like the abyss

After receiving the text message, Lu Yuan's heart skipped a few times, and Lu Yuan breathed a sigh of relief.

I didn't think it before, but after Lu Yuan confirmed his thoughts, this impromptu invitation turned into a first date.

After getting up and wandering around the room, Lu Yuan took out the things that Qin Su confiscated into the closet and put them back to their original places one by one. He probably thought about the procedure for tomorrow before returning to the bedroom.

It was still too early, and Lu Yuan was extraordinarily excited, tossing and turning on the bed for a while before finally falling asleep.

It was a good night's sleep, but when I was about to wake up, I had a slightly weird dream.

In the dream, Qin Suzheng sat opposite him, clasped hands, with a sad expression and a sad tone: "I love you, but we can't be together."

Lu Yuan in the dream asked him curiously: "Why? Because I am your father?"

Qin Suzheng in the dream nodded silently.

Lu Yuan was about to refute him, but suddenly woke up, and Qin Suzheng was about to reach out and touch his face beside the bed.

Before Lu Yuan fully woke up, he looked at Qin Suzheng and said in a daze, "I'm not your father."

Qin Suzheng's face froze for a moment, and the hand that was about to be retracted stretched out again, pinching half of Lu Yuan's face with a little force and shaking, "What did you say?"

Lu Yuan looks skinny, but actually has a lot of flesh, but his frame is too thin, so it doesn't show much.Qin Su used some strength, and Lu Yuan's face was deformed by his grip.

Lu Yuan was woken up by this pinch, tugged at Qin Suzheng's wrist, and tried to change the subject: "Why are you here so early?"

Qin Suzheng was unmoved: "Did you dream about me?"

Seeing that he didn't like this, Lu Yuan could only let him vent his anger.

Qin Suzheng continued to interrogate: "What did you dream about? Is there such an explosive plot?"

Lu Yuan organized his words for a while, but found that he couldn't speak, so he touched his other hand on the other side of his face, and closed his eyes generously.

Qin Suzheng smiled lowly, and rubbed Lu Yuan's hair, "It's getting late, get up quickly."

Lu Yuan didn't expect him to come so early.According to his original plan, Qin Suzheng should come over at dinner time. At that time, he had already cooked the meal and warmed up the wine. As a result, Qin Suzheng appeared too early, and things were a little messed up—this date started from Lu Yuan to Qin Suzheng. Say "I'm not your daddy" to start.

After Lu Yuan finished washing quickly, Qin Suzheng had already made a menu.The kitchen has always been his turf, so Lu Yuan can only obediently abdicate to Xian, and follow Qin Suzheng to go shopping in the supermarket.

***

Lu Yuan hasn't been to the supermarket for a long time, and his daily life depends on the delivery service to continue his life, so everything he sees is fresh now.

There are still many people buying new year's goods in the supermarket, Qin Suzheng and Lu Yuan are particularly outstanding among them.Both of them are tall and good-looking, and many people are looking at them along the way.Lu Yuan didn't quite get used to this kind of crowded place, so he deliberately walked two steps slowly.

Qin Suzheng has already transferred to the fruit and vegetable fresh area.This area is full of aunts and mothers, and Qin Suzheng stands in it very abruptly.Lu Yuan felt that it was strange how two big men came to buy vegetables, so he pushed the car far away, and he also moved away a little bit.

Qin Suzheng refused to let him stay out of the matter alone, and handed over the selection to Lu Yuan, asking him to weigh it.

Lu Yuan was stuffed with green leafy vegetables he didn't know, trying to resist, "Don't you have any at home?"

Qin Suzheng lived with him for a month, and had never seen these things at all. Hearing Lu Yuan's question, he narrowed his eyes, picked up the same thing and asked Lu Yuan, "What is this?"

Lu Yuan always gave home what to eat, and he didn't recognize these vegetables that looked exactly the same, so he could only look directly into Qin Suzheng's eyes and get away with it, "Green vegetables."

Qin Suzheng mentioned another thing, "What about this one?"

Lu Yuan paused, and finally chose to give up on himself, "It's also a vegetable."

Qin Suzheng put the bag back into his arms, "How did you survive till now?"

Lu Yuan turned away from looking at him, and went straight to the weighing table to line up.Unlike him, Qin Suzheng went with him very loyally.

Lu Yuan ignored him and stood at the end of the line with the bag in his arms.Qin Suzheng was pulling the cart with one hand, while the other hand was around Lu Yuan's neck, and he scratched Lu Yuan's face with his fingers, "Are you angry?"

Lu Yuan was a little itchy from being rubbed by him, and he couldn't move his hand away. He turned his head to rub his shoulder, but Qin Suzheng's hand didn't retract, and it happened to be stuck between his face and shoulder.

Qin Suzheng had a big hand, which would be caught by him. He curled his fingers slightly, and his index finger just touched his eyelashes.Lu Yuan blinked, brushed his eyelashes up and down, Qin Suzheng shook his hand, and pressed it directly on his eyelids.

Lu Yuan closed his eyes reflexively, and Qin Suzheng also felt something was wrong, so he quickly withdrew his hand and turned his face, "Are you all right? Let me see."

Lu Yuan's eyelids were thin, and they were already red after such a press, probably because of the pain. His eyes were not opened, and a tear leaked from the corner of his eyes.

Qin Suzheng was a little nervous, wanted to touch it but didn't dare to touch it, "Does it hurt a lot?"

