like the abyss

A private villa on the outskirts of City B.

Qin Suzheng leaned on the sofa drowsily.

He was so drunk that he wanted to vomit but couldn't vomit.Last time he tossed Lu Yuan with alcohol, but this time he was really drunk and couldn't tell the difference between south, east and north, but Lu Yuan didn't come to coax him.

Lu Yuan has not contacted him for more than ten days.

Qin Suzheng supported his forehead with his arms on his legs, suddenly he couldn't remember how he got so drunk.

That day, he left Lu Yuan's place, didn't go home, and flew directly to City B from the airport. There is a small economic forum in City B these days. Qin Suzheng didn't have to come, but he had nowhere to go, so he simply went on a business trip to relax.

Qin Suzheng didn't listen to the content of the lecture at all, and finally made it to the end.

And then... a buffet?

He seemed to have had a few glasses of dry white at the buffet first.Probably due to the rush of time, the dryness is not enough, the tannin has not softened, and it is very astringent.

Qin Suzheng didn't really want to drink, but he couldn't stand it because people kept coming up to him.The scale of the forum is too small, and Qin Suzheng is the youngest of the several bigwigs who came.He was born with a good appearance, and his external emotional status was single, so most of these men and women who pounced on him had different thoughts.

Qin Suzheng saw it clearly.

Such occasions are familiar to him, and there is an endless flow of courtship and a set of procedures for responding to courtship.This is a testament to his own charm, whether it comes from money, power or sex.Everyone knows the subtext of all this.They asked Qin Suzheng, so they were willing to please. Qin Suzheng didn't care, and he didn't wonder whether their love came from sincerity.On weekdays, he can be perfunctory, but recently he can't bear even simpler social interactions.

He drank a few glasses and left early before the end.It was still early, and he had nothing to do when he went back to the hotel alone. He walked around the neighborhood and had nowhere to go. After thinking about it, he called a few friends in City B.

He was a well-known player in the circle a few years ago.The Qin family has a big business, and there is an older brother above him. There is no pressure. The family is harmonious and his parents love him. He was originally a decent and good boy.He has a good personality, good looks, generous shots, and never lacks people around him. Except for those three things, he has played all kinds of games. I can't go home for a month.

Qin Jinxiao was busy with work, and it took almost half a year to find out that something was wrong. He threw away his business and took him home from the nightclub and beat him up severely.Qin Jinxiao couldn't find time to stare at him every day, and didn't bother to deal with such a child who was late in the rebellious period, so he finally found a school to send him out.Qin Suzheng's education since he was a child was good, but after being dealt with like this, he retreated during the rebellious period, and felt that the "stimulation" he pursued had no content, and changed back overnight, as if he had never done those messy things.Except for those who have watched him go wild, no one believes that Qin Suzheng has such a side.

Those in city B were the ones who raced with them to pick up girls.These dandies have gradually taken over the family business over the past few years, and they have restrained themselves in front of outsiders, but when they are inside, they play even more than they did back then.

Only after entering the villa did Qin Su realize how messed up these people are.The little boys who accompanied the wine seemed to be few adults, and the cloth hanging on the girl's body was not as wide as Qin Suzheng's tie.

Qin Suzheng frowned, but sat down anyway, stretched the bow tie with one hand, and loosened a few buttons around the neckline.

There are mostly red spotlights in the room, the light is lingering, the smell of tobacco and alcohol is mixed, and every move has an affair with sex.

Those few people knew his sexual orientation, and waved a tender boy over, probably the theme of tonight, the boy was wearing a baggy white shirt, half exposed, with fair skin and hair dark light.

Qin Suzheng suddenly thought of Lu Yuan on New Year's Eve.

Lu Yuan really knows nothing.Qin Suzheng knew from the first time he slept with him that he had no experience at all.Sentimental and scary, I don’t even know what expression to make when I’m in love. When I’m comfortable, I just open my eyes and blink slowly, as if I’ve lost my soul. When I’m uncomfortable, I frown. Du was able to hang the oil bottle, and if he was not allowed to make a sound, he endured it, his toes curled up into a ball, and when he was forced to the extreme, he could only suck air thinly.

