False success

Not surprisingly, Chengqing had a fever again.

This time, new wounds on the private parts overlapped with old ones, redness, swelling and inflammation, and even high fever persisted.

Cheng Qing's consciousness was blurred and he couldn't open his eyes. He only knew that he was lying in a soft and comfortable place than when he had a fever last time. Everything around him was as soft as a cloud.In a trance, I thought that I had left that delicate body like beautiful jade.

The right arm is cool, and something like water is pouring from there.

Is it infusion?

Is it still in that body?

But if so, why is it like lying on a cloud?

After a while, the coolness on the right arm disappeared and was replaced by warmth.

What is this again?

He thought hard, thinking it was probably a hand warmer.

It seems that it is really infusion.

But who gave the warmer bag?manager?Or a doctor?

No matter who it is, you must say thank you when you wake up.

If you can still wake up.

My thoughts fell into emptiness again, and there seemed to be a ticking sound in my ears, like hypnotic notes.He was dizzy badly, thinking of fighting with others when he was a child, breaking his hand, crying and fussing during the infusion, and his mother was so busy coaxing him that she forgot to prepare a warm handbag for him.

The temperature of the potion is low, so it's okay in hot weather, but if you lose for a long time in the cold winter, your whole arm will be uncomfortable from the cold.

It was Xiao Qu who sent a warm handbag with just the right temperature, and carefully raised his infusion hand and put it on top of the handwarmer.

"You're so stupid." The young Xiao Qu stretched out his hand to touch his forehead with a stinky face.

He felt his eye sockets heat up again, and wanted to wipe it off with his hand, but he couldn't move.

It's hard to tell when I fell in love with Xiao Qu. I grew up together and knew each other when I was wearing crotch pants. Elementary school, junior high school, high school, from playmates to buddies, from buddies to wishful thinking.

Xiao Qu is like a doom that grows in his heart.He likes Xiao Qu, and thinks about Xiao Qu's self-defeating countless times, but Xiao Qu only has one beautiful man in his eyes.

That man was called Shen Zhao, who was the same age as the two of them. He was squeamish since he was a child, and he was born like a daughter. He was deeply loved by the elders in the courtyard.

When they reached puberty, the boys in the same hospital began to develop in the direction of five big and three thick, dark like carbon, Xiao Qu also started to build muscles, only Shen Zhao was still thin and fair, but he grew taller, and the whole person became more and more handsome.

Xiao Qu always talked about Shen Zhao, and even whistled at Shen Zhao, words like admiration, admiration, and love were almost written on his face.

What did Xiao Qu like to say most at that time?

"I met Shen Zhao just now. I haven't seen him for a few days. He seems to have lost another number. What about you? I haven't seen you for a whole morning. Why did you lose one number?"

"Do you know that Chen Gou from the courtyard next door is chasing Shen Chao? Tsk, just Chen Gou is fat and wants to touch our courtyard flowers."

"Shen Zhao actually planned to join the army after graduating from high school, and even got a military uniform with his father, wearing a unique temperament. Sheng Yu, next time you will wear a military uniform for me to see? Hey, you have a bad face? People rely on clothes Well, although you are a little dark, the military uniform can restore your temperament, believe it or not..."

Shen Zhao, Shen Zhao, Shen Zhao back and forth.

The fact that Xiao Qu likes Shen Zhao was an open secret among peers in the courtyard back then.

Sheng Yu's heart was arrogant and arrogant, and he covered up the love that grew like madness in young people, and did not reveal the slightest bit.It's just that getting along with Xiao Qu became more and more uncomfortable, either deliberately provoking and arguing, or avoiding it inexplicably.

Xiao Qu still treated him the same as before, he had a lot of jokes to tell, fights to fight, and he was upright and frank.

This means that there is no ghost in my heart, unlike him.

It is well known that Xiao Qu likes Shen Zhao, and it is well known that he is a brother.

Back then when I was young, I thought it would be nice to be with Xiao Quni as a brother.Later I learned that there is no relationship in the world that can last longer than a lover.

Parents will leave eventually, brothers will have their own families, and only lovers will stay together for life.

