He was thrown down by his own cub again, how could he break?

In the physiology class of junior high school, the boys were always looking at something furtively under the erected books.

Shy and secretive, blushing.

Wu Nai didn't care, and continued to look at the male and female organs in the book expressionlessly, and listened to the teacher's explanation.

"What are you doing!"

The teacher pointed at the group of boys angrily, and walked off the podium as he spoke.

A group of boys were in a hurry, and in desperation, they stuffed the books into the belly of Wu Nai's desk who was the nearest one. With mournful faces, they clasped their hands and asked him for help.

Wu Nai didn't speak or move, but it was the best help.

When the teacher approached, a group of kids sat upright immediately, pretending to be listening to the class seriously.

I went around and saw nothing suspicious, so the teacher could only knock on the desk as a warning.

"I turned the wrong book! You still don't listen to the class carefully!"

After speaking and walking back to the podium, the little kids breathed a sigh of relief. They listened obediently for the rest of the time, not daring to move around, but they fell asleep after listening.

When the school bell rang, a group of drowsy teenagers regained their spirits immediately, grabbed their schoolbags and ran outside. No one remembered the books left at Wu Nai's place.

Wu Nai packed up his things, and when he pulled out his schoolbag, a colorful book fell out.

Bending down to pick it up.As soon as I got it in front of my eyes, I was shocked by the flesh color rushing towards my face.

Sexy bikini, hot body, seductive deep groove, gorgeous red lips...

He hugged the book in his arms all at once and looked around. Fortunately, there was no one in the classroom.

Although Wu Nai has never read this kind of book, but more or less heard it from the boys in the class.

It's just that this honest glance doesn't have the blood surge that those boys said, and it's even a little disgusting.

I didn't want to look at it at all, so I casually threw it into a certain boy's table belly.

I packed my schoolbag and went to find Wu Yu.

When I got home and didn't have time to do my homework, I had to prepare dinner for the two of them. I was in such a hurry that I had long forgotten about school.

But if the brain forgets, it does not mean that the heart also forgets.

Wu Nai finished washing the dishes and was doing homework in the room when he vaguely heard Wu Yu's voice.

"Brother! Brother! Cough cough cough..."

His throat hurts after shouting twice, Wu Nai immediately put down his pen when he heard the coughing sound, walked out of the room, and knocked on the door of the bathroom.

"Stop shouting, I heard you. What's the matter?"

"Mao, towel..."

"Why didn't you bring a towel?!"

Wu Nai blamed her, but still went to get the towel.

"I don't bring it every time, I have to shout every time, and my voice is hoarse again!"

As he spoke, he took the towel and pushed open the door of the bathroom naturally, wanting to give the towel to Wu Yu.

"Just next time..."

"Huh? What? Bro? Next time?"

When Wu Nai came in, Wu Yu was obediently sitting in the bathtub waiting for him.

Obviously it is a scene that we often see, and obviously the two of them have taken a bath together, but I don't know why the feeling at this moment is different from before.

He has gained some flesh and his frame is not small, so he should not be short in the future.

My skin, which was fair at the beginning, has slowly tanned recently, and finally looks healthy.

And those beautiful peach blossom eyes are now looking at me with wide eyes.

In the room full of water vapor, Wu Nai felt that he was about to suffocate.

Water droplets slid down Wu Yu's chest, rising and falling with the heart.

So hot……

Arms that already had some muscle tensed as they gripped the edge of the tub.

So Boring……

It was clearly a puzzled look, but he could only feel a fatal temptation.

it is good……

In his mind, all those flesh-colored images after school today were replaced by the naked person in front of him.

Going crazy……

"Brother? What, what's the matter?"

Wu Nai had been silent since he came in. Wu Yu was very nervous, thinking something happened, so he called him out.

Wu Nai was brought back to his senses, saw Wu Yu was about to come out of the bathtub, and was so frightened that he threw the towel in his hand on his head, his whole body was like a frightened little squirrel, with a red face, he ran out without saying a word.

"Um...brother..."

Wu Yu also fell back into the bathtub because the towel on his head covered his eyes.

He ran to the yard in one breath, put his head under the faucet and rushed directly.

The cold air in April made Wu Nai tremble, and his body's reaction was suppressed.

Pretending to be okay and returning to the room, Wu Yu knocked on the door and said that he had fallen asleep, but he kept his eyes open and faced the ceiling until the early hours of the morning before falling asleep.

But when I opened my eyes in the morning and felt the coolness in the quilt, my heart also became colder.

Before dawn, Wu Nai was standing by the pool in the yard washing his underwear.

The water was still very cold early in the morning, but Wu Nai didn't seem to feel it, even though his hands were flushed red and numb.

