two-way straight girl

"She exhorted. She trusted Ji Yuanshan inexplicably, probably because Ji Yuanshan helped her guard a humble and small secret together.

After handing over the key, she suddenly understood the intention of Mr. Ji telling her not to tell Ji Zhoubai that he liked her, and then giving her such a huge benefit.

Sure enough, Ji Yuanshan was smarter than her and could see clearly than her.

The elders are extraordinarily roundabout and gentle when they reject people.

Release the key, and the boy's big hand wraps it in.

It was as if the dust had settled.

She packed her schoolbag and carried it behind her back, looked at the time, and slept for more than half an hour.

Although puzzled, Ji Yuanshan is always smart, he sees a lot, does a lot, talks a little, and doesn't ask too many questions, so the two parted ways.

My heart was empty, like an abandoned dog.She felt that she was thinking badly, but she couldn't help but feel sorry for herself.

Going home, I feel empty again, and wandering in the streets is very unscrupulous.

But she was still on the way home, hanging her head close to the side of the road, and she didn't pay attention to a bicycle that was riding side by side all the time.

She didn't see it until she walked too slowly, the bicycle wobbled and almost fell, and the boy ouched.

"Zhou Yangliu?" She was surprised. Seeing him lift up the bicycle, she felt a little guilty, "You live near here?"

"I'm going to study in the library." Zhou Yangliu pushed the cart beside her.

"There is a library in the county?" Lin Mu smiled. She was born and raised in Luhua, so why didn't she know?

"Yes, but it looks like a dilapidated study room, and the person applying for the certificate takes half a year's leave, and the place is remote, so no one goes there. Where are you going with your schoolbag?"

"Go home." Lin Mu tightly strapped his schoolbag, and was very interested in the library.The school library is just a decoration, she has never been to it before, she is yearning for it, and she is a little absent-minded about going home.But after all, he didn't want to owe Zhou Yangliu anything, so he held back and moved on.

"Why are you going home? It's rare that we met today. The library is not far away. Let's take a look before going back." Zhou Yangliu seemed to be bewitching her.

"I'll find it myself another day."

"Hey, I have a certificate, it's rare to meet you, don't worry about being so clear, it's not me selling you favors, it doesn't count!" Zhou Yangliu patted the back seat, "We study together, if we can go to a university by then, Wouldn't it be nice for you to think about me again? Anyway, I'm not in a hurry, gentlemen don't insult girls."

"Indecent boy?" She let go and made a joke.

The boy exclaimed: "You say that, I'm a straight man."

She jumped onto the back seat of the bicycle, holding her schoolbag tightly in one hand, and supporting Zhou Yangliu's shoulder with the other.The two were walking unsteadily on the street, and she was not ashamed to ask, "What is a straight man?"

"You don't know about homosexuality? That's right, homosexuality is crooked, we normal people are straight, men are straight men, and women are straight women." Zhou Yangliu is rare to be able to impart knowledge to Lin Mu, a good student. Easy to understand.

The listener is interested, and sits in the seat by himself.Lin Mu thought to himself, except for Ji Yuanshan, no one thinks she is normal, right?

In such a correspondence, she herself is curvy, so Ji Zhoubai is straight.

Thinking about it like this brought tears to my eyes.

She's really abnormal, she's going crazy.

How can an abnormal person pretend to be normal?The boy is also very good, she feels sorry for him.

"How do you know this?"

"Go online, the Internet has everything."

Lin Mu wrote it down silently, but he was embarrassed to ask again. Instead, the boy realized that she had never touched a computer before, so he explained: "The Internet is a good thing. Go back to the Internet cafe next time. I will teach you how to surf the Internet. There are many things on the Internet. Master, there are free learning materials, but you have to print them out."

Internet cafes are like scourges, and reports about overcoming Internet addiction come one after another. Lin Mu never thought that Internet cafes can also be useful for learning.Even when Li Xiaochuan and Ji Yuanshan went to the Internet cafe to play games, she was worried that they died there suddenly like news reports.

"how much is it?"

"We're all underage now. It's easy to get caught during the day, and it's seven yuan a night."

got caught?Lin Mu was taken aback.

"Are you arrested by the police? Go to jail?"

"No, just call to find the school, and then to the parents, and the criticism and education will be released after a while." The boy stopped the bicycle, "Here we are."

