love like poison

A rush of alarm bells pulled Liu Zhiqi out of his sleep.Liu Zhiqi stretched out his long and slender arms, and slapped the alarm clock to the ground, and the ringing stopped abruptly.

But just as he fell asleep again, there was a dull knock on the door without any politeness.

"Archie, get up, you're going to be late!"

The person who spoke was Liu Zhiqi's mother, a beautiful woman, but Liu Zhiqi didn't like her.

Liu Zhiqi shrank into the quilt, twisted and struggled, ignoring the woman waiting outside the door.A gust of cool wind blew into the bed at an untimely moment, Liu Zhiqi struggled to get up, randomly grabbed the clothes on the bedside, and rushed out the door.

The door was slammed loudly, Liu Zhiqi never looked directly at the panicked woman, and went straight to the bathroom.

The woman tidied up her emotions, followed closely with a forced smile:

"Archie, breakfast is ready, let's go after eating."

Liu Zhiqi spat a mouthful of foam, and said nonchalantly:

"Don't eat."

This kind of morning often happens, and the woman doesn't make a sound anymore, she just sits back at the dining table, lowering her head and gnawing on the bread.

Liu Zhiqi didn't feel guilty at all, put on his coat, grabbed his schoolbag and left the house, not even bothering to get the pocket money the woman put on the table.

Walked out of the street corner, went to the bank to withdraw some money, and walked towards the school.

Along the way, Liu Zhiqi tightly held the money in his hand.This money is the New Year's money given to him by his dead father every year, because the family used to run a company, so there is naturally a lot of New Year's money, and he obediently saved all the New Year's money.Today, this money has become the bond between Liu Zhiqi and his father.

Cary's money is getting less and less, and Liu Zhiqi's depression is also increasing day by day.

The school is not far away, just a few blocks away.

Liu Zhiqi didn't like going to school since his father passed away, but compared to home, the air in school seemed to be better.Therefore, I am willing to come here to stay, even if every day is a waste of time.

At this time, an equally thin arm rested on Liu Zhiqi's shoulder, and the hot steamed stuffed bun dangled in front of Liu Zhiqi.

Liu Zhiqi snatched the steamed stuffed bun, chewed on it and said, "Let go of me!"

Lin Mu tightened his arms, tightly tied Liu Zhiqi's neck, and said in disgust, "I said, do you have a conscience when you talk to me like this while eating my buns?"

Seeing that Liu Zhiqi didn't respond, Lin Mu said boringly: "It's over, I don't care about you, class is about to start, let's go."

Lin Mu is Liu Zhiqi's playmate since childhood, and also Liu Zhiqi's only friend.

Liu Zhiqi had just finished eating the buns when the class bell rang.

Wiping off the oil from his mouth, Liu Zhiqi turned the pen in his hand boredly.

"It's such a boring idiot class again!" Liu Zhiqi complained in his heart.

The teacher who gave the lecture was an old man nearly sixty years old, short in stature, with a beer belly and spittle flying all over the place. Liu Zhiqi seemed to be able to see the pouring flood through his black and yellow teeth.

Staring at such a mouth is really disgusting, Liu Zhiqi retracted his gaze, and stared blankly at the little bird on the branch outside the window.

"That's great!" Liu Zhiqi muttered softly.

Seeing the bird's fluttering wings, Liu Zhiqi was very envious.Seeing the little bird feeding the young bird with the worm in its mouth, Liu Zhiqi suddenly felt sore and bitter.

He remembered that when he was five years old, he had a car accident when he was out on a self-driving tour with his parents. It was in that car accident that he witnessed his father's death.

At that time, he was just an ignorant child.Looking at the bloody father, I was just ignorant, not knowing that it was death, and thought it was my father playing a game with me, a game of sleeping.

It wasn't until her father was covered with a white cloth and carried away that Liu Zhiqi felt frightened and cried in the arms of the policeman's uncle.

After that, many people in black suits with a white flower pinned to their chests came to the house with solemn expressions. My mother talked with those people with red eyes.The little Liu Zhiqi hid helplessly next to his father's coffin, huddled up, staring at the crowd, holding onto the coffin with his little hands, fearing that his father would be carried away again.

At that time, he still firmly believed that his father would wake up and call himself to love himself as before.

However, he was the only one who didn't know that this was death. No matter how much Liu Zhiqi struggled and cried, his father was still sent to the crematorium, and then turned into a small wooden box and buried in the ground.

