My family has a mine [Rebirth]
Chapter 93
Seeing Xu Shi earlier than expected, Xu Zheng was surprised: "Your school ends so early today?"
"No, I'm on leave." Xu Shi kept thinking about the previous dream these days, subconsciously wanting to stay away from the school, always feeling that something unexpected would happen.
"It's only two days away from the college entrance examination, so you want to leave school so much?" Xu Zheng will never understand Xu Shi's approach, and he lives more freely than anyone else. Whenever he thinks of something, he will do it without thinking about the consequences.
"Yes." Xu Shi admitted very frankly, and his words revealed longing, "I can finally be liberated."
After studying for so long, Xu Shi still has no interest in learning.
Just one more reason to do it.
Xu Zheng said with emotion: "When will you grow up?"
Xu Shi's behavior always reminded Xu Zheng of the idle Xu Shi in his previous life, fearing that if he was not paying attention, Xu Shi would step into the footsteps.
Xu Shi felt that it was embarrassing for him to be disturbed by this dream, so he didn't mention it to Xu Zheng, and simply regarded it as his last self-willed time in high school.
At this point in time, no matter how many books you read, it is meaningless. The things that should be memorized have already been memorized.
Xu Zheng is someone who has been there, even though this memory is really far away for him.
How to take advantage of these few days to adjust your mentality is the most critical.
Many people in their class asked for leave one after another after imitating Xu Shi. In the end, the head teacher had no choice but to apply to the school and collectively approved it: "If you want to come to school, you can come, and if you don't want to come, stay at home. The only thing is to pay attention to safety. Do you understand? Also, the admission ticket must be put away and not lost."
One class took the lead, and other classes followed suit. In just half a day, the third-year classroom was half empty.
Except rocket class.
No one asked for leave, as if they were still studying hard as before.
"You said, if Chen Hao passed Wei Yan's test last time, wouldn't he jump off the building?"
"Wei Yan is a monster. Who can pass him? Do you want to jump off the building like Chen Hao?"
"Bah bah bah, stop cursing me."
……
Although the voice of the discussion was low, Wei Yan could hear it clearly. The pen in his hand never stopped, his fingernails turned white with force, and he didn't stop until the tip of the pen was scratching on the table.
The test paper was punctured, and the original problem-solving position was left in a mess.
If possible, he would also like to ask for leave to go home like Xu Shi did.
It's a pity that his family is not much better than the school.
Wei Yan took another piece of paper and wrote down the new problem-solving steps on it.
Only two days left.
Can't collapse.
At home these past few days, Xu Zheng and Xu Shi talked a lot about their childhood.
From the past to the future, it seems only in the blink of an eye.
Xu Shi and Xu Zheng mentioned that someone jumped off a building in their school a few days ago.
Xu Zheng thought about it: "Actually, there are people jumping off the building every year in No. [-] Middle School..."
So did his class.
The person who jumped from the building was from the class next door, a boy who didn't talk much at ordinary times, at the end of the last semester of the third year of senior high school, in the middle of the class, he couldn't think about it and jumped off the building.
Coincidentally, someone in the downstairs class didn't bring homework, and was punished by the teacher to make up homework in the corridor. The wall outside the corridor is thick enough, about [-] centimeters. That person put his homework on the wall and bowed his head to do his homework.
As he was doing it, a person appeared in front of him at close range, with his head down and his face facing him, trying to reach out to grab it, but before he had time, the boy poked his head out and saw the person fall to the ground with his own eyes.
The boy who made up his homework was so frightened that his legs became weak. He sat on the ground and cried on the spot.
For this reason, he took a leave of absence from school for several months, and finally chose to repeat the study directly. The parents made a fuss to the principal's office, and the teacher was fired because of this.
There are people who jump from buildings in schools, and people who jump from buildings in commercial buildings. Under high-intensity pressure, there are always one or two people who cannot withstand the pressure and face collapse.
Xu Shi listened enthusiastically, Xu Zheng turned to him and asked, "Isn't it because of this that you dare not go to school?"
"How is it possible." Xu Shi strongly denied, "I, Xu Xiaotian, am not afraid of anything. I don't even close my eyes when I watch ghost movies, okay?"
"Aren't you afraid of the dark?" Xu Zheng asked him.
Xu Shi was silent, and affirmed in a low voice: "Except for Hei."
"Why are you afraid of the dark?" Xu Zheng always felt that there was something hidden behind him that he didn't know.
"It's okay to tell you." Xu Shi's next words were like uncovering a bloody scar in front of Xu Zheng.
When Xu Shi was a child, he didn't hate studying.
On the contrary, his grades were very good, and he was ranked first or second in the class every time, which brought him an unwarranted disaster.
When Xu Zheng just entered junior high school, Xu Shi became silent.
Going to school every day has become the most painful thing for Xu Shi.
Elementary school finished early, but Xu Shi came back later than Xu Zheng every day. His family thought he was playing around at school and refused to go home after school. Wang Yeping also talked about him several times because of this.
As everyone knows, Xu Shi was locked up after school.
There is a utility room next to the classroom. It is very small and dirty, without windows. Once the door is closed, the room is pitch black, and no light can come in. Those who locked him were playing ball on the playground, and he was locked in alone. in this room.
The reason is naive and ridiculous: when we are playing, you are not allowed to study, who made your grades so good?
