like the abyss

When Lu Yuan woke up, he had a severe headache, his brain seemed to be pulled out, the nerves in his forehead were throbbing, his nose was stuffy, and his throat was so dry that it almost burned.

Usually, there would be water hanging on the bedside cabinet, Lu Yuan reached out to touch it, but after trying hard for a long time, he didn't raise his arm, and opened his eyes in confusion, facing a piece of plump chest muscles.

Lu Yuan squinted his eyes and thought for a while, and recognized that the person holding him was Qin Suzheng.

Qin Suzheng tightened his grip, his arms were around Lu Yuan's waist, and one leg was pressing across Lu Yuan's, leaving no room for Lu Yuan to move.

The chaotic thinking after a hangover was not enough to support Lu Yuan to think about how he would sleep with Qin Suzheng. Thirst overcame other desires. Lu Yuan was full of water and pushed Qin Suzheng's chest to let him go.

Probably because he felt the person in his arms move, Qin Suzheng hugged him even tighter subconsciously, the hand around Lu Yuan's waist did not loosen, and the other hand pressed Lu Yuan's head to his chest.

Unprepared, Lu Yuan bumped head-on against his chest muscles. This time, his brain and the root of his nose were sore with pain, and his eyes immediately turned red.

But there was no strength in his body, Lu Yuan couldn't struggle, so he could only let him hug him.After a while, when the pain subsided, Lu Yuan called him, "Qin Suzheng."

The voice was muffled, hoarse and astringent, intermittent, with a crying tone.

This voice plucked Qin Suzheng's tense strings, he opened his eyes suddenly, before he let go, he heard Lu Yuan continue: "I have a headache."

Qin Suzheng was startled, let go of Lu Yuan's hand like an electric shock, lifted the quilt to sit up, and hugged him up.

Lu Yuan's condition was very bad, his face was pale, his eyes were closed tightly, the corners of his eyes were red, and his lips were covered with dry skin.

It's okay to lie down, but when I get up, I feel dizzy as hell.With a headache and dizziness, Lu Yuan didn't want to talk, so he just pushed Qin Suzheng away, and went to get the water glass on the bedside cabinet through him.

However, the dizziness became worse with one movement, Lu Yuan couldn't sit still at all, and fell into Qin Suzheng's arms all of a sudden.

Qin Suzheng caught Lu Yuan nervously, helped him lean against himself, and handed him the water cup beside him. While Lu Yuan was drinking, he checked the temperature of his forehead, it wasn't hot, it was even a little cold.

After Lu Yuan finished drinking the water, he returned the empty glass to him, slipped from his arms, and curled up in a ball under the quilt.

Knowing that he was uncomfortable, Qin Suzheng got out of bed with a frown, grabbed one of the T-shirts and put it on, walked around the bedroom irritably twice, and went out with an empty glass.

***

When Lu Yuan woke up again, he didn't know how long it had been.

He was alone on the bed, and there was a cup full of water on the cabinet.

Most of the headache has disappeared, and I am still a little dizzy, but I can already sit up.

After Lu Yuan turned on the light and drank the water, he realized that this was not his bedroom.

There is only one sideboard, and the lamp is not warm. There are no other colors in the room except black, white and gray. The marble floor is extremely cold and hard. There is no carpet, and a pair of black slippers are placed next to the end stool.

Lu Yuan put down his cup and got up to wash up.

The pajamas didn't belong to him either. The top fit well, but the waist of the trousers was too wide, hanging loosely on the hip bones, and the bottom of the trousers naturally grew out.

There was a new set of toothbrush towels on the sink, toothpaste squeezed out, and mouthwash set aside.

After washing, Lu Yuan dried his hands, rolled up the trousers that had grown out, and walked out of the bedroom.

Qin Suzheng is cooking porridge.

The kitchen is open, which may be specially requested by the owner, and it is so large that it is out of proportion to other parts.

Lu Yuan recognized this huge kitchen.

At that time, he came to help Qin Suzheng get a change of clothes, came and went in a hurry, and didn't care too much except that the room looked very cold and was actually very cold.

But now it seems that it is not as cold as it looks.

The casserole simmering on a low fire is full of misty steam, and the aroma of rice porridge permeates with the heat.On the other side, the male host is wearing an apron and chopping vegetables "dangdangdang". The eggs in the frying pan beside him are golden and smoking "sizzling".

