False success

After eight years, Xiao Qu finally saw Sheng Yu in his dream.

He couldn't remember for a long time when he fell in love with Sheng Yu, and the clear dream gave him the answer.

He and Sheng Yu were born in the same compound, and since they can remember, they have rarely been separated.Sheng Yu lived in the small building next door. When he was a child, he was a white and fat boy. Not only was he cute, but he also had a soft and cute personality. He smiled when he saw anyone. He had bright eyes. He especially liked to ask for snacks from elders or older brothers and sisters. He was completely different from the arrogant and stubborn guy he grew up with.

The first time he and Sheng Yu met was because of snacks.

That day he went home with his mother, carrying a bag full of snacks in his hand, and met Sheng Yu with a drool bag on the road.

Sheng Yu ran over, grinned at him without any shyness, pointed at his snacks and said, "Brother!"

He froze and looked up at his mother.

Mother smiled and took the bag from him, opened it and handed it to Sheng Yu, "What would Xiao Yu want to eat? Pick it yourself."

Sheng Yu reached out to take it, but he quickly blocked it, a little angrily: "This is my snack!"

Sheng Yu opened his beautiful eyes and looked at him innocently: "But, but I have already called you brother!"

He opened Sheng Yu's hand forcefully, and shouted: "I'm not your brother! This is not your snack either!"

Sheng Yu was stunned for a second, then rubbed the back of his hand that was red from the beating, and pursed his mouth.

The mother quickly smoothed things over, and took out a bag of jelly and put it in Sheng Yu's hands, "Xiao Yu is good, don't cry, Xiao Qu is ignorant, the shots are not serious, did the pain hurt?"

Sheng Yu looked at the jelly in his arms, suddenly smiled, bowed 90 degrees on the spot, and said in a sweet voice, "Thank you auntie! Thank you brother!"

He watched Sheng Yu take away his favorite jelly, and angrily pulled his mother's skirt, "Mom! That's my jelly!"

Mother returned the remaining snacks to him, and comforted him gently, "It's just a bag of jelly, Xiaoyu likes it, so you can give it to him, and mom will buy it for you tomorrow."

After being coaxed all afternoon, he realized that Sheng Yu next door is a "delicious dog". He hangs around outside when he has nothing to do, and when he sees someone holding snacks, he jumps on them with a smile.In the past, an older child teased Sheng Yu, holding the snacks high, "I will only eat it when I ask my brother." Sheng Yu jumped up and down, and shouted repeatedly: "Brother! Brother!" Everyone was amused and laughed, Later, every time there were snacks, Sheng Yu was asked to call "brother" or "sister" first.Over time, Sheng Yu developed the habit of calling "brother" when he wanted to eat snacks, and he would have snacks if he called "brother".

"How can a boy do this?" He was still angry.

The mother also said that Sheng Yu was very pitiful. The Sheng family had a very strict family education. Sheng Yu had no mother. His father was serious and rigid. He raised his son in the way of managing soldiers in the army. The family never prepared snacks.

"So pitiful?"

"Yeah, so when you see Xiaoyu in the future, you should treat him better. It's just snacks. I can buy them for you without my mother."

After being persuaded by his mother, he began to pay attention to Sheng Yu.Gradually, I realized that Sheng Yu was really pitiful. He got up for a run early in the morning, and at noon the sun was so strong that he was punished to stand in a military posture. At night, there were often crying noises from Sheng's house, and he heard that Sheng Yu was being beaten.

Maybe the little man has always had a strong desire to protect the weak. Ever since he felt that Sheng Yu was pitiful, he has become Sheng Yu's snack provider.Although the Xiao family's parents are not as strict as the Sheng family's, they will not give the children pocket money lavishly.He took out all his pocket money, including the New Year's money, bought snacks for Sheng Yu every day, and secretly took Sheng Yu to KFC.

In the beginning, every time Sheng Yu took a snack, he bowed to him and said "thank you brother".Later, it was probably familiar, so I stopped calling "brother".