Xu Shi is someone else's child in the parents' mouth. Every time their parents mention Xu Shi, they will blame their own children for not living up to expectations. That Xu Shi in your class does so well in the exam every time. When you can be like him, I should Burnt high incense.
Boys of this age, who only think about playing ball every day, get together and find the same complaints.
The culprit was Xu Shi who made them scolded every time.
I don't know who suggested: "Then let Xu Shi not study."
Someone wondered: "Will he listen to us?"
"If you don't listen, lock him up." This proposal was quickly unanimously approved by them, and then they were put into action.
They went to the doorman to steal the key to the utility room. For the first time, a group of people pushed Xu Shi in by force.
Xu Shi was still carrying his schoolbag, and before he could react, he reached out to pull the doorknob, but couldn't move it at all.
Xu Shi cried and knocked on the door inside, but no one paid any attention to him.
Their classroom is located in the innermost part of the corridor, usually no one passes by, and it is after school, so no one will come.
When Xu Shi yelled for the first time, the people outside threatened: "Don't yell, if you yell again, you will be imprisoned forever, and you will never be let out."
Two hours later, Xu Shi was released and threatened not to tell anyone about the incident, and if he dared to speak out, they would kill him.
Xu Shi hadn't experienced this before, so he agreed in fear, but after returning home, he really kept his mouth shut and didn't mention it in front of anyone.
A week later, the last period was physical education class. Xu Shi wanted to escape before the end of get out of class. He had just run a few hundred meters with his schoolbag on his back when he was spotted, and a group of people chased him after him.
Xu Shi was too frightened to turn back, ran faster and faster, accidentally tripped over a stone on the ground and fell to the ground.
They quickly caught up with Xu Shi and surrounded him. One of them dragged him up, took him to the school's garbage dump, and beat him until he was so sick that he didn't even have dinner after returning home. I can't eat it all.
Those people hit everywhere except their faces, Xu Shi rolled himself into a ball, hugged his knees, it hurt everywhere.
After they finished fighting, Xu Shi limped home.
During the meal, Xu Shi cried and said that he didn't want to go to school anymore.
When the family asked the reason, Xu Shi just said that he didn't want to study anymore and didn't want to study.
Such a reason could not be easily accepted, and under the pressure of Wang Yeping's high-handed policy, Xu Shi's application was rejected immediately.
The next morning, Xu Shi refused to go to school.
Xu Jingyan forcibly dragged him to the school.
Xu Shi's personality has been soft since he was a child, and he believed what others said, but Xu Jingyan made him die of this heart, and Xu Shi also believed it.
Except for leaving school late, as long as he doesn't run away, those people won't do anything to him.
Every time the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Xu Shi's face suddenly turned pale, and his nightmare started again.
There are many things in the utility room, including cockroaches and mice. Xu Shi was afraid of those things, so he dared to stay in the corner, and was even forced to sit on the table.
The first time I climbed, I didn't climb well and fell down, which hurt a lot.
When it was too late to cry, the mouse ran to him and bit him.
Xu Shi's tears were pattering down, and everything bullied him.
Xu Shi came home late every day, didn't do his homework when he came back, and was dirty all day long.
Received a lot of scolding for this.
At the end of the exam, I handed in a blank paper.
The grade dropped from the first in the class to the bottom one.
Xu's family was called the parents, and they learned from the teacher that Xu Shi seemed to be a different person. He didn't listen to the lectures, didn't hand in his homework, and his test scores dropped so much this time.
Wang Yeping rushed to the school right after get off work and asked Xu Shi why.
Xu Shi told her that he didn't want to study anymore.
Wang Yeping was furious.
Xu Shi originally thought that those people would be satisfied if his grades regressed.
He didn't expect them to bully him into an addiction, and if there was anything wrong with him, as long as he saw that Xu Shi was worse than himself, he would be satisfied.
Xu Shi's grades were not good, and he went home so late every day.
He must have been scolded more than himself.
For three whole years, Xu Shi did not know how many times he was imprisoned, and how many times he was bitten by the mice in the house. If it wasn't for the fact that his junior high school was graded, relying on Xu Shi's grades, he wouldn't even be able to attend junior high school.
A year later, Xu Shi bought cockroach medicine and mouse traps, and killed the mice in the utility room.
During the summer vacation after graduating from elementary school, Xu Shi put those who bullied him in sacks one by one and beat them to death.
Threatening them with the same words, those who were beaten by him did not dare to say anything, so they had to suffer in silence.
When junior high school started, that group of people came to his school to find him, ready to settle accounts.
Xu Shi was already prepared, and took out a fruit knife from his bag, scaring people away.
From then on, Xu Shi got used to using violence to solve everything.
Xu Shi lost a lot of weight when he went to junior high school, and his delicate appearance also caused him troubles. There are always some people who are idle and have nothing to do and don't study hard all day long, wanting to have some fun from others.
Xu Shi was targeted by the bully of their school.
Dislike him for being a mother.
One day after school, Xu Shi was blocked in a grove by people. Those people originally only wanted to extort money, and if he didn't pay them, they would beat them up.
I didn't expect to get into trouble with such a desperate person like Xu Shi.
Xu Shi defeated everyone, and from that day on, the school bully changed.
Xu Shi became their big brother.
The biggest change is that Xu Shi no longer has any interest in learning.
As soon as I turn over the textbook, I feel nauseous.
The family has nothing to do with him, and the days just go by like this.
