two-way straight girl
Chapter 1 class is over.She moved her lips silently, making up a lie about skipping class today.
Swearing, saying inexplicable words, I feel very uncomfortable, very humiliated, and very unwilling.I don't know if they will hit me, and I don't do it in other classes, so I'm scared. "
The head teacher gently shook her shoulder: "You will become a great event."
Ji Zhoubai wandered out with a book in his hand: "Is it this?"
"Have you identified it?"
"That boy just asked for leave. I told my aunt that I'll come back tomorrow." Ji Zhoubai leaned over, "Aren't you afraid that those bastards will get up and beat you?"
Lin Mu took Ji Zhoubai's book without writing his name, and sighed: "I'm scared. But, I think you are very brave."
You are brave because of you.Lin Mu swallowed back these words.
"Wow, who can be braver than you, my God, I heard it from the stairs, you roared so powerfully." Ji Zhoubai patted her, "Come home with me, I'll take you upstairs Next, your place is close to the hospital, I will take you there, or you will be beaten to death if you walk at night."
"I lied to them, I have no right to manage the files, and it's okay to lose them..." Lin Mu confessed in a low voice.
Ji Zhoubai opened his eyes wide and laughed loudly: "I see, you leave later today, wait for me."
"Thank you." Lin Mu's eyes were moist and hot.
The homeroom teacher shook the shoulders of both of them, almost crying. He didn't know why he was crying, but he whispered: "You are all brave."
It wasn't until a long time later that Lin Mu knew that when Ji Zhoubai was identifying him that day, he passed by the boy who pushed him without changing his face, and then said that he couldn't find him.
Zhou Zirui wisely said that there was a student who asked for leave, and it might be him.
Both men lied.
When the class bell rang, Ji Zhoubai made an opening statement first, to the effect that whoever had trouble with Lin Mu was with her Lu Hua bully Ji Zhoubai, and now he was silent after get off work.
Lin Mu is a soft persimmon, but Ji Zhoubai is a thorn in the side.
Ji Zhoubai is in the school, and now there are the boys in class six, Li Xiaochuan and Li Xiaochuan's followers, Ji Yuanshan's followers outside the school, and her own group of gangsters who come by car at any time in the city.
There are many girls in class ten, at most they can single out with Ji Zhoubai, if there are too many, so they are all afraid.
The blood passed, and the mind was sober, and Lin Muhou became afraid.
But Ji Zhoubai wanted to take her home, and she would talk to Zhou Mengmeng later.
Thinking about it this way, I'm not so scared anymore. When I first asked Ji Zhoubai for support, Ji Zhoubai tilted his head and refused to agree. Now, Ji Zhoubai is standing with her.
"Are there any questions?" Lin Muhu pretended to be aggressive.
Li Chunli raised her hand.
Relying on her good personal relationship with Ji Zhoubai, she was not overwhelmed by the two of them at this time: "Lin Mu, I want to ask you to teach us lessons, how do you do it yourself?"
"It doesn't matter." Lin Mu's words faded without anger, and he replied very gently.
Li Chunli smiled shyly: "Then I have another question, do you have a class schedule? Today I will take geography, so what should we do?"
"I will teach every class, but the specific breakthroughs are up to me. I will talk about learning methods and recommend reference books for you. If you don't understand, you can ask."
"You are really fierce today." Li Chunli was speechless, "Now you have become a kitten again."
"I'm sorry, I lost control of my emotions." Lin Mu returned to his usual appearance and apologized obediently.
Some people were soft and some were hard. She alternated between hard and soft for several rounds, and no one spoke anymore.
Let's see how she performs in class.
The head teacher suddenly pushed the door open and came in, took a stool and sat behind, pretending to be listening to the class.
Lin Mu knew that this was an invisible support for him. No matter how cowardly the head teacher was, he still had a bit of authority. A few students still gave the head teacher face and sat upright.
If the speech is not good, all the foreshadowing before Lin Mu will be over.
With sweaty palms, Lin Mu closed his eyes and thought.Her books were lent out, and all knowledge had to be retrieved from the brain.
Geography Compulsory One, the knowledge points of Geography Compulsory One.
She started: "Let me ask a question first, does Luhua belong to the north, or does it belong to the south?"
"North." Someone answered.This is simply a sub-question.
"So, are the days longer now, or the nights longer?"
"The days are short and the nights are long!" Someone remembered the saying.
"Why?" Lin Mu looked around.
"It's past the autumnal equinox..."
"Then why are the days shorter after the autumnal equinox?"
She began to talk about the revolution and rotation of the earth.
She didn't know whether her opening was effective. This knowledge point was quite basic, but she was silent when she asked the question. If it wasn't the possibility that no one wanted to talk to her, it was because everyone's foundation was too weak.
She has no experience, and the teacher in Class [-] has never given them such a lecture. She just intuitively thinks that she should ask questions and get answers, even though she is nervous and doesn't know what she said.
The students were no longer just Ji Zhoubai who was sitting alone and booing, but the whole class ten and the class teacher.
Sweat dripped down her back, and she finished awkwardly: "Open the compulsory one exercise book at hand, multiple choice questions 1, 2, 4, 6, the first question of the big question, try to do it."
When she was giving lectures, she always remembered that she was just a high school student with only a little knowledge, but she presumptuously told her peers.
You have to study harder.
She didn't know how she got off the podium, but Ji Zhoubai came over and gave her a big hug.
"Who can be as smart as you? Who can be as brave as you?" Ji Zhoubai praised her, but when she was held in his arms, it felt more and more unreal.
Warm, soft and fragrant.She sniffed the fragrance of Ji Zhoubai's ears and trembled a little.
Is this the first hug?She stiffly hugged her back, and slowly came back to her senses: "Take out your class book, and I'll mark the questions for you."
"You are too boring." Ji Zhoubai let go, but still handed over the book, "I prefer the fucking you one bite at a time."
Lin Mu blushed: "I won't swear anymore. Please supervise."
"What should I do if I violate it?"
"Punish me and leave you two more sets of papers." Lin Mu said from the bottom of his heart.
Every time she left a set of papers for Ji Zhoubai, it was a punishment for herself.Not only did she have to analyze the reasons for the wrong questions, but she also had to find out the relevant question types for her to do, which took far more time than correcting the answers for her own paper.
However, Ji Zhoubai thought she was joking on purpose: "You are too bad. I didn't see it!"
The class teacher came over with a stool and praised Lin Mu with the authority of an elder: "Being a good teacher is no longer a derogatory term for you."
"In the future, I want to take the normal school exam." Lin Mu was a little embarrassed, but also a little happy, smiling nervously, rubbing his arms, "Is it really okay?"
The head teacher and Ji Zhoubai nodded together.
She wiped her tears: "Thank you."
"You cry so much." Ji Zhoubai wiped her tears in distaste, and rubbed them on her body on purpose.
The author has something to say: When it comes to asking questions, the county where the stupid author lives is from elementary school to high school, and the teachers are quite rigid in giving lectures. The impression is that there was a young lady intern in high school who used to ask questions first, and she was nervous when asking questions. The nervous expression is cute, so I used her as a model.
By the way, have you found out that Lin Mu really wants to be a teacher... always standing on the podium and always giving lectures
I really like her so much!She has been a lot of observers before, and she is a little passive. I want to dig out her initiative, but it takes time to reverse the role, or violent fluctuations... How should I put it, this is the first time I write a growing role, I hope you all Don't think she's getting too fast!
☆, forest
Lin Mu could get a glimpse of Ji Zhoubai's way of handling things.
But it was the first time she fell in love with someone, and she threw herself into the fire, so Ji Zhoubai didn't hurt the sky, she could set herself on fire and give Ji Zhoubai little support.Blindly indulging in the liking of the boyhood, liking it so much that it doesn't matter.
After self-study, she talked with Zhou Mengmeng about going home at night.
Abandoning his old partner for no reason, Lin Mu hesitated and couldn't explain the reason, so he had to prevaricate: "I have encountered some troubles."
