green shell

When Xiangyang woke up in the morning, he was dazed for a long time, and sat on the bed staring at the wall for a long time, until the remaining touch and throbbing in the dream dissipated a little.He let out a breath, turned over and got out of bed, and went to wash up.

He dreamed of a man.

A person whose eyes squint because of the light when he raises his head.The man looked up at him, stretched out his hand and dragged him over, his nostrils were instantly filled with the unique smell that belonged to that person.He watched the man sticking towards him, with a smile in his peach eyes, like a crew member bewitched by a siren, throwing away everything behind him, and sticking over without hesitation, letting the man's kiss fall on him piece by piece on the lips and face.

He dreamed about road suspicion.

Xiangyang picked up a towel to dry his face, and looked at himself in the mirror whose forehead was wet with water.

The eyes are confused, the hair is messy, the eyebrows are wrinkled, and the ears are very red.

This is the person Xiangyang has hidden for many, many years, and has always been another Xiangyang during these years.

A Xiangyang who refuses to let herself out of the mirror.

Xiangyang put the towel aside, reached out and pressed down the hair next to the ear to cover the red ear.

He turned his head away, letting Xiang Yang in the mirror disappear from his field of vision.

Xiangyang has never liked anyone, fatigue and pain accounted for most of his youth, he has no time to throb and no one can make him throb, Lu Yi is the first person who makes him unable to control himself repeatedly.Maybe it's because of Lu Yi's beautiful peach blossom eyes, maybe it's because of his unique fragrance, maybe it's because he didn't show any malice when he was doing bad things, maybe it's because he doesn't feel so tired in front of him, maybe it's because he's too close to himself. picture.

Maybe.

Xiang Yang didn't know.

He's not very timid, but he's easily cowardly.When he encountered something that he couldn't solve alone, when he couldn't decide whether to go next, when he encountered something strange by himself, he would run away.

If you like it, you will like it, if you are throbbing, you will be throbbing. If these are not among the things he can handle perfectly, then ignore them.

If he doesn't say it or show it, it's his own business, and no one else will be hurt by it.

Xiang Yang took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, turned around and walked to the living room, picked up the clothes that were laid aside and put them on.Aunt Wang has to go back to her hometown this week to take care of the housework. My mother will come back the day after a long business trip. Xiangyang is the only one at home. He put on his clothes and took a bottle of milk from the refrigerator. I couldn't drink it anymore, so I just took a bag containing milk and the last bag of bread left at home, put it in my schoolbag, took the key and went out with the schoolbag on my back.

Pick up the car, ride it, park it, walk into the classroom, make small talk, pretend to be happy.

Perhaps because of that dream, Xiang Yang was extremely tired today.He almost lost control of himself several times, and wanted to turn his head to look at Lu Yi, but luckily he managed it in the end.

Mu Ying ran to sit next to Lin Qi, the two girls chatted happily, her seat was vacant, and was occupied by Chen Peng and Li Ming, Zhao Cheng and Kang Ziyi also came over with potato chips and leaned on the sunny table superior.Xiang Yang sat among a group of people, listening to their troubles with a smile, echoing them with a smile, and paying attention to everyone's emotional changes with a smile.

It's very interesting. It's really not boring to listen to a bunch of people gossiping, but it's too tiring to take care of everyone's emotions.

Xiang Yang was still smiling.

Zhao Cheng was a little upset because Li Ming grabbed a handful of potato chips and left, so Xiang Yang brought the topic to Zhao Cheng's favorite things.Zhao Cheng was distracted and became happy again. Li Ming still wanted to get potato chips, so Xiang Yang handed over the snacks that he just bought in the cafeteria in his desk pocket. Li Ming distributed the snacks and came back There is only a bottom left.

Xiang Yang accepted what Chen Peng said, laughed with Wang Bochen, and brought Kang Ziyi into the conversation by the way.

The sun scorched the back of his neck, but he just laughed and laughed.

Be gregarious.

gregarious.

Xiang Yang thought that this kind of exhaustion would only last for one day at most, but the exhaustion did not disappear until three days passed.

After being woken up by the sound of his mother returning home to put the suitcase, Xiang Yang's exhaustion increased.He rubbed his face and glanced at his phone.

Four o'clock.

