love like poison

After Ji Feng came out of Zhang Ranzong's house, he packed his luggage and fled Lanhai Town quietly that night.

Because he was worried that Zhang Ranzong would come after him, Ji Feng always left Lanhai Town by carpooling. He didn't even dare to buy a ticket, and he only dared to stay at the passing farmhouse at night. The bridge holes or caves barely live for one night.

After many days of hard work, Ji Feng finally came to a small border town.

Here there is no sea, no tall buildings, and no acquaintances of Monsoon.

As a newcomer, Ji Feng will inevitably feel helpless, but fortunately, he met a young bar owner on the second day after arriving here.

The boss, Xu Shi, felt very sympathetic when he saw Ji Feng with a haggard face. He took Ji Feng back to his bar that day and arranged accommodation. In the bar, Ji Feng was hired as the bartender in his own bar with a high salary.

Because of this job, Ji Feng decided to stop and stay in this small town.

Although the business of the bar gradually became hot after the monsoon came, the kind boss still let Jifeng get off work on time every day, and generously arranged two days of vacation every week for Jifeng to have a good rest.

With a high salary, he can still live a life of balance between work and rest, a comfortable mood, and a stable and worry-free life. Ji Feng's complexion has gradually improved, and the melancholy when he first came has gradually dissipated. When colleagues get along, they are gradually infected by everyone's enthusiasm, and they quickly become friends.

The boss is undoubtedly the great benefactor in Ji Feng's heart. Not only does he take care of Ji Feng a lot in life, he also always gives Ji Feng caring and greetings, which gradually melts Ji Feng's frozen heart. Ji Feng is grateful for the kindness of the boss.

Before you know it, Christmas is here, and Christmas songs are resounding in the streets.

Ji Feng held Xiaobai in his arms and warmed himself by the fire on the sofa. Sparks burst out from the burning charcoal from time to time. Curious Xiaobai stared at the scattered sparks and stretched out his claws to scratch.

Every time Ji Feng saw this, his heart would be melted by Xiaobai's cute reaction, and his love for Xiaobai gradually increased unconsciously.

Xiaobai is a stray cat picked up by Ji Feng on his way home a few days after arriving here.At that time, Xiaobai was bitten while grabbing food with his companions, and his emaciated body curled up and shivered in the cold night wind.

Ji Feng looked at Xiao Bai's wounded and dying appearance, and unconsciously overlapped himself with Xiao Bai.

Although he doesn't like keeping pets, Ji Feng seems to see himself in the weak Xiao Bai, and he feels his heart soften, so he takes Xiao Bai home and takes good care of him.

One is enough for the poor man!

Xiaobai's self-healing ability is very strong, and he has been taken care of by Jifeng meticulously. Within half a month, Xiaobai was raised by Jifeng to be full of life, fat and strong. She has a cute and quiet personality, which is deeply loved by Ji Feng!

Ji Feng is also healed by getting along with Xiao Bai, and the lonely days are enriched by Xiao Bai.

The sky outside kept changing colors amidst the explosion of fireworks, and the gray and dark house in the monsoon also shone with colorful lights.

The fiery atmosphere outside was a little tempting, Ji Feng hugged Xiao Bai in his arms, walked out the door and stood in the small courtyard looking up at the colorful night sky.At this moment, people come and go on the street in pairs, and every household is immersed in a harmonious and happy atmosphere.

Ji Feng took a deep breath of the cold wind, and hugged the well-behaved Xiaobai even tighter. The only thing that could drive away the loneliness for Jifeng was Xiaobai's warm body temperature.

"Is Archie watching the fireworks like me now?"

Ji Feng thought about it lightly, and suddenly smiled again, "Forget, you don't like to watch these things."

In the dark night sky, countless fireworks bloomed, or bloomed gorgeous flowers, or burst out lines of letters, intertwined and overlapped, and sparks lingered, reflecting the night sky sometimes red like sunset, sometimes shining like lights.

At this time, the night sky seems to become a transparent gem, swallowing colorful lights and reflecting all kinds of scenes!

Such a view is really addictive!

Reveling in such lively fireworks, Ji Feng seems to be able to feel a little like the atmosphere of Lanhai Town.

