He was thrown down by his own cub again, how could he break?

Sometimes when I look at the two old people holding hands and walking tremblingly on the street, I feel incredible.

How is it possible that two people can really persist for such a long time after decades of relationship?Really won't get bored, won't want to give up?

Even though he looks like a boy, he fantasized about whether there would be a prince charming when he was a girl, or just an ordinary person who loves himself, as long as he stays together until he grows old.

But as he grows up, he fantasizes and laughs at his own whimsy.

The oppression of reality, the opposition of relatives, the boredom in my heart, and the... desperate feelings you gave me.

Like so tired, why are you still together?

Yu Yu looked at Liu Nanxu who was panting opposite, and for the first time there was no anger in his eyes, only doubt and sadness remained in his eyes.

"Little... Liuxu?"

Yu Yu could clearly feel a tremor in the hand being held.

Liu Nanxu raised her head abruptly, her face was very red, she opened her mouth to say something, but she didn't know what to say, and in the end she just nodded heavily.

"Um!!!"

Um!I am here!I'm Little Catkin!

Yu Yu looked down at him holding his red hand, took his cold fingers with his back, stuffed them into his pocket, sighed, but didn't speak.

Liu Nanxu was not in a hurry, and let her fiery palm wrap herself, feeling her body gradually warming up, feeling the heartbeat that had stopped on the operating table, gradually recovering.

It was snowing heavily, Yu Yu lowered his head to look at the snow piled up on the ground, Liu Nanxu raised his head to see the profuse snow, sometimes he was surprised, how could such weightless elves wrap the world and be willing to accommodate everything dirty.

The snow fell heavily, but there was no sound.

Liu Nanxu's palm has become very warm.

"are not you tired?"

After being silent for too long, Yu Yu's voice became a little hoarse.

"Tired? Why are you tired?"

Yu Yu raised her head, it was the first time Liu Nanxu saw this expression on her face, it seemed puzzled and helpless.

"I like it, don't you think it's tiring to like it?"

Liu Nanxu was taken aback for a moment, obviously she didn't expect her to say that, and she didn't know what to say for a while.

Yu Yu looked at him and continued as if talking to himself.

"I feel so tired. It's already exhausting to put my heart into it, but it still involves so much..."

"The two favored people who weren't a good match...that's what they said..."

"If you are together, many people will be sad, your mother, my mother..."

"You'll be sad too...I'm not such a good person...I'm just a bastard, I can't give you a good family..."

"My world is too messy, but you are still fine, you are really nice...so cute..."

"I...I will be afraid...uh..."

The nagging that wanted to continue was interrupted by Liu Nanxu.

He pulled out his hand and held Yu Yu's face, his lips were squeezed and pouted.

"Like Kan?"

What are you doing?

"Hee hee, is it warm?"

Liu Nanxu rubbed Yu Yudong's flushed face and smiled brightly.

"You warmed my hands, so I'll help you warm your face now."

It is natural and taken for granted.

Looking up at the snow, it has become much smaller.Then he looked down at Yu Yu who was still pouting and not knowing why.

"It's not cold now, is it? Well, the snow is getting light, let's find a place to eat, aren't you hungry?"

Yu Yu pushed his hand away and looked at him like a fool.

The fool opposite was still tilting his head thinking about what to eat.

"What to eat? What do you want to eat? Rice, or noodles? Or go to eat hot pot? By the way, how about I make it for you? Let me tell you, I have trained a lot in foreign countries for the past two years You are guaranteed to be addicted to the good cooking skills! What do you want to eat, my specialty is..."

"Liu Nanxu!"

Yu Yu became angry, and his angry voice interrupted Liu Nanxu's babbling.

"Did you hear what I just said?!"

After listening to Yu Yu's words, Liu Nanxu suddenly thought of something, and smiled happily, like a child.

"Of course I heard it! You said..."

Liu Nanxu approached Yu Yu, and stretched out his hands to hold her face again.

A cold face, warm hands, and a warm heart.

"You said, your heart is tired because you have me in your heart!

You said that we are not a good match because you care about what others think of us!

You said that many people would be sad because you were afraid that I would be sad because of them!

You said, you are troubled that you are not a good person and cannot give me a good family, that is because..."

The upturned corners of the mouth, and the invisible eyes, are really happy, very happy.

"That's because you want to be a good wife, my, a good wife."

The gentle and firm gaze made Yu Yu feel for an instant that maybe this brat had really grown up.