In front of Xu Zheng at Xu Shi, he was still that well-behaved and obedient younger brother.
Only when he sticks to Xu Zheng, Xu Shi can forget the troubles of the past.
After Xu Zheng listened, he had mixed feelings in his heart.
He never knew that Xu Shi had experienced this when he was a child.
"They tell you not to tell, but you really don't tell, are you stupid?" Xu Zheng was full of distress.
Xu Shi smiled as if it didn't happen to him: "If I wasn't stupid, I wouldn't be what I am today."
Most of Xu Shi's kindness was pretended, and now he showed his most unbearable side in front of Xu Zheng.
Xu Zheng's heart seemed to be tightly strangled by a hand, and he was so painful that he couldn't breathe.
If the family could pay more attention and patience to Xu Shi, Xu Shi would not have been tortured for so long.
"Shouldn't I force you to study?" Xu Zheng reflected.
"As long as I can be with you, I can do anything." Xu Shi's eyes shone with light, and he held Xu Zheng's clothes tightly, "You are the person I care about most and have liked for so long."
"Before that, I never thought that you would agree, thinking about when I would meet the second person I like, but now, it is impossible for me to meet."
Xu Shi solemnly said: "Don't let me go."
"Okay." Xu Zheng gave him the strength to grip back, "I won't let go."
Xu Shi let go of the things that had been accumulated in his heart for many years, and slept soundly that night.
With the light of the night lamp beside the bed, Xu Zheng could clearly see Xu Shi's side face, which was peaceful and soft, and Xu Zheng's heart softened a little bit.
If he knew Xu Shi's past experiences in his previous life, Xu Zheng would definitely be more patient with him.
Stop being so impatient.
Get used to everything being settled with money.
Xu Zheng sighed silently, Xu Shi clearly let go of the things he had when he was a child, and what he went through in his previous life to become what he is now.
He is completely different from the present him.
The college entrance examination is tomorrow, and Xu Shi wakes up very early because of his biological clock.
At 06:30 in the morning, Xu Shi just got up from the bed, intending to step over Xu Zheng to get out of bed, but he didn't want to wake Xu Zheng up.
"What time is it?" Xu Zheng asked hoarsely.
"Seven o'clock?" Xu Shi was not sure, he woke up naturally.
Xu Zhengqiang looked at the time. At 34:[-], he covered his eyes with one hand and put his legs away: "Go down."
When Xu Shi came out of the bathroom after brushing his teeth, Xu Zheng got up and sat on the head of the bed, his eyes were distracted.
"You also wake up so early?" Xu Shi was surprised.
Xu Zheng didn't have the strength to speak, he nodded and groped his way to the bathroom, only after splashing cold water on his face did he wake up a lot.
"What do you want to do today? I'll accompany you." Xu Zheng sat next to Xu Shi.
"Anything is fine?" Xu Shi confirmed.
"Yeah." Xu Zheng affirmed.
He thought Xu Shi would say something earth-shattering and weeping ghosts and gods, but Xu Shi excitedly said: "I want to see the tree."
Xu Zheng: "Huh?"
Xu Shi reminded him: "It's the one we planted together before, do you remember?"
"Remember." Xu Zheng's memory was awakened. During the summer vacation three years ago, Xu Shi picked up a sickly sapling from the side of the road, "Okay, you can go if you want to see it."
The tree was planted on the back hill. When passing by the abandoned warehouse, there was still cinders at the door of the warehouse. Xu Zheng recalled the experience of making coal briquettes in the warehouse with Xu Shi.
In the blink of an eye, three years have passed.
Going around this bend, they arrived at the place where they planted trees. Xu Zheng didn't dare to recognize it at first sight.
The small sapling of less than one meter has grown to a height of two or three meters, with a thick trunk and lush branches and leaves at the top, bringing them into the shade of the tree.
The light occasionally passes through the gaps between the leaves, forming small holes on the ground, spotted, and the leaves rustle when the wind blows.
Xu Zheng almost forgot its existence.
I still remember when I first planted it, I was afraid that the tree would die, so I sneaked a nutrient needle into it in the middle of the night.
"Didn't expect it." Xu Shi could not have expected Xu Zheng's surprise at this moment, and was filled with a sense of accomplishment.
For the past three years, Xu Shi has been taking care of the tree. When he has nothing to do, he comes to fertilize it. When Xu Zheng is not around, he can tell it if he has any troubles.
If it was left before the founding of the country, this tree would be so annoying by him.
"I didn't expect that." Xu Zheng smiled, and stroked the texture of the bark with his fingers. It was so complete that Xu Shi was not even willing to carve words on it.
Just like Xu Shi's feelings for him, from an insignificant existence at the beginning, and later given a chance, he developed from a sapling to a towering tree.
Unmoved by the wind and rain.
They stayed in the back mountain for a long time, sitting on the two stones at the door of the warehouse, scenes emerged before their eyes.
At the age of four or five, Xu Shi was still in kindergarten, the two were playing hide-and-seek in the back mountain, Xu Zheng hid in the warehouse, saw Xu Shi searching around, and softly called: "Brother, where are you? "
After walking around for several times, Xu Zheng couldn't be found. Xu Shi became anxious, and his expression became more and more anxious.
Xu Zheng came out of the warehouse, met Xu Shi's surprised eyes, and said with disgust: "You are so stupid."
