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Everything tonight Wei Liao was in a panic. He actually panicked from the moment Hengjian was between him and Fu Xiru today, but he refused to show it. He still wanted to treat everything capriciously, but his hard work at this moment It was declared a failure.

He hadn't shed a tear in years, and thought he wouldn't.His tears had dried up, and his heart was as hard as iron, but he never expected that it would always be out of control, and his evaluation of himself was never accurate.

Tears are useless things, they are pearls nurtured in silk and flower stamens, which can only be fermented by true abundance. Wei Liao has long lost such ability, he has to admit that silk and flower stamens are Fu Xiru's connivance.

At this moment, the two hugged each other in a half-reasonable, half-forced attitude. Wei Liao only shed tears for a while, then felt very meaningless and stopped.

Fu Xiru was still stroking his hair, groping the back of his neck from time to time, his hands were gentle and firm, which made him feel safe and dreamy.He doesn't want to dream anymore.

"Did I promise you back then that there were not as many as now..." He couldn't help asking this question.

Fu Xiru's answer came faster than he thought: "But you won't agree, even if you do it all over again, you won't agree."

This is true, Wei Liao is irrefutable, supporting himself to sit up, looking at Fu Xiru's unusually calm face, not even angry at the fact that he found out that he imprisoned him, he is really not sure what he is thinking.

"You already hate me to the extreme, can't you hate me a little more?" Wei Liao asked each other.

Fu Xiru looked at his face: "Compared to other things, this is nothing."

This is true, there are too many things that happened between them, Wei Liao himself has to be reminded to remember the confusing and confusing, and there will never be a conclusion, let alone the feud between him and Fu Xiru who killed his father It's other things, just because he regretted it soon, so it turned out to be harmless.

He wanted to continue asking, but he didn't expect Fu Xiru to speak first: "I don't want it anymore either."

Wei Liao was taken aback for a moment, and then he understood what he was talking about: "Lie!"

He was much more intense than he expected.

But Fu Xiru remained motionless, lying flat on the bed as before, even as if she didn't want to look at him at all, but she couldn't move her eyes: "There is always an end, love and hate are like this."

Wei Liao trembled violently. He shook his head silently. He didn't know what he wanted to deny. He just felt that everything was collapsing under his feet. His illusion would eventually come true. The Hanyuan Palace fell to the ground, burying everything. His breathing became more and more difficult, and even his vision was blurred.

He refused to give it, but he couldn't allow Fu Xiru not to want it, which is really strange.

He has long felt that he will lose his mind one day, but he always refuses, refusing to let this day come. If he has nothing, then he can't expose his sadness, otherwise his whole body will collapse like floating sand .But now he is the one who crawled onto Fu Xiru's body with both hands and feet, trying to dig out what was in his eyes: "It's not like this...it's not like this..."

He vaguely recalled the meaningless muttering he had said to Ziqiong.He can't, he can't, he can't...

In fact, this is already all he can say and should say.

He tried to find the familiar smell and touch, but he didn't realize that what he was doing right now could be called a messy courtship. Fu Xiru's expression didn't change much when he rubbed him, but for a lover, it doesn't need to be obvious to detect the clues. Wei Liao could hardly distinguish whether what he experienced was a hallucination or reality, but it didn't matter.

Once an entreaty is uttered, it cannot be taken back.

"Please...please...don't go..."

Wei Liao has never humbled himself to anyone in his life, he was not born to do so, but what he is doing now is completely voluntary.

Fu Xiru sensed something was wrong with him, and almost thought that he was going to drive him crazy, but he knew it was more than that.He just knows how many things are oppressing this person who has long been out of the category of ordinary people, and he himself is the last one, and even has to do so, repeatedly oppressing and ravaging, trying to find the best way to get what he wants.

They tortured each other to extract confessions.

He had to endure his surging desire to protect, he wanted to put Wei Liao under his body and cover him in his arms, making him feel safe and unbreakable, but the promise was not so easy.

Wei Liao's face was still stained with tears. He grabbed Fu Xiru's hand that had escaped from the shackles, which was also the injured hand, and pressed his face against it.Fu Xiru finally sighed when he touched the wetness, and melted lightly like the last piece of snow in spring, turned over and hid Wei Liao in his arms.

He curled up in his arms obediently, even wishing for it.

In fact, both of them knew what the scene was like.A night like that dream that Wei Liao would never bring up by himself, like the day when they embraced each other until dawn in the gold-selling cave in Pingkangfang.

The only difference tonight is the rustling west wind.

Wei Liao's voice became softer and softer: "You know me, you know everything, it's not that I don't want to..."

"You can't." Fu Xiru answered.

