A dead tree meets spring and I meet you

"Brother?" Shen Lu softly shouted while putting the prepared dishes on the table, "It's time to eat."

"I..." Shen Yao, who has no appetite at the moment, doesn't know how to refuse the delicious food cooked by his younger brother.

"Brother, shall we go to the hospital tomorrow?" Shen Lu looked at his expression.

Shen Yao subconsciously shook his head.

"Brother, you don't have to worry about money. Brother Gou just raised my salary a few days ago, and now I have medical insurance, so it's not expensive. Let's go and have a look?" Shen Lu persuaded, holding his hand, "Teacher, Let me tell you."

After a long silence, Shen Yao responded, "Okay."

All night long, he was thinking about what Chi Chu would think if he didn't go to school tomorrow...

Thinking about the moon, I didn't know when it climbed into the middle of the night.

Inexplicably, a sentence written by Mr. Yu Guangzhong popped up in my mind, between the moonlight and the snow, you are the third kind of beauty.

I can't remember where I saw this sentence for the first time, but I have been remembering it until now, now that Xuese is gone, probably only you and the moon are equally divided.

When the moonlight fades again, the dream comes oncoming.

Shen Lu specially waited until after lunch was ready to wake him up, but as soon as he opened the door and walked in, he met his two wide-open eyeballs.

"Where's Dad?" Shen Yao asked after looking at the empty room.

Shen Lu shook his head to show his ignorance.

However, the two brothers are already used to this kind of situation. After all, this place is just a place with food and shelter for that person. After eating and sleeping, they will naturally go out for a walk.

"I've already called, the teacher and Brother Gou have already asked for leave." Shen Lu said after putting everything into his backpack.

"Teacher..." Shen Yao hesitated to speak.

Shen Lu smiled, "I'm talking about a cold."

Hearing what he said, Shen Yao nodded.

There were basically no people in the hospital at this point on weekdays, let alone the relatively unpopular psychology department.

"Doctor Lu..." Shen Yao and Lu Huabo stayed in the consulting room.

Because every time I consulted, I would go to Lu Huabo, and Dr. Lu was relatively young, so he didn't feel so constrained when he spoke.

"I don't really want to live anymore..." Shen Yao choked up.

Lu Huabo looked helplessly at the young boy in front of him who was younger than him, and said softly, "Are you tired?"

Shen Yao nodded.

"Then don't think about it anymore, take medicine well, it will help you, just live in the way you want, don't force yourself to cater to others, say you don't like it if you don't like it, say you don't want it if you don't want it, you want Take care of your own emotions first." Lu Huabo raised his volume a little, as if he wanted to engrave this passage in Shen Yao's mind more deeply through this.

"I don't think I'm worthy of being a human..." Shen Yao stretched out a hand and tightly grasped the slightly longer hair on the back of his head, his brows were almost as high as a mountain, and the corners of his mouth kept drooping.

Lu Huabo carefully let go of his hand, "How come, no one will come to this world for nothing..."

The consultation went on for an hour, and after the door of the consulting room opened, Shen Yao's eyes became brighter again.

"Brother, just sit down and wait for me." After Shen Lu finished speaking, he opened the door and walked in.

"Your brother's condition is not very optimistic... It was found to be moderate before. Although he is taking medicine, he has deteriorated a lot. In my opinion, the impact of the environment is relatively large. I think it is necessary for him to jump out first. Now this circle." Lu Huabo said while writing flamboyant characters.

Shen Lu asked: "Dr. Lu is saying, let my brother suspend school? Or move?"

Lu Huabo's hand paused, "It is suggested that the two should be carried out at the same time. As for the deeper reasons, I can't say anything according to the patient's wishes and the hospital's regulations."

"That's it...thank you doctor." Shen Lu forced a smile, but it was not very good-looking.

"Okay, take the form." Lu Huabo closed the medical record form and handed it to him.

It was only early three o'clock after leaving the hospital, and the ground was scorching hot under the scorching sun.

"Brother." Shen Lu hesitated for a long time before speaking.

Shen Yao turned to look at him.

"Do you want to try to suspend school?" Shen Lu asked.

Suspending school... Shen Yao's eyes widened slightly, his first reaction was that he was unwilling, but...but when he thought about the tuition fees...and his poor grades...

"I..." Shen Yao started, but couldn't continue for a long time. After a while, he said slowly, "Study this semester first."

"Well, let's watch it next semester." Shen Lu smiled and nodded.

For some reason, Shen Yao felt a little relieved.

"Looking for a place to eat?" Shen Lu asked.

It's only past three o'clock in the afternoon, and school will be over in two hours...

"I'll go back to school first." Shen Yao said.

Shen Lu was stunned for a moment, suddenly he was a little confused, but he could only reply: "Go, I'll go shopping."

"it is good."