The remaining cinders in the warehouse were left by Xu Zheng and Xu Shi three years ago, and the outside was blown away a lot by the wind. Only the inside was a small pile of black powder mixed with yellow mud.
Xu Shi was holding a shovel, his face was blackened several times, and he poked the slime on the ground sullenly.
"When will this be done?"
Xu Zheng found a way to threaten him: "If you don't obey me in the future, I will tie you up to make briquettes."
In exchange for Xu Shi's staring eyes angrily, coupled with a dirty face, he looked like a black cat whose tail was stepped on: "How dare you."
Later, Xu Shi dragged a bag of nourishment all by himself, came to the tree, poured a lot to the side of the tree pile, squatted under the tree, sullenly: "Has Xu Zheng come back today?"
"No."
……
I don't know how many times Xu Shi came here to form such a thriving tree.
Xu Shi sat blankly with his face propped up for a while, then stretched out a hand to Xu Zheng, and said, "Let's go home."
"Okay." Xu Zheng held that hand, as if holding countless figures from childhood to adulthood.
The tree has been buried up to this point and has been continuously uplifted.
Their figures left side by side, leaving two neat rows of footprints on the mud.
Wei Yan hadn't been having a good time these few days. He had frequent nightmares and woke up again from his sleep. His face was pale and his forehead was full of cold sweat. sound.
It was pitch black outside, and there was no light in his world.
He had a hunch that soon, the little light left by him would also disappear.
A day later, Xu Shi stepped into the examination room.
Before leaving, Xu Zheng repeatedly checked the admission ticket and stationery in his bag, and after confirming that nothing was left behind, he left the door. Xu Zheng personally drove Xu Shi to the school gate. In the car, he finally told: "Others give Don't eat anything, understand?"
"Yeah." Xu Shi answered absently, and unbuckled his seat belt.
Xu Shi didn't get out of the car right away, the one-way glass window made it impossible to see the inside clearly from the outside, so Xu Shi faced him: "Come here, I'll tell you something."
Xu Zheng approached, and Xu Shi put a kiss on his lips, and left quickly after the soft touch, Xu Shi's eyes were full of smiles: "I stole all your luck today."
Xu Zheng pinched his chin and kissed him again: "No need to steal, I'll give it all to you."
After kissing for a few minutes, let him go: "Go in, I'll wait for you to come out here."
Xu Shi blushed and put on his schoolbag, opened the door and got out of the car.
After taking two steps, he turned his head and waved to Xu Zheng.
Xu Zheng lowered the car window and looked at him with a smile.
When Xu Shi stepped into the school gate, the afterglow of the morning left a golden light on his back.
Xu Shi let go of the darkness of the past and is walking towards the future step by step.
That is their future.
Two days later, Xu Shiping finished the college entrance examination smoothly without any accidents.
The food, food and drinks for these two days are all prepared at home.
After the exam, Xu Shi was completely relaxed, carefree every day, and lived the happiest child.
Xu Zheng was not in a hurry to leave, and stayed at home with him for a week, until his final was approaching, and Xu Zheng had no choice but to leave for school to prepare for his final exam.
Xu Shi originally wanted to come with him, but was stopped by Xu Zheng, who repeatedly promised that he was only going to take an exam, which would not exceed a week, and would come back after the exam.
Xu Shi felt familiar, he had heard such words before.
Fortunately, Xu Zheng kept his promise this time.
A month later, the whole family sat anxiously in front of the computer, handing the admission ticket to Xu Zheng at some time, not daring to check the results, so they hid aside by themselves, Xu Zheng finished typing the last digit, and waited for the web page to refresh.
When the page jumps, the numbers are clearly visible.
Xu Zheng went out and saw Xu Shi who was drinking water in the living room, Xu Shi also looked up at him, Xu Zheng didn't cry or smile on his face, which made Xu Shi even more scared.
"Don't guess, you did well in the exam, 702." Xu Zheng couldn't bear to hang him, and said decisively.
Xu Shi was relieved after seeing the score page with his own eyes, and raised his chin proudly in front of Xu Zheng: "I knew it, I'm a genius!"
That smug look made one's teeth itch.
It's rare to be happy, so let Xu Shi be arrogant for a while.
Xu Shi got the first place in the school this time, and a banner was hung up for him at the gate of Qianfeng No. [-] High School. Xu Shi's name became a topic of discussion in a short time.
However, Wei Yan, who was the first in the next grade, failed in the college entrance examination and came in ninth in the grade with a score of 673.
It is a good number for ordinary people, but it is undoubtedly a fatal blow to Wei Yan, who everyone has placed high hopes on.
When Wei Yan returned home, in the small rented house less than [-] square meters, as soon as he entered the door, he was greeted by a shattered teacup. The woman had a violent look on her face, and she couldn't hide her disappointment in him: "Kneel down!"
Ignoring the broken porcelain pieces on the ground, Wei Yan put down his schoolbag and knelt down in front of her with downcast eyes.
The sharp fragments pierced into the flesh, causing bone-piercing pain, Wei Yan said, "I'm sorry."
"It's a waste to support you for so many years. It happened that Pingda University called and said that it would waive your tuition and living expenses for four years. You can go there to study."
Pingda, a school he despises.
Wei Yan swallowed all his voice in his stomach: "Okay."
Xu applied to the school in the imperial capital and was successfully admitted, and the admission notice was placed on their desks.
The Xu family invited ten tables at a local hotel for this purpose, and all relatives and friends came to eat, earning them enough face.
