like the abyss

It was not easy for Bai Ru'an to settle down.

He yelled "Mengmeng" in a daze for half the night, Lu Yuan was annoyed and funny, now he was relieved, helped him change his shoes and covered him with a quilt, thought for a while, and pushed open the balcony door.

The balcony is not a closed structure and the fence is not high, so the view is excellent.In the middle is the island and sofa, and there are computers and glasses on the table.

The sofa was empty, and Qin Suzheng sat on the ground leaning against the door.

Seeing Lu Yuan coming in, Qin Suzheng picked up the pillow on the sofa and patted it beside him, "Sit."

Lu Yuan closed the door and sat down.

Qin Suzheng saw that he was only wearing a thin sweater, and took the sofa blanket, "Isn't it cold?"

Lu Yuan shook his head.

It was still cold, and the night was cool, so Lu Yuan took the blanket and wrapped himself up, then pulled a corner and put it on Qin Suzheng's lap.

It's a thank you.

Qin Suzheng was taken aback for a while, and then gave a low laugh.

This corner is the real corner.

The width will cover one of his legs, and the length will be generous enough to cover the knee to the thigh.A small piece of fabric is so light that it is almost weightless. If Qin Suzheng hadn't been looking at Lu Yuan all the time, he might not have noticed his little move.

The floor is high, the surrounding is very quiet, and the laughter is very clear.Lu Yuan instantly realized how stupid his behavior was just now, his face flushed, and he reached out to grab the corner back, but Qin Suzheng snatched it away.

Qin Suzheng turned sideways to find the other corner of the blanket, and tied it together with the one in his hand.

He moved so fast that before Lu Yuan could stop him, he became a blanket stuffing.He kicked his legs in vain, but the knot didn't move.

Qin Suzheng fiddled with the position of the knot, and pressed Lu Yuan's leg through the blanket, "Don't move."

Lu Yuan stopped his leg and poked the raised tassel with his finger.

The blanket is not thin, the knot is big, a small piece of fabric at both ends is straight up, and the tassels are messy, like a small animal with fried fur.

He didn't move any more, and Qin Suzheng didn't press down, and withdrew his hand and wobbled a small candy box.

No one spoke, only the slight sound of the wind.

The sky is dark, the stars are faint and invisible, and a little hazy shadow of the moon is hidden among the vast clouds and mists. The flickering is not very real; suddenly the wind blows up, the clouds change, like fog and smoke, and then it is the Milky Way. The moonlight is like practice.

Lu Yuan was in a trance and was a little uncertain.

He said softly, "Lu Jiming is dead."

It's all just a dream.

Lu Jiming is dead.

The ear accepted the news, and the brain processed it, digesting the five words one by one, and told him 'you can be happy'.

He didn't know where to start.

Behind him was the shadow of the collapse that he had tried his best to resist, and in front of him was the suddenly vast and boundless space. He stood in the wilderness, free and even a little panicked.

He looked at Qin Suzheng, confirmed, and asked for help again, "Is Lu Jiming really dead?"

There was a few seconds of silence.

Qin Suzheng said in a low voice, "Yes."

Lu Yuan looked at him and smiled slightly, "I'm a little happy."

The expected silence did not come.

Qin Suzheng just slowly rubbed his hair, "Why are you happy?"

His movements were light and his hands were warm, Lu Yuan rubbed subconsciously, "A lot."

There are too many things to be happy about.

The breeze and the bright moon, the suitable temperature, the soft blanket, the whole world is lovely and unbelievable.

Qin Su cited him and continued, "For example?"

Lu Yuan raised his face and thought about it.

"It turns out that my brother doesn't like Lu Jiming either."

It was the first time for him to call Bai Ru'an that way.

This word has an inexplicable magical power, which makes him feel warm and wants to laugh for no reason. At this moment, those dark and damp memories faded to fuzzy, and even the roots began to wither.

Bai Ru'an was in the living room just across the door. Lu Yuan looked back at the sofa, "He was so small when he first went to Lu's house, everyone was timid, and he would cry when you said something harsh. I didn't like him back then, Very bad for him."

"But he has been following me, crying and not leaving. I have never seen such a crying little boy, and I can't coax him well, so I can only let him follow."

"He feels that he owes me. He thinks his mother has robbed my father, and he has taken my place. But these have nothing to do with him, and children can't choose their parents."

He smiled, "Isn't it stupid."

Qin Suzheng knew that he was talking about Bai Ruan's betrayal of the Lu family, so he paused, but was interrupted by Lu Yuan when he was about to speak.

