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Returning to Mid-Levels from Stardust, Xu Shuangmian fell seriously ill, with a high fever so high that he couldn't recognize anyone, he grabbed the housekeeper and called Cheng Xuan's name.He had been ill for more than half a month, and when he recovered, Cheng Xilan's death day was approaching.

Holding the hot chocolate in his hand, he sat on the sofa and looked out the window. It's snowing in City C, it's so cold.

After Cheng Xuan left Xu Shuangmian alone in Stardust, he disappeared, and Xu Shuangmian was uncharacteristically uncharacteristic after he recovered from his illness, and he didn't even try to contact Cheng Xuan.The two fell into an impasse.

Xu Shuangmian also no longer went to Hongxi to work, except for going out to drink coffee with Yi Xin a few times, she stayed in the middle of the mountain every day and didn't go anywhere.Yi Xin told him that Cheng Xuan didn't go to the company either, but had been living in another clubhouse, and he would send it there by himself if there was a job that must be done by him.Yi Xin also asked Xu Shuangmian if he needed the name of the clubhouse.Xu Shuangmian refused.

He thought that Cheng Xuan would come back to him to apologize to him and explain to himself that he was waiting for Cheng Xuan to coax him.He just waited like this, after Cheng Xilan's death day, his birthday will be in a few days, will Cheng Xuan come back?

On the day of Cheng Xilan's death, Xu Shuangmian went to the cemetery alone to worship.

Before she left, she left a suicide note, not asking for burial in the cemetery, she didn't ask for anything, only asking not to be buried with Xu Zhengyan.But when Cheng Xilan died, she and Xu Zhengyan were husband and wife, so she had no reason not to be buried with Xu Zhengyan.Cheng Xilan is the married daughter of the Cheng family, so she should never be buried in her natal family.People with other surnames cannot be buried in the ancestral graves, and the elders of the clan follow the rules. Since Cheng Xilan is married to Xu Zhengyan, she is from the Xu family.

But if she wasn't buried in Cheng's house, where could she be buried?

The elder Cheng’s family who was in charge of the genealogy told Cheng Xuan: “Ah Xuan, I know you were brought into the ancestral temple and ancestral hall by Hongnian to worship your ancestors and entered the family tree. In the future, the population will not be prosperous."

Seeing that Cheng Xuan didn't answer, he continued to persuade: "You may not know that the daughter's grave next to the ancestor's grave is inferior to others. Even if your father is still there, he can't do such a thing."

Cheng Xuan felt it was ridiculous, this man said what he said, reminding himself that he was just a bastard that Cheng Hongnian picked up from nowhere, even if he visited the ancestral temple and wrote it in the genealogy, the Cheng family would not recognize him.But Cheng Xuan never cared whether the Cheng family recognized him or not, he just said: "My aunt and I are as close as mother and son. Grandpa, I don't want to embarrass you either, just bury my aunt on this mountain, and just don't enter this cemetery. "

How could Cheng Xuan and Cheng Xilan be as close as mother and son? He just didn't want Xu Shuangmian to know that Cheng Xilan's only last wish had not been fulfilled properly.He would be sad to know.

The man wanted to continue persuading that there was an orphan's grave, but it was far away from the ancestor's grave.Even if Cheng Xilan didn't enter the ancestral grave, it would not be too far to be buried on this mountain.Cheng Xuan didn't want to talk nonsense with him, and said directly: "Grandpa, since my father handed over the Cheng family to me, he must have his reasons." The implication reminded him that Cheng Xuan is now the master of the Cheng family, not Cheng Hongnian.

Cheng Xilan was finally buried on this mountain, not far from the old house.

Xu Shuangmian stood in front of Cheng Xilan's tomb, looking at her photo on the tombstone.Remembering that when he first heard the news of Cheng Xilan and Xu Zhengyan's death, he didn't believe it.He knew that Cheng Xilan had been ill for many years, and he also knew that Cheng Xilan was already in a bad spirit before he left.Although Xu Zhengyan disliked him very much, and never fulfilled his father's responsibilities, he never even tried to play the role of a father, but he was always Xu Shuangmian's father, a blood relative.Xu Shuangmian was caught off guard by the death.

