The scumbag can't hold back his tears [Quick Transmigration]

What is the difference between a lover and a lover?

In Qin Zheng's eyes, the time limit for a lover is much longer than that of a lover, and the weight is much heavier. It seems that once the relationship enters the relationship of a lover, people can't help thinking about the future and the future.

But Qin Zheng never thought about it before, he never predicted the long-term future with Wei Yinzhuang.

He used to have things he wanted to do with Wei Yinzhuang, but in the few years since he left Wei Yinzhuang, most of those things he wanted to do have been slowly worn away. He is the one who was discarded. He shouldn't think too much and ask for it. Too much and he doesn't qualify.

Now, Qin Zheng deliberately imagined the future between him and Wei Yinzhuang, but his mind was still empty.

Lost, some can be retrieved, and some cannot be retrieved.

Qin Zheng can't be sure that he still likes Wei Yinzhuang now, and he can't even be sure that he will like him one day in the future.

He will not be a qualified lover, nor will he be a qualified lover.

Wei Yinzhuang revealed all his words in front of his eyes, Qin Zheng believed in him, as he said, he would believe what Wei Yinzhuang said, he believed that Wei Yinzhuang would not "look down" on him anymore, believed that Wei Yinzhuang "loved" him, but Qin Zheng didn't know What should he respond to in the future.

I got what I asked for, and it seemed like a dream at first, but when it cooled down, Qin Zheng still had nothing in front of him, he couldn't grasp anything, and he didn't know where to go.

He's young, so a few years seems like a long time to him.

It can change him a lot.

Qin Zheng didn't think that he and Wei Yinzhuang should be lovers, but Wei Yinzhuang was seriously injured, and he didn't want to say some nonsense words to make him angry, irritate him, and make him feel uncomfortable.

Wei Yinzhuang was having a hard time, and Qin Zheng was also having a hard time.

Qin Zheng only knew that he needed Wei Yinzhuang, needed Wei Yinzhuang to be by his side, and was afraid that Wei Yinzhuang would push him away and abandon him, and told him nakedly that he was a dispensable person to Wei Yinzhuang.

That being the case, there is nothing wrong with keeping his thoughts secret and continuing to be with Wei Yinzhuang as before.

Love it or not, like it or not, it doesn't matter.

He is very happy that Wei Yinzhuang is with him, and Wei Yinzhuang will not get bored, enough is enough.

Only when Wei Yinzhuang was by his side did he feel at ease, and let him have other things to worry about besides playing basketball and studying mathematics.

When Qin Zheng was with Wei Yinzhuang now, he could no longer feel the fullness of his heart as before, which made him clearly realize that he liked Wei Yinzhuang very much.

But with him, Qin Zheng was very happy.Kiss him, hug him, be looked at by him, talk to him, even be fucked by him on the bed.

He is very dependent on Wei Yinzhuang and wants to be with him for the rest of his life.

his whole life.

Ever since Wei Yinzhuang said that Qin Zheng was his lover, he seemed to have been trying to appease Qin Zheng. Every time Qin Zheng shrank to nest beside him, he would hold Qin Zheng's hand.

Wei Yinzhuang's hands were very cold, and Qin Zheng couldn't warm his hands for a long time, so he could only keep holding them.

Then he couldn't help touching Wei Yinzhuang, crawled onto him, and carefully avoided Wei Yinzhuang's wound and kissed other parts of him.

As Wei Yinzhuang said, his flesh wounds healed very quickly. Qin Zheng didn't know the reason, but in his impression, it seemed that after more than a month, all the holes on Wei Yinzhuang's body were sealed, and there were still very hideous scars, but it seemed Far from being lethal.

Qin Zheng spread his legs, knelt on Wei Yinzhuang's lap, touched Sao Liuhe, who was wagging his tail with one hand, and crossed fingers with Wei Yinzhuang's side with the other hand, facing him and kissing him.

Wei Yinzhuang was used to taking the initiative, so even if Qin Zheng took the initiative, he couldn't suppress him in the end, his mind was messed up like a ball of wool, his jaw was broken, and water dripped from the corner of his mouth.

Qin Zheng panted on his shoulder, licked his lips, and asked, "You can't get hard now, do you mean you don't have desire?"

Wei Yinzhuang touched his face, "The sensation below the waist is very weak, pain, itching, or other sensations are much weakened."