Lu Yuan took the box in his hand, peeled a mint candy and stuffed it into his mouth, his pupils were so clear that he could read people's hearts, "I'm not worried."

"The Lu family has almost been eaten away by Lu Jiming's relatives, and it won't last for a few years if it is not delisted. It might be a good thing to get rid of it in time."

The candy is not small, and there is a small bulge protruding from the right cheek.He spoke solemnly, his drums trembling, "He is capable, and Su Meng can help him, there is no need to guard Lu's and wipe Lu Jiming's ass."

Qin Suzheng peeled off another one and handed it to him. Seeing his bulging cheeks, he hesitated for a while before speaking, "His company outside is under the name of Su Meng, and it is not small."

Lu Yuan stared at him for a few seconds, then rolled his eyes, "I didn't hear that."

He looked at Qin Suzheng, the bulge on his cheeks couldn't hide the dimples, "My brother sold the company to relieve me and avenge Zheng Wanqiong."

Proud as an elementary school student showing off his siblings.

Qin Suzheng smiled, and sat back by the door, "Aren't you going to tell him you don't like Zheng Wanqiong?"

Lu Yuan was silent for a while.

The excitement gradually subsided, and his soul floated up at this moment, connected by a strong, invisible rope.He is not so full for a moment, nor is he stable for a moment.He had struggled for so long between self-restraint and self-renegade, and finally, one day, he found a crystal, shining gem under the ruins.He held it up and looked at it, but he couldn't remember its name, he only vaguely knew that he had waited.

Qin Suzheng knew his secrets, but he was not afraid, as if Qin Suzheng should have known them.He seems to have returned to those nights when he confided to his hallucinated brother and muttered to himself in the warm and soft bed, the difference is that now he has a real audience.

Lu Yuan leaned against the door shoulder to shoulder with him.

When he didn't speak, Qin Suzheng waited without saying a word.There was a cold frost in the air, smoothing the dryness of autumn.

He clenched his fingers lightly.

"Don't tell him."

"Zheng Wanqiong is nothing at all, the younger brother is what matters. There is also the incident two days ago."

Lu Yuan remembered Bai Ru'an staring and asking "Why didn't you go out with Zheng Jiran" just now, and laughed again.

"He wanted me to avoid it for two days, but he didn't dare to say it directly. He didn't mind making such a big turn."

After a pause, Lu Yuan smiled.

"I don't want him to feel like he's not doing well, that he's good enough."

Lu Yuan closed his eyes.

"Don't tell him either."

This sentence is very light.

It was so light that he didn't dare to speak out.

He made a request, but his heart was full of apprehension, as if this request was too much and too impossible to fulfill.

Qin Suzheng's heart ached suddenly.

His cat has been wandering for so long, but still willing to show him its soft belly.

This is not right.

He wanted it to scratch him, bite him, take it out on him.His cat deserves the best, his cat should be delicate by nature, no matter what, it shouldn't be so careful to test other people's emotions.

He has a lot to say.

He wanted to tell Lu Yuan that he was fine, he wanted to tell Lu Yuan "I will do it if you think about it", and he wanted to tell Lu Yuan how grateful he was to Lu Yuan for being willing to tell him this.

The emotions in his heart were like a turbulent turbulence, but Qin Suzheng didn't show it at all.

Not urgent.

Qin Suzheng made a pulling gesture in front of Lu Yuan, "This is a secret."

Lu Yuan froze for a moment, then stretched out his hand to hook him.

Not urgent.

He has a lifetime of time, enough to tell Lu Yuan what he wants to say, what he wants to say, what he has not said, and what he can't say.He will do everything to protect, cherish and love his Lu Yuan as a brother, partner and lover.If Lu Yuan refuses to accept, then he will be Lu Yuan's most loyal follower.He doesn't even want Lu Yuan to like him wholeheartedly, he thinks Lu Yuan likes himself the most.

He wanted to give Lu Yuan a home, and he wanted Lu Yuan to give him a home.

The skin that touches the fingers gradually becomes a consistent temperature.

Not as warm as Qin Suzheng, nor as cold as him.

Lu Yuan bit the candy into pieces.

"Don't regret it."

"Well, I don't regret it."

Everything was silent.It was dark all around, only the light was on behind the door they were leaning against.The lights are so warm and inviting in the dark, stretching their arms gently towards them.

They sat side by side in the light.

A cyan faintly appeared in the distant sky.

Day is coming.

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