The mechanical movements in his hands were non-stop, wishing to tear up the underwear in his hand.

He vaguely remembered some of the dream last night.

Those shameful moves, exaggerated moans, and forbidden relationships...

"boom!"

Wu Nai couldn't take it anymore, so he threw the basin on the ground hard. The laundry water spilled all over the floor, and the basin turned several times on the ground before stopping.

Wu Nai's body was also splashed wet, but he was in no mood to take care of it.

The whole person sat slumped on the ground, and the white shirt was covered with black spots splashed with mud and water.

Not daring to cry loudly, for fear of disturbing other people who were still sleeping, he could only clenched his fists and put them against his lips and bit them hard.

The wind is cold, the water is cold, the ground is cold, and the heart is cold.

Why, why would I be a pervert, and would have such nasty thoughts about my younger brother.

No, no, I'm not a pervert!I'm not!

But...but I...what to do, what to do...

I cried so sadly that I didn't realize how hard I was using my mouth.

Weeping silently, tears mixed with blood dripped onto the white shirt.

It was too hard to hold back, I was a little out of breath, my whole body was numb and trembling.

No...can't like...absolutely not!

Unexpected discoveries and unexpected liking brought endless torture to Wu Nai.

Began to avoid Wu Yu intentionally or unintentionally, whether it was sight or contact.

It was the first time for Miyoshi students to enter an Internet cafe, but they secretly looked up gay information on the Internet, sitting in a messy and noisy Internet cafe and crying while watching.

I am afraid that girls will send me love letters, because I don't know how to refuse them without hurting their hearts.But when he saw the stack of love letters in the Wu language schoolbag, he felt a little disgusted with girls.

I dare not discuss with the boys in the class those topics that would make blood spurt when they talk, because I am afraid that if I am found out, I will not respond.

There is always rejection in the mind, but the body cannot restrain it.I always comfort myself in the dead of night while thinking about the person who is sleeping next door.The tears in the eyes can't quench the desire in my heart.

Wu Nai began to have secrets.

Shameful, forbidden secrets.

How does it feel to have someone you like?

A little excited?

Little jump?

Still a little uneasy?

Wu Nai has none of these, he only has fear.

It was obviously a beautiful liking, but it turned into a monster with teeth and claws in front of him.

It was like walking a tightrope on a cliff, with the abyss beneath his feet, but his legs were shaking.

He is now standing in the middle of the steel wire, in front of him is Wu Yu standing on the edge of the cliff.Behind is a completely concealed, completely forgotten land.

Wu Nai knew that he should choose to forget and conceal all this, but Wu Yu's attraction to him was beyond his imagination, and he couldn't control his steps to approach him step by step.

Even though it may fall into the abyss in the next step and be smashed to pieces, he still refuses to turn back.

He just stood on the abyss, in the middle of the wire, helpless because of fear, suffering because of fear.

How much he wanted to have someone to share his sorrow and pain.

That person can only be Wu Yu, but definitely not Wu Yu.

The only thing Wu Nai is sure of is one thing, and that is that Wu Yu must not be pulled.

He can't ruin Wu Yu, so he absolutely can't be dragged into this road of no return.

When Ye Qingye asked her to help hand over the love letter, Wu Nai was a little dazed looking at the love letter.

It was like a demon lived in my heart, screaming non-stop.

"Tear it! Deny her! Tear it! Deny her!"

But when he raised his head, he promised to take Ye Qingye to the birthday party and meet Wu Yu with a smile on his face.

Go and confess to your face.

He actually saw everything that night.

He stood in the covered dark corner, looking at the bustling street, the crowded crowd, and the two people on the right side.

He saw Ye Qing talking to Wu Yu cautiously.

He saw Ye Qingye took out the love letter and handed it to Wu Yu without hesitation.

He saw Ye Qingye's shy face...

Wu Nai desperately hoped that Wu Yu would accept the letter, but was so afraid that he would.

catch?No answer?catch?No answer?

Even though it was a crowded Saturday night, Wu Nai, who was standing in a dark corner, seemed to be forgotten.

He could only see the two people opposite him.

He generously agreed to Ye Qingye's request and planned everything, but still underestimated Wu Yu's position in his heart at the last moment.

He firmly thought that if he helped Ye Qingye get along with Wu Yu, he would be free, but now he didn't dare to see the ending at all.

"The car is ready."

Such a poor excuse, just because I really don't want to see that scene.

But in the end they still dated.

The result was not as good as Wu Nai thought.

He was still in so much pain that he even started to envy Ye Qingye.

During those days, he tried his best to avoid Wu Yu and Ye Qingye, because whenever he saw them together, he would feel pain in his heart.