In the hometown of old friends, you and I have traveled at night together, and we have also seen the cloudless night sky together, with thousands of flowers blooming and fireworks!

It's just that now, the old man is gone, the old place is gone, even though he is reluctant to let go, he has passed away!

Ji Feng didn't regret replacing Liu Zhiqi, nor did he regret leaving Lanhai Town, just, just really miss it!

Since leaving Blue Ocean Town, Ji Feng has dreamed about the past countless times.

In the dream, I was mixing drinks at the bar, and Liu Zhiqi was drinking at the bar, chatting with me in full swing, at that moment, everything seemed to return to the time when we first met, a little bit of touch, a little bit of emotion, and finally turned into a pot of sour and spicy The old wine made my heart sour and my nose sore!

Before I knew it, my eyes became moist again.

Ever since he was a child, Ji Feng didn't know who his biological parents were. When he grew up in an orphanage, although he didn't have to worry about food and clothing, he was not happy.

Ji Feng remembered that when the headmaster and other children discovered his orientation, he was immediately treated as a weirdo and treated unfairly.

Ji Feng still remembered that because of this, he also lost many opportunities to be adopted. Every time someone took a fancy to him, the dean would try his best to steal him.

At that time, the existence of Jifeng was unknown in everyone's eyes, and it was a shame in everyone's heart!

At that time, I was immature and ignorant. I only knew what I liked and what I hated. What difference did it make if I was male or female?

At that time, Ji Feng really didn't understand, what was wrong with him?But when discussing the hot topic of puberty with everyone, I honestly said "I think boys are cuter!" That's all!

The same is liking, and the same is people. Why is it that others are looking forward to youth, but mine is a weirdness that everyone can't avoid?

Because of living an unsatisfactory and even more unsatisfactory life, Ji Feng resolutely left the orphanage at the age of 16, and left this small world full of strange visions!

But to Ji Feng's relief, he found out that there are quite a few "different" people like him when he went out to society.Monsoon can also get a lot of convenience by virtue of its good appearance.

But the more immature the mind, the more it is a white paper that is easy to be stained black. Monsoon is intertwined with all kinds of circles in the mixed society. Although he gradually leads an ideal life, he also lives a corrupt nightlife at one time. The person I was with changed and changed, and after such a long time, my heart became numb!

In these circles, Ji Feng understands that all feelings are bargaining chips for money transactions, and everyone is not talking about love, but using it!

Ji Feng gradually became bored with such a snobbish and false life, but he couldn't find an opportunity to get out.

But this kind of life gradually changed after meeting Liu Zhiqi, and the moment of fascination finally redeemed Ji Feng from the darkness!

Because of a face, because of a person, because that face is full of tiredness, because that eye is full of scars, because that person is full of melancholy, all of them are deeply attracted to Ji Feng, love in the wine-scented crush Gradually warming up!

For you, for me, I can start all over again!

Thinking of this, Ji Feng smiled with satisfaction, maybe life is still not satisfactory, but at least, before falling into the abyss, he was pulled by someone invisible, so that he could usher in his "healthy" self.

In the winter wind blowing slowly, due to the strong burning smell of fireworks, Ji Feng smelled a little uncomfortable, so he went back to the house.

Xiaobai meowed, rubbing against Ji Feng's feet, entangled like a loach.Ji Feng smiled warmly, took out the dried fish from the refrigerator and threw it to Xiao Bai, and said with a smile:

"Hey, it's become my habit!"

In the refrigerator, half a bottle of the good wine that the boss gave a few days ago was still left, Ji Feng thought about it, and decided to go to a store not far from the street to buy some snacks to go with the wine.

To say that the only advantage of the festival is to provide venues, reasons and atmosphere for couples to show off their love, but the biggest disadvantage is that people who walk alone on the street like Monsoon, even if they are well-dressed, will inevitably look a little miserable and sad!

"Sure enough, a single dog should squat under the covers and watch TV at this time!"

Monsoon raised his head and sighed.

Holding a large bag of snacks in his hand, Ji Feng felt a deep pain in his shoulders in a short while.This is also the fault of long-term bartending.