"Do you want to call the police?" Zhou Mengmeng widened her eyes and lowered her voice, looking around as if the thief was around, "Our teacher hasn't left yet, if someone—"
"It's okay, just, maybe some students will hit me on the way home - so I will go back later. By the way, if my mother calls and asks why I haven't returned, she will say that I have a meeting at school."
Zhou Mengmeng was still not at ease, but was prevaricated by Lin Mu.
After the last self-study, Ji Zhoubai left early, and Lin Mu waited in the classroom.Wait for the lights to get brighter, and wait for the other windows of the teaching building to go dark.
The whispers of the boarding students came from the corridor.
After Lin Mu finished a math test paper, he did another homework-sized quiz. Ji Zhoubai pushed the door in and took off his school uniform: "Let's go."
"What?" Lin Mu took the school uniform, sniffed it, and there was an earthy smell, "Are you going to fight? Who is in the class?"
"You don't know." Ji Zhoubai went to get the schoolbag, took out a thin coat with fluff from the schoolbag and put it on, then threw the textbook into the schoolbag, holding it in one hand, and took Lin Mu's hand in the other In the school uniform, "Li Xiaochuan and the others are outside."
Lin Mu wanted to ask, and she did so. Walking down the stairs, she asked softly, "Then, are you from Class Six?"
"No. It's from the No. [-] High School." Ji Zhoubai tilted his head absently, "Do you think I'm dying?"
Apart from being a little gray, Ji Zhoubai didn't look embarrassed.
Just as she swallowed the question, she regurgitated it after seeing Li Xiaochuan and Ji Yuanshan.
Li Xiaochuan and Ji Yuanshan looked like they had fled from famine, their clothes were torn, their faces were ashen, and their expressions showed some remnants of ruthlessness.
Of course, the moment he saw Lin Mu, he changed his face and smiled: "I've been waiting for you for a long time."
The question lingering in my mind is stuck in the same place, like another secret.It was difficult for Lin Mu to speak, and they didn't say anything. She only reported her home address, and they all headed for that road in unison.Walking to the area with street lamps and concrete roads, the backs of those people were a little slumped, but they still had the spirit of youth, standing upright and slumping, like sunflowers that have just bloomed and been beaten by hailstones.
Questions kept regurgitating in her mind, mixed with her usual thoughts and questions, forming an inextricable knot.
until that boy showed up.
It was a strange boy with many holes pierced in his ears, wearing silver strings, leather pants, and rivet boots, straddling a motorcycle, with his right hand full of skull rings spreading, pointing to Ji Zhoubai : "Go out and race this Sunday."
"Which village?" Ji Zhoubai glanced at Lin Mu, "I, you, who else?"
"Go south from Zhangjiacun, go to Nanyaotun, turn around to Zhouxiao Village, and then go back to the county factory. Nine o'clock in the morning, the old place." The boy glanced at Lin Mu, "Don't bring good students in, come out. I can't afford to mess with it."
Lin Mu had the consciousness to be a good student, but Ji Zhou smiled.
"I'm not a good student." Although Lin Mu spoke forcefully, he shrank behind Ji Zhoubai, "Don't look down on me."
"Okay, come together? Can you ride a motorcycle?"
She shook her head shyly.
Ji Zhoubai rubbed the tip of his nose: "How many boys do you bring with you? My God, the girls in your No. [-] Middle School are uglier than the other. I'd hate to show you a good-looking one."
The boy opposite gave her the middle finger, and shook his jacket again: "You owe me a favor, if you can't win, I will beat you."
"The cow is flying in the sky." Ji Yuanshan said at the right time.Li Xiaochuan nodded.
The boy laughed: "Fuck, I didn't know you guys earlier, so I won't fight with you next time we meet."
"You can't beat it either." Li Xiaochuan said.
"Let's go, that's right, that kid said that he didn't dare to think of you again, don't say that you missed it in the future, just say that he is my woman." The boy seemed to have got a big advantage, and he laughed at Ji Zhoubai, " I'm covering you, no one will really want you after you are so strong."
"None of your business." Ji Zhoubai tugged at Lin Mu, then turned around, "Hey, how did you settle for the 10 yuan?"
"Speak back to discuss, can't get it out. Aren't you someone in the city, come over and beat him." The boy dumped the motorcycle's front, buzzed, and threw it into the darkness. "Knowing that you are not convenient to show up, I'll take another look."
As soon as his arm hurt, Lin Mu realized that he was being grabbed by Ji Zhoubai and walked forward.
"10 yuan, that kid..." Lin Mu mobilized the keywords, "Did you find someone to beat Zhou Zirui?"
Before he could ask clearly, he was staggered.
"Don't ask if you shouldn't." Ji Zhoubai said viciously.
However, Lin Mu analyzed it like a problem, and while being dragged away, he said calmly: "The 10 yuan matter is that you plan to help Wang Qiang's mother get a debt but use violence? Then you must not come forward in this fight , but both of them failed, I think, did you go with Zhou Zirui, and then acted and asked someone to beat you, pretending that you were beaten, so that—”
Ji Zhoubai let go of her: "Be careful and I will hit you."
When threatening people, his eyes widen and his chin is raised, as arrogant as a bully in a vulgar TV series.But Ji Zhoubai's face couldn't be hated, and Lin Mu seemed to pinch Ji Zhoubai seven inches, seeing that Ji Zhoubai was threatening softly, and didn't intend to do anything to him in a real sense.
Or maybe it's because I like her, I just see her cute, and I can't think of what bad methods she will do.But after the analysis, Lin Mufan suddenly realized that Ji Zhoubai was a well-known bully who had been with the gangsters since junior high school, and fighting was commonplace.
She couldn't forget Ji Zhoubai's own attributes just because Ji Zhoubai gave herself three points.
Reflected quickly, but Lin Mu was still fearless: "I guess right?"
Ji Zhoubai was so angry that he kicked Li Xiaochuan's leg, and moved forward angrily.
Li Xiaochuan was left screaming, Ji Yuanshan sneered and passed by him.Shan Linmu was kind enough to ask Li Xiaochuan if his legs were alright. After learning that Li Xiaochuan was exaggerating like a comedy show, he followed up with Ji Zhoubai who was rushing forward like a small firecracker.
"Listen to me, I know your intentions are very good, but in case of a fight, in case you hurt someone, you will be the one who pays 10 yuan, don't use this method..." Her mother-in-law advised Ji Zhoubai, Ji Zhoubai patted her on the back of the head, didn't respond much, and just gave her a cold stare.
"There are witnesses, I think we can coordinate and find the parents—"
"Brain! Good student! Use your brain! If they can pay it so easily, I'll cut off your head and give it to you for the night—as a stool for you!" Ji Zhoubai stopped, "10 yuan is not a decimal, they absolutely If you can rely on it, rely on it, delay it if you can, you are too kind, and people may bite you back."
Lin Mu felt that what she said was wrong, but he couldn't think of words to refute.She has read the Chinese Dictionary many times, but she can't find a word to start the chapter, and she can't sort out every word. Even she is about to think that Ji Zhoubai is right.
"Let me tell you, this society is like a big forest. There are tigers, rabbits, and foxes. People are good at being bullied by dogs. You are a rabbit. When you see a tiger, you hide in your three holes. It must be hard to go out and do it." No way. If you are a tiger, don’t hide. You can’t cunning. If you can, do it hard. Otherwise, they will be your king, use your wife, and eat your prey. If you are a fox , just try my best, be as vicious as you want, and be as scheming as you can, and you can survive even with twists and turns. No one can influence anyone, everyone has to hunt, anyway, what is it, you study hard and think about it, oh, think about it Wake up, the weak eat the strong."
Ji Zhoubai stood in front of her and explained a big reason, but suddenly turned his eyes away, "You are neither a fox nor a tiger, so just hide yourself obediently, only a tiger can be kind and merciful to a rabbit and let it die. I have never seen a rabbit before. If the tiger is kind and kind, the rabbit will of course take it and eat it until there are no bones left."
