The scumbag can't hold back his tears [Quick Transmigration]

Qin Zheng returned to his previous appearance, happily going here and there every day, still talking a lot, and still smiling and looking very happy every day.

Friends who had less frequent contact with Qin Zheng didn't even feel that Qin Zheng had changed.

Pei Ziqing almost thought in a daze that the current Qin Zheng was the same Qin Zheng from before, he didn't have the same appearance, he didn't have the same attitude as before, and he never had a lover that Pei Ziqing didn't know at all before.

But once a person has changed, it is impossible to change back easily.In the past, Pei Ziqing could still see what was wrong with Qin Zheng, but now he couldn't even tell what Qin Zheng was thinking, what he thought of him, how he looked at others, whether he still thought that no one should treat him well.

But Pei Ziqing didn't dare to ask Qin Zheng's thoughts easily, he was afraid that he would find out that Qin Zheng was still the same, and he didn't know what to do.

Qin Zheng didn't notice anything. He would go to school to participate in some short-term activities during the day, and he might stay at home with nothing to do. He continued to go out to play at night, sometimes with others, and sometimes by himself.

But whether he was with others or alone, in fact, in the end, in the middle of the night, he was the only one left.

Wei Yinzhuang is not in good health now. Qin Zheng thinks that if Wei Yinzhuang lives with him, he will take the responsibility of taking care of Wei Yinzhuang, and actively buys him wheelchairs, crutches, diapers and other necessary necessities for the elderly, weak, sick and disabled.

Wei Yinzhuang's face was not very good when he saw these things, and he coldly refused Qin Zheng to give him such things as diapers, telling him to leave him alone.

But it was impossible for Qin Zheng to ignore him, pestered him for a few days, and persuaded Wei Yinzhuang to use a wheelchair.

So Qin Zheng lived an old-age life of pushing Wei Yinzhuang out for a walk every day and evening, and leading Sao Liuhe together.

Wei Yinzhuang refused to name the little dog. Qin Zheng read Wei Yinzhuang's book for several days, and finally named the little yellow dog "Sao Liuhe". His surname was Qin, and the dog sounded like him. dog.

After coming back for more than a month, he went out to play every day. Now Qin Zheng began to feel uncomfortable in his Achilles tendon. It was the same in the last world. After playing for a long time, the tendonitis became very serious. In the end, he didn't run for more than a year.

Qin Zheng thought that Wei Yinzhuang would not be able to stand up for a long time. If he had difficulty moving, he would not be able to push Wei Yinzhuang out for a walk every day. He could not be irresponsible to Wei Yinzhuang.

So Qin Zheng suspended playing ball at night, and obediently sat on the sofa every night until he wanted to go back to sleep.

Because he thinks he has to take care of Wei Yinzhuang, Qin Zheng is now learning how to cook.

In fact, it’s not that he doesn’t know how to cook at all, it’s just that he’s very good at cooking. When he was in middle school, he lived on campus and at home. When he was in college, he ate in the cafeteria and took out food. s level.

But Qin Zheng learned quickly, and in a few days he could almost cook, but the taste was mediocre, and Wei Yinzhuang didn't know how to eat it.

But this did not detract from Qin Zheng's enthusiasm for cooking. Every day, he pushed Wei Yinzhuang's place for a walk, from a park to a supermarket, and returned home with a bagful of fruits, vegetables and fish every day.

That is, the next morning, I have to walk alone to scan Liuhe.

More than half of the summer vacation is over.

Today, Qin Zheng was helping his tutor at school until after four o'clock in the afternoon, bought a cup of milk tea downstairs and went home.

As soon as he opened the door, Sao Liuhe rushed towards Qin Zheng, circling around his ankles, yelling thinly and sharply as he circled, Qin Zheng took off his shoes, and Sao Liuhe went back Licked his ankle.

A dog is like a master, and a master is like a dog.Qin Zheng came back every day to look at Sao Liuhe, and always felt that he was no different from Sao Liuhe.

Qin Zheng didn't care much, he took Sao Liuhe aside with the nape of his neck, went to the living room and leaned down to kiss Wei Yinzhuang, he had just drank milk tea, his lips were still sweet, and he brought that sweetness to Wei Yinzhuang's mouth wetly inside.

Every day Qin Zheng went out and came back at different times, but Wei Yinzhuang was always waiting for him in the living room in a wheelchair.

Just like when Qin Zheng was in school.

It's just that Wei Yinzhuang hadn't been injured at that time, and Qin Zheng hadn't raised a dog yet, so he focused all his attention on the matter of going back and circling around Wei Yinzhuang.

Now it is impossible for Wei Yinzhuang to wear a thin layer of shirt like before, the shirt will show his dilapidated body under the material, so now he is always wearing a black robe, covering him from neck to calf.