But many years later, he still remembered Sheng Yu's crisp "brother".

Sheng Yu in adolescence became the most rebellious person in the entire compound.The white and tender skin is tanned to a wheat color, the facial features are long, the soft and cute feeling has disappeared without a trace, the eyebrows and eyes are full of rebelliousness, the body is strong and thin, the strength is amazing, the abdominal muscles are like finely crafted, and the fight is fierce, almost looking less than the opponent.

Such Sheng Yu occupied all his attention.

Before he was 16 years old, he knew that he fell in love with Sheng Yu.Not to mention in that era, even today, it can be considered a complete puppy love.

The object of puppy love is still a homosexual.

Teenage boys have their own lame ways of expressing liking.To sum it up is nothing more than - I like you, I will bully you.

It seems that only in this way can we find a full sense of existence.

But he wants to consider himself "mature", rarely bullies Sheng Yu, afraid of being discovered by Sheng Yu and others, so he always mentions another person to Sheng Yu.

"Shen Zhao is so cute."

"Shen Zhao seems to be the first in their class in the exam."

"Shen Zhao is here, hey, you have a bad face, look at Shen Zhao, he has never made a bad face."

As he spoke, he tugged at the corner of Sheng Yu's lips.

For a while, Sheng Yu always avoided him, as if he was too lazy to talk to him, only when he made an appointment with someone, Sheng Yu would kill him halfway.

At the age of 18, Sheng Yu chose to join the army, while he chose to study.

He didn't confess to Sheng Yu, and he didn't know how Sheng Yu saw him, but he had already figured out his heart - he wanted Sheng Yu, and he only wanted Sheng Yu in this life.

In order to be with Sheng Yu in the future, he can't join the army like Sheng Yu, he must walk a path that is not controlled by his parents and be completely independent from his family.

He wanted to be Sheng Yu's strongest support.

But Sheng Yu couldn't wait for that day.

When the bad news came, he passed out due to grief on the other side of the ocean, and his head was injured by the impact. Sheng Yu had already been buried when he rushed back to China.

Even if he didn't bury him, he couldn't see Sheng Yu off for the last time.

Qin Li said that Sheng Yu was blown to pieces, and the pieces of flesh and blood couldn't make up a complete body.

He couldn't accept this fact and was sent to a mental hospital by his family.

Back then when he was young, he couldn't see through many things, so he used Shen Zhao to cheat Sheng Yu lamely, and Sheng Yu never revealed his feelings to him.

At that time, he couldn't guess what Sheng Yu was thinking, and he didn't know whether Sheng Yu liked him or not.And when he couldn't hide his admiration, he told his strongest brother Qin Li.

At the age of 21, Qin Li sent a photo of Sheng Yu, which he printed out and put in a photo frame as a treasure.

This release is nine long years.

In the past, I didn't know what Sheng Yu was thinking. As I got older and recalled Sheng Yu's words and deeds at that time, I suddenly realized that under Sheng Yu's awkward escapes, there was a deep nostalgia hidden.

Today, he already knew that he was loved by Sheng Yu.But Sheng Yu couldn't grow into a mature man like him, and Sheng Yu didn't know his thoughts until he died.

He often thought that if he could dream of Sheng Yu, he must say those three words, but Sheng Yu never appeared in his dreams.

When he saw Sheng Yu, he knew he was dreaming, but he still stretched out his hand tremblingly, wanting to pull Sheng Yu into his arms.

But before he had time to announce his belated confession, Sheng Yu had already kissed his lips.

He heard Sheng Yu say: "Goodbye, I love you."

Then it gradually became blurred in his arms, and finally disappeared without a trace.

He stood blankly in the gloomy world for a long time, curling his lips with a wry smile.

The corners of his upturned lips were kissed by the falling tears, and he knelt heavily, weeping silently.

It turned out that the reunion in the dream eight years later was for a solemn farewell.