Not long after the happy days, a storm approached them silently.
"No, I'm on leave." Xu Shi kept thinking about the previous dream these days, subconsciously wanting to stay away from the school, always feeling that something unexpected would happen.
"It's only two days away from the college entrance examination, so you want to leave school so much?" Xu Zheng will never understand Xu Shi's approach, and he lives more freely than anyone else. Whenever he thinks of something, he will do it without thinking about the consequences.
"Yes." Xu Shi admitted very frankly, and his words revealed longing, "I can finally be liberated."
After studying for so long, Xu Shi still has no interest in learning.
Just one more reason to do it.
Xu Zheng said with emotion: "When will you grow up?"
Xu Shi's behavior always reminded Xu Zheng of the idle Xu Shi in his previous life, fearing that if he was not paying attention, Xu Shi would step into the footsteps.
Xu Shi felt that it was embarrassing for him to be disturbed by this dream, so he didn't mention it to Xu Zheng, and simply regarded it as his last self-willed time in high school.
At this point in time, no matter how many books you read, it is meaningless. The things that should be memorized have already been memorized.
Xu Zheng is someone who has been there, even though this memory is really far away for him.
How to take advantage of these few days to adjust your mentality is the most critical.
Many people in their class asked for leave one after another after imitating Xu Shi. In the end, the head teacher had no choice but to apply to the school and collectively approved it: "If you want to come to school, you can come, and if you don't want to come, stay at home. The only thing is to pay attention to safety. Do you understand? Also, the admission ticket must be put away and not lost."
One class took the lead, and other classes followed suit. In just half a day, the third-year classroom was half empty.
Except rocket class.
No one asked for leave, as if they were still studying hard as before.
"You said, if Chen Hao passed Wei Yan's test last time, wouldn't he jump off the building?"
"Wei Yan is a monster. Who can pass him? Do you want to jump off the building like Chen Hao?"
"Bah bah bah, stop cursing me."
……
Although the voice of the discussion was low, Wei Yan could hear it clearly. The pen in his hand never stopped, his fingernails turned white with force, and he didn't stop until the tip of the pen was scratching on the table.
The test paper was punctured, and the original problem-solving position was left in a mess.
If possible, he would also like to ask for leave to go home like Xu Shi did.
It's a pity that his family is not much better than the school.
Wei Yan took another piece of paper and wrote down the new problem-solving steps on it.
Only two days left.
Can't collapse.
At home these past few days, Xu Zheng and Xu Shi talked a lot about their childhood.
From the past to the future, it seems only in the blink of an eye.
Xu Shi and Xu Zheng mentioned that someone jumped off a building in their school a few days ago.
Xu Zheng thought about it: "Actually, there are people jumping off the building every year in No. [-] Middle School..."
So did his class.
The person who jumped from the building was from the class next door, a boy who didn't talk much at ordinary times, at the end of the last semester of the third year of senior high school, in the middle of the class, he couldn't think about it and jumped off the building.
Coincidentally, someone in the downstairs class didn't bring homework, and was punished by the teacher to make up homework in the corridor. The wall outside the corridor is thick enough, about [-] centimeters. That person put his homework on the wall and bowed his head to do his homework.
As he was doing it, a person appeared in front of him at close range, with his head down and his face facing him, trying to reach out to grab it, but before he had time, the boy poked his head out and saw the person fall to the ground with his own eyes.
The boy who made up his homework was so frightened that his legs became weak. He sat on the ground and cried on the spot.
For this reason, he took a leave of absence from school for several months, and finally chose to repeat the study directly. The parents made a fuss to the principal's office, and the teacher was fired because of this.
There are people who jump from buildings in schools, and people who jump from buildings in commercial buildings. Under high-intensity pressure, there are always one or two people who cannot withstand the pressure and face collapse.
Xu Shi listened enthusiastically, Xu Zheng turned to him and asked, "Isn't it because of this that you dare not go to school?"
"How is it possible." Xu Shi strongly denied, "I, Xu Xiaotian, am not afraid of anything. I don't even close my eyes when I watch ghost movies, okay?"
"Aren't you afraid of the dark?" Xu Zheng asked him.
Xu Shi was silent, and affirmed in a low voice: "Except for Hei."
"Why are you afraid of the dark?" Xu Zheng always felt that there was something hidden behind him that he didn't know.
"It's okay to tell you." Xu Shi's next words were like uncovering a bloody scar in front of Xu Zheng.
When Xu Shi was a child, he didn't hate studying.
On the contrary, his grades were very good, and he was ranked first or second in the class every time, which brought him an unwarranted disaster.
When Xu Zheng just entered junior high school, Xu Shi became silent.
Going to school every day has become the most painful thing for Xu Shi.
Elementary school finished early, but Xu Shi came back later than Xu Zheng every day. His family thought he was playing around at school and refused to go home after school. Wang Yeping also talked about him several times because of this.
As everyone knows, Xu Shi was locked up after school.
There is a utility room next to the classroom. It is very small and dirty, without windows. Once the door is closed, the room is pitch black, and no light can come in. Those who locked him were playing ball on the playground, and he was locked in alone. in this room.
The reason is naive and ridiculous: when we are playing, you are not allowed to study, who made your grades so good?
Xu Shi is someone else's child in the parents' mouth. Every time their parents mention Xu Shi, they will blame their own children for not living up to expectations. That Xu Shi in your class does so well in the exam every time. When you can be like him, I should Burnt high incense.