Qin Zheng straightened his clothes and said with a smile, "I still want to go to the supermarket today, can you come with me?"

Wei Yinzhuang stared straight at him, seemed very uncomfortable, his face turned pale again, he seemed to have something to say to Qin Zheng, but in the end he only agreed to Qin Zheng's going to the supermarket "OK."

Under Sao Liuhe's expectant and ignorant gaze, Qin Zheng threw it into the cloth basket and pushed Wei Yinzhuang out the door.

The supermarket is one block away, medium and large, and it takes about 10 minutes to walk.

When Qin Zheng came to the supermarket, he usually went straight to the snacks, yogurt and instant food section, but since he and Wei Yinzhuang lived together again, after he changed his mind and decided to change his past, he has the consciousness to go to the vegetable section first.

In fact, he eats everything he cooks alone, but when Wei Yinzhuang looks at him, his feeling is very different from that of him eating alone. Except that his cooking skills are much higher, it seems to be the same as before.

Qin Zheng picked out a round cabbage and a handful of spinach, squatted in front of Wei Yinzhuang and asked, "Which of these two vegetables is easier to stir-fry?"

Wei Yinzhuang stretched out his hand to touch his face, Qin Zheng rubbed his palm very naturally, Wei Yinzhuang slowly answered him "Spinach is easy to cook, but it's not difficult."

Qin Zheng nodded, threw both dishes into the shopping cart, and stood up, "Okay, thank you."

Qin Zheng never said thank you to him before.

Wei Yinzhuang's hands trembled a little, and his heart twitched.

He didn't know what Qin Zheng thought of him now, or that since he saw Qin Zheng again, he couldn't see Qin Zheng's thoughts——

So Wei Yinzhuang didn't know whether Qin Zheng was treating him as his lover or his master.

One is almost impossible, and the other seems to be stabbing his heart.

He never wanted to be his master.

Qin Zheng kept his expression as usual, wandering from the vegetable section to the fruit section, and then to the fresh produce section, each picking and choosing something he threw into the shopping cart.Not as good as Pei Ziqing, he doesn't know how to choose ingredients, he just chooses whichever one looks good.

While looking at the items on the shelf, Qin Zheng threw in a few packs of potato chips, and asked Wei Yinzhuang, "Is there anything you want to eat? I'm not good at cooking, but I can help you go out and buy."

"No."

Qin Zheng was a little curious, and looked down at him, "I've been living with you for half a month, do you have any other needs?"

Wei Yinzhuang didn't know how to answer him, so he could only say "No."

"Taoist priests are really different from ordinary people," Qin Zheng sighed, knelt down and patted his face, "You were like this before, I have never seen you need anything... If it wasn't that you can't do it now, I might ask Haunt you and beg you to come to me, so that I can't satisfy you like this now."

"No... I don't need you to satisfy me," Wei Yinzhuang suddenly grabbed Qin Zheng's hand, "Qin Zheng, don't think of me that way."

Qin Zheng was a little dazed, and kissed him, "Isn't it right?"

"wrong."

"But you miss me too."

"Qin Zheng..." Wei Yinzhuang took a short breath, his voice rough and hoarse, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, don't..."

"Hush—let's go." Qin Zheng poked Wei Yinzhuang's face obediently, relying on his appearance, "We are together now, it's okay."

"Qin Zheng!"

"Can I continue to call you grandpa these messy names in the future?" Qin Zheng asked him with a smile, "I still want to be the same as before. I don't like you, but I really like being by your side like before."

Wei Yinzhuang gasped for breath, his Qi and blood became confused, his meridian pain made him pale.

He leaned back, he couldn't tell whether it was the wounds left by Ghost Night that made him dizzy with pain, or Qin Zheng's appearance and what Qin Zheng said made him dizzy.

He doesn't know how to love, which leads to this.

Now he has no time to care about the distrust caused by his lover's youth, he only wants Qin Zheng to be better now, Wei Yinzhuang doesn't expect him to be like a fool like before, he only hopes that Qin Zheng can be normal.

No more curling up on the couch night after night.

Holding the last bit of hope, Wei Yinzhuang asked, "I'll start over, can I be your lover?"

But Qin Zheng's answer made him see no hope, "We are now."

Qin Zheng stood up, picked up a pack of cheese-flavored potato chips, and then a pack of plain-flavored potato chips, and said slowly, "I'm not particularly dissatisfied with my desires, I can bear it. So I can always be by your side, Your life is much longer than mine, and I can stay with you until you recover from your injury, and if you haven't recovered until I die, then I can accompany you until the day I die."

A mouthful of blood gushed out of his throat, Wei Yinzhuang squeezed the armrest of the wheelchair, he should have a lot to say to Qin Zheng, but he didn't know where to start, he could only murmur "You won't die, I won't let you die. I can't help you, but I can find someone to help you practice..."

