I'm Bearing My Love Rival's Child

My heart felt as if it had been rolled in ice water and then thrown into a frying pan. I was both happy and sad. The happy thing was that Qiao Yu actually liked men as much as I did, but the sad thing was that he wasn't me.

I endured the soreness in my heart and asked him: "Oh, who is that person?"

Qiao Yu didn't answer right away, but just looked at me in surprise, I don't know why, "What's wrong?"

He grabbed my wrist and whispered in disbelief: "Shen Jialin, you're not surprised!"

I looked at my wrist being grabbed by him, and opened my mouth several times before saying: "Why are you surprised?"

"I like men." Qiao Yu took my hand with two hands instead, "Don't you think it's weird at all?"

I gritted my teeth, endured the mixed emotions in my heart, and said, "It's nothing, everyone's choice is different, as long as you like it."

"Really?" Qiao Yu looked at me excitedly, "Shen Jialin, do you know that you are the first person who understands me since I grew up, you don't know how happy I am."

"Well, of course it's true." I couldn't hold back the bitterness that was about to spill out of the corner of my mouth. I broke my hands and stood up and said, "It's getting late. I'm going to take a shower. If you are injured, go to bed early."

I rushed into the empty bathroom, threw off my clothes, turned on the shower, and stood under the cold water for 10 minutes, but the sourness in my heart was not washed away. I propped myself up against the wall, held my body with one hand, and panted heavily , his mind was full of Qiao Yu.

I've been reluctant to do this kind of thing to tarnish him, but I just can't help it.I imagined that the person Qiao Yu liked was me, imagining his smiling face, his crooked eyes, shallow dimples, the corners of his mouth slightly raised when he smiled, imagining him tossing and turning under me...

When I was released, I was almost bursting with jealousy.

I'm embarrassed, but I have a kind of pleasure of abuse, I think, I'm going to be dazed.

Knowing who Qiao Yu likes is a week later.The training subject that day was armed swimming. In order to prevent accidents, the instructor called the military doctor in the clinic to guard.

The military doctor's name is Xie Xinyuan. I know there is such a person, but this is the first time I've seen him.This sight set alarm bells in my heart, and I was almost certain instantly that the person Qiao Yu liked was this military doctor named Xie Xinyuan.

The man is so beautiful, let alone in the military, even in the upper-class circles I am familiar with, Xie Xinyuan's appearance can be called stunning.

Not only is he bright and beautiful, but this young military doctor is also known for his temperament, gentleness, and consideration. He always smiles when he speaks, making people feel like a spring breeze. But no one thought that he would be in the water when Qiao Yu was kicked into the water by the instructor. Suddenly go crazy.

The special brigade requires its members to be proficient in all eighteen martial arts, and fear of water is a taboo.Qiao Yu was at the top of every subject, but he failed when he was swimming with arms. He was afraid of water, so scared that his whole body was trembling. inside.

The heavy backpack sank in the water as if it had carried a mountain on its back. I thought it was too late to swim to save him. At the critical moment, Xie Xinyuan, who had been standing on the shore, jumped into the water and fished him out.

The first time Xie Xinyuan got angry with someone was because of Qiao Yu. After scolding all the instructors, he carried Qiao Yu back to his clinic and detained him for two full days. Only then did he let him pack up and leave before letting him out.

I was very tormented in those few days. On the one hand, I blamed myself for not being able to save Qiao Yu, on the other hand, I was happy that someone cared about him as much as I did. What was even more frustrating was that I felt that I was going to lose him.

After returning from the clinic, Qiao Yu seemed to have lost her soul every day, and ran to the clinic whenever she had time, and the topic between me and me gradually changed from training to Xie Xinyuan.Xie Xinyuan likes to eat oranges, Xie Xinyuan likes to drink coke, Xie Xinyuan likes to eat chicken wings in the cafeteria, Xie Xinyuan has beautiful eyes, Xie Xinyuan sings very well...

Xie Xinyuan, Xie Xinyuan, all the topics revolve around Xie Xinyuan, I feel like I'm about to collapse.

"Why don't you confess to him?" Once I couldn't bear it anymore and asked him.

He frowned in confusion, "I think so too, but I don't know if he likes men. If he doesn't, wouldn't we be friends? Besides, I don't know if I can stay here." In a few days, if he is eliminated, I will feel sorry for him."

"Go," I said, "how will you know if you don't try? Even if you are eliminated, don't you think he didn't know you liked him when you left?"

I felt a cold joy all over my body, go, I will give up completely if I go.

Qiao Yu really went, probably because he liked it so much, he even encouraged me before he went, I smiled wryly and said, "Go, it will succeed."

I followed him to the door of the clinic. I thought I really loved him. At this point, I was still afraid that he would get hurt, and wanted to appear in front of him immediately to protect him.

The expected confession did not appear, and the team members who went out to perform missions suddenly came back with injuries all over their bodies, and Xie Xinyuan was busy treating them.I stood outside the door of the clinic and looked at the team members covered in blood. I suddenly changed my mind. I don’t want to give him up to others. Qiao Yu is mine. He should be guarded by me in this life. .

I pulled him out of the bathroom and said, "Stop talking."

"Why?" He looked puzzled.