He thought very well, Wu Yu would get married and have children one day, and he would be able to completely give up when he waited for that.

However, he had calculated thousands of times but failed to reach Wu Yu's heart.

When Wu Yu put him in the bathtub to confess his love to him that day, Wu Nai said it was a lie that he was unhappy.

For a moment, he even wanted to throw himself into Wu Yu's arms and tell him that he also liked him.

But he refused.

It was the first time to speak to Wu Yu with such a ruthless voice.

But how indifferent the expression on the face is, the pain is in the heart.

He saw Wu Yu's hurt expression, and he wanted to hug Wu Yu into his arms and tell him the truth, but the words that came out of his mouth became more and more cruel.

"Wu Yu, don't make me sick of you."

Wu Yu, please, don't make me sick of myself.

But no matter what, Wu Yu and Ye Qingye finally broke up.

Wu Nai could see Ye Qingye's pain, he always felt that if it wasn't for him, all of this would not have happened, and he would not have hurt such a good girl as Ye Qingye.

He attributed all the faults to himself, which is why he had constant quarrels with Wu Nai later.

Wu Nai sometimes wonders if he did something wrong, or if he did it wrong from the very beginning.

The more you think about it, the more you regret it, and the more you think about it, the more you want to say everything.

What's wrong with the taboo, what's wrong with being ridiculed!

As long as two people like each other, there will be no problem.

On the day Wu Yu ran away from home, Wu Nai looked at Wu Yu carrying a bag, and his defense was completely defeated.

He wanted to tell the truth, he didn't want Wu Yu to leave.

He had the crazy idea of ​​wanting to drag Wu Yu down with him.

He wanted to say "Ye Qingye, she is innocent. Everything is because of me, everything is because I like you!"

But as soon as the word "Ye Qingye" came out, Wu Yu yelled and interrupted.

Wu Nai looked at Wu Yu's back as he turned to leave, he bit down the words he wanted to say, and refused to let go until the end, until the last night.

"Hey! Hey! Wu Yu! Come back to God! Wu Yu!"

"Ah?! Uh... what's wrong?"

"What's the matter, what are you thinking about so obsessed! I've been calling you for a long time!"

Xiao Liu waved his hands exaggeratedly.

"Sorry, I suddenly thought of something from the past."

"What happened in the past? Eh~ what happened in the past, is it about your first love?! Otherwise, why would you be so obsessed?"

"Correct."

Wu Nai smiled and affirmed it calmly.

After going through so many things, he finally sees it better, especially these days in prison, he has been able to calmly talk about the secrets in his heart.

"Look at you like this... first love must be beautiful, right?"

Wu Nai was taken aback for a moment, and then answered with a wry smile after he realized it.

"No, it's very painful. I don't want to go through the pain again."

Seeing Wu Nai's expression, Xiao Liu began to feel that the topic was not right, and he didn't know what to say. It just so happened that the sky began to turn cloudy, and thunder soon began to "rumble".

"Oh, it's going to rain, let's go in quickly, or your leg will hurt again."

"Row."

Wu Nai hugged the book in his left hand, and stood up slowly while leaning on the wall with his right hand.

Xiao Liu knew that he didn't like others to help him, so he stood aside and waited for him.

"Hey, you said you have such a leg, I'm anxious just looking at it, why aren't you in a hurry?!"

"What's the use of being anxious, it's destined to be a useless leg."

"Bah, bah, bah! How should I put it! The doctor is the young doctor your sister hired, didn't he say that it's no problem to get back to normal walking."

"It's fine to walk, but anyone who takes a closer look will find that there is something wrong with my legs."

"This……"

"Okay, don't worry about it. I was just kidding. I'm not worried. What are you worried about? I didn't plan to have this leg at the beginning, but I didn't expect it to be so strong that it was just lame. So don't worry, I'll be fine."

"All right, all right, just treat me as idle and worry about it! Hmph!"

After finishing speaking, he left without waiting for Wu Nai.

Wu Nai looked at his back and laughed.

Feeling a little wet on the face, only to realize that it has started to rain.

The wet and sticky feeling seemed to return to that rainy and snowy night full of blood and tears.

Complete release, complete sinking.

This is the first night and the last night.

Just take it as an unforgettable souvenir for these years, this bitter secret love.

In the midst of confusion and love, what came out of his mouth was still "dislike".

But my heart was screaming and screaming over and over again.

"Like! Like! I like you!"

"I like you"

Not the words on the lips, not the words in the pen, but deep in the heart.

Do not,

should say,

"like you"

is my heart.

And now, even when we're apart, it beats for you in another place.

until I die.