moved out of Mid-Levels. Xu Shuangmian was envious of Yi Xin's daily and warm life.

"Why don't you go back to the old house to have a look?" Yi Xin didn't look at Xu Shuangmian, but checked the expiration date with a box of milk in his hand.

Xu Shuangmian felt that she was wronged and didn't know how to say it.

He put the carton of milk back into the freezer, and pushed the car forward: "My dad misses you so much, he always talks about you. It made me think you were his real son."

"What nonsense are you talking about. Can you be less angry, Yi Bo?" Xu Shuangmian rolled his eyes.

"You think the old house has no family anymore after the madam is gone, so it's not your home anymore, right?" Yi Xin suddenly turned her head and stared at Xu Shuangmian, urging him to be caught off guard and not to lie.

"...I, I, I don't know." The person being watched panicked, his eyes wandered all over the place but he didn't dare to look directly at Yi Xin.

Seeing that he was also feeling uncomfortable, Yi Xin couldn't bear to speak too bluntly, so he diverted his fire and said, "You don't know what. I think you just don't regard me and my parents as your relatives."

As soon as this started, Yi Xin couldn't help it anymore, and kept blaming Xu Shuangmian: "How kind the cook was to you when you were young. Who doesn't know that you secretly eat grilled fish in the whole house, and whoever wipes your ass for you?" Madam, did you expose it? You ran to play with Cheng Xuan pigeons with your classmates, and my dad put on an old face and even lied for you as a cover. I borrowed you to copy so many math and physics homework, and helped you block so many love letters. You just forgot the note? Xu Shuangmian, you are such a supercilious wolf! Only someone who bleeds like you can be your relative?"

Xu Shuangmian couldn't stand it anymore and immediately confessed: "After a while, I'll go back and see Yi Bo after a while."

"Okay." Yi Xin said dryly, "That's it for today."

It can be regarded as an end.

After paying at the cashier, Takagaki was waiting at the entrance of the supermarket.Yi Xin held things in his left hand and right hand, nodded slightly to Gao Yuan, then turned to Xu Shuangmian and said, "My house is near here, I just walk back."

"Then I won't see you off. Send me a message when you get home."

Yi Xin took a step in front of Xu Shuangmian and said, "Xu Shuangmian, you have been slow to react since you were a child, and it took a long time to understand many things. But every time I see you anxious, I can't help but remind you. I know you want a family most. But you and him are like a family now? "

"He and I..." Xu Shuangmian paused, he found that he couldn't confidently give Yi Xin an affirmative answer.

"You don't need to answer me. It's good that you have the answer in your heart." Yi Xin turned around, walked away quickly, handed over the things in his right hand to his left, raised his right hand and waved, and whispered, "No."

Looking at his back that was drifting away, Xu Shuangmian became more and more uncertain. Are he and Cheng Xuan in the same family?Is it the home he wants?What is home.

Probably because Xu Shuangmian had trained him into a habit, Cheng Xuan insisted on going back to Mid-Levels at night even after receiving the news that he had moved out in the afternoon.

There is only one person missing in this house. I didn't think it before, but no matter how I look at it now, the house is too big.It was also chosen to be built on a mountain. In winter, there is no sound of cicadas and frogs.

Cheng Xuan ate dinner alone in Nuo Da's restaurant, and could only hear the crisp sound of the spoon hitting the porcelain bowl.When Xu Shuangmian just returned to China, he warned him that if he didn't eat well, he wouldn't like him.Now that Cheng Xuan is sitting here eating slowly, it's quite ironic to think about it.

Usually, when Xu Shuangmian was at home, he would always take him for a walk after dinner, and during the walk, he would discuss with him whether to raise a dog together, and what breed he should have; or he would also take Cheng Xuan to find a dog together. Watching movies to pass the time; sometimes Cheng Xuan went into the study after work and dinner, and Xu Shuangmian just sat on the sofa in the study to read books or revise papers.

Holding the wine glass, Cheng Xuan sat on the small sofa that Xu Shuangmian used to sit in a daze.No matter what he did, he always lost interest. In fact, he didn't have a lot of work, and he just didn't want to send Xu Shuangmian away.If you don't send him off, you can lie to yourself for a while, and he hasn't left yet.

Habits are terrible.He could adapt to the time of separation, but it's just that the life is a bit difficult.Now that they've lived together for a while, they just can't bear to part for a second.Cheng Xuan felt that he was like an ascetic monk who had left home and wandered for many years, and then reentered the world of mortals, finally got a home, but now he is asked to go back to live a life of asceticism, how can he agree.

On the clock hanging on the wall, the second hand jumps too slowly.

But at 10:30, Cheng Xuan finished washing and was ready to go to bed.Before Xu Shuangmian returned to China, he always had nightmares about the two of them.Later, the two lived together for a period of time, and his sleep quality improved.

I don't know if Xu Shuangmian will be able to sleep today without Xu Shuangmian.Cheng Xuan hugged the pillow left by Xu Shuangmian, worrying drowsily, praying that he would not have nightmares tonight.

Adding the author manually has something to say: This is what I was going to say: I am a little angry, I saw two new comments but why are they not displayed in the comments! !In total, there are only a few and two have to be swallowed. Is this update of Changpei going to piss me off? btw, seeing that Cheng Xuan is about to fall asleep, everyone knows what the next chapter will be, right?I added this after I found out that the author had nothing to say on the mobile phone: This update is really hot!