False success

"I'm sorry, Mr. Xiao." Sheng Yu lowered his head, his shoulders tensed stiffly, "I, I want to drink some cold water, there is no ice in the room."

"Still drinking cold water?" Xiao Qu was displeased, "Is your health completely healed?"

"I'm sorry. I didn't come down on purpose to eavesdrop on you and Mr. Shen. I'll go back right away."

"Wait." Xiao Qu pulled him back, and squeezed his chin firmly. Seeing that his face was full of tears, his eyes darkened a little, but his tone was quite calm, "Did you hear that?"

He gritted his teeth, shaking violently, unable to struggle.

In his previous life, the height difference between him and Xiao Qu was almost negligible. Xiao Qu was only less than one centimeter taller than him, but he was much stronger than Xiao Qu. At that time, Xiao Qu couldn't handle him as easily as now.

He also wanted to struggle, but his overreaction made Xiao Qu suspicious.

Seeing that the two had a dispute, Shen Zhao hurriedly stepped forward to persuade Xiao Qu.

They are all friends who grew up together, and he understands Xiao Qu's character.Except for Sheng Yu who was no longer there, Xiao Qu had little patience with anyone.Cheng Qing must have heard what he said just now, it is human nature to feel angry and ashamed, but it is likely to annoy Xiao Qu.

He patted Xiao Qu's shoulder, and Xiao Qu let go of his hand.

Sheng Yu took two steps back, his face pale, "I'll go upstairs right away, so I won't delay you."

Until he stumbled into the corner, Sheng Yu could feel the substantial gaze behind him.

Xiao Qu was looking at him.

His Xiao Qu was watching him.

He ran back to his bedroom in one breath, closed the door gently, and unlocked it for the first time.This series of movements drained his strength, he leaned against the door, and his body gradually slid down until he huddled into a ball on the ground.

It was afternoon, and the room that Xiao Qu had originally prepared for him had excellent lighting. On a fine day, as long as the windows were opened, the sunlight would flood in layer upon layer, clearing away the haze in all corners.

Today is a cloudy day, and there is a shadow near the door.And he huddled in the shadows.

He heard everything Xiao Qu and Shen Zhao said just now.Although due to poor hearing, the voices of the two were often mixed together, and it took a lot of effort to hear them, but he heard them all.

It was like a dream.He pinched his arm, leaving a series of red marks, and every pain clearly told him that this was not a dream.

Those words were really what Xiao Qu said.

"Hi, hi..." He murmured involuntarily, struggling to say the complete sentence, but suddenly there was an unbearable dull pain in his chest.He kept crying, and his cuffs were soaked through.His right hand was clenched into a fist, beating the position of his heart one after another, and said with a sob: "I like it, me."

Heart blood poured out of his mouth, mixed with falling tears.

He looked at the blood on his hands and helplessly held back the sound of crying.

Xiao Qu actually liked him!

In the past so many years, he has always mistakenly believed that Xiao Qu likes Shen Zhao!

Once the unthinkable thing came true, what he felt was great grief.

Xiao Qu likes him, and he can't forget him until now, and even vaguely feels that he is by his side.

How has Xiao Qu lived these past eight years?

When he heard the news of his sacrifice, how did Xiao Qu...

He covered his ears and shook his head in vain, the pain was like a thousand arrows piercing through his heart.

No wonder Xiao Qu became so cold and reticent after eight years of absence.Xiao Qu was not like this at all!

He once thought that Xiao Qu was just mature and restrained. Which 30-year-old man would be as frivolous as an 18-year-old?

It never occurred to him that all the changes in Xiao Qu were because of him.

Shen Zhao mentioned a psychiatrist because Xiao Qu had a mental problem?

The constricted heart throbbed again, and the smell of blood once again appeared in the mouth.He stood up tremblingly and ran to the bathroom.

After soaking in hot water, the emotion that was about to burst the body gradually calmed down.

He was glad that he didn't lose his composure in front of Xiao Qu just now, and didn't say everything regardless of the consequences.

He acted surprised, sad, and even a little humble angry.That's good, it's the reaction Cheng Qing should have.

Cheng Qing is a young master, and he is not qualified to desire true love, but when he suddenly finds out that he is just a substitute for a dead person, his mood will inevitably fluctuate.