Shen Yao started to run unconsciously. In fact, after he came out of the consultation room just now, he basically forgot what Lu Huabo said. He only remembered that sentence, do what you want, then, see what you want to see People count too, right?

I don't know why, when a little hope was burning in his heart, he especially wanted to see Chi Chu, probably because he was also one of the few insiders in the world, or he was one of the few people in the world who reached out to him one of the people?

There was only the last self-study class left, Chi Chu looked at the candy in his drawer, then at the empty space on the left, and then lay down lazily on the table.

However, not long after he squinted his eyes, he heard someone shouting...

"Chi Chu!" Shen Yao opened the back door and shouted to him as much as possible through the small crack.

As a result, Chi Chu sat up abruptly, and as soon as he turned his head, he met the thief's eyes. The next second, those beautiful peach blossom eyes narrowed slightly because of the smile on his face...

After the two slipped out of the classroom, they climbed up to the roof.

"I just came back from the hospital." There was a breeze blowing on the roof, and even Shen Yao felt much more comfortable.

"Well, I know." The bangs on Chi Chu's forehead were also messed up by the wind.

Shen Yao turned around to look at him, "When I stood here before, I always had the urge to jump off."

"No today?" Chi Chu asked.

"No." Shen Yao smiled.

Seeing him like this, Chi Chu couldn't help laughing, "There won't be any in the future."

After Shen Yao took off his coat and spread it on the ground, he simply lay down, and the classmate Chi Chu who was beside him immediately followed and also lay down.

"I'm still thinking about what to do with this thing if you don't come back." Chi Chu took out an mp3 from his pocket.

"If you don't come back today, you will come back tomorrow." Shen Yao put his hands under his head, looked at the clouds in the sky, and listened to the singing from the earphones, always felt that the joy of life was nothing more than this.

"This is my sister's. I'll borrow it for a day. If you like it, I'll buy one." Chi Chu turned to look at him, as if he could see the reflection of the sky from those still clear eyes.

It turns out that the only thing that can hold the sky is the sea, and eyes...

Shen Yao laughed inexplicably, "I like it, but if I like it, I should buy it myself."

"Isn't it?" Shen Yao also turned his head and met his eyes.

Ever since, in those beautiful eyes, besides the sky, there is also oneself...

"You...can you stop looking at me..." Chi Chu covered his face.

"Huh?" Shen Yao was puzzled.

After lying down for a while, the two got up and patted their clothes.

"get out of class is almost over, I have to slip away first." Shen Yao obviously still has shadows about what happened yesterday.

Chi Chu nodded, "Be careful on the road, see you tomorrow."

"Okay." After answering, Shen Yao immediately ran away.

It was already evening at this moment, and there were burning clouds in the sky, and the golden sun shining on the lake dazzled people's eyes.

"Go back!" A familiar voice suddenly filled my ears.

According to the prestige, it is exactly Shen Lu who said to go shopping for vegetables.

At this moment, he was looking angrily at the drunken old alcoholic not far away.

The old drunkard's nose and face were a little redder than the clouds in the sky, so he poured oil into Shen Lu's heart again. He threw the cigarette butt under his fingertips and stretched out his hand to grab the drunkard. collar and dragged him home.

"Xiaolu." Shen Yao stepped forward and shouted.

"Brother." Shen Lu turned his head and saw his face looked better, but the fire in his heart was not extinguished at all, "This old man was chasing Brother Gou's little girlfriend by the side of the road, and even went to the ktv after him. What a fucking..."

The more Shen Lu spoke, the tighter his fists were clenched.

"Fortunately, Brother Gou is a person who values ​​affection, otherwise it will be hard to say whether he will be able to eat in the future." Shen Lu squinted his eyes and gouged out the mud on the ground, "It's a shame that he was so drunk on the road. Hit by a car."

"Xiaolu!" Shen Yao shouted.

Shen Lu also realized that he had said that just now, so he had to shut up.

"Go home." Shen Yao said, and stretched out a hand to support the old drunkard.

After the three of them had gone far away, the people watching the excitement on the street gradually dispersed.

The two of them were already sweating after they finally dragged the old father with a big beer belly home.

"Brother, what do you want to eat? I'll go buy it." Shen Lu asked while wiping his sweat. He didn't get any food after such a delay.

Shen Yao drank a large bowl of water first, then waved his hands weakly, "I won't eat."

"You're so skinny..." Shen Lu said worriedly, but he was worried, and he didn't force it, "Then tell me when you're hungry, and I'll go buy it again."

"Yeah." Shen Yao nodded with a smile, turned his head and glanced at the drunkard lying on the bed soundly asleep, and went into his room.

I don't know if it's because of the light, but the pot of cactus on the window sill turned yellow, and it seemed to be dying.

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emm seems to be a bit boring in front of it, but I found out that when they grow up, they will be fat and happy 233333