The library in the county seat is in a deep alley, and a big smelly garbage bin outside drove away many students who came to gain knowledge. Museum" five words, you can't see it unless you look carefully.The thick green curtain was pulled open, and it was dark inside.

The boy entered the door, took out his reader card, said something to the administrator, and let Lin Mu in.

When the administrator turned on the light, it was only a little bit brighter inside. There were four or five bookshelves, and some outdated newspapers were scattered here and there, and a dozen long tables were lined up side by side, and there was no one there.

Lin Mu put down his schoolbag, and Zhou Yangliu suddenly pointed to the corner: "I told someone that the computer can be used for a while. Let's go, I will teach you to surf the Internet."

A huge white mahjong tile-like thing stood on the table in the corner, and it looked like a rear-projection TV. There were a few things under the table, and when the table was opened, there were keyboards, mice, and dusty mouse pads.

The boy told her which one was the monitor, which one was the mouse, which one was the mainframe, and what they were for, and then asked Lin Mu to sit down, turn it on, and the screen lit up.

windows2000

When she turned her head, the boy took her hand, held it on the mouse, and tapped it lightly. It was a strange world.

Just as he was about to withdraw his hand, the boy had already let go, said how about the left button and right button, and then started dialing up to surf the Internet.

Afraid of damaging the computer, Lin Mu listened carefully to the boy's instructions and opened something called a browser.

"You can search for whatever you want, just like looking up a dictionary."

"How... type?"

"Do you have a VCD at home? I have a Wubi typing tutorial. What do you want to check today?"

Lin Mu was as ignorant as a newborn child, new and curious, but he didn't dare to touch it too much. He shook his head: "I didn't think of what to check."

"Well, you see, pinyin typing is also possible, but now office workers use Wubi, there is one there, Jinshan Typingtong, this will teach you. And look at the list of radicals in the dictionary, you study for a while, and then remember Table of radicals, more practice, you will be able to."

She was slowly learning to type, Zhou Yangliu corrected her finger position, and when she was gradually learning, she heard Ji Zhoubai's voice: "Here, here! Li Xiaochuan!"

Lin Mu lowered his head, as if he didn't hear it, and focused on the monitor, his fingers were like robots, adapting to this wonderful new thing.

The key fell on the computer desk with a snap, and Ji Zhoubai had already come over, but he just breathed heavily and didn't speak.

Zhou Yangliu said, "Why are you here?"

"Did your family drive here?" Ji Zhoubai was extremely arrogant.

Lin Mu tapped the keyboard slowly, but ignored them.

Zhou Yangliu put his hands on the back of Lin Mu's chair: "I'm teaching Lin Mu to type, and you are here too. What a coincidence, there are still vacancies over there."

"I want to play computer too." Ji Zhoubai said.

Lin Mu paused, looked down at the keyboard silently, stared at the keyboard for a long time, then suddenly got up: "Let's go, Zhou Yangliu."

The author has something to say: I went to the computer room for the first time in elementary school in 06. The computer room was still windows98, and I switched to xp when I graduated.

I don't want to set a time limit for this article, but it was probably between 2001 and 2005. At that time, I was too young, and the things I remembered could only be pushed forward from elementary school, and the overall memory was very broad.

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thank you all!

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"Where are you going!" Ji Zhoubai grabbed her.

Lin Mu turned his eyes away and sighed softly.

Ji Zhoubai let go of her: "No one has ever dared to be angry with me!"

"I'm not angry." Lin Mu blushed again, she just didn't like herself, she didn't like such an abnormal, humble, cowardly self.

"Ji Zhoubai, you're going too far, she's not your little follower, you're chasing after her aggressively—" Zhou Yangliu defended Lin Mu.

"It's none of your business! If it weren't for me, you wouldn't be able to see her at all!"

Ji Zhou roared at Zhou Yangliu in vain.She was very angry, obviously she came first, why Zhou Yangliu took the opportunity to teach Lin Mu how to learn computer.

"We are classmates in junior high school." Zhou Yangliu helped Lin Mu pull away Ji Zhoubai's hand, "And who are you?"

It hurt Ji Zhoubai.

16-year-old Ji Zhoubai doesn't know why she has such possessiveness.She is not even Lin Mu's best friend.

Moreover, how did she know that Zhou Yangliu was Lin Mu's junior high school classmate!If she knew, she would never have taken her to the match against Lu Wenjie.

She was so angry that she wanted to solve the problem in the usual way.

"Li Xiaochuan, hit him!" Behind her were Ji Yuanshan and Li Xiaochuan.

