It's all toffee's fault ABO

"Xiao Xing...Xiao Xing...Mom is sorry for you."

A kiss as soft as a cicada's wings mixed with hot tears fell on Yi Xiaoxing's forehead.

Yi Xiaoxing opened his eyes in a daze.

The faint smell of lily floats in the air.

It's mom.

Yi Xiaoxing looked at Liu Yuandi, who seemed to be as gentle and beautiful as he remembered.

Years passed, but she was still gentle.

In front of her, her forehead was smooth and smooth, without lumps of black blood scabs and bright red blood oozing out that seemed to never stop.

The corners of her eyes and mouth didn't have the big swollen marks that were always black and bloodshot.

Her face was clean and her eyes were bright, with a loving face, there was no pain and struggle in her eyes that made Yi Xiaoxing feel the pain.

At this moment, she was half leaning on the back of the simple bed, sitting on the edge of the bed, looking very relaxed and peaceful.

Liu Yuandi smiled and used her thin, soft, smooth hands without any scars to gently stroke her son's hair once and for all.

Her palm brought Yi Xiaoxing's long-lost warmth.

Little Yi Xiaoxing unconsciously squinted his eyes and rubbed against his mother's palm.

The sweet and elegant fragrance of lilies in the air and the long-lasting warmth from his mother's palm made him want to cry unconsciously.

It has been a long time since I have felt such a tranquility.

The familiar small attic, with some old smell but always clean bedding, the hustle and bustle of selling from the small street under the attic...all the dusty memories are so nostalgic at this time.

However, such a rare and precious afternoon tranquility will always be easily broken, destroyed, and dragged into the darkness.

what is it then?

Yi Xiaoxing couldn't remember.He was intuitively terrified.

He was afraid of his powerlessness, afraid that he would gradually feel numb, afraid that he would be swallowed by the darkness and merged into one.

But what was the source of his fear?

Yi Xiaoxing tried hard to remember.But there was a powerful force inside him that told him not to think about it.

Feeling dizzy in his head, little Yi Xiaoxing even began to breathe quickly.

The picture suddenly changed, and little Yi Xiaoxing was sitting on the only intact stool at home.

On a small stool exclusively for him.

In fact, even the only intact little stool doesn't seem to be very solid, and you can still feel a little shaking left and right when you sit on it, but Liu Yuandi put a soft cushion on it, and covered it with a small one. Yi Xiaoxing's favorite warm yellow fabric, the little Yi Xiaoxing sits on it as if his buttocks are on a pile of soft cotton, very comfortable.

Little Yi and Xiaoxing turned their curious eyes and found that the legs of the other chairs were broken and incomplete.Then fill it up with all kinds of odds and ends and wrap it tightly with nice rags.

Or some were damaged twice before they could be repaired.

These chairs are no exception. There are brown and black stains on every broken gap that cannot be washed off, as if they have penetrated into the wood grain of the chairs, solidified deep in the wood core, and can never be removed through the surface.

Those chairs stood crookedly, but Xiao Yi Xiaoxing was extremely frightened.

Yi Xiaoxing even found that the corners of the table in front of him were covered by beautiful floral cloths, those floral cloths seemed to be cut from beautiful clothes, each piece had different patterns, and the beautiful floral cloths scattered There are some faint lily scents, but the sunken place can be seen at a glance.

This is a table without a full corner.

Yi Xiaoxing felt that the fear in his heart was getting bigger and bigger. He even found that the furniture in the house didn't have any edges or sharp points.

Or in other words, all the sharp edges and corners.

have all been destroyed.

And those places that had been violently destroyed were all wrapped in cloths of different colors, showing a strange softness with a touch of lily fragrance.

Yi Xiaoxing forced himself to look away.

He looked at Liu Yuandi who was sitting quietly reading a book.

Liu Yuandi sat on the dilapidated, rickety stool without a cushion.

Even though the stool is so broken, her sitting posture is still upright, as elegant as her, even in such a dilapidated attic.

She can still keep the house clean, and she can still read a book unmoved by the window.

It's like a quiet elf imprisoned in this space, but still beautiful and gentle, but still pursuing beauty.