Xiang Yang put down his phone and wanted to sleep for a while, but it seemed that he was too tired, and his brain began to clear up instead, even if he was very tired with his eyes closed, he couldn't fall asleep again.

Before Aunt Wang came back, Xiang Yang got up to wash up, got dressed, took out the last box of milk and bit it in the microwave, and took a pack of snacks for breakfast.After eating, I took the hot milk, put on my coat and carried my schoolbag while drinking, and finally threw the empty box into the trash can, and went out with the key.

Only the weather changed from sunny to cloudy, and the laughter and gregariousness remained the same.

Because he didn't sleep well, Xiang Yang lost his mind again and again today. In order to keep his focus, he was even more tired. He wanted to take a nap at noon, but Wang Bochen was dragged by the Chinese teacher to memorize the text. Mu Ying had to ask him for help. The two finished cleaning It was almost time to start the class when we got back from the classroom, so Xiang Yang had no choice but to stay sleepy, until the night of self-study and rehearsal, he was so sleepy that he almost didn't know what he was talking about.Afraid of saying too much and making mistakes, he simply took a pen and walked to Lu Yi's side.

It's not too late to rest for a while before joining the group.

Xiang Yang sat down beside Lu Yi, and from the corner of his eye he saw Lu Yi fidgeting there, his mouth moved faster than his brain, and he asked the question before he could react.It wasn't until he turned his head and met Lu Yi's eyes that he realized it, and quickly cut off the conversation.

It’s over.

Being out of your mind is a bad thing.

The "Xiangyang" that Lu Yi half-roared woke up Xiangyang's mind a lot, but he was still sleepy.Xiang Yang looked up and saw Lu Yi frowned and raised his breath, causing him to let it out slowly.

Xiangyang can feel that Lu Yi is always taking care of himself, for example, he inadvertently reveals that he is paying attention to himself, for example, he always puts himself to sleep, for example, he didn't hear the guitar sound when he woke up from a deep sleep.

Perhaps it is because of the similarity that they are attracted.

Xiang Yang didn't want to control himself anymore, after sleeping next to Lu Yi, he wasn't so tired anymore, but he was lazy all over and couldn't lift his energy.He used the remaining sleepiness and confusion to mutter his sincerity.

"I do not want to go home."

There is nothing at home, no food or drink, no excitement and no laughter.As soon as he went back, he felt like a branch in the bird's nest, unable to make his own choice, unable to fly away like a bird with wings.

Falling into that bird's nest at first was also the decision made by the wind for him.

"I know."

Hearing Lu Yi's voice, Xiang Yang flew over gently with understanding and habit, so he raised his head and saw Lu Yi stretching out his hand to grab his arm.

"But you need a comfortable sleep." Lu Yi reached out and patted Xiang Yang's shoulder lightly.

Xiang Yang became very wronged in an instant.He lowered his head, thinking about the helplessness and unwillingness in Lu Yi's voice just now.

Xiang Yang met many people in his life, but Lu Yi was the first one who took his whispers seriously.

Lu Sui didn't want to go home either.Xiang Yang heard it.

They are alike again.

But they still have to go home.

No matter how much the people in the mirror try to hide their emotions, the people outside the mirror will know it too.If the person in the mirror hides this emotion, the person outside the mirror will also feel uncomfortable.

It can't be like this, the man in the mirror thought.You see how much the person outside the mirror loves you, you can't lose such a person who understands yourself.Just this one, if you miss it, maybe you will never see anyone outside the mirror for the rest of your life.

If no one comes from outside the mirror, then the person in the mirror will also disappear.If the person in the mirror is gone, the branch will never be able to escape the bird's nest.

Xiangyang wanted to be like that bird, flying away from everything.

The wind blew over and asked him: Do you want to fall with the bird's nest or stay with the bird's nest for the rest of your life.

Xiang Yang hesitated for a moment, but chose the former.

Even if he falls on the ground, he still wants to see the blue sky and white clouds, and also wants to see how the wind carries the feathers forward, and also wants to try the feeling of ease and freedom.

"Come to practice at noon tomorrow, I will accompany you." So he said.

The person in the mirror hesitated and took a step closer to the mirror, and the person on the other side of the mirror also took a step: "Do you want to eat Xiaolongbao in the morning?"

Xiangyang was still sleepy, but when Lu Yi smiled at him through the mirror, he wasn't tired at all.He also smiled at Lu Yi: "Thank you."

