like the abyss

Qin Su took annual leave and stayed at home for several days.

He wasn't sick, but he couldn't get up the energy to do things, and he was always in a daze to sign Lu Yuan's name on the document.The assistant stopped him a few times, seeing that his face was not good, he didn't dare to ask the inside story, and hesitantly suggested him to take a break in a low voice.

The game console is already installed.The games were bought according to Lu Yuan's preferences, and the first one was Diablo III.

Qin Suzheng has been playing games these days.

Cook some noodles when you are hungry, call out the save file to continue playing when you are full, squat on the sofa for a while when you are sleepy, and drink some wine for a while when you are stuck.

He's not good at it, and the levels progress very slowly.

The time when Lu Yuan and Bai Ru'an played obviously passed quickly.

It was late, and the lights were not turned on in the house.The higher-ups couldn't borrow the light from the street lamps, and the room was drowsy.The empty wine bottle was swayed on the table, and the wine cabinet moved to Lu Yuan's place stood abruptly in the living room, its shadow immersed in a silent blackness.

Lu Yuan made a list of the cabinet, the clothes he didn't take, the sandbags, the treadmill, and the two sets of knives he bought later, and found a moving company to send them all to him.

This is nothing to do with him.

The TV glowed brightly, and the tired light was swallowed by the deep darkness within a short distance.

After reading the files, Qin Suzheng lost patience, turned off the TV, and threw the controller aside.

Qin Jinxiao asked him before leaving that day, "Do you think Lu Yuan needs your charity?"

He didn't understand.

On the computer screen is an email from Qin Jinxiao.

Without the background music of the game, the room was eerily quiet.Qin Suzheng concentrated, and clicked on the attachment of the email.

The first document was Lu Yuan's medical certificate of birth, with a green frame and a white background, printed with weight and length.

He smoked half a pack of cigarettes before continuing to scroll down.

The second one is a photo, not many, even less when I was a child, being held in the arms of a thin woman without a face, so well-behaved and delicate that I don't look like a boy.When I was older, the photos were all group photos of the class, and each one was close to the edge of the screen, which looked very quiet.

Qin Suzheng lit the last cigarette in the pack.

In addition to the photos, there are also Lu Yuan's report cards from elementary school to high school.The report card is organized by time, and there are teacher comments in the lower right corner.

He looked at them one by one.

The whole page is A+, occasionally the math column is A, etc.The comments on the first few pages will also write some words "I hope parents will communicate with teachers more and cooperate with teachers in their work", but after turning it back, only "excellent grades, continue to maintain".

The next document on the report card is Lu Yuan's medical records.

Qin Jinxiao has great powers, and he can check the medical records 20 years ago.

Department of internal medicine, three years old, right lower lung infection, admission diagnosis was pneumonia in children.

The writing was concise and scribbled, and the few strokes turned into sharp thorns, piercing Qin Su's pain.

It's not the heart-piercing pain, but the kind of dull pain with a very clear sense of existence.

I can't catch it, I can't drive it away, it's so dense that I can't breathe, and even after the pain, I even feel a little itchy.

Qin Suzheng remembered how Lu Yuan looked when he mentioned his mother.

His expression was hidden behind the smoke, and his tone was calm without any waves.

The smoke in his hand burned out, burning his fingers, Qin Suzheng stared at the faint fire light unconsciously.

The fire did not bring warmth, and he felt the cold sweat on his back.

What about him?

He was thinking about how to tell Lu Yuan that he had solved Shen Zening's matter, and how to show him how capable he was.

Earlier, he laughed at Lu Yuan for being afraid of the cold, and thought he was coquettish casually.

Qin Suzheng turned down with shaking hands.

The last medical record was not long ago, the leg was injured and several stitches were stitched.

Qin Jinxiao put a video under the medical record, only a few minutes, no sound, black and white color, very low resolution.

First, the buses collided in a row, and then a Maybach broke into the surveillance range, crashing into a ball due to the accident ahead.

The picture was still for half a minute. The door of the Maybach co-pilot opened, and a figure came out from inside. Holding the door, he pulled his legs out, stood for a few seconds, and stumbled to the side of the tunnel.

Qin Suzheng seemed to be strangled by the throat.

What Lu Yuan pulled was his injured left leg.

Seeing that Lu Yuan called the police, he did not evacuate with the others, but limped back to the car.

The white shoes were stained with blood, and they became a black ball in the surveillance.

The door couldn't be opened, Lu Yuan was probably in a hurry, and got into the car from the co-pilot again.

The screen freezes again.

Then, he saw himself being put into an ambulance in a coma, and Lu Yuan held on to the door, precariously falling.

The screen turns black.

Qin Suzheng suddenly touched his left calf.

There was no wound, but his painful teeth were shaking.

What was Lu Yuan thinking at that time?

One moment, he discovered that his love was an unequal fraud, but the next moment, he was still willing to be hurt by this liar.

Even before Lu Yuan bumped into him, he went against his survival instinct and grabbed his steering wheel.

The phantom pain became more and more obvious, spreading all the way to the heart along the meridians.

Heart like a knife.

He remembered that Lu Yuan gestured at the wound and said "I'll give it back to you".

He was aloof, thinking that as long as he was willing to offer something, Lu Yuan would obediently accept it all.

He forgot that feelings are the most unbearable thing to consume.

Waiting slowly, ignoring, pretending not to care, self-brainwashed affection, unexplainable misunderstandings, and deceptions trying to get away with it.

One piece after another corrodes a soft heart.

Lu Yuan eats spicy food, but the dishes at home are all sweet.

Afraid of pain, but never complained that he was too rough.

Insecure, but never asked him to make any promises.

He knew all this, but he didn't care about it.

He unscrupulously tested Lu Yuan's bottom line, forcing Lu Yuan to retreat again and again, and occasionally offering a little sweetness like a cat, Lu Yuan would obediently stick back.

Qin Jinxiao is right, he is a whore.

How can there be winning or losing in a relationship?The party that makes progress thinks that it has the chance to win, but they don't know that the party that retreats holds the real initiative.

How affectionate you are when you are tolerant, how ruthless you are when you leave.

He picked up a beautiful cat and treated it badly.Tired of being bullied, the cat simply chose to leave.

Not reconciled, he took the cat back by force, forced it to eat and drink, threatened to treat it well, protect it from being wronged, and give it a home.

He forgot that he was the one who bullied the cat, and he deluded himself into thinking that he could forget the past by rehabilitating himself.

He is not qualified.

This cognition clenched his heart for an instant, he couldn't think, his eyes turned black, and he could only pant heavily.

Nemesis unhappy.

What Qin Jinxiao said was wrong, Lu Yuan never needed his charity.

He did something stupid, he knew he was wrong, and wanted to turn back.

But there was no turning back.