The two boys followed up, Ji Zhoubai heaved a sigh of relief, and continued walking, but Lin Mu did not follow.
Lin Mu stood where he was, and Ji Zhoubai lowered his eyes.
Just as Li Xiaochuan opened his mouth, Ji Zhoubai kicked him again: "Don't pay attention to her. It takes a long time for a naive and good student like her to understand this kind of thing."
But she herself walked up to Lin Mu slowly, and grinned: "Will you go?"
"You are a human being." Lin Mu looked up tiredly.
"Which philosopher said, never test human nature, well, if you don't remember, just take it as me. Do you see clearly? I, Ji Zhoubai, advocate this law of the jungle. I am in Luhua County. A tiger, I go to beat people, this is my method, the most effective. Don't take me as a friend, I am a loyal person, we are not the same kind of people, you are a good person, I am a bad person. So leave me alone What, what should I do..."
Ji Zhoubai smiled self-deprecatingly, "Let's go?"
"You are a human being, why do humans finally occupy the earth and become the overlord? You just use your two rows of pointed tiger teeth to bite your prey, and you scream to see if you can bite rabbits and foxes patiently, but you can't bite people! You There is violence, there will always be someone more violent than you, who is the most powerful in the big forest? People! Use tools, there are hounds, bows and arrows, and a machete. If the tools are more advanced, if a bomb hits, the entire forest will be gone .”
Lin Mu frowned, she also has her own reasons, she is not a flower carefully cultivated in the greenhouse, she also has a side of philistine.It's just that she didn't want to show this side, and it became more and more dark.She doesn't like herself like this.
The words were intense, but still in the usual lukewarm tone.
As if meeting Lin Mu for the first time, Ji Zhoubai looked her up and down in disbelief.
In the end, she accepted the fact: "You really are not a good student, you are not...bright at all."
It seems that in the bottom of Ji Zhoubai's heart, Lin Mu's image has changed drastically, no longer pure, no longer kind.Lin Mu wanted to take back her words, but she was too afraid of Ji Zhoubai's impulsive accident.Even if time goes back, she can't weigh the pros and cons anymore.
In Ji Zhoubai's heart, what has she become...
Knowing that he had slipped his words, his eyes became hot.
She held back, but Ji Zhoubai responded wearily: "I have an uncle who works in the Public Security Bureau, and a cousin who is a lawyer. I will ask them for help."
Lin Mu felt chills all over her body, she felt as if she had spoiled Ji Zhoubai, who was innocent and only knew how to fight, and dragged the adult relationship network to Ji Zhoubai's eyes and forced her to jump into the network.
She knew she was despicable, but she was afraid, when did she dig out the hidden dark self, like the wet mud in the ground, to see the sky again?
"sorry."
She is trembling.
"Let's go." Ji Zhoubai nudged her, and the two of them walked the longest road in the world with their own concerns.
The author has something to say: Both of them thought that the other was the most innocent... and then found that the other was quite dark... [Of course they are not bad, but in fact they are already pretty bad, one is school violence The perpetrator, the other is the bad accomplice...
It will take time for the two of them to accept the truth... the following is a personal experience
In the past period of time, we often thought that girls are pure, kind and have no scheming. I think it is the same concept as thinking that girls do not have the IQ of science... The good and evil of women exist objectively, and we cannot praise girls for being pure. Beautiful and kind, they only have innocuous care.Even writing about the badness of girls seems to be carved out of a mold, so I want both of them to break the stereotype of each other...
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thank you! (Jinjiang released a one-click thank you Overlord ticket and nutrient solution, but there are too many bugs, and it is not very friendly to people like me...)
☆, music
The Lin Mujia community is dilapidated, as if it was built in the last century, covered with a layer of dust that will never dissipate.But opposite the community is the new district, not to mention magnificent, but also a little bit of vitality, with flowers and trees and popularity.On Lin Mu's side, the trees seem to be in disrepair, with their bare branches standing up in all directions, making people wonder whether they will grow leaves in the next spring. There is no water and no flowers, and the cement boards are mostly pits, and there are few people coming and going. , except for a few teenagers and girls who came over.
Standing downstairs, Ji Zhoubai broke the silence: "Which window is your house?"
Lin Mu pointed: "The black one over there is the fifth one with pink curtains."
The two boys also raised their heads and recognized the door.
Ji Zhoubai raised his eyebrows suddenly: "Sunday, 08:30 in the morning, do you want to play?"
Oh, that weirdly dressed boy went to the challenge, Lin Mu nodded unconsciously while thinking, and next to his ear, Ji Zhoubai smiled softly: "Okay, wait here for us at 08:30, wait for you We'll be leaving in 10 minutes."
Eh.Lin Mu finally got out of the mire of the debate about the forest, and his body was alive.
Before the topic continued, Ji Zhoubai got the signal of her nod, and went out for a stroll with the two boys.
"Tell me after Wang Qiang's matter is resolved." Lin Mu wanted to catch up, but couldn't move his legs, but he was really worried, and he was confused when he was concerned, forgetting that he used such an orderly tone.
Ji Zhoubai raised his right hand and waved it to show that she heard it, but he didn't look back.Li Xiaochuan turned to pay respects to her, and was kicked by Ji Zhoubai, so the three of them, all tall representatives, left with long shadows.
Lin Mu blamed himself for suddenly changing his face.
Pushing Ji Zhoubai away, what good does it do her?
It's better to pretend to be a good student, keep your ears out of the window, and always be timid under Ji Zhoubai's wing like before, afraid of responsibility, afraid of dragging down your mother, afraid that you won't be able to handle it.
She is a rabbit in the forest, weak and weak.Yue Zu has the guts to worry about the tiger instead.
16-year-old Lin Mu was dazzled by bravery, thinking that he could change anything by being fearless.
I happened to see something at the age of 16.
In the end is not reconciled.
Her mother was pregnant with her and missed the college entrance examination, so she put all the good expectations of the ivory tower on Lin Mu.
Since the death of his father, this expectation has been somewhat hated and resolute.
Tell that man to see in hell, she Lin Ailing can also train a college student.
Lin Mu made up for the youth that was wasted by that man.
She knew that she had some unspeakable missions, not hers, but her mother's mission. For this reason, mother and daughter went to the college entrance examination together, and it was only natural to sacrifice everything.
At first she didn't doubt it, her mother said, throwing away your father's paintbrush, that's what third-rate worthless people do, Lin Mu left the art class.My mother said that studying hard and reading extracurricular books will only waste time in virtual imagination, so she threw away novels and essays.The mother also said that when you dress yourself up, you don’t focus on your studies, and when you remove the mirror, Lin Mu forgets what he looks like.
My mother is a female worker of Luhua Chemical, and she wears white gloves to search for usable things from a pile of debris every day.
Coughing, panting, struggling to breathe out the exhaust gas, and the haze that cannot be blocked by wearing a three-layer mask are Lin Mu's deepest memories of Lu Hua.However, Lin Ailing was in the factory every day, not daring to get sick or ask for leave. She was left behind, and dozens of people were waiting for her post.
Luhua Chemical is rich, and the wages paid to workers are very considerable.
With money, who cares about life?
Lin Mu wants to turn every mouthful of ashes his mother sucks into a hundredfold motivation to study, and he has to give his best grades to repay his mother.
One is on the factory assembly line, and the other is on the school assembly line, each of them is alive and well.
until last year.
No one knew why the screws of the large hanging plate above the workshop that Lin Ailing passed by were so coincidentally loose.
No one knows why Lin Ailing happened to walk by at that time.
When the large steel plate of several hundred kilograms fell down, Lin Ailing withdrew with the usual dexterity of a county woman.
Smashed four toes and survived.
During that time, Lin Mu didn't know what happened in the factory, he only knew that his mother went to the hospital and asked her to cook for herself.
Half a month later, my mother came home and said she wanted to find another job.
Lin Ailing thought that if she didn't open her mouth to Lin Mu and Lin Mu didn't ask, the matter could be hidden.