They really knew each other too well, Wei Liao was silent for a moment, and finally woke up from the dizzy coquetry, and said softly: "You would rather treat me like this for what I can't."

This is not an accusation, but the truth. However, there are too many truths between them, so Fu Xiru can easily refute: "There are things I can't do."

He let out a long sigh, and decided to reason again: "I'm just a mortal, Wei Young, I can't stay forever, never change, just wait for you, endure you. This is not what you want."

Wei Liao was stunned, and looked up at him: "This is what I want, you know better than me."

Fu Xiru rubbed his thumb against the side of his face, Wei Liao had to keep his head up, watching him patiently objecting to himself: "Indulging you is not good for you, nor good for you or me. You have to recognize the reality, come and I grab, fight with me, fight with me. You can get what you want by yourself, you have to recognize the current situation, you have to clearly understand that you are not a child anymore, you are rich in the world, and I am no longer what I was many years ago Me, we have changed, if you want to catch me, you have to work harder, do you understand?"

You want to come, not stand around and wait.

No one knows why it took so long, as Fu Xiru said, they are far from their youth, they have changed a lot from each other, and he is still required to teach Wei Liao these things.Time is long, these should be born with.

Wei Liao slowly pursed his lips. He was not angry, but seemed to feel a trace of Fu Xiru's sincerity, so he was not sure, and asked one by one tentatively: "You want me to fight with you? Are you no longer pampering me? We have all changed. the past is gone...you want me to win you over like a man?"

What he said was not wrong, it was just very strange. Fu Xiru was pondering, but Wei Liao rarely got straight to the point: "Then what about Wei Chenrui?"

This is actually the first time they talked about this engagement, after Wei Liao agreed to grant the marriage.

Fu Xiru didn't expect that what he really cared about was this, but he was taken aback for a moment, and smiled meaningfully: "What do you think?"

Wei Liao bit his lower lip and looked at him. After a while, he raised his upper body, put his arms around his neck, kissed his chin, lips, and cheek, and asked softly, "What about this one? I'll stay here tonight. okay?"

Fu Xiru raised his eyebrows, the looming sadness of spring and autumn disappeared.Wei Liao's words were too soft, too sweet, too close to acting like a baby.He did it on purpose.

Wei Liao has always been sensitive and eager to learn. He understood the meaning of Fu Xiru's meaning too quickly. Fu Xiru was teased with a smile, and immediately restrained himself: "Someone knows."

so what?Since succeeding to the throne, it has been difficult for Wei Liao to do something while no one knew about it. The so-called son of a daughter cannot sit still, so he had to be more cautious about himself, but tonight is a little different.

In fact, his recent heart disease has not been resolved, but it seems that the longer-term problem has been better resolved.In fact, he has always wanted to know whether Fu Xiru had hated him long ago, and wanted to blurt it out a long time ago, that he was on the verge of collapse.

However, because it cannot collapse, it cannot be exported, and opportunities to confess are as rare as suitable objects.Indulging in warmth is precisely because there is too little warmth.Wei Liao understood this truth, and that's why he single-handedly arranged Fu Xiru's marriage, but at the same time, he was capricious and tortured himself with various means.

In fact, he couldn't accept it, let alone bear it.

However, this was Fu Xiru's request, and it involved too much of the overall situation. Many government affairs made him more tired and painful, and he was closer to collapse due to self-sufficiency.

He couldn't be healed, but the kiss healed the cracks in him.Fu Xiru took his hand and kissed all the way on the conspicuous indigo pattern on his forearm, chasing every twisted and tangled pattern, as if worshiping and pampering.

Although she made up her mind not to indulge him anymore, it was always difficult to actually do it.

Wei Liao was greedy and didn't know how to restrain himself, so why not, he raised his hand to hold Wei Liao's hand and restrained it above his head, and it was difficult for Wei Liao to break free because of the weight of the shackles that had not been completely removed.A pair of shackles bound two people.

The bodies seem to merge into each other beyond the boundary, losing the clear boundaries, leaving only a vague sense of touch, it seems that Fu Xiru has sunk into Wei Liao's body, hair and skin, and it seems that Wei Liao is wrapped in drowsiness.

The shadow of the candle was confusing, trembling violently for a few times, it actually went out, Wei Liao shuddered, Fu Xiru groped for Wei Liao's face in the darkness without hindrance, then lowered his head, and accurately found the lips that he catered to.

The bright moonlight is clear and cold like a blade, falling on the vermilion door and the scattered late peonies beside the steps.

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The author has something to say

Fu Xiru: I don't have a daddy complex.

Wei Liao: …………I have. (with a bad face at the same time)

Fu Xiru: You are forcing me to be your father.

Wei Chenrui: Let me go! ! !