I explained indiscriminately: "Let's talk about it after becoming an official team member. Can you see that Xie Xinyuan is very soft-hearted. If you confess to him now, he may reluctantly accept you so as not to affect your training. This is what you want." Is it?"

"Of course not!" Qiao Yu said excitedly.

"Well, let's talk about it after being selected. By then, you will have no scruples and your relationship will be stronger."

Qiao Yu lowered his head and thought for a while, then said, "I think you're right, okay, I'll listen to you."

After that day, the number of times Qiao Yu mentioned Xie Xinyuan continued unabated, and the training was much harder than before. It was almost to the point of self-torture. My heart was sore and painful, but I couldn't extricate myself.Finally, one day, without telling Qiao Yu, I knocked on the door of the clinic.

Seeing that it was me, Xie Xinyuan was a little surprised, "I remember you have a good physique, what's wrong?"

I closed the door and sat down opposite him, "I want to talk to you."

Xie Xinyuan put down the pen in his hand and looked at me suspiciously, "What do you want to talk about?"

"Talk about Qiao Yu." I said.

Xie Xinyuan raised his eyebrows, with an expression of waiting for me to say something.Looking at his face, I felt deep jealousy in my heart, but I still had to say: "Qiao Yu likes you, do you know that?"

As I expected, there was no surprise on Xie Xinyuan's face.No, there are still, but this kind of accident is definitely not the accident that Qiao Yu likes him, but the accident that I, an insider, will come to him alone.

He asked me, "So what? What do you want to say?"

"I don't mean anything," I said, "I just hope you don't hurt him."

"for example?"

"For example, when he confesses to you, he hopes you can accept it."

Xie Xinyuan laughed, "You are a bit too strong."

I frowned, "What do you mean? You don't like him?"

"No," Xie Xinyuan said, "I like him, I just don't like your orders to me."

"I'm not ordering you, I'm asking you."

"That won't work either," Xie Xinyuan said with a rare force, "A relationship is a matter between two people, outsiders should not interfere, or..."

"That's right, I like him." Without the slightest hesitation, I said, "I like him more than you."

"I believe." He nodded with a smile, "So, you plan to fulfill us?"

I paused and said, "He likes you. I hope you really like him."

"Of course I really like him," Xie Xinyuan said in a gentle voice, "There is no way not to be liked for a person like him. Don't worry, I will treat him well."

After getting an affirmative answer, I left, and continued to train, challenge, and climb all kinds of difficulties. If Qiao Yu wanted to stay, then I would stay with him. If I couldn’t be a lover, I would be his best brother and protect him.

Day by day, the number of people left is less and less, and finally there are nine, and two more are eliminated, the hellish training life is over, and I will completely end my first unrequited love in my life .

I thought that when that day came, I would be devastated, but I didn't expect the turning point to happen as soon as it was said.

That day, I came down from wild survival, because my thigh was bruised by a bullet, and I went to the clinic to bandage the wound. I just walked to the door of the clinic when I heard Xie Xinyuan talking on the phone inside.

For some reason, I stood outside the door and didn't go in, so I heard the whole content of the call.The amazing thing is that after the whole phone call, I only remembered a few words:

"Understood, wait a little longer, I will apply for a change of job in a few years, and then I will go back and marry you."

"Thank you for taking care of my parents these two years."

"There is no vacation before the year. After the year, go back to your mother if you don't want to wait."

"Don't cry, if you say you will marry, you will marry."

Xie Xinyuan's voice was very light, with no ups and downs, but this did not affect my analysis of the content of his words.I shook my head and laughed out loud.

The call inside stopped abruptly, Xie Xinyuan walked out with his mobile phone, seeing that it was me, the expression on his face suddenly became very ugly.

"That's it, I hung up." He hung up the phone after he finished speaking, looked at me and said, "What do you want to do here?"

I sneered, "Xie Xinyuan, what the hell are you? Aren't you a prostitute? Are you playing with sex? What do you think of Qiao Yu?"

He dragged me into the house, closed the door, and sighed: "What can I do? My family is an ordinary family. My parents have been honest all their lives. They don't even know what homosexuality is. What can I do if I don't get married? "

"Then why did you promise me to accept Qiao Yu?!" I growled, "Why do you abuse people like this!"

Xie Xinyuan wiped his face and said, "I'm sorry, it was my fault. I apologize to you."

"Apologize to me!" I was so angry that I pointed at his nose, "I'm fucking taking back my words now! Xie Xinyuan, if you dare to accept Qiao Yu, I have the ability to make you stay here again Can't wait!"

Xie Xinyuan leaned on the back of the chair, raised his head and closed his eyes, his Adam's apple rolled a couple of times uneasily, and said, "No, don't worry."

I went out and spent two days making up a reason so lame as to prevent Qiao Yu from confessing his confession, but that idiot actually believed it, and I said, "Qiao Yu, I found that I fell in love with Xie Xinyuan too, for the sake of brother, you Just give up confessing."

Qiao Yu's face turned dark right then, but I couldn't care less.In order to convince him, I started showing courtesy to Xie Xinyuan.I disguised myself as a scumbag who robbed my brother, and I did this for five years.For the past five years, Qiao Yu hated me day after day, but I loved him more and more, turning him into an obsession in my heart.