Lu Yuan was still holding something, so he could only push him outward with his elbow.

When I pressed it down, it hurt a little, but the pain disappeared quickly, just because it touched the position near the eyes, the physiological tears were hard to control, he didn't cry like this, and it was still outside, Qin Suzheng's The action is too impersonal.

Qin Suzheng was sure that he was fine, so he let go of the hand holding his chin, hooked the tear with his knuckles, "Scare me."

Lu Yuan thought he was making trouble, so he simply drove him to wait beside the team.

The aunt who weighed was very agile, and Lu Yuan put a bunch of seemingly indistinguishable vegetables into the cart.Qin Suzheng took out the bill and looked at it, then took Lu Yuan to check out.

As luck would have it, one column just finished.Qin Suzheng took things out of the cart, but Lu Yuan didn't make any trouble for him. While he lowered his head, he took a box of condoms from the display cabinet and stuffed them under the pile of things waiting to be paid.

The cashier had sharp eyes and glanced at Lu Yuan, "Are they together?"

Lu Yuan nodded, and the other party took the box of condoms and scanned the barcode.

Qin Suzheng raised his head when he heard the question, just in time to see the small box in the cashier's hand, shifted his gaze, and looked at Lu Yuan with a half-smile.

Lu Yuan's ears were red, so he could only pretend to be calm. After Qin Suzheng paid the money, he took two bags and went out.

Lu Yuan and Qin Suzheng put the things in the trunk.It's past meal time, and in the afternoon of New Year's Eve, most of the shops were closed. Lu Yuan and Qin Suzheng drove around, and Lu Yuan saw a big M-shaped sign on the side of the street, and knocked on the window, " Eat the Golden Arches?"

Qin Suzheng didn't understand, so he slowed down and looked in the direction of Lu Yuan's finger, "What golden arches?"

Lu Yuan signaled him to park in a nearby parking lot, stretched out his hand to press the buckle of his seat belt, and pointed to the store door not far away to show him, "McDonald's changed its name a while ago."

***

Qin Suzheng was a little dazed when he followed Lu Yuan in. The last time he came to this fast food restaurant was when he was in high school. He didn't expect this restaurant to have such a down-to-earth name now.Lu Yuan skillfully chose the set meal on the self-service ordering machine, replaced the French fries and Coke in the set meal with a larger portion, ordered an extra cone, and asked Qin Suzheng, "What do you eat?"

This is an area Qin Suzheng is completely unfamiliar with, so he can only ask Lu Yuan to order one for him.Lu Yuan saved the trouble, and directly added one to the number behind his share, swiped his phone, took the receipt and handed it to Qin Suzheng, and went to find a seat by himself.

Qin Suzheng didn't know, so he ordered him to pick up the meal. When he got to the counter, the waiter glanced at him, thinking he was a parent with a child, "What do you want? Children's set meal?"

Qin Suzheng found that he was in the wrong line and showed him the list in his hand.The other party pointed to the team next door, "The food is over there."

Qin Suzheng had no choice but to start all over again.

Most of the shop is full of parents with children. The children are all fierce, shuttling and playing among the crowd. Qin Suzheng stands stiffly. Some children are not as tall as his legs. He is afraid that he will accidentally step on them. .

Lu Yuan sat by the window and watched him.Qin Suzheng has always been calm and unhurried, and when he was so embarrassed, Lu Yuan was a little funny, with a soft smile on his face.

When Qin Suzheng came over with his things, he saw Lu Yuan staring at him, his eyes shining slightly.Lu Yuan didn't go out much, his skin was extremely white, and now he was sitting by the window, the gentle sunlight fell on his face through the glass, it was so warm that it almost reflected the light.Lu Yuan's hair color and pupil color are not pure black either, probably not hereditary Lu Jiming, usually it is hard to see in dim light, but now under the sunlight, there is nothing to hide, the dark amber pupils are looking at him without turning. , pulsating like a puddle of water, and like pulsating pieces of gold.

Qin Suzheng felt in a daze that Lu Yuan was like a poor cat waiting to be fed, and that he was his confused master who hadn't come home for a long time.

Lu Yuan ate breakfast in a hurry, he was already hungry in the supermarket, now he finally waited for the Happy Meal in the Fat House, he didn't care to talk to Qin Suzheng, so he ate half full in one sitting.

Qin Suzheng was still holding his cone in his hand. Lu Yuan swallowed the last bite of the hamburger, took the cone, licked it, and then remembered that he only ordered an ice cream. He shook it in front of Qin Suzheng, and asked him: "What do you want?" Want it?"

Qin Suzheng nodded. Lu Yuan was about to buy another copy for him, but he grabbed his wrist and bit his hand.

To Qin Suzheng's surprise, not only did Lu Yuan not blush for such an intimate act, but he shrank back as if something had bitten his hand, his beautiful eyes widened slightly: "Mine!"

Qin Suzheng was amused by his reaction, pursed his lips to hold back his smile, and pretended to be serious, "Ru'an is right, you are such a child." He even compared the child at the next table, "And He's about the same age."

Lu Yuan looked at the little boy at the table next to him who looked about four or five years old and was full of food, and then looked at Qin Suzheng who was watching him all the time.Qin Suzheng's expression was serious when he spoke, so that Lu Yuan really began to reflect on whether he was too selfish.

After a long time, in order to show generosity, Lu Yuan closed his eyes and stuffed the cone into Qin Suzheng's hand, "Eat it."

Qin Suzheng couldn't help laughing.