It's just that he understood this truth too late.

After graduating from high school, he joined the army, and Shen Zhao also joined the army, but he went to a field camp, while Shen Zhao went to an agency unit.

The military soldier is quite suitable for the style of "Princess Shen". As a guard of honor or something, once wearing a military uniform, it is called graceful and graceful.

Xiao Qu did not enlist in the army, but went to college.

Shen Zhao's institution is in the same city as Xiao Qu's university, only a few streets away.

It is conceivable that as long as Xiao Qu thinks about it, he can see Shen Zhao in military uniform patrolling and standing guard at any time.

so fucking...

From the recruit company to the reconnaissance battalion, from the reconnaissance battalion to the special forces, Sheng Yu sometimes looked at himself covered in blood and sweat in the mirror, and would think of Shen Zhao in a neat military uniform.

Beautiful people, both male and female, are favored favorites.

Everyone has a love of beauty, and it's only normal for Xiao Qu to like Shen Zhao.

Who doesn't like beautiful women?

Do you like yourself who is dark and rough?

He washed off the paint on his face, put his head under the faucet for a long time, raised his head, and saw a face that had nothing to do with "beautiful" or "white".

It seems to be dark again, and there is still a scar on the brow bone.

However, in the pampered place of the government unit, Shen Zhao will definitely not be injured or left marks.

Anger and jealousy suddenly surged into his heart, and he smashed the mirror to pieces with his fist as if he had nowhere to go.

Not to mention the punishment, his hand was injured.

After staying in the dark room for several days, he anxiously tried to forget about Xiao Qu, but he couldn't do it at all.The kind of feelings that have been accumulated over the years have already spread branches and leaves in his soul. If he wants to tear off the roots, then he will only be left with a shell.

As he got older, he wanted to confess to Xiao Qu.

When I was a teenager, I had a good face, and I couldn't say that I liked this kind of words no matter what.Not only can't say it, but also hide it in every possible way, as if falling in love with someone is the worst thing.

Now that I have been in the military camp for three years, I have endured unimaginable hardships and dangers that others cannot see, and my mood has gradually become calmer.

I want Xiao Qu to know——I like you, and since a long time ago, I no longer regard you as a brother.

Being rejected is a sure thing, being teased is okay too.But he must speak out.

The special forces are different from other forces, they all perform actual combat missions, just in case one day...

At the age of 21, after three years away from home, he finally had a rare vacation.

But when I got home, I found out that Xiao Qu had gone abroad to study.

It’s not sad to say, but there is a loss.It's been three years since we saw each other. If we don't see each other this time, we don't know when we will meet again in the future.

He is an active special soldier with a special status and cannot go abroad. After spending his vacation at home, he unexpectedly met Shen Zhao before returning to the team.

Shen Zhao was promoted to an officer, and he was wearing a military uniform.Probably because of three years of training in the army, the bones of his body have obviously become much stronger, and the femininity on his face has been replaced by a heroic spirit, which is as tall and straight as a pine.

Not to mention Xiao Qu, even he couldn't help but look at Shen Zhao more.

Tsk!Simply evil.

Before getting into the car, he looked at himself again, he was dark and looked like a soldier.

Can't help but think - let me choose, I'll choose Shen Zhao too.

In the rearview mirror, it was his self-deprecating smile.

Special forces also have military uniforms, but they rarely have the opportunity to wear them.

After returning to the team, there happened to be an event on the team, which required military uniforms to attend.

After he put on his military uniform, he looked at himself for a long time, and said to himself: "Liar."

Xiao Qu once said to him—clothes make a man, even though you are a little darker, military uniforms can restore your temperament, believe it or not?

Believe in your head!

He looked at his fierce self in the mirror, and thought like admitting defeat: This dress still looks good on Shen Zhao.

Turning around, I realized that I was secretly photographed by the little Qin Li.

The brothers who grew up together, he and Qin Li became special soldiers.

He made a gesture to grab the camera, but Qin Li refused to give it up. The two argued for a long time, and it stopped when the captain arrived.

He forgot to ask Qin Li, why are you secretly filming me?