Lu Su is a very caring person.

Since Xiangyang ate the Xiaolongbao brought by Lu Sui, he hadn't eaten the breakfast he prepared, or he didn't prepare it at all.Every morning when he enters work, he feels less tired and bored, and has a little more expectation.

Maybe it's about breakfast, maybe it's about the road.

Or both.

After a few days, Xiangyang felt that he was used to being taken care of by Lu Yi, and he was more willing to stay by Lu Yi's side every day.Noon and evening self-study and rehearsal are Xiangyang's favorite times, as soon as he sits next to Lu Yi, he doesn't want to move.

But Xiangyang felt a little uncomfortable being taken care of. He knew how tiring it was to take care of others, and he felt more or less guilty about the road.He happened to be taking the exam soon, and his grades were good, so he could just help Lu Yi with his revision.

You can't always let Lu Sui take care of yourself.

When Xiang Yang followed Lu Yi to practice the piano at noon, he picked up the examination instructions, and Lu Yi was quite surprised when he saw it, probably thinking that what he said before was just casually.Xiang Yang sat next to Lu Yi, let Lu Yi practice first, and carried the book by himself to memorize the rest.

Lu Yi plays the guitar very well, at least Xiang Yang likes to listen to it.The original score picked up from the Internet only has a basic chord, which is a bit dry. Lu Yi probably changed it a bit, and it sounds much more comfortable, and it doesn’t sound dry after adding some variations.

The song selected for the show is an English love song, the vocal range is quite suitable for the performer, the tune is not high, the rhythm is slow but not procrastinated, and the sound of the road doubt makes people feel at ease.

Xiang Yang leaned on the stereo and finished reciting the rest, listening to Lu Yi practicing repeatedly, his eyelids began to sink.His hand holding the book drooped, and then he began to dream.Dreaming that a beam of light was shining from the night, he walked against the light, and when he reached the end, he found that it was the light from a lighthouse hanging on the night.He walked into the lighthouse, and when he was shivering from the wind, he found Lu Yi standing with his back to him.He stepped forward, touched the road with his fingers, and was instantly surrounded by warm light.Lu Yi smiled at him and pulled him into his arms.Xiang Yang stretched out his arms to hug Lu Yi, but suddenly he was blown over together with the darkened lighthouse, and he fell all the way, only to find himself turned into a twig.

When he woke up, Xiang Yang hadn't reacted yet, thinking about Lu Yi not to fall to another place, he called out: "... Lu Yi?"

The suspicious voice of Lu came from the place of light.Looking at Lu Yi, Xiang Yang raised his head and looked towards him, his body was covered with light, and he said "I'm here" softly but firmly, the uneasiness caused by the dream in his heart almost dissipated.He rubbed his eyes, stood up slowly and walked towards Lu Yi, only then realized that he was hungry, so he told Lu Yi truthfully.

Lu Yi took the book and asked Xiang Yang to take out his pocket, and Xiang Yang took out two candies, thinking that Lu Yi came to practice without eating like him, so he fed Lu Yi a piece first, and then ate a piece by himself.

Xiang Yang originally wanted to ask if he wanted to eat something, but Lu Yi first asked if he could order takeaway, so he agreed.

Xiangyang knew Sanjin's power, and Wang Bochen didn't show up for self-study one afternoon because he was caught by Sanjin and ordered takeaway.If you don't come this once a week, you won't be happy, and if you catch someone in Sanjin, you will be sure.So Lu Yi didn't want to go by himself, he also understood, but probably he just woke up and didn't react, and the phrase "counseling" came out with a yawn, and he didn't realize it until he finished speaking. .

At this time, Lu Yi took a step back, not like last time.The muscles in Xiangyang's mind immediately relaxed, he also smiled at Lu Yi, and stepped forward to make fun of it with confidence.

I won't be timid anymore, and I don't have to run anymore.

He squeezed Lu Yi's hand, smiled and said what was in his heart.

Don't run away.

Don't run, and won't run again.

Because there is someone who can take care of him, because he is not so tired.

So stop running.

The author has something to say:

Xiangyang is the person hiding in the mirror, and Lu Yi is the person trapped on the other side of the mirror.They are separated by a layer of mirrors, and they both feel that each other is a person outside the mirror.As soon as the two met each other, they both wanted to move forward.So they moved on.