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Pei Yan briefly explained the benefits of Pei's president's secretary, and asked Mu Xue what she meant: "How is it? Do you need to think about it?"

Mu Xue panicked and said: "I'm already like this, you're willing to let me work at Pei's, and you don't dislike me, it's already a great thing for me, I don't really care about these things, you don't think I'm stupid It’s fine if you don’t do well.”

Before Pei Yan could speak, Jiang Hui hurriedly smiled and grabbed Mu Xue's hand to comfort her, "You child, don't belittle yourself, you are so stupid, it is clear that Hui Zhilan is very smart."

Pei Yan couldn't deny it. With Jiang Hui around, he couldn't agree to it.That's it.Jiang Hui also made an appointment to play mahjong, and when the matter was settled, she was about to leave. She asked Mu Xue whether she would go to work from today or hang out with her first and then go to work tomorrow. 0

Pei Yan's interest has been completely ruined, and Tong An hasn't come back yet, as if he took this opportunity to clarify something with Mu Xue, so he stopped Mu Xue.

"Mom, I have something to talk to Mu Xue, catch up on the old days, you go play first, and then I will send her back or go to your place."

When Jiang Hui heard that Pei Yan took the initiative to talk to Mu Xue alone to reminisce about the past, she was so happy that she didn't have time to agree. How could she disagree, so she hurriedly smiled and said, "It's okay, it's okay, you guys talk, you talk, mom won't be a light bulb, let's go first."

Jiang Hui gave Pei Yan an ambiguous look with a smile on her face as she spoke, and walked out with a smile on her face.

Pei Yan naturally saw the meaning of his mother's look, and said that you are no longer interested in Mu Xue, so you are eager to be alone with someone just after she came here, and you still want to lie to her?

Pei Yan sighed, now is not a good time to explain, so I had to coax people away first, thinking about going back to her mother at night and explaining clearly, don't make trouble for him anymore, he was really screwed up by her.

Pei Yan first followed Jiang Hui and Mu Xue to send Jiang Hui into the elevator, then took Mu Xue back to the office, closed the door and locked it.

Mu Xue was taken aback for a moment, thinking she understood what Pei Yan meant, and immediately put her arms around Pei Yan's lean and straight waist shyly from behind.

Pei Yan froze, and said in a low voice: "Mu Xue, let go, I have something to tell you."

Mu Xue pretended to be coquettish and hugged Pei Yan's waist, shaking her body coquettishly: "I don't want it, Yan, you lied to me so hard, and you didn't tell me anything, which caused me to misunderstand you for so many years, and caused us to be separated for so long. You Do you know how much I miss you in country M."

As Mu Xue said, the hands holding Pei Yan tightened immediately, and the plump and soft body of the woman was tightly pressed against Pei Yan's back, still rubbing against Pei Yan's back, Pei Yan's body suddenly became stiffer and straighter No more hesitation, grabbed Mu Xue's arm and stiffly opened it, took two steps back, kept a safe distance from Mu Xue, and thought: Thanks to his fucking foresight, he closed and locked the door when he came in, otherwise it would be considered Tong An not coming back Seeing it with his own eyes, the employees outside the office saw it and gave him some gossip. Tong An heard it, and he couldn't eat it.

Mu Xue didn't know what Pei Yan was thinking, she was suddenly thrown away by Pei Yan, her hands hurt from being squeezed, she squeezed her own hand and looked at Pei Yan with red eyes: "Yan, what did you do to hurt me.

If it was Tong An who made this expression, Pei Yan would have rushed over to hug, hug and coax Mu Xue, he could only pull the corner of his mouth and say sorry.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to."

When Mu Xue was about to speak, Pei Yan immediately said, "Wait a minute, don't talk about it, listen to me, what happened back then, whether it was five years ago or three years ago, I was the one who was sorry for you, it was me I will do my best to compensate you for being hurt and suffering, and you can tell me about any difficulties you encounter in the future. I also welcome you to work at Pei's, but the two of us have passed, you know Is it Mu Xue?"