Lin Mu went to Luhua Chemical Industry alone to inquire, asked people nearby, asked the aunt who knew the factory well, pretended to be a small reporter and asked the supervisor of a workshop in the factory, and found out the news.
The factory didn't want to pay, so they gave Lin Ailing three months' salary and fired her early.
Lin Ailing came to ask several times, and the other party went from prevarication, to refusal, to swearing at each other.
Lin Mu came back from the factory, washed his clothes, and tested his mother.
But Lin Ailing is a rabbit in the forest, and she can't afford to mess with a monster like Lu Hua Chemical.
She can't agree.
The first doubts about the mother's theory began at this time.
Who would have thought that suspicion would take root now, if she hadn't told Ji Zhoubai today, she would not have known it herself, she had such a point of view.
If possible, she will seek justice.
If possible, she would live in peace.
Lin Mu felt terribly impulsive.
Who are you?You're just a high school student!
In the county town, the frog in the well...
Lin Mu tossed and turned sleeplessly, scolding himself.
It's better for people to live realistically.She hinted to herself, curled up in the quilt.
She can't change anything.
It's been a long time since I dreamed.In the dream, she was visiting the grave.In the familiar cemetery, I saw my father's name.
My father is a painter, oh, a painter, a third-rate painter, who came back from drifting in Beijing for a year, doubting life, doubting the society, almost crazy, painting unintelligible paintings, red, blue, purple and green, kneading together.
I can't sell it, and I won't paint the jobs I took before.
What did you draw before?
Many little people came out of the burning ashes in front of the grave, all of which were drawn by my father and used to make ends meet.
The naked men and women were pale and proudly twisted together, their lower bodies sticking together like birds.Jesus walked in the cemetery with a lamb in his arms, followed by portraits of former leaders.There are family portraits, people of the same family of four generations come with the support of the people, there are paintings for dogs, a poodle with wide brown eyes, and the dolls in the New Year paintings are jumping and singing.
Her father's painting passed through her, she browsed, and when she looked back, it was burned up in a big fire.
Only cold, pale ashes remained on the grave.
She kept taking out papers and burning them, endlessly, endlessly, burning all over her body, and her desires were hard to fill.
In the end, what happened to her father, she could no longer distinguish between reality and fantasy, she plunged into the river, fished it out, and swelled into a mass of rotten flesh. She curled up and watched from the river bank, watching her mother calmly arrange the funeral affairs, and watching the funeral affairs gossip. The ground rings.
The sound of suona rang in my ears, loud and clear, resounding through the sky.
Lin Mu opened his eyes dripping with cold sweat, and the sound of the suona came from far to near.Opening the curtains, a funeral team passed by downstairs, the suona player stood in front, puffed up his cheeks, blushed, and blew an extremely long, extremely loud tune.
It's so strange to have a funeral in the early hours of the morning.
Lin Mu changed his clothes, opened the window, and washed up, but his mother was still up.
Take out the tape recorder, find out the English tape, switch back to side A and listen again, open the English book, and read along clumsily.
She still brought breakfast for Ji Zhoubai that day, but he was not in the classroom. Li Xiaochuan came and said that Ji Zhoubai was in the hospital, so Lin Mu rewarded him with breakfast.
Nothing happened in the morning, and it was time for self-study in the afternoon. Ji Zhoubai appeared swayingly, the school uniform was unzipped, and there was a thin fleece sweater inside. He sat in the back row, knocked on the table, and waited for Lin Mu to get on the podium, and shouted in a serious manner: "Stand up— —”
I have never heard of classmates calling the teacher hello to their classmates.
But it is the conditioned reflex of the students to shout "Hello, teacher" when they hear "stand up".
There were a few sparse "Hello, teacher—"
Lin Mu had something on his mind, although he was nervous, he didn't show it, and broke off the chalk lightly.
"What's the situation? You also look like a ghost when the head teacher comes? Are you crying for funerals? Do it all over again!"
Ji Zhoubai lost his temper and thumped the table heavily: "Stand up!"
"Hello teacher--"
Neat, but drawn out like a kindergartener.
A girl muttered, "It's just you two."
Lin Mu glanced at Ji Zhoubai, seeing that she was going to have a fit, and slowly stopped her: "Today we speak English."
Mathematics, English, history, and geography are taught in rotation. Politics is occasionally taught, and Chinese is not taught. In this way, the order is arranged. Lin Mu wrote it on the corner of the blackboard and framed it with colored chalk.
The head teacher told her that she would communicate with the teachers in the department more, and strive for the cooperation of teachers and students to rise up together.
Lin Mu didn't believe in the word rise, but doing nothing was too embarrassing for him.
She is not idle, and she is too busy studying, but she still has to do it.So far, she has kept it from her mother, Lin Ailing, like a rebellious period, and she has to be stubborn to do something.
After the self-study, Lin Mu wanted to ask Ji Zhoubai something, but Ji Zhoubai had already gone out.
Waiting for the next self-study, Ji Zhoubai came in with the tape recorder, followed by Li Xiaochuan, and she was instructing: "Borrow the tape recorder as early as possible, otherwise other classes will snatch it away. There are only three in each grade. Listen to Lin Mu, See when to use it."
Except for the English test, the tape recorder has never entered the classroom of Class Ten.Therefore, seeing such a gadget during self-study time, everyone was quite a bit novel.
At that time, every household had more or less a tape recorder. I couldn’t buy the tapes of my favorite singers, so I went to a friend’s house to get English tapes to wash and record again.
Ji Zhoubai plugged in the tape recorder and stuffed a tape into it: "Listen to a song for you, after listening to the song, we will go to class."
It's an English song, as elegant as a movie channel.
Lin Mu did not refuse, went outside the classroom to see that there was no teacher, and locked the door behind him.Ji Zhoubai whispered in his ear: "This song is called Yesterday Once More. It's very old. I secretly recorded it with the video store before."
"You speak English very well." Lin Mu said, "Like a foreigner."
Ji Zhoubai grinned: "I used to have a foreign teacher..."
After listening, the following is a short section of English listening materials, followed by a song "Nunchaku".
No one in Class Ten had heard of Jay Chou, so he was a little stunned for a while.
Heh heh heh it's not over yet, Ji Zhoubai pressed the button, and with a click, the tape came out: "Let's go to class."
"Hey, let people listen to it."
"I didn't finish the recording. I have something to do halfway through the recording. I'll play it another day." Ji Zhoubai put the tape into his pocket.
Lin Mu did not refuse her trouble, she scanned the classroom and found that everyone looked up at her after listening to the songs, as if they had been drugged with some kind of ecstasy by these two songs.
Ji Zhoubai looked at her, she seemed to be interpreting the content of Ji Zhoubai's eyes, then glanced at Li Xiaochuan, and said slowly: "Afterwards, I will play a song for everyone in the morning self-study, I hope everyone can come. Today's absence is very serious, I Remember it all."
"I'm here to borrow the tape recorder." Li Xiaochuan said.
It's almost as if they are cooperating.
Ji Zhoubai, aren't you angry with her?Don't alienate her?
"It's just a broken tape, and it's still a mess. I'll go to the video store and see, all of them—"
Ji Zhou smiled in vain.
The other party didn't dare to choke: "I know you are from the city and have seen the world, isn't it too stingy?"
So even if it was decided, Lin Mu lowered his head and planned to continue the lecture.
Ji Zhoubai circled down from the podium and threw a note over.
She held it in her hand without reading it. After a self-study session, she opened the sweaty note.Ji Zhoubai actually used a pen to write, the paper was not good, it was already wet, and the handwriting melted, she tried hard to decipher the handwriting.
"I want to talk to you next time in self-study."
The author has something to say: yesterday once more is the favorite song of a top student in our class, the kind that is repeated a thousand times.
Nunchaku is my (junior) favorite song.
Hee hee stupid author with private goods.
And at that time, I would find the lyrics in the tape box and copy the lyrics!Youth!
One candy throws 2 mines!