"Also, about my mother..."

"Your mother...she..."

Liu Nanxu suddenly increased his strength in his hands and rubbed Yu Yu's face vigorously.

"If my mother didn't agree, how do you think I could come back from the United States so easily?!"

"Agree?! What do you mean?! She is not..."

"It's definitely not enough to say that it is completely accepted, but it can be regarded as turning a blind eye!"

"But……"

"Oh, but having said that, Mr. Yu, you are expressing your heart, and you care about what your future mother-in-law thinks of you. Worrying about this and that, really makes my future husband-in-law... ah! My nose! It hurts." pain!"

Liu Nanxu squatted in the snow covering her nose, her whole nose was red, she looked a bit like a Santa Claus elk, pitiful.

"What are you doing? Woohoo, it hurts like hell!"

"Shut up! You still have the face to say it hurts!"

Yu Yu pointed and squatted on the ground, covered his face and pretended to cry, and sneaked a peek at Liu Nanxu from time to time, wishing he could go up and kick her again.

"You're all blushing, why don't I have the face to say it?! Ah!"

The end of talking nonsense is to add injury to injury.

"It hurts, hurts! Why are you so cruel?"

"Stop talking nonsense, get up quickly!"

"Get up? Where are you going?"

"Where are you going? I'm fucking starving to death, where do you think you're going?!"

"Oh! I'm up! Get up! Then... what do you want to eat?"

"What to eat? Huh."

Yu Yu picked Liu Nanxu's chin, and twisted his already red nose.

"Chef Liu came all the way from the United States to cook for me, of course I want to reward him!"

Liu Nanxu rubbed her nose and smiled meanly.

"Hee hee, since Mr. Yu is willing to give you face, I will naturally do it well!"

"Tch, you still have some eyesight!"

"Of course, Mr. Yu is not an ordinary person. How about I do it for you for the rest of my life?"

It obviously sounded like a joke, but when I turned my head, I could see the expectant and cautious gaze of that person.

Still feel uneasy, still not sure

Yu Yu suddenly felt a little pain in his heart, kind of numb.

"Yes! However, I have a request before that."

"any request?"

"Don't let me see you hurt again!"

"..."

The corner of Liu Nanxu's raised mouth was drawn back, and the long scar on his forehead looked very incongruous on the whole face.

Looking at Yu Yu's distressed gaze, he couldn't help reaching out and hugging her in his arms.

This should be the first time, Yu Yu didn't push Liu Nanxu's embrace.

"No, I won't let myself get hurt or get sick again, after all, I'm afraid of death now."

"Afraid of death? You? I didn't see it!"

"Well, I wasn't afraid at that time, because I was more afraid of your death. But it's different now. Now I want to live well, so that I can cook for Mr. Yu for the rest of my life."

"...Cut, glib."

"Well, glib, otherwise, how could we abduct our high-ranking Mr. Yu home? Ah! My nose! Can you stop hitting me on the nose every time?!"

"Shut up! Hurry up and cook!"

What I didn't believe before is forever, but now I firmly believe it.

In the past, I really felt that liking was so tiring, but now I feel that just being together when we like each other is really easy.

I used to always have nightmares, dreaming of the rain that day, and you covered in blood.

I cried so badly, but you refused to open your eyes to see me.I'm really afraid that you will die like this.

Later, I had fewer nightmares, but I still often dream about what I said and did to you.

In fact, I know that you were the one who bullied people in Jiexin Park that year.

How could it be possible to forget?

Will there be any little guy who bullies others, but he has a pitiful face.

At that time, I really thought you were so stupid, so incompetent, and you wanted to bully people even if you were not capable enough?

If I hadn't shown up that day, you'd probably be the one who got screwed.

In fact, I remember everything, but I didn't recognize you when you grew up.As soon as you said it that day, I knew it and remembered it.

But I lied to you anyway.

I may be a good gangster and a good boss, but I may not be a good wife or a good partner.

But I still want to be with you.

We may have to face a lot of difficulties in the future, which makes my head very big. You know that I hate solving troubles the most, so I like to use my fists to solve problems.

But I still want to be with you.

There is no other reason, just that I really like you very much.

Really really really really really really want to be with you.

I am still waiting, waiting for the day when my hair is gray, you are still on crutches, holding my hand with a smile and asking me.

"What do you want to eat today? I'll make it for you."

I like you.