Let's fall in love with a cat demon

Qin Feng's expression became serious only when the boy's figure was gone.

Yes, there are memories about Gu Lei in the world, and he remembered them all.

Although Elder Xihe said that he erased this part of the memory between him and Gu Lei, it is obvious that his obsession is too deep. After touching the old things that Gu Lei's mother threw him today, it was like letting go. Like a movie, memories came out scene after scene.

Ten years, from the age of 16 to the age of 26, Gu Lei occupied ten years in his life.

From being young and ignorant to gradually becoming mature, almost every gift is accompanied by a memory.

Each other's birthday, acquaintance anniversary, Chinese Valentine's Day, New Year's Day, etc., on every commemorative day, the two will give each other gifts and exchange love, which has not stopped for ten years.

Qin Feng once really planned to spend the rest of his life with Gu Lei, but what he didn't expect was that Gu Lei secretly got married a year ago behind his back.

After he found out about this through his friends, he didn't show much reaction. He understood that Gu Lei was forced by his family, so he didn't hate him that much. Most people in this circle will eventually face such a situation. The ending, but the ending between them, came later than others.

However, since then, he has completely severed contact with Gu Lei. Qin Feng doesn't want to be a third party in this marriage. It is an irresponsible behavior for anyone.

But unexpectedly, Gu Lei chose to commit suicide at the beginning of this year.

Qin Feng can no longer tell who owes whom first in this relationship, and he has no right to care about anything, but now he understands Leng Yan's feelings for him, and why Leng Yan always keeps saying, I am here The world has been with you for ten years.

It was indeed ten years of tenderness, but unfortunately the result was not satisfactory, just like a small boat sailing across the ocean, experiencing no matter how beautiful the island is, in the end, it still has to dock at the pier.

He has been desperate, hysterical, and even cut his own lifeline at the most collapsed moment.

If he hadn't met Ye Jin, he would have died in his own hands in the beginning.

After experiencing these changes, especially after the little guy had his own blood in his stomach, Qin Feng seemed to be reborn, full of enthusiasm for life again, and completely walked out of the dark and violent past.

Because Qin Feng understands that what should be over is already over.

……

When Ye Jin passed by the living room, he saw the big bag at the door, which contained many beautiful little things. The young man couldn't restrain his curiosity, took the bag back to the bedroom, and carefully looked through the bags one by one. look.

There are exquisite music boxes, cute dolls, soft pillows, a pair of table tennis bats, a football and a basketball, and... a light blue book.

The boy picked up the book, stroked the somewhat yellowed cover, and then opened the first page as if driven by some kind of force.

The handwriting is very elegant and unrestrained, and it looks like it was written by a boy. It seems to use a pen to record some trivial things in life. It was not until more than ten pages later that Ye Jin saw a name that Ye Jin could see at a glance.

Qin Feng.

[Today is my first day of high school enrollment, I met a boy with a very gentle smile, his name is Qin Feng. ]

[He always looks at me secretly, but I dare not take the initiative to talk to him, does he... like me a little too? ]

[I confessed my love to him today, and he accepted... I knew that he liked me too...]

[Today, for the first time, we did...]

When Ye Jin saw this, he suddenly felt that these handwritings were like thin needles, which deeply hurt his eyes, and even his vision began to gradually become blurred.

He... peeked at other people's diaries.

Moreover, it's still that person's diary...

After realizing this fact, the boy's mind suddenly buzzed, as if a hornet's nest had been pierced, and all kinds of emotions rushed to rush out of his mind.

Master, he... took the things of that life back home...

what does that mean?The boy didn't dare to imagine further.

All he knew was that the master and that person had had skin-to-skin contact, and it started from high school until...

As soon as he thought of the beautiful scenes between them, the young man felt that it was almost difficult to breathe.

What the master has done to himself, he has also done to that person; the love words he once said to himself must have been said to that person... The only thing that is not there is that the master was willing to die for that person at the beginning, but for that person. myself, but never...

Ye Jin also knew that it was wrong for him to think like this, but he just couldn't control himself, the more he thought about it, the more sad he became, and the more sad he was, the more he thought about it, as if he was stuck in a quagmire for a while, the more he struggled, the deeper he sank.

If the master really remembered all these pasts, then...what qualifications do I have to stay by his side?

"Xiao Jin, come out to eat..." Qin Feng just walked over at this moment, seeing the book in the young man's hand, coupled with the young man's bewildered expression, he immediately understood everything.

The boy came back to his senses, and quickly put the notebook on the table. The teardrops of big beans had already slipped down from his big eyes uncontrollably, "Yes, I'm sorry, Master, I didn't mean to..."

Qin Feng hurried forward a few steps, and gently pulled the boy into his arms with distress, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have brought these things back."

"Master~" the young man muffled in Qin Feng's arms with a sobbing voice, "Did you remember everything?"

Qin Feng stroked the boy's little head reassuringly, "Even if I remember it, it won't change anything."

"Woo~ he~ he's actually not dead yet, he's in the demon world..."

"Good boy, I know," Qin Feng opened his arms, held the boy's weeping little face in his palm, and looked at him very seriously, "But now, I only want you alone."

"But~but~" the young boy's face was almost wrinkled into a bun, and he said with a sob, "you...are...in love..."

"Little idiot, what are you talking about?" Qin Feng wiped the tears from the corners of the boy's eyes, and said in a soft and gentle voice, "I love you, the two of us are in love, you know?"

"I...I don't know..." The boy threw himself into Qin Feng's arms and rubbed against each other again, "I hope the master can be happy~"

"I'm the happiest when I'm with you," Qin Feng comforted the young man softly, "Hey, don't cry, trust me, okay?"

"Oh~" The boy sniffled, and squeezed his fluffy head into Qin Feng's arms again, "Okay~"

Qin Feng hugged the boy and pulled out a tissue, pinched his little nose and coaxed him, "Come on, blow your nose out."

The boy couldn't help breaking his tears into a smile, took the tissue and wiped his nose obediently, "Master hates it, I'm already an adult, I'm not a child~"

"Okay, then," Qin Feng put the boy on the ground and stood up, took his little hand and looked at him deeply, "Dear Mr. Ye, can we go to eat?"

"Pfft~Okay~" The young man was coaxed to temporarily stop his sobbing, and as the man walked to the door, he couldn't help turning his head back secretly, and glanced at the diary on the table.

That person... Master must still love him deeply, right?After all, they used to have so many good memories.

Thinking of this, even a young man who is ignorant of the world can't help but sigh softly.