The erected stone tablet was much higher than Liu Zhiqi, looking at the strange black characters on the stone tablet, he could only recognize the word "Liu Heng".That's Dad's name.

Pointing to these two words, Liu Zhiqi raised his head and choked up to ask his mother beside him, his voice was immature but trembling slightly:

"Mom, is this Dad?"

Mom didn't speak.

After his father died, Liu Zhiqi could feel his mother's indifference towards him.It seemed that it was an accident that he survived.

As soon as Dad's funeral was over, Mom hurriedly moved Liu Zhiqi to the present town.

Liu Zhiqi didn't understand why his father had to leave the old mansion after his death, and he also didn't understand why his mother was so anxious to sell his father's house.

But Liu Zhiqi heard half-comprehensively that the house could not be sold because the mother did not own the house.Liu Zhiqi only remembered that his mother stared at him fiercely at that time, and the young self was afraid of such a mother, so he could only curl up on the sofa.

That night, her mother took her away from her father's house. As for where to go, Liu Zhiqi didn't dare to ask because her mother looked so angry.

Liu Zhiqi didn't know his mother at that time. In his memory, his mother always smiled gently.

Arriving at the new home, Liu Zhiqi slept alone in the room.There is no father's solid arm here, no father's body temperature.Liu Zhiqi covered the quilt tightly, but it was still cold.

What's even more frightening is that in the new home, there is an extra person who appears every night.

Liu Zhiqi would be locked in the room by his mother every night, and there would be terrible noises coming from his mother's room. At that time, he was too young to understand that it was the sound of a man and a woman having sex. All he knew was that his mother seemed to be being bullied and screamed very loudly. awful.

Many nights, there was loud thunder and heavy rain outside, and Liu Zhiqi, who was huddled in the corner, was crying and dazed, but no matter how loudly he cried, he would be swallowed up by the darkness, and sometimes he would be severely beaten by that man.

Knowing that Liu Zhiqi was afraid of the dark, but the man deliberately broke the lamp, the indifferent mother didn't care, and instead would cast a disgusted look.

Living a life full and hungry, Liu Zhiqi has been very thin since he was a child. Although he grew taller than his father, he has a very disproportionate weight. His delicate face is thin and sharp, and his complexion is always pale. A little bit of blood.

Fortunately, her thin lips are always rosy, so she won't look like a dead person.

Bad memories sent pain to Liu Zhiqi's brain.

Liu Zhiqi squeezed his forehead, buried in his arms and squinted.

Snapped!

A piece of chalk hit Liu Zhiqi on the top of his head, Liu Zhiqi raised his head and stared fiercely at the direction where the chalk hit.

The old man was stunned, and asked with a sullen face:

"What, is my class boring?"

Liu Zhiqi was amused, and joked:

"It's so boring, it's like sleeping pills!"

The old man's veins burst from anger, and Fang wanted to preach, when he suddenly remembered that Liu Zhiqi was a bad student in the eyes of the teachers and students, and said with a sneer:

"I said who dared to sleep in my class! It turned out to be you, an ignorant bastard! If you don't want to hear it, get out!"

Liu Zhiqi was very happy, picked up his schoolbag and walked towards the door.

"I'm not happy to let me stay in this ghost place!"

Liu Zhiqi complained and walked out of the classroom under the "attention ceremony" of the whole class.

The old man didn't expect that Liu Zhiqi would really dare to leave, but considering his many years of teaching career, he couldn't ruin his image, so he could only keep this account in his heart, and waited to sue the dean after class.

In fact, there is not a single book in the schoolbag, Liu Zhiqi is just willing to carry it, and it is not comfortable to carry it on his back.

With a light leap, Liu Zhiqi climbed over the wall, landed firmly on the bottom of the wall, and walked towards the bar he often goes to.

This bar has been around for some years, and the owner seems to like this kind of atmosphere full of years, and never renovates.The business is good or bad, but Liu Zhiqi didn't come here to experience something full of literature and art like the atmosphere of the years, it's just because there is someone he knows well here, and there is a glass of wine specially made for him.

After entering the door, the familiar greeting immediately sounded.

"Oh, Mr. Liu! What brought you here?"

Ji Feng stopped what he was doing and asked from a distance.