The big padded jacket threw a grenade
Crucian carp soup threw 1 mine
Thank you so much!
☆, property
This slightly solemn tone, and
The head teacher gently shook her shoulder: "You will become a great event."
Ji Zhoubai wandered out with a book in his hand: "Is it this?"
"Have you identified it?"
"That boy just asked for leave. I told my aunt that I'll come back tomorrow." Ji Zhoubai leaned over, "Aren't you afraid that those bastards will get up and beat you?"
Lin Mu took Ji Zhoubai's book without writing his name, and sighed: "I'm scared. But, I think you are very brave."
You are brave because of you.Lin Mu swallowed back these words.
"Wow, who can be braver than you, my God, I heard it from the stairs, you roared so powerfully." Ji Zhoubai patted her, "Come home with me, I'll take you upstairs Next, your place is close to the hospital, I will take you there, or you will be beaten to death if you walk at night."
"I lied to them, I have no right to manage the files, and it's okay to lose them..." Lin Mu confessed in a low voice.
Ji Zhoubai opened his eyes wide and laughed loudly: "I see, you leave later today, wait for me."
"Thank you." Lin Mu's eyes were moist and hot.
The homeroom teacher shook the shoulders of both of them, almost crying. He didn't know why he was crying, but he whispered: "You are all brave."
It wasn't until a long time later that Lin Mu knew that when Ji Zhoubai was identifying him that day, he passed by the boy who pushed him without changing his face, and then said that he couldn't find him.
Zhou Zirui wisely said that there was a student who asked for leave, and it might be him.
Both men lied.
When the class bell rang, Ji Zhoubai made an opening statement first, to the effect that whoever had trouble with Lin Mu was with her Lu Hua bully Ji Zhoubai, and now he was silent after get off work.
Lin Mu is a soft persimmon, but Ji Zhoubai is a thorn in the side.
Ji Zhoubai is in the school, and now there are the boys in class six, Li Xiaochuan and Li Xiaochuan's followers, Ji Yuanshan's followers outside the school, and her own group of gangsters who come by car at any time in the city.
There are many girls in class ten, at most they can single out with Ji Zhoubai, if there are too many, so they are all afraid.
The blood passed, and the mind was sober, and Lin Muhou became afraid.
But Ji Zhoubai wanted to take her home, and she would talk to Zhou Mengmeng later.
Thinking about it this way, I'm not so scared anymore. When I first asked Ji Zhoubai for support, Ji Zhoubai tilted his head and refused to agree. Now, Ji Zhoubai is standing with her.
"Are there any questions?" Lin Muhu pretended to be aggressive.
Li Chunli raised her hand.
Relying on her good personal relationship with Ji Zhoubai, she was not overwhelmed by the two of them at this time: "Lin Mu, I want to ask you to teach us lessons, how do you do it yourself?"
"It doesn't matter." Lin Mu's words faded without anger, and he replied very gently.
Li Chunli smiled shyly: "Then I have another question, do you have a class schedule? Today I will take geography, so what should we do?"
"I will teach every class, but the specific breakthroughs are up to me. I will talk about learning methods and recommend reference books for you. If you don't understand, you can ask."
"You are really fierce today." Li Chunli was speechless, "Now you have become a kitten again."
"I'm sorry, I lost control of my emotions." Lin Mu returned to his usual appearance and apologized obediently.
Some people were soft and some were hard. She alternated between hard and soft for several rounds, and no one spoke anymore.
Let's see how she performs in class.
The head teacher suddenly pushed the door open and came in, took a stool and sat behind, pretending to be listening to the class.
Lin Mu knew that this was an invisible support for him. No matter how cowardly the head teacher was, he still had a bit of authority. A few students still gave the head teacher face and sat upright.
If the speech is not good, all the foreshadowing before Lin Mu will be over.
With sweaty palms, Lin Mu closed his eyes and thought.Her books were lent out, and all knowledge had to be retrieved from the brain.
Geography Compulsory One, the knowledge points of Geography Compulsory One.
She started: "Let me ask a question first, does Luhua belong to the north, or does it belong to the south?"
"North." Someone answered.This is simply a sub-question.
"So, are the days longer now, or the nights longer?"
"The days are short and the nights are long!" Someone remembered the saying.
"Why?" Lin Mu looked around.
"It's past the autumnal equinox..."
"Then why are the days shorter after the autumnal equinox?"
She began to talk about the revolution and rotation of the earth.
She didn't know whether her opening was effective. This knowledge point was quite basic, but she was silent when she asked the question. If it wasn't the possibility that no one wanted to talk to her, it was because everyone's foundation was too weak.
She has no experience, and the teacher in Class [-] has never given them such a lecture. She just intuitively thinks that she should ask questions and get answers, even though she is nervous and doesn't know what she said.
The students were no longer just Ji Zhoubai who was sitting alone and booing, but the whole class ten and the class teacher.
Sweat dripped down her back, and she finished awkwardly: "Open the compulsory one exercise book at hand, multiple choice questions 1, 2, 4, 6, the first question of the big question, try to do it."
When she was giving lectures, she always remembered that she was just a high school student with only a little knowledge, but she presumptuously told her peers.
You have to study harder.
She didn't know how she got off the podium, but Ji Zhoubai came over and gave her a big hug.
"Who can be as smart as you? Who can be as brave as you?" Ji Zhoubai praised her, but when she was held in his arms, it felt more and more unreal.
Warm, soft and fragrant.She sniffed the fragrance of Ji Zhoubai's ears and trembled a little.
Is this the first hug?She stiffly hugged her back, and slowly came back to her senses: "Take out your class book, and I'll mark the questions for you."
"You are too boring." Ji Zhoubai let go, but still handed over the book, "I prefer the fucking you one bite at a time."
Lin Mu blushed: "I won't swear anymore. Please supervise."
"What should I do if I violate it?"
"Punish me and leave you two more sets of papers." Lin Mu said from the bottom of his heart.
Every time she left a set of papers for Ji Zhoubai, it was a punishment for herself.Not only did she have to analyze the reasons for the wrong questions, but she also had to find out the relevant question types for her to do, which took far more time than correcting the answers for her own paper.
However, Ji Zhoubai thought she was joking on purpose: "You are too bad. I didn't see it!"
The class teacher came over with a stool and praised Lin Mu with the authority of an elder: "Being a good teacher is no longer a derogatory term for you."
"In the future, I want to take the normal school exam." Lin Mu was a little embarrassed, but also a little happy, smiling nervously, rubbing his arms, "Is it really okay?"
The head teacher and Ji Zhoubai nodded together.
She wiped her tears: "Thank you."
"You cry so much." Ji Zhoubai wiped her tears in distaste, and rubbed them on her body on purpose.
The author has something to say: When it comes to asking questions, the county where the stupid author lives is from elementary school to high school, and the teachers are quite rigid in giving lectures. The impression is that there was a young lady intern in high school who used to ask questions first, and she was nervous when asking questions. The nervous expression is cute, so I used her as a model.
By the way, have you found out that Lin Mu really wants to be a teacher... always standing on the podium and always giving lectures
I really like her so much!She has been a lot of observers before, and she is a little passive. I want to dig out her initiative, but it takes time to reverse the role, or violent fluctuations... How should I put it, this is the first time I write a growing role, I hope you all Don't think she's getting too fast!
☆, forest
Lin Mu could get a glimpse of Ji Zhoubai's way of handling things.
But it was the first time she fell in love with someone, and she threw herself into the fire, so Ji Zhoubai didn't hurt the sky, she could set herself on fire and give Ji Zhoubai little support.Blindly indulging in the liking of the boyhood, liking it so much that it doesn't matter.
After self-study, she talked with Zhou Mengmeng about going home at night.
Abandoning his old partner for no reason, Lin Mu hesitated and couldn't explain the reason, so he had to prevaricate: "I have encountered some troubles."