"That's not completely meaningless," Qin Zheng put his hand in, Wei Yinzhuang froze, and quickly pulled Qin Zheng's hand out, "You can still feel it when I touch you, right?"

Wei Yinzhuang stared at Qin Zheng, gritted his teeth a bit, and answered him "Yes."

Sweep Liuhe with a tiger pounce, pounce between Qin Zheng and Wei Yinzhuang, shake your head and look at this, look at that, very ignorant of what these two things that feed it every day and take it out for a walk are doing.

"Oh, that means you still have desires, but you can't force yourself, right?" Qin Zheng smiled, his hands were not honest at all, Wei Yinzhuang grabbed his hand so tightly that Qin Zheng couldn't pull it out, Qin Zheng raised Wei Yinzhuang to hold it His hand kissed the back of his hand.

After a long time, Wei Yinzhuang calmed down a little bit about this matter, but still felt that Qin Zheng was hateful, so he said coldly, "Shut up."

Qin Zheng was very excited, because Wei Yinzhuang was indeed unable to do what he wanted.

Rounding up, it equals that he has the upper hand.

This is rare, and it is also because Qin Zheng has always had the illusion that he has the upper hand. Recently, in bed, he was particularly excited at the scene of the incident in front of Wei Yinzhuang.

Because no matter what he did, Wei Yinzhuang had nothing to do with him.

At this time, he is a dog who does not pull hatred.

In the future, when Wei Yinzhuang recovers, Qin Zheng is choked up, and he can wait until the next time Wei Yinzhuang can't get tough.

Qin Zheng was irrational when he had a whim.

For example, now, he is irrational.

Shame afterwards, is an afterthought.

It has nothing to do with him now.

Qin Zheng took Wei Yinzhuang's hand that was holding his hand, and hooked his index finger with the tip of his tongue.

Wei Yinzhuang knew what he wanted to do, his chest rose and fell, and he warned him hoarsely, "Qin Zheng!"

Qin Zheng unbuttoned his shirt, put the shirt aside, put a knuckle in Wei Yinzhuang's mouth, looked up at him, and asked indistinctly, "How do you feel when I mess with myself in front of you, or when you mess with me?" ?”

Wei Yinzhuang took a breath, Qin Zheng smiled, bit his fingertips and leaned over to his ear, "Is it cool if you can't get hard?"

Wei Yinzhuang didn't answer him, but viciously squeezed Qin Zheng's waist.

Sao Liuhe happily wailed "Aww" for him.

Qin Zheng tightened his mouth, held Wei Yinzhuang's index finger inward little by little, and released it again, and there was a voice that was not upright. Qin Zheng meant something, "Swallow it in slowly, you taught me. If you can be hard Get up, now I really want to let you in my mouth like that time at the beach..."

Wei Yinzhuang couldn't bear to stop him, "Qin Zheng, get up."

Qin Zheng also took off his trousers, and maliciously said, "I won't, what can you do to me? If you have the ability to fuck me until I can't speak, if you can't bear it, I can fuck you, I'll be gentle, let me fuck you." You are cool."

"I warn you, you'd better not do what you shouldn't do." Wei Yinzhuang pulled off the last bit of fabric from Qin Zheng's body and sneered, "Or you can try to see what the consequences will be."

Qin Zheng was startled subconsciously, and didn't dare to move for several seconds.

But when he thought about it carefully, after ten years passed, the day lily would be cold.

So Qin Zheng became unscrupulous again, and pushed Sao Liuhe from between him and Wei Yinzhuang with one finger, provoking, "If you have the ability, don't touch me elsewhere."

Sao Liuhe rushed forward again, Qin Zheng simply hugged Sao Liuhe to his chest, stood up on his knees, lowered his head to kiss Wei Yinzhuang, but only kissed twice symbolically, and continued to provoke, "Wei Yinzhuang, come to me, I'm looking for trouble now, you What can you do with me?"

Wei Yinzhuang stared at Qin Zheng coldly.

Qin Zheng's subconscious is not good, but the dog is courageous, he bared his teeth at Wei Yinzhuang, and his mentality swelled, "I want to fuck you, why don't you follow me, I'm not young, and I will practice my skills twice, and I will definitely let you in the future." ..."

Stopped abruptly.

College student Qin Zheng paid the price for his youthful frivolity.

Sao Liuhe squatted on the sofa in a daze, unable to figure out why no one came to feed it from noon to night today, and no one came to take him for a walk.

It didn't know what happened, but it seemed like a squeaking thing had been carried into the house.