Liu Zhiqi waved his hand, sat down on the edge of the bar with a blank expression, threw away his schoolbag, took the wine Ji Feng handed him and drank it down in one gulp.

Seen numb by Ji Feng, Liu Zhiqi put down his wine glass and said:

"Don't look at me that way, I'm not gay and I don't like men."

Ji Feng ignored Liu Zhiqi's impatience and said with a smile:

"Yes, yes, what Young Master Liu said is true, I won't dare again!"

"Two more glasses."

Ji Feng's apologetic smile as usual wiped away most of the depression in Liu Zhiqi's heart.

Seeing Ji Feng's skillful technique, Liu Zhiqi thought for a while and asked:

"How expensive is this wine?"

Monsoon paused, and said with a smile:

"It's just for you, no money required."

How is it possible not to have money?All the wines used for this glass of wine are expensive one by one in the store, but because Ji Feng really likes Liu Zhiqi so much, he deducted the money for the wine from his salary.

Seeing Ji Feng's cover-up like this, Liu Zhiqi didn't ask any more questions.

After three cups, he felt a little overwhelmed, his head gradually became dizzy, Liu Zhiqi shook his head, and got up to leave.

Ji Feng pulled Liu Zhiqi to persuade him:

"I'm a little drunk, let's rest for a while before leaving."

Liu Zhiqi stared at Ji Feng with sideways eyes, and said with a smile:

"Don't worry, I won't give you any chance."

Ji Feng wasn't hurt, he still smiled brightly, and said loudly:

"Okay, okay! Come again next time! Handsome Liu!"

After leaving the bar, Liu Zhiqi felt very unlucky.It is summer now, and the heavy rain does not know when it started.

Looking for a corner to hide from the rain, Liu Zhiqi stared at the people hurrying on the street, feeling lost.

He didn't understand why Ji Feng was so obsessed with himself, even though he was rejected countless times by him, he could still talk to him with a smile like a normal person.

Ji Feng is not small, and although his body is thin, his appearance can be considered first-class. Even if he is a woman, he will be overshadowed by that face.Sometimes Liu Zhiqi really has the urge to simply agree to Ji Feng, but because he really has no feelings for Ji Feng, he can only follow his heart and reject Ji Feng.

Liu Zhiqi does not discriminate against homosexuality, and he does not feel disgusted by Ji Feng's many sincere confessions.

After waiting for a long time, the rain did not stop, but it was getting bigger and bigger.Mixed with the ringing thunder, the street was illuminated by lightning, Liu Zhiqi seemed to be struck by lightning at any moment, and his heart couldn't help shaking.

He remembered that when his father was there, when it thundered or rained, he could always hide in his father's generous chest without feeling afraid.

Suddenly, he wondered if Dad would be alone in that world, would it be thundering and raining like here, would he be thinking of him like himself?Confused by the thought, Liu Zhiqi finished smoking a cigarette, threw it into the rain, and walked into the rain.

Maybe a hearty heavy rain can wash away the unhappiness in my heart.

Her hair was instantly wet, her slightly long bangs were glued to her face, and the rain dripped down her eyelashes into her eyes.

Liu Zhiqi raised his head and wiped his face, hot breath came out of his reddish nose, he knew that he was crying, but it was mixed with the rain, so he could pretend he didn't cry.

Drenched to the core, Liu Zhiqi looked like a stray dog.In fact, I have long felt that I am a lost dog.

Putting his empty schoolbag on his shoulders, Liu Zhiqi deliberately walked to the empty street, wanting to get soaked more thoroughly and more happily.Suddenly, a black BMW stopped beside him, Liu Zhiqi rolled his eyes and stopped.

The car window was lowered slowly, and a handsome man with tough features looked at Liu Zhiqi.

Liu Zhiqi sized up the man and made sure he didn't know him.

The man never spoke.Liu Zhiqi didn't speak, and the two just looked at each other directly.

"It's so elegant! This suit..." Liu Zhiqi thought to himself.I have to admit that this is the most handsome man in a suit that Liu Zhiqi has ever seen, definitely not one of them.

Uncomfortable being stared at by the man, Liu Zhiqi looked away, doubting in his heart: "Who? I don't know him, right? Although I often fight and fight, but I don't have anyone with such a high class? Is it possible that I am upset and want to fight?" I?"

Just when Liu Zhiqi was puzzled, the man opened the umbrella and came to Liu Zhiqi, opened the car door and said, "Get in the car."