"Do you want to call the police?" Zhou Mengmeng widened her eyes and lowered her voice, looking around as if the thief was around, "Our teacher hasn't left yet, if someone—"
"It's okay, just, maybe some students will hit me on the way home - so I will go back later. By the way, if my mother calls and asks why I haven't returned, she will say that I have a meeting at school."
Zhou Mengmeng was still not at ease, but was prevaricated by Lin Mu.
After the last self-study, Ji Zhoubai left early, and Lin Mu waited in the classroom.Wait for the lights to get brighter, and wait for the other windows of the teaching building to go dark.
The whispers of the boarding students came from the corridor.
After Lin Mu finished a math test paper, he did another homework-sized quiz. Ji Zhoubai pushed the door in and took off his school uniform: "Let's go."
"What?" Lin Mu took the school uniform, sniffed it, and there was an earthy smell, "Are you going to fight? Who is in the class?"
"You don't know." Ji Zhoubai went to get the schoolbag, took out a thin coat with fluff from the schoolbag and put it on, then threw the textbook into the schoolbag, holding it in one hand, and took Lin Mu's hand in the other In the school uniform, "Li Xiaochuan and the others are outside."
Lin Mu wanted to ask, and she did so. Walking down the stairs, she asked softly, "Then, are you from Class Six?"
"No. It's from the No. [-] High School." Ji Zhoubai tilted his head absently, "Do you think I'm dying?"
Apart from being a little gray, Ji Zhoubai didn't look embarrassed.
Just as she swallowed the question, she regurgitated it after seeing Li Xiaochuan and Ji Yuanshan.
Li Xiaochuan and Ji Yuanshan looked like they had fled from famine, their clothes were torn, their faces were ashen, and their expressions showed some remnants of ruthlessness.
Of course, the moment he saw Lin Mu, he changed his face and smiled: "I've been waiting for you for a long time."
The question lingering in my mind is stuck in the same place, like another secret.It was difficult for Lin Mu to speak, and they didn't say anything. She only reported her home address, and they all headed for that road in unison.Walking to the area with street lamps and concrete roads, the backs of those people were a little slumped, but they still had the spirit of youth, standing upright and slumping, like sunflowers that have just bloomed and been beaten by hailstones.
Questions kept regurgitating in her mind, mixed with her usual thoughts and questions, forming an inextricable knot.
until that boy showed up.
It was a strange boy with many holes pierced in his ears, wearing silver strings, leather pants, and rivet boots, straddling a motorcycle, with his right hand full of skull rings spreading, pointing to Ji Zhoubai : "Go out and race this Sunday."
"Which village?" Ji Zhoubai glanced at Lin Mu, "I, you, who else?"
"Go south from Zhangjiacun, go to Nanyaotun, turn around to Zhouxiao Village, and then go back to the county factory. Nine o'clock in the morning, the old place." The boy glanced at Lin Mu, "Don't bring good students in, come out. I can't afford to mess with it."
Lin Mu had the consciousness to be a good student, but Ji Zhou smiled.
"I'm not a good student." Although Lin Mu spoke forcefully, he shrank behind Ji Zhoubai, "Don't look down on me."
"Okay, come together? Can you ride a motorcycle?"
She shook her head shyly.
Ji Zhoubai rubbed the tip of his nose: "How many boys do you bring with you? My God, the girls in your No. [-] Middle School are uglier than the other. I'd hate to show you a good-looking one."
The boy opposite gave her the middle finger, and shook his jacket again: "You owe me a favor, if you can't win, I will beat you."
"The cow is flying in the sky." Ji Yuanshan said at the right time.Li Xiaochuan nodded.
The boy laughed: "Fuck, I didn't know you guys earlier, so I won't fight with you next time we meet."
"You can't beat it either." Li Xiaochuan said.
"Let's go, that's right, that kid said that he didn't dare to think of you again, don't say that you missed it in the future, just say that he is my woman." The boy seemed to have got a big advantage, and he laughed at Ji Zhoubai, " I'm covering you, no one will really want you after you are so strong."
"None of your business." Ji Zhoubai tugged at Lin Mu, then turned around, "Hey, how did you settle for the 10 yuan?"
"Speak back to discuss, can't get it out. Aren't you someone in the city, come over and beat him." The boy dumped the motorcycle's front, buzzed, and threw it into the darkness. "Knowing that you are not convenient to show up, I'll take another look."
As soon as his arm hurt, Lin Mu realized that he was being grabbed by Ji Zhoubai and walked forward.
"10 yuan, that kid..." Lin Mu mobilized the keywords, "Did you find someone to beat Zhou Zirui?"
Before he could ask clearly, he was staggered.
"Don't ask if you shouldn't." Ji Zhoubai said viciously.
However, Lin Mu analyzed it like a problem, and while being dragged away, he said calmly: "The 10 yuan matter is that you plan to help Wang Qiang's mother get a debt but use violence? Then you must not come forward in this fight , but both of them failed, I think, did you go with Zhou Zirui, and then acted and asked someone to beat you, pretending that you were beaten, so that—”
Ji Zhoubai let go of her: "Be careful and I will hit you."
When threatening people, his eyes widen and his chin is raised, as arrogant as a bully in a vulgar TV series.But Ji Zhoubai's face couldn't be hated, and Lin Mu seemed to pinch Ji Zhoubai seven inches, seeing that Ji Zhoubai was threatening softly, and didn't intend to do anything to him in a real sense.
Or maybe it's because I like her, I just see her cute, and I can't think of what bad methods she will do.But after the analysis, Lin Mufan suddenly realized that Ji Zhoubai was a well-known bully who had been with the gangsters since junior high school, and fighting was commonplace.
She couldn't forget Ji Zhoubai's own attributes just because Ji Zhoubai gave herself three points.
Reflected quickly, but Lin Mu was still fearless: "I guess right?"
Ji Zhoubai was so angry that he kicked Li Xiaochuan's leg, and moved forward angrily.
Li Xiaochuan was left screaming, Ji Yuanshan sneered and passed by him.Shan Linmu was kind enough to ask Li Xiaochuan if his legs were alright. After learning that Li Xiaochuan was exaggerating like a comedy show, he followed up with Ji Zhoubai who was rushing forward like a small firecracker.
"Listen to me, I know your intentions are very good, but in case of a fight, in case you hurt someone, you will be the one who pays 10 yuan, don't use this method..." Her mother-in-law advised Ji Zhoubai, Ji Zhoubai patted her on the back of the head, didn't respond much, and just gave her a cold stare.
"There are witnesses, I think we can coordinate and find the parents—"
"Brain! Good student! Use your brain! If they can pay it so easily, I'll cut off your head and give it to you for the night—as a stool for you!" Ji Zhoubai stopped, "10 yuan is not a decimal, they absolutely If you can rely on it, rely on it, delay it if you can, you are too kind, and people may bite you back."
Lin Mu felt that what she said was wrong, but he couldn't think of words to refute.She has read the Chinese Dictionary many times, but she can't find a word to start the chapter, and she can't sort out every word. Even she is about to think that Ji Zhoubai is right.
"Let me tell you, this society is like a big forest. There are tigers, rabbits, and foxes. People are good at being bullied by dogs. You are a rabbit. When you see a tiger, you hide in your three holes. It must be hard to go out and do it." No way. If you are a tiger, don’t hide. You can’t cunning. If you can, do it hard. Otherwise, they will be your king, use your wife, and eat your prey. If you are a fox , just try my best, be as vicious as you want, and be as scheming as you can, and you can survive even with twists and turns. No one can influence anyone, everyone has to hunt, anyway, what is it, you study hard and think about it, oh, think about it Wake up, the weak eat the strong."
Ji Zhoubai stood in front of her and explained a big reason, but suddenly turned his eyes away, "You are neither a fox nor a tiger, so just hide yourself obediently, only a tiger can be kind and merciful to a rabbit and let it die. I have never seen a rabbit before. If the tiger is kind and kind, the rabbit will of course take it and eat it until there are no bones left."
The two boys followed up, Ji Zhoubai heaved a sigh of relief, and continued walking, but Lin Mu did not follow.