Boys of this age, who only think about playing ball every day, get together and find the same complaints.
The culprit was Xu Shi who made them scolded every time.
I don't know who suggested: "Then let Xu Shi not study."
Someone wondered: "Will he listen to us?"
"If you don't listen, lock him up." This proposal was quickly unanimously approved by them, and then they were put into action.
They went to the doorman to steal the key to the utility room. For the first time, a group of people pushed Xu Shi in by force.
Xu Shi was still carrying his schoolbag, and before he could react, he reached out to pull the doorknob, but couldn't move it at all.
Xu Shi cried and knocked on the door inside, but no one paid any attention to him.
Their classroom is located in the innermost part of the corridor, usually no one passes by, and it is after school, so no one will come.
When Xu Shi yelled for the first time, the people outside threatened: "Don't yell, if you yell again, you will be imprisoned forever, and you will never be let out."
Two hours later, Xu Shi was released and threatened not to tell anyone about the incident, and if he dared to speak out, they would kill him.
Xu Shi hadn't experienced this before, so he agreed in fear, but after returning home, he really kept his mouth shut and didn't mention it in front of anyone.
A week later, the last period was physical education class. Xu Shi wanted to escape before the end of get out of class. He had just run a few hundred meters with his schoolbag on his back when he was spotted, and a group of people chased him after him.
Xu Shi was too frightened to turn back, ran faster and faster, accidentally tripped over a stone on the ground and fell to the ground.
They quickly caught up with Xu Shi and surrounded him. One of them dragged him up, took him to the school's garbage dump, and beat him until he was so sick that he didn't even have dinner after returning home. I can't eat it all.
Those people hit everywhere except their faces, Xu Shi rolled himself into a ball, hugged his knees, it hurt everywhere.
After they finished fighting, Xu Shi limped home.
During the meal, Xu Shi cried and said that he didn't want to go to school anymore.
When the family asked the reason, Xu Shi just said that he didn't want to study anymore and didn't want to study.
Such a reason could not be easily accepted, and under the pressure of Wang Yeping's high-handed policy, Xu Shi's application was rejected immediately.
The next morning, Xu Shi refused to go to school.
Xu Jingyan forcibly dragged him to the school.
Xu Shi's personality has been soft since he was a child, and he believed what others said, but Xu Jingyan made him die of this heart, and Xu Shi also believed it.
Except for leaving school late, as long as he doesn't run away, those people won't do anything to him.
Every time the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Xu Shi's face suddenly turned pale, and his nightmare started again.
There are many things in the utility room, including cockroaches and mice. Xu Shi was afraid of those things, so he dared to stay in the corner, and was even forced to sit on the table.
The first time I climbed, I didn't climb well and fell down, which hurt a lot.
When it was too late to cry, the mouse ran to him and bit him.
Xu Shi's tears were pattering down, and everything bullied him.
Xu Shi came home late every day, didn't do his homework when he came back, and was dirty all day long.
Received a lot of scolding for this.
At the end of the exam, I handed in a blank paper.
The grade dropped from the first in the class to the bottom one.
Xu's family was called the parents, and they learned from the teacher that Xu Shi seemed to be a different person. He didn't listen to the lectures, didn't hand in his homework, and his test scores dropped so much this time.
Wang Yeping rushed to the school right after get off work and asked Xu Shi why.
Xu Shi told her that he didn't want to study anymore.
Wang Yeping was furious.
Xu Shi originally thought that those people would be satisfied if his grades regressed.
He didn't expect them to bully him into an addiction, and if there was anything wrong with him, as long as he saw that Xu Shi was worse than himself, he would be satisfied.
Xu Shi's grades were not good, and he went home so late every day.
He must have been scolded more than himself.
For three whole years, Xu Shi did not know how many times he was imprisoned, and how many times he was bitten by the mice in the house. If it wasn't for the fact that his junior high school was graded, relying on Xu Shi's grades, he wouldn't even be able to attend junior high school.
A year later, Xu Shi bought cockroach medicine and mouse traps, and killed the mice in the utility room.
During the summer vacation after graduating from elementary school, Xu Shi put those who bullied him in sacks one by one and beat them to death.
Threatening them with the same words, those who were beaten by him did not dare to say anything, so they had to suffer in silence.
When junior high school started, that group of people came to his school to find him, ready to settle accounts.
Xu Shi was already prepared, and took out a fruit knife from his bag, scaring people away.
From then on, Xu Shi got used to using violence to solve everything.
Xu Shi lost a lot of weight when he went to junior high school, and his delicate appearance also caused him troubles. There are always some people who are idle and have nothing to do and don't study hard all day long, wanting to have some fun from others.
Xu Shi was targeted by the bully of their school.
Dislike him for being a mother.
One day after school, Xu Shi was blocked in a grove by people. Those people originally only wanted to extort money, and if he didn't pay them, they would beat them up.
I didn't expect to get into trouble with such a desperate person like Xu Shi.
Xu Shi defeated everyone, and from that day on, the school bully changed.
Xu Shi became their big brother.
The biggest change is that Xu Shi no longer has any interest in learning.
As soon as I turn over the textbook, I feel nauseous.
The family has nothing to do with him, and the days just go by like this.
In front of Xu Zheng at Xu Shi, he was still that well-behaved and obedient younger brother.