When he said the last sentence, Pei Yan deliberately raised his head to look at Mu Xue with a serious face and asked with a more serious tone.

Mu Xue's face changed when she heard the words, and then she tried her best to pretend nothing had happened and said: "Well, the past is over, I know, so we can start again, I'm back, a

Everything is over, Mother Pei told me, after so many years, you still miss me, and I still love you, shall we start again, Yan?I promise never

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Pei Yan frowned and interrupted: "No"

"Mother Pei also wants us to start over!" Mu Xue suddenly shouted excitedly, interrupting what Pei Yan was about to say.

Then before Pei Yan could speak, she suddenly stopped speaking, and muttered to herself in a trance: "I'm just dreaming, you are so good, you deserve the best woman in the world, how can I, who is disfigured and have nothing, deserve it?" For you, I shouldn't have come back, I should have lived and died in country M, why did I have to come back to take my own humiliation?"

"But I just love you so much, I can't help myself, I'm sorry, I made it difficult for you again. I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have come back, no, I shouldn't have survived five years ago , I should die, so you don't have to embarrass yourself because you feel you owe me."

The eyes in Mu Xue's eye sockets fell down as if she didn't want money, but she didn't scream like crazy, she just watched Pei Yanlihua cry with rain.

Pei Yan was annoyed by her crying, as if she had returned to the time when she was just born five years ago, Mu Xue was crying every day, crying when she opened her eyes, crying that she disfigured her face and turned into an ugly monster, she would never Some people like her, everyone will hate her, she should no longer live in this world, she should die.

Pei Yan explained to her more than once that she would not be able to do it. Now that her medical skills are advanced, she can have plastic surgery and repair her injury when she recovers, but she just doesn't listen and cries every day, almost blinding her eyes. ran to the roof of the hospital to commit suicide.

When Pei Yan heard the news, when he ran to the hospital, he saw Mu Xue's thin body swaying against the wind on the top floor of the hospital. She should not be overwhelmed, and advised her to come down quickly, but she seemed to have never heard of it, and she was immersed in her own world and kept crying.

Panting, Pei Yan ran up to her and opened his mouth to compromise: "Come down, don't cry, no one loves you, I love you, no one wants you, I want you."

Pei Yan knew that Mu Xue liked him, his face would attract people from a young age, men, women, boys and girls liked him in and out of school, Mu Xue was just one of them, before that, Pei Yan had never made love to her Of course, he has never cared about anyone. He has to worry about studying, worrying about the territory, and worrying about how to let his mother and brother live without worry and being bullied. Time to get another woman to coax him?

So even though he knew it, Pei Yan never cared about anyone at that time.

It is precisely because of this that it doesn't matter, when Mu Xue is looking for life and death, she will choose to compromise.It's probably a kind of mentality that no one likes him anyway, Mu Xue will get hurt and get angry because of him, whoever he gets along with, so let's make do with Mu Xue, this kind of broken can and broken mentality.

Unexpectedly, five years later, he would experience a similar scene again.But this time it was different after all, not only did he have someone in his heart, he even had a son.Let him abandon his lover and son for the life and death of an outsider?

Pei Yan said that he has never been a gentleman, he is just a beast in clothes, so what he owes, it is okay for him to make compensation within his ability, but it is impossible for him to sacrifice his own happiness to compensate.

It's been five years, and she hasn't come out of her grief yet. If she has to not want to live, then living is really meaningless. If you want to die, just die. ,

As for whether Pei Yan's conscience will hurt?He probably doesn't have such a thing, and he doesn't know what it feels like to have a pang of conscience.

So when Tong An followed Li Yi in a trance to buy new clothes and went home, Li Yi called Pei Yan, and when he knocked on the door and entered, he saw Pei Yan standing indifferently at the door and opening the door for them. Rain stood in front of him, choking and sobbing.

Before Tong An and Li Yi could react, Pei Yan spoke first, and said with a cold face: "Miss Mu is not feeling well, Li Yi, take her home first."