Six o'clock in the evening.

Qin Zheng was paralyzed on the bed, unable to believe it, "You can't fucking stand up, how can you stand up??? Didn't you tell me that you can't stand up now and you can't stand up??"

Wei Yinzhuang caressed slowly a string of hand beads, with lubricating water on them, with a half-smile, "I also told you that I have a special heart sutra that allows me to temporarily act normally."

"..." Qin Zheng choked for a moment, angry and sad, "If you don't use it all the time, the Heart Sutra is not good for your health, right?"

Wei Yinzhuang pulled Qin Zheng towards him by pulling his ankle, pulled him into his arms, kissed his ear, and said lightly, "Yes, but I can't bear to come to see you and fuck you."

Qin Zheng flinched, leaned obediently in his arms, and rubbed his back.

"Would you like something to eat?"

"..." Qin Zheng heard the death-like silence, suddenly a salted fish stood up, rolled over with his life, rolled out of the range where Wei Yinzhuang could touch him, fell under the bed, and ran barefoot, "I won't eat, thank you, grandpa You play with themselves."

"...I asked you about dinner."

Qin Zheng slammed on the brakes at the door, hesitantly turned his head, and honestly confessed embarrassingly, "I don't fit my legs well, and I don't want to eat now."

After speaking, Qin Zheng came back by himself, continued to be paralyzed on the bed, pulled the quilt over his thighs and waist, and hid the red finger marks left on his skin again. "I'll lie down for a while."

"You haven't eaten all day, you're going to be tired, I'll feed you." Wei Yinzhuang covered him with the quilt.

Qin Zheng retracted into the quilt, only showing a pair of eyes, staring at him, his voice was muffled under the quilt, and he couldn't hear his emotions, "You may think that you have wronged me in the past, but you don't have to make it up to me in the future."

Wei Yinzhuang was taken aback.

Qin Zheng stretched out a hand from under the quilt and dragged Wei Yinzhuang's hand under the quilt, held it, and continued, "I hate time-limited things very much. You don't have to be too nice to me. We can go on like this forever. Bi I prefer something that lasts longer than something that is flashy and flashy."

"No, there will be no time limit for how I treat you..."

"I don't like burdens." Qin Zheng moved to his side and murmured, "I don't want to spend every day thinking about how to pay you back. Be more normal, you meet my needs, and I meet your needs. In this way, I won't be burdened." As for the pain, otherwise why should I be with you."

Wei Yinzhuang's heart turned cold.

He didn't trust Qin Zheng in the past, but now Qin Zheng really doesn't like him that much as he thought at the beginning.

Only when the relationship fades, the absurd issue of mutual arrears will be taken into account.

It was he who killed Qin Zheng's feelings.

Seeing that Wei Yinzhuang's expression was very bad, Qin Zheng suddenly realized that he had said something wrong again. He climbed out of the quilt and kissed him, and said softly, "You don't need to take what I say seriously. I don't think too much about what I say..."

Wei Yinzhuang raised his arms to hug him, and touched his emaciated spine, "After I'm gone, how were you in the last world?"

Last world?

Qin Zheng thought for a while, and answered according to his own thinking, "It's okay. After you left, I couldn't learn Chinese, so I went to participate in the math competition. I played ball and did the questions every day. After all the competitions, I left. "

"But 03 is gone." Qin Zheng frowned, "No one euthanized me, so I jumped off the building in the end."

"you you……"

"It's not very scary," Qin Zheng recalled the day he jumped off the building, and said honestly, "I was not in good health at the time, I didn't feel anything when I jumped, and I died very quickly."

Wei Yinzhuang suddenly felt cold too, his teeth chattering from the cold, clutching Qin Zheng, his mind went blank, only the words that Qin Zheng said that he jumped off the building rang repeatedly.But he grabbed something again, and asked almost fearfully, "Why are you in poor health?"

Qin Zheng had no intention of recalling the past little by little and telling Wei Yinzhuang about it. After all, it was not a good thing worth sharing.So he simply said, "I'm too tired from studying, and I don't have any recreational activities, so my body collapses."

"You're hiding it. Qin Zheng, tell me."

Qin Zheng smiled, "Is there anything I can tell you about the past? Isn't it over?"

Wei Yinzhuang tightened his grip on Qin Zheng, completely forcing him to answer, "The past has affected you to the present, do you think it's over?"