Lin Mu stood where he was, and Ji Zhoubai lowered his eyes.
Just as Li Xiaochuan opened his mouth, Ji Zhoubai kicked him again: "Don't pay attention to her. It takes a long time for a naive and good student like her to understand this kind of thing."
But she herself walked up to Lin Mu slowly, and grinned: "Will you go?"
"You are a human being." Lin Mu looked up tiredly.
"Which philosopher said, never test human nature, well, if you don't remember, just take it as me. Do you see clearly? I, Ji Zhoubai, advocate this law of the jungle. I am in Luhua County. A tiger, I go to beat people, this is my method, the most effective. Don't take me as a friend, I am a loyal person, we are not the same kind of people, you are a good person, I am a bad person. So leave me alone What, what should I do..."
Ji Zhoubai smiled self-deprecatingly, "Let's go?"
"You are a human being, why do humans finally occupy the earth and become the overlord? You just use your two rows of pointed tiger teeth to bite your prey, and you scream to see if you can bite rabbits and foxes patiently, but you can't bite people! You There is violence, there will always be someone more violent than you, who is the most powerful in the big forest? People! Use tools, there are hounds, bows and arrows, and a machete. If the tools are more advanced, if a bomb hits, the entire forest will be gone .”
Lin Mu frowned, she also has her own reasons, she is not a flower carefully cultivated in the greenhouse, she also has a side of philistine.It's just that she didn't want to show this side, and it became more and more dark.She doesn't like herself like this.
The words were intense, but still in the usual lukewarm tone.
As if meeting Lin Mu for the first time, Ji Zhoubai looked her up and down in disbelief.
In the end, she accepted the fact: "You really are not a good student, you are not...bright at all."
It seems that in the bottom of Ji Zhoubai's heart, Lin Mu's image has changed drastically, no longer pure, no longer kind.Lin Mu wanted to take back her words, but she was too afraid of Ji Zhoubai's impulsive accident.Even if time goes back, she can't weigh the pros and cons anymore.
In Ji Zhoubai's heart, what has she become...
Knowing that he had slipped his words, his eyes became hot.
She held back, but Ji Zhoubai responded wearily: "I have an uncle who works in the Public Security Bureau, and a cousin who is a lawyer. I will ask them for help."
Lin Mu felt chills all over her body, she felt as if she had spoiled Ji Zhoubai, who was innocent and only knew how to fight, and dragged the adult relationship network to Ji Zhoubai's eyes and forced her to jump into the network.
She knew she was despicable, but she was afraid, when did she dig out the hidden dark self, like the wet mud in the ground, to see the sky again?
"sorry."
She is trembling.
"Let's go." Ji Zhoubai nudged her, and the two of them walked the longest road in the world with their own concerns.
The author has something to say: Both of them thought that the other was the most innocent... and then found that the other was quite dark... [Of course they are not bad, but in fact they are already pretty bad, one is school violence The perpetrator, the other is the bad accomplice...
It will take time for the two of them to accept the truth... the following is a personal experience
In the past period of time, we often thought that girls are pure, kind and have no scheming. I think it is the same concept as thinking that girls do not have the IQ of science... The good and evil of women exist objectively, and we cannot praise girls for being pure. Beautiful and kind, they only have innocuous care.Even writing about the badness of girls seems to be carved out of a mold, so I want both of them to break the stereotype of each other...
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thank you! (Jinjiang released a one-click thank you Overlord ticket and nutrient solution, but there are too many bugs, and it is not very friendly to people like me...)
☆, music
The Lin Mujia community is dilapidated, as if it was built in the last century, covered with a layer of dust that will never dissipate.But opposite the community is the new district, not to mention magnificent, but also a little bit of vitality, with flowers and trees and popularity.On Lin Mu's side, the trees seem to be in disrepair, with their bare branches standing up in all directions, making people wonder whether they will grow leaves in the next spring. There is no water and no flowers, and the cement boards are mostly pits, and there are few people coming and going. , except for a few teenagers and girls who came over.
Standing downstairs, Ji Zhoubai broke the silence: "Which window is your house?"
Lin Mu pointed: "The black one over there is the fifth one with pink curtains."
The two boys also raised their heads and recognized the door.
Ji Zhoubai raised his eyebrows suddenly: "Sunday, 08:30 in the morning, do you want to play?"
Oh, that weirdly dressed boy went to the challenge, Lin Mu nodded unconsciously while thinking, and next to his ear, Ji Zhoubai smiled softly: "Okay, wait here for us at 08:30, wait for you We'll be leaving in 10 minutes."
Eh.Lin Mu finally got out of the mire of the debate about the forest, and his body was alive.
Before the topic continued, Ji Zhoubai got the signal of her nod, and went out for a stroll with the two boys.
"Tell me after Wang Qiang's matter is resolved." Lin Mu wanted to catch up, but couldn't move his legs, but he was really worried, and he was confused when he was concerned, forgetting that he used such an orderly tone.
Ji Zhoubai raised his right hand and waved it to show that she heard it, but he didn't look back.Li Xiaochuan turned to pay respects to her, and was kicked by Ji Zhoubai, so the three of them, all tall representatives, left with long shadows.
Lin Mu blamed himself for suddenly changing his face.
Pushing Ji Zhoubai away, what good does it do her?
It's better to pretend to be a good student, keep your ears out of the window, and always be timid under Ji Zhoubai's wing like before, afraid of responsibility, afraid of dragging down your mother, afraid that you won't be able to handle it.
She is a rabbit in the forest, weak and weak.Yue Zu has the guts to worry about the tiger instead.
16-year-old Lin Mu was dazzled by bravery, thinking that he could change anything by being fearless.
I happened to see something at the age of 16.
In the end is not reconciled.
Her mother was pregnant with her and missed the college entrance examination, so she put all the good expectations of the ivory tower on Lin Mu.
Since the death of his father, this expectation has been somewhat hated and resolute.
Tell that man to see in hell, she Lin Ailing can also train a college student.
Lin Mu made up for the youth that was wasted by that man.
She knew that she had some unspeakable missions, not hers, but her mother's mission. For this reason, mother and daughter went to the college entrance examination together, and it was only natural to sacrifice everything.
At first she didn't doubt it, her mother said, throwing away your father's paintbrush, that's what third-rate worthless people do, Lin Mu left the art class.My mother said that studying hard and reading extracurricular books will only waste time in virtual imagination, so she threw away novels and essays.The mother also said that when you dress yourself up, you don’t focus on your studies, and when you remove the mirror, Lin Mu forgets what he looks like.
My mother is a female worker of Luhua Chemical, and she wears white gloves to search for usable things from a pile of debris every day.
Coughing, panting, struggling to breathe out the exhaust gas, and the haze that cannot be blocked by wearing a three-layer mask are Lin Mu's deepest memories of Lu Hua.However, Lin Ailing was in the factory every day, not daring to get sick or ask for leave. She was left behind, and dozens of people were waiting for her post.
Luhua Chemical is rich, and the wages paid to workers are very considerable.
With money, who cares about life?
Lin Mu wants to turn every mouthful of ashes his mother sucks into a hundredfold motivation to study, and he has to give his best grades to repay his mother.
One is on the factory assembly line, and the other is on the school assembly line, each of them is alive and well.
until last year.
No one knew why the screws of the large hanging plate above the workshop that Lin Ailing passed by were so coincidentally loose.
No one knows why Lin Ailing happened to walk by at that time.
When the large steel plate of several hundred kilograms fell down, Lin Ailing withdrew with the usual dexterity of a county woman.
Smashed four toes and survived.
During that time, Lin Mu didn't know what happened in the factory, he only knew that his mother went to the hospital and asked her to cook for herself.
Half a month later, my mother came home and said she wanted to find another job.
Lin Ailing thought that if she didn't open her mouth to Lin Mu and Lin Mu didn't ask, the matter could be hidden.
Lin Mu went to Luhua Chemical Industry alone to inquire, asked people nearby, asked the aunt who knew the factory well, pretended to be a small reporter and asked the supervisor of a workshop in the factory, and found out the news.
