I'm Bearing My Love Rival's Child

The so-called self-esteem, what is the so-called self-esteem?

Am I not worthy of self-respect just because I am different from normal people?

"Is it because I'm pregnant that I must be protected by you? If I don't want to, I'm holding the so-called self-esteem and hypocrisy, isn't it?" I asked him quietly.

Shen Jialin looked at me with wide eyes, but didn't speak.

I said again: "Do you think that I am pregnant with your child, and that me and the child are your responsibility? I don't satisfy your desire to take care of me now, because I don't know what to do?"

"No," Shen Jialin took a step closer to me, "Qiao Yu, I didn't mean that..."

"Shen Jialin," I lowered my head and said softly, "Have you tried, even once, to think from my perspective, what would you do if you were me?"

After finishing speaking, I didn't look at him again, I stood up and walked to the bedroom, while Shen Jialin remained silent.

I didn't sleep well that night. I didn't fall asleep until it was almost dawn. When I woke up, the sky was already bright, and the alarm clock next to the bed showed that it was nine o'clock in the morning.

I lay in bed, recalling the situation before going to bed last night, feeling a little uncomfortable in my heart.After a night of sleep, I figured out a lot of things. Shen Jialin was right, I was just my pride at work, and I kept saying that I was not hypocritical, but in the end I was still hypocritical.

After all, I probably still can't accept that a dignified former special soldier is taken care of like a woman.

The little guy in my stomach moved, and I put my hands on the obviously protruding belly, feeling incredibly soft in my heart.I sighed softly, I think I should accept the reality.

Thinking of this, I didn't even bother to put on my shoes, so I got up and opened the door to the living room, only to find that the whole room was empty and there was no sound of people at all.

gone?

I didn't hear the door open before going to bed last night, did you leave after I fell asleep?

I was a little dazed, and I didn't know if it was loss or what came to my heart, and my heart suddenly became empty.I looked down at my feet that were swollen into steamed buns, and I didn't move for a long time.

"Crack!"

There was a sudden sound from the door of the living room, I raised my head suddenly, and met Shen Jialin who just entered the door.

I:"……"

Seeing me, Shen Jialin froze for a moment, then put the key in his hand on the shoe cabinet while changing his shoes, and walked towards me with a breakfast bag, "Are you awake? What are you doing standing here?"

For a few seconds, my mood fluctuated violently, and after opening my mouth for a long time, I said, "What did you buy?"

Shen Jialin smiled openly, lifted the bag and shook it, "Your favorite pan-fried buns."

There are many varieties of breakfast in the Snow Wolf base, and my favorite is fried buns, Shen Jialin still remembers.

I looked out the window, and the sun was already high, "Where can you find pan-fried buns at this time?"

"Of course I have my own way," he put the bag on the table, took off his slippers and squatted down in front of me, grabbed my ankles to help me stuff my feet into the slippers, "don't go barefoot in the future, It's easy to catch cold."

Shen Jialin's body has always been hot, coupled with the heat brought back from the outside, his whole body is even hotter, even his hands are hot, my ankle held by him seems to be on fire.

I glanced at the top of his head twice, and said muffledly: "...Oh."

Shen Jialin stood up, unsealed the breakfast on the table, wrapped it in a plastic bag, twisted one out, and handed it to my mouth, softly said: "Try it, I watched the boss make it now."

I turned my face away, "I haven't brushed my teeth yet."

"It's okay, just brush after eating."

"I'll do it myself." I raised my hand to get the fried buns.

"Don't move," he grabbed my wrist to keep me from moving, coaxing, "Hey, open your mouth."

For the first time since I was sensible, someone fed something to my mouth, and my heart throbbed. This feeling was stronger than when I knew Shen Jialin liked me, and it also made me feel a little overwhelmed. I didn't even dare Looking into his eyes, I am even more afraid of revealing my emotions.

I opened my mouth and took a bite, he smiled, put the rest in my hand, turned and walked to the kitchen, "I made millet porridge, now go serve it, you sit down and eat while you wait."

I oh again, and slowly sat down at the table.

Shen Jialin packed half a bowl of millet porridge for me and himself. Considering that the pan-fried buns were a bit greasy, he only allowed me to eat two, and he took care of the rest by himself.

Looking at the empty bag, I: "..." Did you agree to buy it for me?

Seeing the resentment on my face, Shen Jialin laughed, "We'll fill up our belly first, and I'll cook something delicious for you at noon."

"Have you bought groceries?" I asked him.

"Well, I went back to the company here this morning to deal with some things, and bought some vegetables by the way."

My heart was slightly touched again, "Can you not go to your company?"

"It's okay, there's someone in charge here, I'm just here on a business trip, they'll call me if something happens," Shen Jialin stood up and cleared the table, "It's more important to take care of you."

I looked down at his slender fingers with thin calluses, picked up the bags on the table and threw them into the trash can, and whispered: "Oh."

I could feel Shen Jialin looking up at me, maybe he was surprised why I became docile after sleeping, I didn't want him to guess randomly, so I took a deep breath and said: "Sit down, I I have something to tell you."

Shen Jialin paused, sat down in the chair, but said before me: "I shouldn't lose my temper with you yesterday, I thought about it all night, you are right, I should think from your point of view Question, now I know I was wrong, can you forgive me, okay?"

After he finished speaking, he looked at me cautiously. His eyes were no different from that of Ah Huang who was waiting for a meal in the Snow Wolf base. I opened my mouth and looked at him in surprise. Countless thoughts floated through my mind, and finally I only left One sentence - the bastard!

I almost want to cry, this bastard, this sentence came at this time, it is intentional to make me feel guilty, right?asshole!asshole!

I scolded him countless times in my heart, and finally I could only sigh silently, "I didn't take it to heart, and I was wrong, I shouldn't be like this...well, hypocritical."

Shen Jialin wanted to speak, I raised my hand to stop him, and continued: "I take back what I said yesterday, you are right, this child is not my responsibility alone, you are also responsible, I should not deprive you of your rights as a father. But ..."

I looked at Shen Jialin and slowly asked him: "Can you really accept that your child was born from a man's belly?"

Shen Jialin froze for a moment, then grabbed my hand, his eyes were so affectionate that my heart trembled, "Qiao Yu, the happiest thing in my life is that I met you, and the happiest thing is that my child was born by you."

I don't want to admit that there is an uncontrollable sweetness in my heart at this moment, and I even forgot to withdraw my hand. I raised the corner of my mouth and couldn't help asking: "What if I don't know how to have children?"

Shen Jialin clasped my hands with both palms, and said softly: "When I liked you, I didn't even know that you would have children. As long as it's you, Qiao Yu, as long as that person is you, I don't care about anything else." Inside."