The sun came in and it was very warm.

Lu Yuan was in a daze for a moment.

It seems that I have lived here for a long time, so long that I am not unfamiliar with all of this, the cold floor tiles, the weird kitchen, and the man making breakfast are all taken for granted.Everything else is drained and emptied, only the scene in front of me is preserved, spreading infinitely in the dimension of time.It seems that no matter in the past, yesterday, today, tomorrow, or the future, the porridge in the casserole will continue to roll as always.

The porridge was still rolling, and there was a "gurgling" sound.

Lu Yuan walked gently behind Qin Suzheng.

The kitchen was specially customized according to Qin Suzheng's height. The countertop was very high. Qin Suzheng's back was straight, and he only lowered his head to cut vegetables.

Qin Suzheng is a very manly kind of man, tall and strong, with broad shoulders and broad back, with undeniable strength in every gesture.Washing his hands for soup not only does not damage his aura in the slightest, but it will flatter those who are treated like this by him.

Lu Yuan used to be the one who was flattered.

No one has ever treated him like this, Qin Suzheng was the first.But he wasn't Qin Suzheng's first one, he just took advantage of others.

The voice of "Dangdangdang" stopped, and Qin Suzheng was ready.

Lu Yuan shook his head, didn't think about these messy things anymore, walked to Qin Suzheng's side, looked at the steaming pot, "Should the porridge be served first?"

Qin Suzheng didn't answer, but instead asked, "Does your head hurt anymore?"

Lu Yuan said: "It's okay."

Actually it still hurts, but it's bearable, Lu Yuan didn't want to tell him.

"Do you still want to drink water?"

Lu Yuan shook his head.

Qin Suzheng took out two bowls and handed them to him, "Be careful of burning."

Lu Yuan didn't answer, he slowly filled it up and brought it to the dining table.

The rice porridge is thick and glutinous, the springy and smooth minced shrimp is looming in the golden rice grains, and the shredded ginger is so fine that you can’t see it at all, but there seems to be no trace of taste.

Lu Yuan stared at the porridge for a while.

Qin Suzheng quickly brought over fried eggs and side dishes.He has good craftsmanship, and several dishes are bright in color and fragrant.

Lu Yuan just scooped up the porridge with a spoon and didn't touch his chopsticks.The bowl was not big, and Lu Yuan had no appetite, so he was full after a few mouthfuls.

On the opposite side, Qin Suzheng had already finished eating everything on the table. Seeing that Lu Yuan stopped, he frowned, "Are you full?"

Lu Yuan let go of the spoon and nodded.

Qin Suzheng took his remaining half bowl and drank it with his spoon without hesitation.He moved quickly, just as Lu Yuan was about to stop him, he had already finished eating.

After finishing drinking, Qin Suzheng put down the bowl, and suddenly said, "The one who lives with you..."

"Did you see Shen Zening last night?" At the same time, Lu Yuan also spoke.

Qin Suzheng was stunned for a moment, and retrieved the name from his memory, "Shen Zening? The intern you brought before?"

Lu Yuan nodded, "Did he not stay with me last night?"

He was so drunk that he couldn't remember what happened afterwards, his phone was not with him, and he didn't know where he left it.

Qin Suzheng didn't care about Shen Zening's whereabouts at all, and he said casually, "Yes, I'll bring you here, he should go back."

Lu Yuan was slightly relieved.The place was too messy, if Shen Zening was thrown there, something might happen.He thought for a while and planned to go back, "Where are my clothes?"

Qin Suzheng turned away with an unnatural expression, "Throw it away."

"threw?"

Qin Suzheng continued to lie, "You vomited all over, it's dirty."

Lu Yuan knew that he was completely drunk, so he didn't doubt Qin Suzheng's words, "Then please lend me a set first, I'll wash it up and send it to you, thank you."

What he said was too polite, Qin Suzheng's face darkened instantly.

He has profound facial features, and when he is sullen, he looks fierce. Last night, Shen Zening was frightened by such a look, but Lu Yuan was not afraid at all, even a little inexplicable.

Lu Yuan just looked at him inexplicably.

Qin Suzheng gritted his teeth. He wanted to be fierce but he didn't dare, so he could only get angry with himself. The dishes under his hands slammed and clanged, "No clothes."

He gave Lu Yuan a vicious look, "Don't even think about going anywhere."