Qin Zheng was a little annoyed and tired of others forcing him to do something.

He broke Wei Yinzhuang's hand with great force and pushed him away. Qin Zheng went back to lie down and said slowly what Wei Yinzhuang asked, "I can't sleep. I went to play at night when I have nothing to do. My tendonitis got worse later. I didn't go." I saw it at the hospital, and it seemed that it was caused by other problems and became disabled. Later, I went on a hunger strike for a while to leave that world, and I didn’t feel anything when I jumped off the building.”

Qin Zheng looked at Wei Yinzhuang indifferently, and said, "I'm done talking, is there anything else I want to ask?"

Wei Yinzhuang couldn't breathe, he didn't dare to think of Qin Zheng jumping off the building, he didn't dare to think of Qin Zheng's death, but there was a voice telling him clearly that he forced Qin Zheng to death.

He said he loved Qin Zheng, but he drove Qin Zheng to death.

Like a string snapped.

Wei Yinzhuang couldn't think about anything anymore, rational or otherwise, he couldn't let himself go out and look at him and Qin Zheng with a critical eye.He just wanted to hug Qin Zheng and not let him have anything else.

Qin Zheng was hugged by him quietly. For a long time, his tone was very calm, so calm that it sounded cruel, "Wei Yinzhuang, I won't think about the past, and you don't have to think about it. I like being with you, and maybe I will I will still like you, but if you always think you owe me, or have other problems, I will be annoyed. Because I am not familiar with your appearance."

Before Qin Zheng could wait for Wei Yinzhuang to answer him, he suddenly heard the doorbell ring.

They didn't know much about where Qin Zheng lived. They were all school friends, and Pei Ziqing was the only one who would come to him suddenly.

Qin Zheng had a headache when he thought of Pei Ziqing. As a friend, he liked Pei Ziqing very much, but as a relationship beyond the meaning of a friend, Qin Zheng had nothing else to do except sleep with Pei Ziqing.

He didn't want to drag Pei Ziqing, he made it clear, but Pei Ziqing couldn't let go.

Qin Zheng would never let him go directly.

He was soft-hearted and couldn't say such words.

Qin Zheng kissed Wei Yinzhuang, pulled a pajamas from the side to put it on, got off the bed, and said, "Pei Ziqing has come to see me, please wait for me, and I will come back to sleep with you after he finishes talking."

"Qin Zheng." Wei Yinzhuang's voice trembled.

Qin Zheng felt a pain in his heart, pushed open the door and went out.

Qin Zheng opened the door, and Pei Ziqing was standing outside the door.

Pei Ziqing hugged him the moment he opened the door, hugged him very tightly, and asked incoherently and quickly, "Qin Zheng... shall we go to the hospital? Let's go to the hospital. You can't delay like this anymore."

When he came over at night, the first thing he said was to send him to the hospital.

Qin Zheng didn't know what was going on in Pei Ziqing's mind, so he pushed Pei Ziqing, but he didn't push, so he gave up and asked, "Why should I go to the hospital if I have nothing to do?"

"Qin Zheng, you need to take medicine now."

Qin Zheng understood, and asked with a smile, "Do you mean I'm mentally ill?"

"No...no!" Pei Ziqing was very sensitive to avoid provoking Qin Zheng, and immediately denied it, "I'm not saying you're mentally ill, I just think you need to take medicine to adjust your state now..."

In fact, Qin Zheng didn't care much about "I ate it, but I couldn't take it anymore."

Pei Ziqing was taken aback, "What kind of medicine have you taken?"

"The hospital prescribed a messy pile of pills," Qin Zheng pushed him away with a calm expression, "it said it would make me sleep better and be happier every day."

Then Qin Zheng laughed out loud, "I don't know if I'm happy or not. Anyway, after I ate, my hands began to shake, my reaction was slow, I couldn't remember things, I wanted to sleep every day but I couldn't sleep, so I had to go out to play ball every night."

Qin Zheng swept Pei Ziqing from head to toe, a little sarcastic, "I'm a professional with you, you should know that this kind of reaction is tantamount to killing me. Pei Ziqing, let me discuss something with you."

Pei Ziqing turned pale, "No... I know there will be side effects, but at least..."

Qin Zheng interrupted him and continued, "Let me discuss something with you."

"……What's up?"

Qin Zheng didn't show much emotion, nor did he seem to care too much, "Break off friendship with you. I won't see you in the future, you won't see me, you don't look for me, I won't look for you. I'll drop out after school starts, and pretend I don't know each other in the future. OK?"