Lin Mu grabbed the key on the computer desk, took Ji Zhoubai's hand, stuffed it in, and rolled back four fingers.

Neither Li Xiaochuan nor Ji Yuanshan dared to move.

Ji Zhoubai was crushed all of a sudden: "Are you going to break up with me?"

She was almost begging, a little pitiful, and looked at Lin Mu helplessly, trying to make her change her mind.

She was just too angry, thinking that Lin Mu would open the door forcibly like he usually forcibly corrects her papers, and then she would sneer and sarcastic, and then offer her a table of delicious food made by grandpa.

Ji Zhoubai is a coward at all, she dare not lose Lin Mu at all.

She didn't expect that Lin Mu really left and returned the key.

The first time was impulsive, but the second time, Lin Mu defended Zhou Yangliu and returned the key with his own hands.

The meaning is quite different, as if he was saying to Ji Zhoubai, "You are so self-willed, too much, and you don't deserve any friends".

It seems that in the next second, Lin Mu and Zhou Yangliu are best friends.

No matter what cat or dog, Zhou Mengmeng, Zhou Yangliu, they are all better than her.

Even when he found Lin Mu this time, it was Ji Yuanshan who thought about it: "She can't go home now, and she doesn't like to play. Think about it, it should be in a bookstore or a library."

After looking for five bookstores in the whole county, Ji Zhoubai didn't think of this dilapidated library until she thought of herself as not being a good friend at all.

However, Ji Zhoubai was too proud, even though she was so pitiful, she still held back, with a straight face, as if she was about to fight with others.

Lin Mu cried instead.

Lin Mu is a crybaby, he sheds tears at every turn, and every moment of tears seems to be wrong, but Lin Mu always cries in a reasonable way.

The sleeves were also wet, Lin Mu wiped his tears with his sleeves, Zhou Yangliu handed over a handkerchief, and Ji Zhoubai touched his whole body without a tissue.And even if she took it out, the handkerchief looked gentle, and she was embarrassed again.

Wiping away his tears, Lin Mu held the handkerchief in his palm, and slowly smoothed and folded it.The eye sockets were red, but it had stopped.

Zhou Yangliu said: "Ji Zhoubai, you are not Lin Mu's good friend at all. I think you just use her. She studies well. You use her to study. You hurt people's self-esteem without even apologizing. You didn't talk to Lu Wenjie anyway. Well, I'm not afraid of you now, anyway—”

As soon as he turned his head, Lin Mu had already let these people go out, Zhou Yangliu's words stopped abruptly.

"I didn't use her!" Ji Zhoubai hated himself for being pointed at by this person, making irresponsible remarks, hated that he was right and couldn't argue with it, and hated himself for being wronged. He rushed out with the key and struggled towards the trash can Throw, throw into that piece of dirty and smelly garbage, and I don't know who to yell at, "Would you like it! I'll throw it away!"

Lin Mu was clearly not far from her, but she yelled at the trash can.

Zhou Yangliu rushed out to protect Lin Mu, turned to look at Ji Zhoubai, and shook his head.

Lin Mu felt that his liking was very hard.You can't cross the boundary, you have to hide, and you're not willing to hide, and you're not reconciled to release, there is only pain anyway.

Loving someone is really sad.She walked to the trash can, bent down to look for the bunch of keys, the keys were hard to find, and the cards were relatively big, she leaned over to turn into the trash can, but Ji Zhoubai grabbed her.

Ji Zhoubai walked over by stepping on the trash, and pushed her away: "Don't you want it!"

Both of them stink badly.

"Ji Zhoubai—" Lin Mu almost begged.

What does Ji Zhoubai want?What is Ji Zhoubai forcing her to do?She didn't know that she liked her at all, and even the bottom line went down many layers. She didn't study on Saturdays and Sundays and came out to mess around, which was completely unimaginable before.

What else is she going to do?Can some god take back her love?

Just be an ordinary classmate, neither far nor near, isn't it just right?

Why is it more painful when you get closer?If there is a one-in-a-million possibility, what kind of God has pity on her and Ji Zhoubai to have such a possibility, wouldn't it be more uncomfortable?

But Ji Zhoubai softened his tone: "I found it, can you accept it? Don't embarrass me - I don't, I don't want to bully you -"

When Lin Mu didn't comment, Ji Zhoubai, who was always clean, fragrant and soft, jumped into the trash can that was half the height of a person, and disappeared when he bent down. Li Xiaochuan was about to rush in, but was grabbed by Ji Yuanshan. People fight together.