Yi Tianrui told him that Xu Zhengyan lived in the intensive care unit after the car accident, and he was always in a coma.When Cheng Xilan went to the hospital to visit Xu Zhengyan, he just passed away.Cheng Xilan was just catching up with Xu Zhengyan to die. She had lost two relatives in a row and her spirit was devastated, so she followed.Yi Tianrui also said that before leaving home, Cheng Xilan told him to tell Xu Shuangmian that no matter what happens, he is not allowed to return home.

Cheng Xilan's will was deliberately concealed by Cheng Xuan, and no one was allowed to mention it to Xu Shuangmian.

Although Xu Shuangmian felt that the whole thing was a bit strange, he couldn't tell what was wrong.He comforted himself that Cheng Xilan's spirit had indeed been in a bad mood since her uncle left. Although she had no relationship with Xu Zhengyan after being separated for so many years, they were family members after all, and Xu Zhengyan's death was the last straw that crushed her.He really wanted to go back and see his mother for the last time, but since it was Cheng Xilan's last wish, he chose to obey.

Ever since Xu Shuangmian could remember, Cheng Xilan stayed in the old house every day, not going anywhere.There is a room in the house that Cheng Xilan has locked up all year round, and no one can enter except her.She cleans it herself at least once a week, and she often stays alone in that room all day long.Xu Shuangmian asked the servants at home, but no one dared to answer his question.Later, he couldn't bear it anymore and ran to ask Cheng Xilan, but Cheng Xilan yelled at him like crazy, and kicked him out of the room.For a whole month, Xu Shuangmian didn't see Cheng Xilan.Since then, he never asked again.When Cheng Xuan first arrived at Cheng's old house, Xu Shuangmian reminded him not to ask Cheng Xilan this question, she would be very angry.

Cheng Xilan's white teeth and crescent eyebrows in the photo were taken when she was not married.This photo was chosen by herself more than a month in advance, and handed over to Yi Tianrui, she seemed to have a premonition of her own death.Xu Shuangmian had never felt that the wind in City C was so strong. He stared blankly at this photo for so long that his eyes turned red from the wind.Before he came, he wanted to say a lot to his mother, and he wanted to confide in a lot of pain, but when he really stood here, he found that he couldn't say a word.

Xu Shuangmian hugged her knees with one hand, curled up and leaned against the tombstone, the index finger of the other hand carefully rubbed Cheng Xilan's face in the photo, she was smiling.In Xu Shuangmian's memory, she had never smiled so happily.Perhaps death is her relief.

When he was studying in U country, he saw his classmates and friends answering the phone calls from his family members, always reporting good news but not bad news.He doesn't understand why.His classmate explained to him: Because I don't want my family to worry.At that time Xu Shuangmian was still thinking that if Cheng Xuan or Cheng Xilan called him, he would have to complain enough.Although there are chefs in the family who can cook Chinese food, they are not as authentic as the chefs in the old house; there are a lot of homework papers, and he doesn't miss this book; Xu Shuangmian has accumulated complaints like these for six years.But he doesn't have family members who can let him choose whether to report good news or bad news.No one was waiting for his call, and no one called him.It's like being exiled for too long and being forgotten by everyone.

"Mom, I'm doing fine. How about you? How are you doing there? Have a little fun."

Snow started to fall on the mountain, and the wind blew loudly, and it hurt Xu Shuangmian's face like a knife cut.He had no intention of leaving, and was stubbornly waiting for an answer.Gao Yuan smoked half a pack of cigarettes and saw that Xu Shuangmian hadn't moved. The snow was getting bigger and bigger, so he had to go to Xu Shuangmian.

Xu Shuangmian was forcibly pulled back into the car by Gao Yuan, and Gao Yuan asked Xu Shuangmian if he wanted to go back to the old house.

He saw the snow getting bigger and bigger outside the car window, and replied to Gao Yuan, "Forget it, go back. It's not safe to go down the mountain later." In fact, the snow was not that heavy, and he just didn't want to go back.