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Xu Shuangmian put on his jeans, found himself a sweater, and put a thick woolen jacket on it. After putting it on, he sat down in front of the full-length mirror and lost his mind.

Cheng Xuan went out early in the morning.He had already asked Gao Yuan to send Xu Shuangmian to Rivera.But Xu Shuangmian dawdled and didn't want to go out.

Cheng Hongnian's death was like a bell to wake up Xu Shuangmian's dream.He knew that there was a problem between him and Cheng Xuan, which existed six years ago.It's just that he chose not to ask at that time, and Cheng Xuan didn't say anything.But this does not mean that Xu Shuangmian will never ask, he wants to know what the question is.

These six years, including the period after he returned to China, were his indulgence to Cheng Xuan, and Xu Shuangmian's indulgence to himself.

He is determined to ask Cheng Xuan clearly today.

Xu Shuangmian got up, went downstairs and told Gao Yuan that it was time to leave.

Takagaki glanced at the people in the back seat several times, his expression was serious, and he didn't look like he was going to celebrate a birthday with his beloved one at all.

He got out of the car and walked into Rivera, and when he took the elevator to the restaurant on the top floor, Cheng Xuan was already sitting in the same position as six years ago.The dishes and wine on the table are those that Xu Shuangmian ordered six years ago, and the people are still those two people.

Xu Shuangmian was seated, Cheng Xuan raised his glass and said to him, "Mianmian, happy 25th birthday."

He also raised his glass and touched Cheng Xuan, "Thank you." After speaking, he drank the wine in the glass.

The two were silent. After a long time, Xu Shuangmian took a deep breath quietly and said, "Ah Xuan, I am 25 years old. We have known each other for 20 years, which is longer than the time my mother has been with me."

"Mianmian." Cheng Xuan wanted to interrupt him.

"Listen to me." Today's Xu Shuangmian was a force he was not used to.

He inhaled secretly, "I want an answer."

These six years can be regarded as Cheng Xuan's test for him, and Xu Shuangmian can shorten the six long years into an instant, as long as he knows it is worth it.He just wanted Cheng Xuan's affirmation.It's like a child who has worked hard to get [-] points on a test asks an adult for candy.

Cheng Xuan knew what Xu Shuangmian wanted to hear.He turned his head and looked out of the window to see the scenery as it was six years ago, and opened his mouth with difficulty: "I don't know how to say it."

If it was really the sentence he was most afraid of, he smiled and said, "Okay. Then say it when you want to say it."

On the way here, Xu Shuangmian told himself that today was the last time, he could wait, but he couldn't wait aimlessly.He didn't even know if Cheng Xuan had an answer in his heart.

He bowed his head to eat quietly and didn't talk much.

Cheng Xuan found that if Xu Shuangmian didn't take the initiative to find a topic, the two of them seemed to have nothing to talk about.

The waiter broke the silence by pushing a cake with a candle on it.This cake is not very exquisite, there is no gorgeous decoration, there is only a happy birthday on it.Probably the person who made this cake is a novice, and he didn't have enough practice, and the cursive characters are not very good.

Xu Shuangmian knew that this cake was made by Cheng Xuan.It doesn't look good, and it may not even taste good, but no matter how ugly it is, this is Cheng Xuan's wish. He never bothered to cover it up, and showed it openly for Xu Shuangmian to see.

For this matter, Cheng Xuan has been hiding all these years and never mentioned a word to him.

"Mianmian, make a wish."

"Okay." He clasped his hands together, closed his eyes and made a wish piously and earnestly.Cheng Xuan wished to get into his mind to hear what his wish was. After all, Xu Shuangmian said he wanted the moon in the sky, and he, Cheng Xuan, also had to use a ladder to reach it.

Xu Shuangmian opened his eyes, blew out the candle, and smiled at Cheng Xuan, "It's done."

The waiter stepped forward and cut the cake and distributed it to the two.This cake is a bit too big, Cheng Xuan guessed that Xu Shuangmian couldn't finish it.

He cleared his throat, "Mianmian, I didn't prepare your birthday present."

Cheng Xuan was ready to explain himself as if facing an abyss.He thought that everything about him belonged to Xu Shuangmian, as long as Xu Shuangmian said he wanted it at any time, Cheng Xuan could give it to him immediately.

"I like this cake very much." Xu Shuangmian interrupted him, adding: "It's the best birthday present I've ever received."

Cheng Xuan was startled, then nodded.

Xu Shuangmian insisted on eating the whole cake, but Cheng Xuan told him that it was okay if he couldn't finish it, and he could make another one for Xu Shuangmian if he had a chance.

"There's no chance." Xu Shuangmian slurred his mouth with the cake in his mouth.

Cheng Xuan didn't hear clearly, "What?"

He swallowed the cake, drank the wine and said, "It's nothing, I said it was delicious."

After a meal, Xu Shuangmian said that she was tired and wanted to go home.

Takagaki picked up the two of them, sensitively aware of the oppressive atmosphere in the car, thinking that this birthday was not a pleasant one.

The two drove back to Mid-Levels together.The car stopped at the door, Xu Shuangmian got out of the car first and closed the door, but found that Cheng Xuan hadn't opened the door to get out of the car.Cheng Xuan was upset, he rolled down the car window, and asked Xu Shuangmian who was standing at the door: "Mianmian, are you happy today?"

Xu Shuangmian looked at her toes and replied in a low voice, "Happy, very happy."

"That's good. You go in first and go to bed early. I still have something to deal with. Go home later today."

Cheng Xuan thought that Xu Shuangmian probably didn't know that he never dared to look people in the eyes when he was lying.

"Okay, then you go home early and be careful on the road." The ears of the person at the door were a little red from the cold, but they still responded to Cheng Xuan.

Cheng Xuan nodded, looking at the back of Xu Shuangmian walking into the room, his heart was filled with anger and there was nowhere to vent it.Knowing that it was him, Xu Shuangmian never had a happy birthday from the beginning.He didn't have the courage to face such a sad Xu Shuangmian.

He raised the window and said blankly, "Go to Stardust."

Gao Yuan sighed in his heart and wanted to persuade, he glanced at Cheng Xuan's face, but still didn't speak.