Qin Zheng didn't want him to continue talking, so he kissed him again, and said affectionately, "It's enough to sweep Liuhe for a lifetime, and I am the same, grandpa."

"It's not the same, how could you be like a dog??!"

Qin Zheng licked his earlobe and whispered, "Stop talking, let's go home."

"Qin Zheng..." Wei Yinzhuang began to tremble.

"I'm going to pay the bill, and when you get better, I still hope you can hug me to sleep... just for a while." Qin Zheng said honestly, "So don't have any mood swings because of me, I hope you get better soon .”

Wei Yinzhuang finally couldn't bear it anymore, a little blood overflowed from the corner of his mouth.

Qin Zheng was stunned for a moment, and unconsciously leaned forward again, licking off the blood, a little flustered, "I won't talk anymore, I'll go to pay the bill and go home with you now, don't..."

Qin Zheng couldn't speak half of the words.

Because he doesn't know what to pick up next.

angry?sad?Bother me?

He didn't know either.

"You wait here for me, I'll go to pay the bill, and I'll come back and take you away..." Qin Zheng really didn't want to see what happened to Wei Yinzhuang, he was a little regretful and messed up with Wei Yinzhuang, talking about a bunch of useless things to provoke him Upset, "I'll be right back."

Wei Yinzhuang took Qin Zheng's hand and looked at him desperately.

His hands have been as cold as death since the injury.

Qin Zheng didn't know what to do, so he pushed the shopping cart away, "Then I won't buy anything, I'll go with you now. Don't do this, don't cause trouble, I'm afraid something will happen to you."

When Wei Yinzhuang spoke, blood would flow from his mouth, he couldn't open his mouth, so he could only pull Qin Zheng helplessly like a child.

Qin Zheng saw that his eyes were red.

Wei Yinzhuang cried.

Qin Zheng had never seen Wei Yinzhuang cry, and Wei Yinzhuang crying was even more inconceivable than his full score in the language test.

His mind went blank for a moment, he didn't know how he forced Wei Yinzhuang into such a state.

He didn't know what he did wrong like an idiot again.

Qin Zheng covered Wei Yinzhuang's eyes in a panic to prevent him from seeing him, and stammered, "I, I won't talk nonsense in the future, and I won't pull you out to do things you don't want to do, and I won't ask You are talking nonsense, I can do whatever you want with me, I will listen to you...don't cry, don't bother me. Let's go home. "

Qin Zheng carefully moved his hand away.

Wei Yinzhuang had already closed his eyes, not to let Qin Zheng see him in such a mess.

Qin Zheng felt very sorry for him, kissed his eyelids in frustration, got up to push the wheelchair, and dared not speak any more.

Finally, I went to the supermarket today, and Qin Zheng didn't buy anything, but fortunately, one or two meals a day is enough for him, and it doesn't matter if he doesn't eat at night.

Back home, Sao Liuhe was furious and couldn't wait to pounce on Qin Zheng's trousers and started circling around him and Wei Yinzhuang again.

Qin Zheng wanted to comfort Wei Yinzhuang, but after looking at him, he felt that it was humiliating for him to comfort Wei Yinzhuang not to cry. Wei Yinzhuang must regard crying as a very shameful thing, and he couldn't poke people's feet.

Qin Zheng could only silently prepare dog food for Sao Liuhe. Sao Liuhe was still young and could only eat the powder made from dog food. Qin Zheng secretly looked at Wei Yinzhuang while adding water to the powder.

Wei Yinzhuang kept staring at him, the corners of his eyes were still red.

It was getting dark, maybe it was because of the cold white light in the room, Qin Zheng saw that Wei Yinzhuang's face was as pale as the day he fainted in front of him.

Qin Zheng was a little bored. When he saw Wei Yinzhuang was seriously injured, he just felt sad for a person like Wei Yinzhuang who looked so miserable.

But seeing Wei Yinzhuang's mentality as if he was about to shatter today, his heart hurts.

He couldn't remember exactly when it became like this.

Sao Liuhe happily buried his entire forehead in the dog bowl, wagging his fat tail.

Qin Zheng walked in front of Wei Yinzhuang, he thought he shouldn't talk nonsense, but when he was next to Wei Yinzhuang, he couldn't hold back, "I'm serious, I will accompany you until the day of hello or my death... I won't do anything else, Do not worry."

Wei Yinzhuang stared at him, and took Qin Zheng's hand. His hand was very cold, and he pulled Qin Zheng towards him little by little.

Qin Zheng leaned towards him, but he didn't know how close Wei Yinzhuang wanted him to be, so he could only let Wei Yinzhuang pull him over. He leaned on the armrest of the wheelchair, with his knees resting on Wei Yinzhuang's knees, to keep himself from falling on Wei Yinzhuang. body.