Only when he sticks to Xu Zheng, Xu Shi can forget the troubles of the past.
After Xu Zheng listened, he had mixed feelings in his heart.
He never knew that Xu Shi had experienced this when he was a child.
"They tell you not to tell, but you really don't tell, are you stupid?" Xu Zheng was full of distress.
Xu Shi smiled as if it didn't happen to him: "If I wasn't stupid, I wouldn't be what I am today."
Most of Xu Shi's kindness was pretended, and now he showed his most unbearable side in front of Xu Zheng.
Xu Zheng's heart seemed to be tightly strangled by a hand, and he was so painful that he couldn't breathe.
If the family could pay more attention and patience to Xu Shi, Xu Shi would not have been tortured for so long.
"Shouldn't I force you to study?" Xu Zheng reflected.
"As long as I can be with you, I can do anything." Xu Shi's eyes shone with light, and he held Xu Zheng's clothes tightly, "You are the person I care about most and have liked for so long."
"Before that, I never thought that you would agree, thinking about when I would meet the second person I like, but now, it is impossible for me to meet."
Xu Shi solemnly said: "Don't let me go."
"Okay." Xu Zheng gave him the strength to grip back, "I won't let go."
Xu Shi let go of the things that had been accumulated in his heart for many years, and slept soundly that night.
With the light of the night lamp beside the bed, Xu Zheng could clearly see Xu Shi's side face, which was peaceful and soft, and Xu Zheng's heart softened a little bit.
If he knew Xu Shi's past experiences in his previous life, Xu Zheng would definitely be more patient with him.
Stop being so impatient.
Get used to everything being settled with money.
Xu Zheng sighed silently, Xu Shi clearly let go of the things he had when he was a child, and what he went through in his previous life to become what he is now.
He is completely different from the present him.
The college entrance examination is tomorrow, and Xu Shi wakes up very early because of his biological clock.
At 06:30 in the morning, Xu Shi just got up from the bed, intending to step over Xu Zheng to get out of bed, but he didn't want to wake Xu Zheng up.
"What time is it?" Xu Zheng asked hoarsely.
"Seven o'clock?" Xu Shi was not sure, he woke up naturally.
Xu Zhengqiang looked at the time. At 34:[-], he covered his eyes with one hand and put his legs away: "Go down."
When Xu Shi came out of the bathroom after brushing his teeth, Xu Zheng got up and sat on the head of the bed, his eyes were distracted.
"You also wake up so early?" Xu Shi was surprised.
Xu Zheng didn't have the strength to speak, he nodded and groped his way to the bathroom, only after splashing cold water on his face did he wake up a lot.
"What do you want to do today? I'll accompany you." Xu Zheng sat next to Xu Shi.
"Anything is fine?" Xu Shi confirmed.
"Yeah." Xu Zheng affirmed.
He thought Xu Shi would say something earth-shattering and weeping ghosts and gods, but Xu Shi excitedly said: "I want to see the tree."
Xu Zheng: "Huh?"
Xu Shi reminded him: "It's the one we planted together before, do you remember?"
"Remember." Xu Zheng's memory was awakened. During the summer vacation three years ago, Xu Shi picked up a sickly sapling from the side of the road, "Okay, you can go if you want to see it."
The tree was planted on the back hill. When passing by the abandoned warehouse, there was still cinders at the door of the warehouse. Xu Zheng recalled the experience of making coal briquettes in the warehouse with Xu Shi.
In the blink of an eye, three years have passed.
Going around this bend, they arrived at the place where they planted trees. Xu Zheng didn't dare to recognize it at first sight.
The small sapling of less than one meter has grown to a height of two or three meters, with a thick trunk and lush branches and leaves at the top, bringing them into the shade of the tree.
The light occasionally passes through the gaps between the leaves, forming small holes on the ground, spotted, and the leaves rustle when the wind blows.
Xu Zheng almost forgot its existence.
I still remember when I first planted it, I was afraid that the tree would die, so I sneaked a nutrient needle into it in the middle of the night.
"Didn't expect it." Xu Shi could not have expected Xu Zheng's surprise at this moment, and was filled with a sense of accomplishment.
For the past three years, Xu Shi has been taking care of the tree. When he has nothing to do, he comes to fertilize it. When Xu Zheng is not around, he can tell it if he has any troubles.
If it was left before the founding of the country, this tree would be so annoying by him.
"I didn't expect that." Xu Zheng smiled, and stroked the texture of the bark with his fingers. It was so complete that Xu Shi was not even willing to carve words on it.
Just like Xu Shi's feelings for him, from an insignificant existence at the beginning, and later given a chance, he developed from a sapling to a towering tree.
Unmoved by the wind and rain.
They stayed in the back mountain for a long time, sitting on the two stones at the door of the warehouse, scenes emerged before their eyes.
At the age of four or five, Xu Shi was still in kindergarten, the two were playing hide-and-seek in the back mountain, Xu Zheng hid in the warehouse, saw Xu Shi searching around, and softly called: "Brother, where are you? "
After walking around for several times, Xu Zheng couldn't be found. Xu Shi became anxious, and his expression became more and more anxious.
Xu Zheng came out of the warehouse, met Xu Shi's surprised eyes, and said with disgust: "You are so stupid."
The remaining cinders in the warehouse were left by Xu Zheng and Xu Shi three years ago, and the outside was blown away a lot by the wind. Only the inside was a small pile of black powder mixed with yellow mud.