"Qin Zheng!" Pei Ziqing grabbed his collar suddenly, but Qin Zheng's pajamas were loose and loose, and Pei Ziqing fell off as soon as he grabbed him. Qin Zheng was not wearing anything, and his body was full of finger marks and hickeys. Pei Ziqing's face turned pale when he saw it. opened hands.

Qin Zheng smiled, picked up his pajamas and put them on again, and said slyly, "I hang out with other people every day, why are you wasting time on me, have you agreed to break up the relationship now?"

Pei Ziqing clenched his hands tightly, trembling all over, as if on the verge of collapse.

Slowly, the corners of his eyes turned red, and tears fell drop by drop.

Qin Zheng reached out to wipe his tears, and Pei Ziqing's tears fell faster when he touched him.

Qin Zheng sighed, he missed his high school days, and said sincerely, "Pei Ziqing, if you had confessed to me in high school, I might be discussing with you now about immigrating to a foreign country and getting married. But now I do It's impossible with you, if you are very reluctant to part with me, I can sleep with you last time."

The front of the pajamas was untied, exposing Qin Zheng's collarbone and a piece of chest. Qin Zheng leaned over and kissed Pei Ziqing's face. The tears were salty on his lips, and Pei Ziqing stared at him intently.

Qin Zheng licked his lips and said, "I can go to bed with anyone. If you don't want to, then there's nothing to talk about. If you think I'm rubbish, then I don't think I'm good enough for you. It's better to break up, don't be so shameless."

Pei Ziqing slapped him, and Qin Zheng turned his head away from the slap, looked down at him and smiled.

Cut it in two, clean it up.

He was soft-hearted and couldn't see Pei Ziqing cutting off ties with his family for him and wasting time on him year after year.

He is uncomfortable.

But he can't cry either, because he speaks the words.

Just like when he was thrown away by Wei Yinzhuang, he couldn't cry, because Wei Yinzhuang threw him away, and he couldn't think of what Wei Yinzhuang did to him in the past, so that he had the face to hate him.

Pei Ziqing finally left, as if he couldn't see the light, with deep despair in his eyes.

Qin Zheng stood where he was and watched him go.

Seeing his buddies who have been shoulder to shoulder almost every day for five years are getting farther and farther away from him.

Will never contact him again.

What else does he have?

Qin Zheng thought for a while in a daze, but couldn't remember.

As a healthy living person, he seems to have a lot, but as an ordinary person with emotional needs, he seems to have nothing left.

So now he has to hold on to Wei Yinzhuang and not let him go.

Sao Liuhe trotted all the way over, circling around Qin Zheng's ankle, and ran away again after a few laps.

Qin Zheng watched Sao Liuhe run all the way, ran to the door of the room, ran to the man standing at the door, and started to circle around Qin Zheng like he did.

Wei Yinzhuang had been watching him at the door.

Pei Ziqing probably also saw Wei Yinzhuang.

Wei Yinzhuang's face was also pale, Qin Zheng associated Wei Yinzhuang's similar bad face with Pei Ziqing's, thought about what he said just now, walked up to Wei Yinzhuang, held his hand, and said lightly, "I will let him go." You don’t need to take it seriously, I only sleep with you. But I will drop out of school and be with you, whether it is cultivation or doing other things, I will accompany you.”

"..." Wei Yinzhuang was silent for a long time, and said hoarsely, "You don't have to do this."

Qin Zheng didn't know what he was referring to, so he said, "Pei Ziqing has to go. I won't drag him to hang him. We can't be friends in the future. Dropping out is my personal decision. I'm busy after school, and I want to accompany you."

Qin Zheng touched his face and said, "But if you abandon me in the future, I will have nothing else."

After finishing speaking, Qin Zhengjue felt that the atmosphere was too boring, he didn't like to make Wei Yinzhuang uncomfortable, so he leaned over and hugged him vaguely, "You and I should have a lot of things to do together... Wait for you to recover a bit, you Take me to an environment familiar to people like you, I want to know about your previous life."

Wei Yinzhuang kissed him unsteadily, as if he was afraid that he would run away, so Qin Zheng was ready to start flirting again, his hands fluttered from top to bottom.

Qin Zheng lowered his head and bit his teeth on Wei Yinzhuang's collarbone, and heard Wei Yinzhuang answer him, "Okay, I'll take you there."