He didn't know where he learned the trick of seducing people that day, and he couldn't learn it. He was wearing a black shirt, buttoned to the top, with a small and delicate Adam's apple on his face, and he had a dignified and solemn face. He thought that Lu Yuan was going out for a meeting.

Lu Yuan told him not to laugh, God knows he couldn't laugh at all.He was so hard to go crazy that even now he had to react just thinking about it.

Qin Suzheng poured another glass of wine, trying to ignore the cluster of desires.

He used to have companions too, but they were too annoying to scream on the bed, they either moaned like they were being stabbed, or just opened their mouths and called "husband".He was afraid that Lu Yuan would do the same, so he didn't let him speak out. He didn't expect Lu Yuan to be so obedient——

Qin Suzheng was suddenly taken aback.

Lu Yuan also called him "Second Brother".

Soft and obedient, like a baby, let him be soft, but also make him hard.

The belly is dry and hot.Qin Suzheng pressed the root of his nose.

The boy accompanying the drink saw it, so he stuck closer. He wanted to push it away, but he didn't want to reach out to touch it. He could only sit upright and drink one cup after another to suppress the inexplicable evil fire.

The boy was very sensible, seeing that he didn't move, he sat back again, poured wine glass by glass, and handed it to him, with his small face upturned, because of his thinness, his eyes looked extra large, pitiful, looking a little leaky people.

Qin Suzheng frowned and moved to the other side.

Lu Yuan's eyes are also big, but not in this style.His eyes are long, and the ends of his eyes are not so obvious, which is fine when looking up. When looking up or looking down, the slender eyelashes tremble, and sparse shadows will be cast in the pupils.Shadow and light are intertwined darkly, which seems to be full of affection, which makes people's hearts arouse.But he was very dull, unaware of his own allure.There are many desires in your heart, and he will only look at you innocently and blankly, like an animal caught in a hunter's trap, completely unaware of the fate waiting for him.

Qin Suzheng is often provoked by such eyes and wants to do something painful to him, so as to break his hateful innocence.He wanted to tie Lu Yuan up, bully him, make him hurt, make him cry, let him know how bad the person he trusted was, and make him dare not look at others like this again, including himself.

But I can't bear it.

He relented.He didn't dare to really make Lu Yuan cry, but the dream made him feel pain in his chest.Lu Yuan was obedient and his heart flustered, as if one day, Lu Yuan would see the terrible desire wriggling under his skin, and then walk away without looking back.Therefore, sometimes when rubbing Lu Yuan's soft breasts or kissing Lu Yuan's soft lips, he would have cruel thoughts, wanting to bite Lu Yuan fiercely, chewing and swallowing Lu Yuan one bite at a time, letting him live in his own. In the body, from the inside to the outside, no one is allowed to see.

The well-behaved Lu Yuan is like a dream come true that he cheated.The cognition of breaking up made him feel infinitely worried.

Another glass.

He was so engrossed in his thoughts that he didn't pay attention to how much he drank. He put his hands on his forehead and thought for a while, when someone grabbed his collar and lifted him up.

The person in front of him was dangling around, unable to see clearly, Qin Suzheng squinted his eyes, and was about to shake off, when he vaguely heard Bai Ruan's voice.

Yes, Bai Ru'an.

Lu Yuan was angry because of this.Lu Yuan thought he was with him because of Bai Ru'an?

Qin Suzheng felt a little wronged.

He did like Bai Ru'an once.At that time, Qin Jinxiao hadn't let go of his anger. Except for the tuition and living expenses, Qin Jinxiao stopped all other cards, and his life was boring. When he met Bai Ruan during the new year's welcome, he remembered the cute little girl in his childhood and fell into it all at once. .He approached Bai Ru'an through his identity as a senior student.Bai Ru'an is ambitious, capable, and has the same interests as him.He became interested in pursuing, brought Bai Ruan and the project, and cooked for Bai Ruan, and the two got closer and closer.After a long time, he realized that something was wrong. Bai Ru'an was too calm when getting along with him, without any ambiguity. After thinking about it for a few days and quietly inquiring about it, he realized that Bai Ru'an was a straight man.