A farce.

Lin Mu felt guilty for a while.

If she could restrain herself better, wouldn't these people be implicated?

It's all her fault, if she is a normal person, she didn't have that strange liking...

But the typing method I just learned suddenly flashed in my mind.

She slowly rehearsed it in her head.

Search: cure homosexuality

With a sudden slap on the head, she swallowed with difficulty, the tears were from real affection, or from the stench on her body.

She tilted her head: "Zhou Yangliu, am I weird?"

"Ji Zhoubai is weird. As soon as we enter the door, let's ignore her. I don't think her possessiveness is like a good friend." Zhou Yangliu didn't dislike the smell on her body, and gently pulled her, even him It also stinks.

"Do you still like me?" Lin Mu felt very cold and hugged himself tightly.

"Of course." Zhou Yangliu adjusted his glasses, a little embarrassed, "What's the matter, I just protect it casually, I don't mean to make you owe me a favor, don't take it to heart, even if other girls are bullied by this kind of bullying I will protect girls who bully me, so don't feel like you owe me favors."

"Let's try." Lin Mu knew that his depravity would not bottom out.

The two boys who were fighting also stopped.As if hearing something terrible, Ji Yuanshan exclaimed, "Lin Mu—"

"But I don't like you, I can't like people. I'm sorry—" Lin Mu wanted to change his words again, but the tears didn't live up to it. She didn't dare to look at Ji Zhoubai, as if it was a kind of betrayal.

But she was afraid of her feelings for Ji Zhoubai.Terrible, brings trouble, brings change, brings unknown, brings pain—

She is a pervert.

When she heard that the boy didn't answer, she felt that she was meaner than before.

Hold yourself tight, reluctantly pick up your schoolbag and go out, trying to escape from this land of right and wrong.

The boy suddenly grabbed her: "Let's try—don't be afraid."

Ji Zhoubai found the key without distraction, raised his head covered in filth, and saw and heard this scene.

She struggled to throw the key out: "Lin Mu—are you crazy! I told you that Zhou Yangliu is not good!"

Ji Yuanshan silently picked up the key, wiped it, wrapped it in toilet paper and put it in his pocket.

Stumbling out of the garbage heap, she was almost between the two of them.

Lin Mu still had to leave.

"We won't be friends anymore if you go out!" Ji Zhoubai threatened like a child.

Zhou Yangliu said: "It's just right, let's draw a clear line with you." Then, he pushed the bicycle and drove Lin Mu out.

Lin Mu turned his head and kept looking at her.

"I was wrong—" Ji Zhoubai chased him out, "I'm just a bastard——I don't know my mind, why are you gone... Who will save our class when you leave! I apologize, I apologize! I I won't shut you out again! I won't say harsh words anymore—"

However, Zhou Yangliu seemed to feel that her monologue was very annoying, so he pedaled the bicycle faster.

Lin Mu still looked at Ji Zhoubai who was chasing him.

Ji Zhoubai ran hysterically like a crazy woman, the zippers of his clothes were unraveled.

Running like this will catch a cold, she thought subconsciously, and drove out her worthless thoughts again.

are we friends?

She wanted to hear Ji Zhoubai's answer to this question.

But she didn't ask, she heard Ji Zhoubai shout: "Why are you so narrow-minded—it's fucking hard to be friends with you——"

The bicycle turned a corner, and the last thing she heard Ji Zhoubai's voice was: "Then you and the wild man go away! As long as you can! Don't come back after you go! I will hit you every time I see you in the future!"

"You like Ji Zhoubai!" Zhou Yangliu also saw it.

Everyone can see that Lin Mu likes Ji Zhoubai.

Lin Mu cried uncontrollably again.

"I will help you. Besides, even if homosexuality is not a disease, I heard that it is very hard to catch up straight. You will never get rewarded for your life. Besides, how can homosexuality have a future? Many children have a little Tendency, won’t you still get married later? Don’t be afraid, I like you, just try to like me, don’t worry about it, we will get along slowly, and you will definitely forget Ji Zhoubai. And even if you like girls, like her Why, she knows how to use people. I heard about her when I was in junior high school. When do you think she fights by herself? They are all from Li Xiaochuan and Ji Yuanshan. If you hang on to others, you will be at a disadvantage if you like her. "

Lin Mu wanted to refute, but his position changed and he couldn't refute, so he had to put aside the topic: "I want to go home and take a shower."