Wei Yinzhuang clasped his hand, interlaced his fingers, slowly raised his almost fleshless right arm, put it around Qin Zheng's waist, and said in a hoarse voice, "I will listen to you, kiss you, hug you, and sleep with you in the future." ...I beg you, please don't think I'm treating you like a dog anymore..."

He began to tremble again, his chest trembled, and his eyes became more and more red, but he didn't turn his head any more, and just stared at Qin Zheng in a daze, panting, as if every word was cut on him, "It's not like that." , I used to be too conceited, I was too old for you, I didn't trust you...but I never looked down on you, never thought you were bad, I don't bother you..."

Qin Zheng's mind became confused again.

He didn't want to think about these things, he just wanted to be with Wei Yinzhuang very simply.

It doesn't matter what Wei Yinzhuang thinks of him or how he treats him.

The nominal lovers actually just want to live together for a long time, Wei Yinzhuang is willing to promise him, he has nothing to be dissatisfied with.

If Wei Yinzhuang is better, he is also relieved.

He is quite happy now.

Knowing that Qin Zheng didn't listen, Wei Yinzhuang begged desperately, "I never bother you, you are my most important person, I..." He never confessed, but the confession was useless, "Qin Zheng, I love you. "

Qin Zheng kissed him and said with a smile, "Okay, I love you too, go and rest."

Wei Yinzhuang clenched Qin Zheng's hand tightly.

Qin Zheng wanted to kiss him elsewhere, but the position was inconvenient, so he hesitated and asked, "Can I sleep with you tonight?"

Wei Yinzhuang showed a little embarrassment, Qin Zheng roughly guessed what he was thinking, and leaned into his ear, "I don't want to have sex with you, I just want to sleep next to you, just hug me."

As he talked, Qin Zheng smiled, "I don't like being fucked that much."

Qin Zheng washed up and went to bed very early today.

It used to be around three or four o'clock in the middle of the night, but today at seven o'clock, Qin Zheng hugged the pillow and quilt, moved it to Wei Yinzhuang's bed, and then helped Wei Yinzhuang lie on the bed.

The black robe still covered Wei Yinzhuang's entire body, and he was half leaning on the bed.

Qin Zheng took off only his underwear, crawled up to him, knelt and sat beside him obediently, and asked, "Do you need to change?"

Wei Yinzhuang stared at Qin Zheng, with urgent and heavy desire hidden in his eyes, and said hoarsely, "No need."

Qin Zheng regretted taking off his underwear, because he didn't like wearing pajamas when he slept alone. He thought that he had done it with Wei Yinzhuang many times, so it didn't matter if he took it off, but Wei Yinzhuang looked at him like this , Qin Zheng subconsciously recalled how he was in Wei Yinzhuang before.

Qin Zheng felt that something was wrong, so he quickly lay down, grabbed a corner of the quilt and covered his stomach, "Then I'm going to sleep."

"En." Wei Yinzhuang still stared at his body, sitting leaning, not moving.

Qin Zheng couldn't help but glanced at him. Wei Yinzhuang was very good-looking, both in bone and skin. When he looked up, he could just see his much thinner jaw and Adam's apple.

So Qin Zheng couldn't hold back again, got up, and kissed Wei Yinzhuang's Adam's apple. He wanted to kiss him here before, but it was not convenient.He sucked the bulge of his Adam's apple and licked it a few times, making Wei Yinzhuang's neck wet.

Wei Yinzhuang raised his chin cooperatively, revealing the place where Qin Zheng wanted to kiss, and put his hand on Qin Zheng's waist habitually.

But when he touched Qin Zheng's warm, bare skin, and remembered his current situation, he quickly withdrew his hand, never touching Qin Zheng's body again, and only allowed Qin Zheng to kiss him here and there.

Qin Zheng was in a daze for a while.

In the past, Wei Yinzhuang would go to him at such times, but not now, and he is not used to it.

Although he hated being raped by a man, or could not accept it at all, if it was Wei Yinzhuang, even now, Qin Zheng found that he still seemed to have the desire to have sex with Wei Yinzhuang.

Qin Zheng sighed, Xianyu rolled over to one side, lying on the bed, and asked shamelessly, "Will you still fuck me when you're better?"

Before Wei Yinzhuang could answer, Qin Zheng said to himself, "But I will not be young at that time, maybe 40 or [-] years old, which is a pity."

Qin Zheng's eyes showed a hint of longing, "Will you hug me now?"

Wei Yinzhuang's breath became hasty, and his cold hands were clenched on Qin Zheng's shoulders. It was easy to leave traces on Qin Zheng's body, and a light red finger mark appeared after a while.

Qin Zheng turned his head, pulled Wei Yinzhuang's hand over, and wrapped his index finger in his mouth.

"Qin Zheng, come here."