Even though the book was so old that it lost its cover, with broken chapters and pages.

She still cherishes it like a treasure, flipping it gently.

Her whole body was covered with a faint fragrance of lily, which made Yi Xiaoxing's fearful heart gradually calm down.

She is always so calm and peaceful, but who can make her not suffer and struggle.

Liu Yuandi noticed the look in Xiaoyi Xiaoxing's eyes,

She put down the book lightly.

She turned around and smiled sweetly at Xiao Yi Xiaoxing, and walked into the kitchen.

Xiao Yi and Xiao Xing followed her back and looked at the place where there was no light.

He saw Liu Yuandi walk out of the darkness, smiling and walking towards him step by step with the cream cake.

Only now did Yi Xiaoxing realize that she was wearing a warm yellow dress that she hadn't worn for a long time today.

Since Liu Yuandi married Yi Cheng, this warm yellow dress has been sealed away as if saying goodbye to the past.

Liu Yuandi has always liked this warm yellow dress, and today seems to be an important day, she put it on, with a sincere and warm smile that she hasn't seen for a long time.

It’s not the smile that tries to calm down next to the crying Yi Xiaoxing and tell him “Mom is fine”, it’s not the smile every time someone asks about her wounds and recent situation, but the genuine tenderness of Liu Yuandi smile.

The moment Liu Yuandi, who smiled sweetly, walked out of the darkness step by step, Yi Xiaoxing felt that she seemed to have really broken free from the darkness, or maybe she would soon be free.

"Xiao Xing, how is it? Mom's craftsmanship hasn't changed, has it? You used to like the cakes made by your mother the most." Liu Yuandi felt very happy watching his little son eat the cakes he made one bite at a time.

She looked at her son with a loving smile, this child who was pregnant for ten months, this flesh that fell from her heart, this little ugly monkey-like baby slowly appeared like herself I think of his loud crying that always wakes me up in the middle of the night, watching him slowly learn to turn over, slowly learn to walk, and slowly whisper to his mother in an inarticulate way, watching him slowly grow up, slowly On her birthday, she held out those colorful paper cranes that she folded by herself...

Xiaoxing will be by her side when she is sad and painful, wipe away her tears, and tell her that he will be with her and protect her.

When Xiao Xing was beaten, she would stand up and use her immature body to block the cold and sharp pain.

……

I am sorry for Xiaoxing. Xiaoxing could have a beautiful family. As a mother, she should teach him what love is by example and accompany him to grow up happily.

And his father should take Xiaoxing to teach him how to be a man, how to be responsible, how to be honest and brave, how to face the setbacks and challenges in life...

She and his father should also let Xiao Xing realize what companionship is, what love is...

Instead of now, the little Yi Xiaoxing grew up prematurely and wanted to take on everything prematurely.

Xiaoxing should have enjoyed growing up at his supposedly happy age, growing up in love.

Her little star should have a good friend, go to school happily, and grow up happily like every child in an ordinary family.

In the future, you will meet someone you love, confess your love, make promises to each other, and stay with you for a lifetime.

It was not because of her selfishness that brought him into this world, but he could only endure darkness and pain.

Liu Yuandi silently wiped away tears, sorry, Xiao Xing.

You're so young, I can't leave you with that demon.

Please allow my mother to be self-willed for the last time, you are the joy and happiness of my mother all the time.

Mom is going to take you with me.

Go to another happy, loving world.

In that world there is no violence, no pain.

everything will be fine.

Liu Yuandi looked at Yi Xiaoxing who was happily eating cake and thought.

Little Yi Xiaoxing ate a few mouthfuls of cake, and soon fell asleep.

In a daze, he looked at Liu Yuandi who was sitting beside him with tears shining but a loving smile.

Little did he know at the time, that was the last time he saw her.

Yi Xiaoxing thought in a daze.

It turned out that everything was gone, and the song was over, but she still left me her last look.

Maybe she wanted me to remember, or maybe she wanted me to understand.

She is always gentle and warm.

No matter what kind of love she has experienced, her attitude towards love and the love she gives will never change.

Warm and nice.

But he didn't know that he was actually crying all the time when he fell into a nightmare.