In the bag, the cat food and dried fish bought for Xiaobai took up most of the space. Although it cost a lot of money, Ji Feng was very happy in his heart:

"Oh, I'll buy you delicious food, I won't be able to eat well!"

Thinking that Xiaobai was still hungry and waiting for him, Ji Feng subconsciously quickened his pace, but within a few steps, he felt as if someone was always following behind him, very uneasy.

Thanks to Zhang Ranzong, Ji Feng now looks like a vigilant wild cat!

It seemed that someone was following him even tighter, and rustling sounds could be heard from time to time.

Ji Feng was a little apprehensive, and started to trot, but after running, the person behind him finally appeared, chasing Ji Feng desperately!

Ji Feng turned his head abruptly, and was surprised to see a tall cartoon doll running towards him holding his head with difficulty, holding many balloons in his hands, intertwined in the wind, the loose clothes of the doll made the man run The middle is like the fat on a fat man, shaking violently!

Ji Feng couldn't hold back his laughter, and looked at the clumsy doll in surprise and joy. Although he was puzzled and didn't know why, he actually thought it was cute!

The puppet didn't seem to have any malicious intentions. It ran to Ji Feng and stood still. The large bundle of balloons in its hand finally loosened and floated in the breeze.The puppet hesitated for a long time before handing the balloon to Ji Feng coyly.

Ji Feng was stunned, but still took the balloon and asked:

"You... are you?"

The puppet suddenly twisted its hips in a panic, its big head turned around as if it couldn't find its direction.

Ji Feng felt even more suspicious, and moved his face to see through the doll's mouth, but it was too dark to see anything, so he asked again:

"Who are you? You... know me?"

The puppet finally stopped moving, but still didn't speak, Ji Feng got a little annoyed and took the puppet's head off.But when he picked it up, Ji Feng's pupils shrank instantly, and he screamed:

"Zhang...Zhang Ranzong!"

Monsoon ran away in shock!

Seeing the situation, Zhang Ranzong immediately lifted up the loose puppet clothes, and tried his best to stride forward to catch up with Ji Feng!

Normally, Ji Feng would not be able to outrun Zhang Ranzong, but now Zhang Ranzong is wearing a loose puppet suit, and the deep crotch makes it difficult for Zhang Ranzong to move even with two-meter legs. Far behind the monsoon.

Ji Feng was chased to the bank of the river, Zhang Ranzong finally breathed a sigh of relief when he saw hope, and shouted out loudly:

"Ji... Ji Feng! You, listen to my explanation!"

Entering this desperation, Ji Feng felt bad, nervous sweat broke out from his forehead, and he fell into a complete panic. He didn't care what Zhang Ranzong said, he gritted his teeth, closed his eyes, and jumped into the river!

Zhang Ranzong turned pale with fright, and jumped down without saying a word!

"Oops! I forgot I could swim!"

Ji Feng was very anxious, "Is it true that you can't die if you want to die!"

Seeing that Zhang Ranzong also jumped into the river, Ji Feng hurriedly swam forward, but just as Ji Feng was about to swim vigorously, there was a burst of splashing sound from behind him.

Ji Feng turned his head and saw Zhang Ranzong was bobbing in the water with his hands up and down!Keep calling out:

"Help...Help!! Me! I can't...um!...Me! I can't swim! Help..."

"This..." Ji Feng's face was covered with black lines, and the corners of his mouth twitched uncontrollably, "A gangster...can't swim?!"

Yes, Zhang Ranzong is a veritable landlubber. Just now he jumped into the water on impulse, but he forgot that he can't swim!In addition, the puppet suit on his body became extremely heavy after absorbing the water, and he lost his strength within a moment and sank to the bottom of the water.

Ji Feng originally thought that Zhang Ranzong was just playing tricks, but he didn't expect that Zhang Ranzong would sink into the water without making a sound!

But what Zhang Ranzong did to him is still vivid in his memory, and Ji Feng will never forget it in his heart. Now that Zhang Ranzong has sunk, it can be regarded as not seeing it. In this way, he not only avenged his revenge, but also did not break the law!