Attack is inevitable.But if you want to say how much you like it, Qin Suzheng can't remember it.

It seems that I have never had the desire to cuddle or even have sex.

Later, when Tai Heng had a new opportunity for development, Qin Suzheng returned to the country ahead of schedule and attended several gatherings in order to integrate into the domestic circle.

It was an absolute surprise to meet Lu Yuan.He recognized Lu Yuan as Bai Ru'an in the Jingu Villa that day, he was a little dazed, and received news from Xiao Zhoujing again.

He and his family came out of the closet early, and had several boyfriends. They didn't hang out, but it's not like they didn't understand.Although he himself would not be as exquisite as some gays, but Lu Yuan has never seen someone who is completely undressed from head to toe.

He was just joking, but Lu Yuan was drunk.

He peeled off the ugly shell, and saw an uncarved treasure.

Everything went smoothly.

He has been a vegetarian for several years, and once he has sex, he doesn't care about the other party's feelings, and he uses all his strength to turn it over and over again.In the past, those bed partners were experienced, even if he didn't let him make a sound, they would pick a suitable time and hum a few words to express that they didn't want it.Lu Yuan was the only one he had ever seen who took it seriously, and the dumbfounded expression covering his mouth almost made him laugh.

The experience is so good, he knows the taste by taste, and thinks that being a sex buddy is not bad, so he lives in Lu Yuan's house with his hand injury, and trains him one by one according to his preferences.Lu Yuan also went on the road, and cooperated very well, from the bed affairs to the taste of the food, everything was what he liked.

like.

Qin Suzheng squeezed his chest.

He seemed to have been moved early in the morning, but at the time he thought that he was begging the other person for nothing.

Alienated, leaned back again, anyway, Lu Yuan would not leave.

He has unreasonable self-confidence, Lu Yuan will not leave.

Lu Yuan and Bai Ru'an are not the same at all.Bai Ru'an will never give up her own interests for others.Bai Ru'an is the same kind of person as him, he is selfish in his bones, and he insists on showing generosity and tolerance in order to gain everyone's approval.Lu Yuan is the complete opposite. He seems to be indifferent to everything, but if you ask him for help, even in the most tactful way, he will accept his reluctance, touch you and tell you "Okay, it doesn't matter".

That day he tore through the paper on the window that Lu Yuan was blocking. He thought that Lu Yuan would nervously deny it, hide his love back without revealing anything, but he didn't expect that Lu Yuan was not afraid at all. Not only did he admit it, but he also threw back a hot hand Sweet Potato, "Do you want to be together?"

Qin Suzheng couldn't refuse.

Lu Yuan is too kind, but also too stupid. Everyone knows that the person who is tempted first in a relationship loses. The other person can step on his heart and do whatever he wants, because the person he likes is invincible from the very beginning. place.

He pretended to hesitate, and it took a long time before he reservedly agreed.He still remembered Lu Yuan's expression at that time, like happy, but also sad.

Qin Suzheng pursed his lips.

The person in front of him was dissatisfied with his lack of response for a long time, and threw him back on the sofa impatiently.Qin Suzheng narrowed his eyes and took a look, like Lu Yuan.

Lu Yuan finally remembered that he hadn't come home yet, did he come to look for him?

Uncomfortable, want to throw up, want to hug Lu Yuan and act like a baby.

Qin Suzheng tried his best to hold back, and looked at the other party with a cold voice, "Do you know that you are wrong?"

Kick him out, regret it?

He didn't hear what the other party said, and he was immersed in his own plot, "I won't go back. Which little boy here is better at serving people than you? Lu Yuan, how much do you think I like you?"

I like it, if you want to coax, you hug me and I will tell you.

The opponent couldn't bear it anymore, and punched him on the cheekbone, causing him to turn his head sideways.

"Qin Suzheng, my mother."