Xu Shi was holding a shovel, his face was blackened several times, and he poked the slime on the ground sullenly.
"When will this be done?"
Xu Zheng found a way to threaten him: "If you don't obey me in the future, I will tie you up to make briquettes."
In exchange for Xu Shi's staring eyes angrily, coupled with a dirty face, he looked like a black cat whose tail was stepped on: "How dare you."
Later, Xu Shi dragged a bag of nourishment all by himself, came to the tree, poured a lot to the side of the tree pile, squatted under the tree, sullenly: "Has Xu Zheng come back today?"
"No."
……
I don't know how many times Xu Shi came here to form such a thriving tree.
Xu Shi sat blankly with his face propped up for a while, then stretched out a hand to Xu Zheng, and said, "Let's go home."
"Okay." Xu Zheng held that hand, as if holding countless figures from childhood to adulthood.
The tree has been buried up to this point and has been continuously uplifted.
Their figures left side by side, leaving two neat rows of footprints on the mud.
Wei Yan hadn't been having a good time these few days. He had frequent nightmares and woke up again from his sleep. His face was pale and his forehead was full of cold sweat. sound.
It was pitch black outside, and there was no light in his world.
He had a hunch that soon, the little light left by him would also disappear.
A day later, Xu Shi stepped into the examination room.
Before leaving, Xu Zheng repeatedly checked the admission ticket and stationery in his bag, and after confirming that nothing was left behind, he left the door. Xu Zheng personally drove Xu Shi to the school gate. In the car, he finally told: "Others give Don't eat anything, understand?"
"Yeah." Xu Shi answered absently, and unbuckled his seat belt.
Xu Shi didn't get out of the car right away, the one-way glass window made it impossible to see the inside clearly from the outside, so Xu Shi faced him: "Come here, I'll tell you something."
Xu Zheng approached, and Xu Shi put a kiss on his lips, and left quickly after the soft touch, Xu Shi's eyes were full of smiles: "I stole all your luck today."
Xu Zheng pinched his chin and kissed him again: "No need to steal, I'll give it all to you."
After kissing for a few minutes, let him go: "Go in, I'll wait for you to come out here."
Xu Shi blushed and put on his schoolbag, opened the door and got out of the car.
After taking two steps, he turned his head and waved to Xu Zheng.
Xu Zheng lowered the car window and looked at him with a smile.
When Xu Shi stepped into the school gate, the afterglow of the morning left a golden light on his back.
Xu Shi let go of the darkness of the past and is walking towards the future step by step.
That is their future.
Two days later, Xu Shiping finished the college entrance examination smoothly without any accidents.
The food, food and drinks for these two days are all prepared at home.
After the exam, Xu Shi was completely relaxed, carefree every day, and lived the happiest child.
Xu Zheng was not in a hurry to leave, and stayed at home with him for a week, until his final was approaching, and Xu Zheng had no choice but to leave for school to prepare for his final exam.
Xu Shi originally wanted to come with him, but was stopped by Xu Zheng, who repeatedly promised that he was only going to take an exam, which would not exceed a week, and would come back after the exam.
Xu Shi felt familiar, he had heard such words before.
Fortunately, Xu Zheng kept his promise this time.
A month later, the whole family sat anxiously in front of the computer, handing the admission ticket to Xu Zheng at some time, not daring to check the results, so they hid aside by themselves, Xu Zheng finished typing the last digit, and waited for the web page to refresh.
When the page jumps, the numbers are clearly visible.
Xu Zheng went out and saw Xu Shi who was drinking water in the living room, Xu Shi also looked up at him, Xu Zheng didn't cry or smile on his face, which made Xu Shi even more scared.
"Don't guess, you did well in the exam, 702." Xu Zheng couldn't bear to hang him, and said decisively.
Xu Shi was relieved after seeing the score page with his own eyes, and raised his chin proudly in front of Xu Zheng: "I knew it, I'm a genius!"
That smug look made one's teeth itch.
It's rare to be happy, so let Xu Shi be arrogant for a while.
Xu Shi got the first place in the school this time, and a banner was hung up for him at the gate of Qianfeng No. [-] High School. Xu Shi's name became a topic of discussion in a short time.
However, Wei Yan, who was the first in the next grade, failed in the college entrance examination and came in ninth in the grade with a score of 673.
It is a good number for ordinary people, but it is undoubtedly a fatal blow to Wei Yan, who everyone has placed high hopes on.
When Wei Yan returned home, in the small rented house less than [-] square meters, as soon as he entered the door, he was greeted by a shattered teacup. The woman had a violent look on her face, and she couldn't hide her disappointment in him: "Kneel down!"
Ignoring the broken porcelain pieces on the ground, Wei Yan put down his schoolbag and knelt down in front of her with downcast eyes.
The sharp fragments pierced into the flesh, causing bone-piercing pain, Wei Yan said, "I'm sorry."
"It's a waste to support you for so many years. It happened that Pingda University called and said that it would waive your tuition and living expenses for four years. You can go there to study."
Pingda, a school he despises.
Wei Yan swallowed all his voice in his stomach: "Okay."
Xu applied to the school in the imperial capital and was successfully admitted, and the admission notice was placed on their desks.
The Xu family invited ten tables at a local hotel for this purpose, and all relatives and friends came to eat, earning them enough face.
Not long after the happy days, a storm approached them silently.
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