Even though he thought so, Ji Feng was a very soft-hearted person, and it was still difficult to get over the hurdle in his heart when he swam less than three meters. He gritted his teeth and swam back, diving to the bottom of the water to rescue the unconscious Zhang Ranzong!

Ji Feng was lying on the river bank panting heavily, and the doll costume Zhang Ranzong was wearing had gained no less than a hundred catties due to being in contact with the water!Ji Feng tried his best to drag half of Zhang Ranzong's body ashore, but he was still submerged in the icy water from the waist down!

Ji Feng hated and felt helpless in his heart, he kicked Zhang Ranzong's wet head fiercely, and cursed in his heart:

"Damn! Bastard! I'll kick you, I'll kick you to death! I'll kick you to death, you bastard! I'll kick you to death, you shameless ugly bastard! I'll kick you to death, shameless bastard! I want you... …Not a good death, not a good death!!”

Kicking and kicking, as if it was me who was kicking this kick, I couldn't help crying.

"You are obviously a heinous bastard, why should I save you?!" Ji Feng cried aggrievedly.

He should have died!

Zhang Ranzong suddenly spit out a mouthful of water, slowly opened his eyes, Ji Feng was startled again, subconsciously grabbed a palm-sized pebble, and threw it at Zhang Ranzong!

Zhang Ranzong's head was bleeding immediately, and he fell into a coma again!

But Ji Feng woke up instantly, his heart beating like a drum, he immediately threw away the stone in his hand, trembling with fear:

"I...I...I killed someone! I killed..." Hastily stretched out his hand to test Zhang Ranzong's sniff, and backed away in shock!

"No... not breathing! Me! I am... I..." Ji Feng felt his mind was in chaos, his thoughts were gathered together, and then exploded like thunder, his face was already distorted with shock!

Even though I wanted to kill him all the time, but when it really happened, I didn't know... I didn't know how terrible it was!

Ji Feng was terrified, he panicked for a long time before calming down, and stretched out his hand to test Zhang Ranzong's aura, only to feel Zhang Ranzong's weak aura.

Ji Feng reluctantly breathed a sigh of relief, but then thought:

"He's still alive, so it's okay to keep him here? Doesn't it have anything to do with me if he dies?"

Turning his head and looking at the blood-stained stone again, Ji Feng was so regretful that he almost cried again:

"How can it be okay! What to do... I, shall I take him to the hospital? Then I will be accused? Will I be accused? Compared with this, if he wakes up, will he come to revenge me? Will he kill me? !"

Ji Feng didn't want to go to jail or be hurt again by Zhang Ranzong, but right now he could only drag Zhang Ranzong to a place where someone might pass by before running away!

As long as Zhang Ranzong doesn't die, at least he doesn't have to go to jail!

Although such a plan is bad and risky, it is the most advisable for Ji Feng at this time. He took off Zhang Ranzong's puppet costume, immediately dragged Zhang Ranzong to a sparsely populated park, and put his legs on the side of the road in a panic Run back to your residence!

Xiaobai kept meowing in hunger, Ji Feng, who was still in shock, wanted to hug Xiaobai, but just as soon as he touched Xiaobai, Xiaobai froze and struggled violently.

Only then did Ji Feng realize that he was drenched all over, the biting cold hit him instantly, and his jealousy instantly aroused a layer of pimples!

"Ahhhhh!!"

Monsoon sneezed heavily.Now sitting down, I feel sore and weak!

After changing clothes, Ji Feng immediately felt his body was hot. The cold and hot caused the cold to strike quickly, and he developed a high fever in a short while.

"Let's take leave!"

Although it was late, Ji Feng still took the phone and sent a text message to the boss to report the situation.

The boss is kind to him, and Ji Feng doesn't want to be absent from work without reason.

He was shivering all night with a fever, but Ji Feng didn't dare to go out to find medicine, so he just swallowed two antipyretics and got back under the blanket to cover his sweat. Things to remember:

"He... Will he die? Will no one find out? No, he is a hooligan, and it doesn't matter if he dies!"

He closed his eyes cruelly, but felt even more tormented: "Are you dead? If I die... Am I a murderer?"

Tossing and turning on the bed, the more he couldn't close his eyes, the more guilty Ji Feng felt in his heart!