The factory didn't want to pay, so they gave Lin Ailing three months' salary and fired her early.
Lin Ailing came to ask several times, and the other party went from prevarication, to refusal, to swearing at each other.
Lin Mu came back from the factory, washed his clothes, and tested his mother.
But Lin Ailing is a rabbit in the forest, and she can't afford to mess with a monster like Lu Hua Chemical.
She can't agree.
The first doubts about the mother's theory began at this time.
Who would have thought that suspicion would take root now, if she hadn't told Ji Zhoubai today, she would not have known it herself, she had such a point of view.
If possible, she will seek justice.
If possible, she would live in peace.
Lin Mu felt terribly impulsive.
Who are you?You're just a high school student!
In the county town, the frog in the well...
Lin Mu tossed and turned sleeplessly, scolding himself.
It's better for people to live realistically.She hinted to herself, curled up in the quilt.
She can't change anything.
It's been a long time since I dreamed.In the dream, she was visiting the grave.In the familiar cemetery, I saw my father's name.
My father is a painter, oh, a painter, a third-rate painter, who came back from drifting in Beijing for a year, doubting life, doubting the society, almost crazy, painting unintelligible paintings, red, blue, purple and green, kneading together.
I can't sell it, and I won't paint the jobs I took before.
What did you draw before?
Many little people came out of the burning ashes in front of the grave, all of which were drawn by my father and used to make ends meet.
The naked men and women were pale and proudly twisted together, their lower bodies sticking together like birds.Jesus walked in the cemetery with a lamb in his arms, followed by portraits of former leaders.There are family portraits, people of the same family of four generations come with the support of the people, there are paintings for dogs, a poodle with wide brown eyes, and the dolls in the New Year paintings are jumping and singing.
Her father's painting passed through her, she browsed, and when she looked back, it was burned up in a big fire.
Only cold, pale ashes remained on the grave.
She kept taking out papers and burning them, endlessly, endlessly, burning all over her body, and her desires were hard to fill.
In the end, what happened to her father, she could no longer distinguish between reality and fantasy, she plunged into the river, fished it out, and swelled into a mass of rotten flesh. She curled up and watched from the river bank, watching her mother calmly arrange the funeral affairs, and watching the funeral affairs gossip. The ground rings.
The sound of suona rang in my ears, loud and clear, resounding through the sky.
Lin Mu opened his eyes dripping with cold sweat, and the sound of the suona came from far to near.Opening the curtains, a funeral team passed by downstairs, the suona player stood in front, puffed up his cheeks, blushed, and blew an extremely long, extremely loud tune.
It's so strange to have a funeral in the early hours of the morning.
Lin Mu changed his clothes, opened the window, and washed up, but his mother was still up.
Take out the tape recorder, find out the English tape, switch back to side A and listen again, open the English book, and read along clumsily.
She still brought breakfast for Ji Zhoubai that day, but he was not in the classroom. Li Xiaochuan came and said that Ji Zhoubai was in the hospital, so Lin Mu rewarded him with breakfast.
Nothing happened in the morning, and it was time for self-study in the afternoon. Ji Zhoubai appeared swayingly, the school uniform was unzipped, and there was a thin fleece sweater inside. He sat in the back row, knocked on the table, and waited for Lin Mu to get on the podium, and shouted in a serious manner: "Stand up— —”
I have never heard of classmates calling the teacher hello to their classmates.
But it is the conditioned reflex of the students to shout "Hello, teacher" when they hear "stand up".
There were a few sparse "Hello, teacher—"
Lin Mu had something on his mind, although he was nervous, he didn't show it, and broke off the chalk lightly.
"What's the situation? You also look like a ghost when the head teacher comes? Are you crying for funerals? Do it all over again!"
Ji Zhoubai lost his temper and thumped the table heavily: "Stand up!"
"Hello teacher--"
Neat, but drawn out like a kindergartener.
A girl muttered, "It's just you two."
Lin Mu glanced at Ji Zhoubai, seeing that she was going to have a fit, and slowly stopped her: "Today we speak English."
Mathematics, English, history, and geography are taught in rotation. Politics is occasionally taught, and Chinese is not taught. In this way, the order is arranged. Lin Mu wrote it on the corner of the blackboard and framed it with colored chalk.
The head teacher told her that she would communicate with the teachers in the department more, and strive for the cooperation of teachers and students to rise up together.
Lin Mu didn't believe in the word rise, but doing nothing was too embarrassing for him.
She is not idle, and she is too busy studying, but she still has to do it.So far, she has kept it from her mother, Lin Ailing, like a rebellious period, and she has to be stubborn to do something.
After the self-study, Lin Mu wanted to ask Ji Zhoubai something, but Ji Zhoubai had already gone out.
Waiting for the next self-study, Ji Zhoubai came in with the tape recorder, followed by Li Xiaochuan, and she was instructing: "Borrow the tape recorder as early as possible, otherwise other classes will snatch it away. There are only three in each grade. Listen to Lin Mu, See when to use it."
Except for the English test, the tape recorder has never entered the classroom of Class Ten.Therefore, seeing such a gadget during self-study time, everyone was quite a bit novel.
At that time, every household had more or less a tape recorder. I couldn’t buy the tapes of my favorite singers, so I went to a friend’s house to get English tapes to wash and record again.
Ji Zhoubai plugged in the tape recorder and stuffed a tape into it: "Listen to a song for you, after listening to the song, we will go to class."
It's an English song, as elegant as a movie channel.
Lin Mu did not refuse, went outside the classroom to see that there was no teacher, and locked the door behind him.Ji Zhoubai whispered in his ear: "This song is called Yesterday Once More. It's very old. I secretly recorded it with the video store before."
"You speak English very well." Lin Mu said, "Like a foreigner."
Ji Zhoubai grinned: "I used to have a foreign teacher..."
After listening, the following is a short section of English listening materials, followed by a song "Nunchaku".
No one in Class Ten had heard of Jay Chou, so he was a little stunned for a while.
Heh heh heh it's not over yet, Ji Zhoubai pressed the button, and with a click, the tape came out: "Let's go to class."
"Hey, let people listen to it."
"I didn't finish the recording. I have something to do halfway through the recording. I'll play it another day." Ji Zhoubai put the tape into his pocket.
Lin Mu did not refuse her trouble, she scanned the classroom and found that everyone looked up at her after listening to the songs, as if they had been drugged with some kind of ecstasy by these two songs.
Ji Zhoubai looked at her, she seemed to be interpreting the content of Ji Zhoubai's eyes, then glanced at Li Xiaochuan, and said slowly: "Afterwards, I will play a song for everyone in the morning self-study, I hope everyone can come. Today's absence is very serious, I Remember it all."
"I'm here to borrow the tape recorder." Li Xiaochuan said.
It's almost as if they are cooperating.
Ji Zhoubai, aren't you angry with her?Don't alienate her?
"It's just a broken tape, and it's still a mess. I'll go to the video store and see, all of them—"
Ji Zhou smiled in vain.
The other party didn't dare to choke: "I know you are from the city and have seen the world, isn't it too stingy?"
So even if it was decided, Lin Mu lowered his head and planned to continue the lecture.
Ji Zhoubai circled down from the podium and threw a note over.
She held it in her hand without reading it. After a self-study session, she opened the sweaty note.Ji Zhoubai actually used a pen to write, the paper was not good, it was already wet, and the handwriting melted, she tried hard to decipher the handwriting.
"I want to talk to you next time in self-study."
The author has something to say: yesterday once more is the favorite song of a top student in our class, the kind that is repeated a thousand times.
Nunchaku is my (junior) favorite song.
Hee hee stupid author with private goods.
And at that time, I would find the lyrics in the tape box and copy the lyrics!Youth!
One candy throws 2 mines!
The big padded jacket threw a grenade
Crucian carp soup threw 1 mine
Thank you so much!
☆, property
This slightly solemn tone, and
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