"Ah?" Liu Zhiqi was amused, and didn't know how to react for a moment, "You...know me?"

"I don't know." The man's face was cold, his tone was cold but very light, so light that it was almost swallowed by the sound of rain.

Liu Zhiqi was even more confused, and said with a dry smile: "Then why did you ask me to get in the car? Why should I get in?"

Although I am not worried about this person's purpose, I also think that I have nothing to make people think about.

The man was silent for a few seconds, seemingly unable to find a reason, and said silently: "It's raining."

Before Liu Zhiqi could answer, the man dragged Liu Zhiqi to the passenger seat, and forced Liu Zhiqi to put on his seat belt.

"Hey! You!..." Liu Zhiqi struggled, seeing the seat belt fastened with a snap, Liu Zhiqi felt even more amused, and said, "You! Are you alright?!"

The man ignored it and drove on his own.

Liu Zhiqi didn't bother to struggle, anyway, he didn't know where to go, and he didn't want to go home, let alone, he never made it his home.

From time to time, a few people who were drenched in the rain ran past on the street, Liu Zhiqi leaned his head on the car window, and said leisurely:

"There are so many people without umbrellas on the street, why don't you let them get in the car too?"

The man stopped the car and looked at the traffic lights: "Do you want me to say that you are special?"

One sentence made Liu Zhiqi speechless.

Liu Zhiqi turned his face away, looked at the man's upright and sinister face, felt overwhelmed by the aura of keeping strangers away, and sank for a moment.

Unknowingly, the man's brows trembled slightly, he turned his face slightly to the side uncomfortably, took out a clean white towel from under the car seat, handed it to Liu Zhiqi, and said, "Wipe."

Liu Zhiqi suddenly felt that he had been overheated from watching for too long, and suddenly felt embarrassed, he hurriedly took the towel and wiped it on his face and head indiscriminately, and moved his eyes out of the window uncomfortably.

"What are you looking at! Really, no matter how good-looking he is, he is still a man..."

Liu Zhiqi couldn't help complaining about himself, feeling very ashamed for staring straight at people like that just now, and his pale face turned a little red with shame.

The man drove the car steadily, his calm appearance seemed unaffected by Liu Zhiqi's fiery gaze just now.

Liu Zhiqi looked at the car turning back and forth, and asked, "Where are you taking me?"

The man froze for a moment, and seemed to realize that he hadn't asked where Liu Zhiqi lived.

Liu Zhiqi felt what the man was thinking, and said helplessly: "It's so strange. "

The man felt sorry: "Where is your home...?"

Apparently, men have never done such a thing. It is not only out of order, but also very unnatural to care about people.

Liu Zhiqi pointed to the excuse in front of him and said, "Stop the car."

The man drove to the side of the road and stopped. Seeing Liu Zhiqi opened the car door immediately, he hurriedly grabbed Liu Zhiqi and said, "It's still raining."

"I know."

Liu Zhiqi grabbed the door of the car, the rain hit his head again, it was so stuffy and painful,

"But you don't need to worry about it, we don't know each other, and I don't want to tell you where my home is, that's it, don't bother me anymore." After finishing speaking, he slammed the car door and walked back.

Liu Zhiqi was already bored, and the man's inexplicable behavior made Liu Zhiqi even more unpredictable, so he found a random alley and walked in.Coincidentally, it is not far to go in, it is a bar.Liu Zhiqi touched his pocket, there was still some money, but he could have a couple of drinks.

After entering the bar, Liu Zhiqi went straight to the bar, ordered a glass of wine casually, and drank it.

The clerk was enthusiastic, and specially brought two towels to Liu Zhiqi.

After drinking a cup, the body is warmer.Liu Zhiqi quietly observed his surroundings while wiping.From sitting down, I always feel that the atmosphere is different from the general bar.

Just looking at it, you can feel the difference, all the people sitting here are men.

Liu Zhiqi was puzzled: "Why are they all men?"

Looking out of the corner of his eyes, he saw two men hugging each other and biting vigorously in the corner.

Liu Zhiqi was startled, and quickly looked away.It was only at this time that I realized that the people around me locked on me with unexplained gazes.Liu Zhi suddenly felt bad, covered her arms, took out the money and put it on the bar before counting it, and wanted to get up and leave.

But before the buttocks left the seat, they were forcibly pushed back.