"what!!"

Ji Feng yelled in hatred, threw off the quilt, grabbed his coat and rushed to the park!

But after searching the park several times against the icy cold wind, Zhang Ranzong was not found.

This actually made Ji Feng feel a little relieved:

"Since the person is gone, it should be picked up by someone. In short, he shouldn't die, right?"

Back at the residence again, Ji Feng was finally exhausted and felt a little more at ease, so he fell asleep not long after.

After being paralyzed in bed for two days, Ji Feng returned to the bar to work.Because he was always worried that Zhang Ranzong would come to him, Ji Feng was always restless, his mind was confused, and he misremembered the wine ordered by the guests several times.

Seeing this, the kind boss was very worried and asked:

"Xiaofeng, what's wrong with you?"

Where can Monsoon speak?It is already in this state now, and it is impossible to work here with peace of mind.

Ji Feng closed his mouth and remained silent for a long time before saying:

"Boss, I'm sorry! I think I may have to resign."

The boss was taken aback:

"Why are you resigning suddenly? Are you too tired? I can give you two more days off."

"No!" Ji Feng tried to explain, "It's...it's my fault!"

The boss sighed and said regretfully:

"Hey... Let me tell you Xiaofeng, no matter what happens to you, don't take it on yourself. Tell me, I will try my best to help you solve it. Don't rush to leave, okay?"

Ji Feng has been restless for a long time, and after hearing these words, he couldn't help feeling sour and bitter in his heart, his eyes turned red within a moment, and he lowered his head and sobbed:

"No...no need! Boss, you really have nothing to do with my affairs, just let me go!"

Ji Feng knew in his heart that no one dared to control Zhang Ranzong's power. If the boss was involved, it would be even more troublesome, and maybe even more serious consequences would be brought about!

The boss looked at Ji Feng seriously, and reluctantly compromised:

"Okay, but if you want to come back, you are always welcome here!"

"Yeah." Ji Feng was very grateful, "Thank you for taking me in! I'm sorry, I'm leaving first."

Looking at Ji Feng's sad and lonely back, how heavy is the loneliness and loneliness hidden under this thin body?

Looking at it like this, the boss didn't feel lost, and sighed regretfully:

"What are you talking about? I'm sorry! You should stay a little longer, but I'm treating you..."

On the way back, Ji Feng still couldn't resist running to the park. Although he knew that Zhang Ranzong would not appear there, and he didn't want Zhang Ranzong to appear there, it seemed that he came here for atonement.

For many days, Ji Feng failed to sleep peacefully.

He was in great pain and confused, why did he disturb his heart so easily and keep him awake at night even though he was his enemy!

If I had known this, I might as well have killed him at that time, even if I went to prison, it doesn't matter!Letting him go so easily now makes me feel even more tormented!

Every night, Ji Feng thinks back to those few nights dominated by fear, and the body that has already healed seems to be torn apart again with bursts of tingling pain!

Ji Feng wished he could kill this person, but when he really might have killed him, Ji Feng couldn't help being afraid!

If it is strange, I am afraid that I can only blame myself for not being cruel enough and being too cowardly, so I can't get what I want in my heart, so I worry about people who hate, this is simply the greatest shame!

Monsoon really wants to look down on himself!

Xiaobai always squatted in front of the door waiting for Jifeng to come back. These days, Jifeng was in a heavy mood. Xiaobai seemed to be able to understand it, and became more obedient and quiet. belly.

Ji Feng has no intention of teasing Xiaobai anymore, at this moment, he is only confused, and he is about to escape from the place he finally became familiar with!

Ji Feng hated it in his heart, hated Zhang Ranzong, who was worse than a dog, for forcing him into such a situation!

But now what else can I do besides run away from myself?

Thinking about it, Ji Feng didn't feel sour in his eyes:

"Why is fate always so unfair? Even if it can't give me a happy life, at least let me live a normal life!"

Fate might be irresistible, so Ji Feng simply packed his luggage, lay on the bed and waited for the dawn.

Starting tomorrow, it will be another journey without a destination!

The author has something to say:

Classmate Xiao Zhang, slowly start atonement, your suffering has just begun!