He did his best to look like he was just cowardly jealous.

Fortunately, Shen Zhao came in time and rescued him.Otherwise, if Xiao Qu stared at him with his chin tightly, all his disguises would be exposed.

Maybe he shouldn't have gone downstairs to eavesdrop at all.

Xiao Qu sent him back to the bedroom and told him to sleep well.His heart was in a mess, and he obviously wanted to escape, but after Xiao Qu left, he opened the door by mistake, hid in the corner and peeked at Shen Zhao, his handsome "rival in love".

In order to find a far-fetched excuse when he was discovered, he also took the glass on purpose.Unexpectedly, it was the glass that exposed him.

The heartache was unbearable, thinking of how much pain his death had brought to Xiao Qu, and thinking of how Xiao Qu had been tortured in the past eight years, he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

This kind of pain that almost knocks people out, also dilutes the ecstasy of knowing that Xiao Qu also likes him.

That was the person he loved the most, and he couldn't bear the pain.

He slid into the bathtub and remained motionless until the air in his lungs had been emptied and the suffocation was overwhelming, before sitting up.

Looking down at his naked body, he smiled softly.

Countless people die every day in the world, and not everyone can return to their loved ones in another person's body after many years.

Being able to come back may be because of Xiao Qu's missing.

It would be great if it could exist forever after rebirth. Although two people are together, although they have missed eight years, they will still have a long and long life in the future.

But fate gave him the chance to come back, it seemed that he only allowed him to make up for the regrets he had while alive.

When he just woke up, he thought, the most regretful thing is that he couldn't do the most intimate thing with Xiao Qu.

Only now did I realize that God let him come back to let him know that Xiao Qu also loved him.

This is really no regrets.

But the heart hurts badly.

He hated the mistakes, hated the ruthless fate, and hated himself for giving Xiao Qu so much pain.

There was a puddle of vomited blood at the door, if Xiao Qu opened the door and found it, it would be troublesome to explain.He was startled and got up quickly, but his eyes went dark.

It's not the feeling of ischemia, but weakness all over.

He supported the wall bricks and slowed down for a while. When he raised his eyes again, his vision was much blurred and his tinnitus became more serious.

The signs of dissipation are becoming more and more obvious.

Holding back his tears, he walked to the door with a bath towel and knelt on the ground to clean up the blood.Finally, wrap the bath towel, put it in a plastic bag, and stuff it in the closet.

After tidying up, he went back to the bathroom, stood in front of the mirror, and looked at himself seriously.

At such a close distance, even if you squint your eyes, you can't see clearly.

His body felt like he was floating, and the pain in his bones made his toes curl up.

I don't know how many days are left in the remaining days, I hope I can make it to Xiao Qu's birthday.

Nine days, nine days will be Xiao Qu's 31st birthday.

He grabbed the edge of the sink and took deep breaths, trying to suppress all the sorrow and joy.

After a while, he gradually calmed down, lowered his eyelids, and whispered, "Xiao Qu."

Like telepathy, Xiao Qu's heart tightened suddenly.

Seeing his ugly face, Shen Zhao quickly asked, "What's wrong?"

He waved his hand, "Nothing."

Shen Zhao didn't stay for too long, before he left, he told him thousands of times, and said what he said before, and kept boasting.

Xiao Qu knew in his heart that Shen Zhao was just as worried about him as Qin Li.Whether Chengqing is good or not, no matter how powerful Shen Zhao is, it is impossible to see through it at a glance, so eager to praise, just want him to live well with Chengqing and start a new life as soon as possible.

Sending Shen Zhao away, he didn't go upstairs immediately, and stayed alone in the garden for a long time.

"Cherish the people in front of you," Shen Zhao said sincerely.

Why didn't he think so himself?

The days are still long, and just eight short years have almost exhausted his energy.

It is said that the deceased will often visit their relatives and friends in their dreams, but Sheng Yu never visited him in his dreams.

The night was so long, in his dreams and out of his dreams, he had always lived alone.

Cheng Qing's arrival gave him some comfort.

Cheng Qing lay beside him, half asleep and half awake, just like Sheng Yu lying beside him.

He smoked for a long time, and walked slowly towards the villa when the sky was getting dark.

Shen Zhao was right, he should treat Chengqing well.

Maybe one day, Sheng Yu will be able to let go.