"I send you."

She gave her address, and the boy drove her back by bike.

Fortunately, my mother was in the supermarket all day and would not come out, otherwise her legs would be broken.

"You don't have many classes next Friday afternoon. Let's do English papers together at four o'clock. I'll wait for you at the gate of your school." Zhou Yangliu made an agreement with her.

"I'm sorry." She apologized anyway.

"It's okay, and after going to school, if Ji Zhoubai bullies you, just tell me."

"us……"

"It's too late for you to withdraw it. Just try it. It's really nothing. I won't touch you. If you're not happy, just tell me. That's right, wait a minute."

The boy stopped the car, asked her for a piece of thick white paper, took a ruler, and drew her a keyboard diagram with a book pad.

On the F and J keys, he drew two circles: "Here, put the index fingers of both hands here, so that there will be no mess. You can use this exercise when you are bored, and you don't need to look at the keyboard at that time." typed."

She took it, afraid of getting it dirty, and slowly put it into the bag: "Thank you."

"You're welcome, bye."

Zhou Yangliu rode away, and Lin Mu seemed to have exhausted all his strength. He dragged his two stone legs upstairs, took off his coat and soaked in the basin. There was no hot water at this time, so he took a shower with cold water.

Shivering from the cold, she changed into her pajamas, washed her clothes, brushed her schoolbag, covered them all in plastic bags and hung them on the balcony to dry. her tape.

It seemed to be a singer named Faye Wong, with a nice voice and a nice song, but the lyrics page was missing when it was delivered, so she couldn't understand it.

She is missing Ji Zhoubai.

With a click, the tape is ejected and replaced with an English word.

That tape was secretly recorded by Ji Zhoubai again, with Eason Chan on side A and Faye Wong on side B.And she only saw the names of these two people on the cover page of the notebook sold in the store, she didn't look at them carefully, and she didn't know them.

She locked the tape in the drawer, and sorted out the textbooks that Ji Zhou gave her in vain.

But she has done a lot of questions and can't return them.

i'm willing for you i'm willing for you

I would be banished to sky for you

She lay down on her arms, feeling humble and unworthy.

I don't deserve to have this kind of feeling.

Even if I like it, I can't give it anything.

I can't forget the way Ji Zhoubai angrily threw out the key, then jumped into the trash can to pick it up again.

Chasing after her betrayed bike strode.

Maybe Ji Zhoubai once regarded her as a friend

Right.

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Thank you so much!It's great to have you in this cold world!

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This semester, the situation changed, she regretted being entangled with Ji Zhoubai, and regretted that she made a slip of the tongue and said something bad about the art student, which made Ji Zhoubai turn her back.

One glance, I can't pick it up, I can't put it down.

Lin Mu didn't know how he should face today.

Mom didn't know the turmoil in her heart, or she left after putting away the two lunch boxes, she didn't put them in her schoolbag, and she didn't put them in.

Even afraid to go to school.

Outside of study, it was like a void, Lin Mu had never fallen so deeply.

She has been ups and downs in the void world, and cannot return to the pure land of the past.

A good student in the eyes of teachers, a good girl in the eyes of mothers, and "Look at Lin Mu" in the eyes of neighbors.

Became like this.

In the past two months or so, she skipped class, said dirty words, lied, seduced boys, fell in love with someone, and developed delusional thoughts about Ji Zhoubai.From a student to a half-teacher, from a good student to an...unspeakable person.

The change was like a sudden rain and strong wind, and she couldn't stand it.

She restrained her emotions, tried her best to endure, and persuaded herself to seek truth and be pragmatic, and accept the status quo.Restraining his emotions, he put away the lunch box indifferently and entered the classroom, fetched hot water, swept the sanitation area and came up, took out the lunch box.

Ji Zhoubai walked in from the front door, closed the zipper of the school uniform, and hid the clothes inside.Lin Mu straightened his back, waiting for Ji Zhou to die.

Li Xiaochuan then came in, picked up the tape recorder, and the two played songs as usual, and then came down after the song was played, waiting for Lin Mu to stand on the podium.

The two passed each other, but Ji Zhoubai didn't speak.

Before the storm came, the world was so calm.When Lin Mu was leading the reading on the podium, he glanced at Ji Zhoubai, and Ji Zhoubai obediently read the words as usual