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Tong Zhou has been feeling physically uncomfortable about the exam since he was a child.Especially when there was only the sound of "swish, swish, swish" writing in the whole classroom, and there was an invigilator pacing up and down, Tong Zhou became irritable for no reason.When he was in high school, the situation was even more serious. After the exam, he could waste several pens, either the caps of the pens were broken, or the nibs were poked.

The math teacher said that he was under too much psychological pressure and suggested that he talk to a psychology teacher.Later, Tong Zhou discovered that if Chu Lian was the invigilator, his abnormality would be greatly alleviated.

If other students look up from time to time during the exam, they are probably trying to cheat.But Tong Zhou wanted to be appeased, and Chu Lian knew it.So whenever Chu Bian invigilated the exam, he would not walk around, he just sat in front of the podium with a chair, and tried to choose a place where Tong Zhou could see himself at a glance.He didn't read books or newspapers either, his eyes fell on Tong Zhou, and by the way he played idiom Solitaire with himself in his heart.

Knowing that Chu Bian was looking at him, Tong Zhou felt less flustered, and the irritability that kept bursting out to catch fire was slowly calmed down miraculously.Just like a person suffering from a sudden illness, at the critical moment, he grabs a life-saving pill and swallows it. His condition gradually slows down and his vital signs gradually return.

When I was in college, the symptoms were slightly better.Perhaps it was also because he could no longer see Chu Li in class, and he had no medicine to take when he got sick, so he suppressed himself and endured it desperately.

He was surprised that Tong Zhou could still sit in Chu Lian's class after so many years.

"Next, Tong Zhou." Chu Yan turned his pen and looked up at Tong Zhou.Tong Zhou and him looked at each other, Chu Yan's eyes were soft, like the Suzhou River, slowly flowing into Tong Zhou's heart.

Tong Zhou stood up and stood in front of Chu Lian holding the manuscript he had written while cramming.He is tall and straight, with a high head, he just casually glanced at the words on the manuscript paper, and then planned to discard it.

""Red Rose and White Rose" was written by Zhang Ailing when she was in her 20s and she was not in a relationship. It is very different from her later works."

Tong Zhou still chose Zhang Ailing.Chu Lin expected it, but couldn't help but tighten her fingers.In the past, he liked to chat about literature with Tong Zhou.He never discriminated against Tong Zhou because of the 11-year age difference between the two and the unequal balance between teachers and students.Tong Zhou is his Boya, his son, he always admits this, and is also grateful for this.

"What was it like when you were not in a relationship?" Chu Lian suddenly asked with great interest. He pressed the pen, and the sound made by the pen cap made the voices of others discussing gradually quiet down.

Tong Zhou raised his eyebrows and flicked the tails of his eyes, which made Chu Li feel his mouth dry.

"When you're not in love, you don't have any good fantasies about men."

The smile on Chu Bian's face deepened, he rubbed his lower lip with his fingertips, swallowed the saliva, and the burning in the bottom of his throat became more intense.

"What about yourself?"

Tong Zhou folded up the manuscript and put it casually into his trouser pocket. He lowered his head and thought for a while, then raised his head to look at Chu Bian, he tilted his head and pursed his lips and said, "Zhang Ailing said 'not to love is a lifetime regret, love It's a lifetime of torture.'”

After he finished speaking, the audience was silent, and he gracefully turned around and sat down.Chu Lin lowered his head and wrote Tong Zhou's name on the scoring sheet. His chest was full of love, and he couldn't wait to tell his little friend, and he wanted to tell now.

Every speech after that was boring to Chu Lian, he was out of his mind, hoping that time would go faster.

"Is Teacher Chu all right?" Yu Guowen came to knock on the door, Chu Bian nodded, and Yu Guowen signaled everyone to meet in the next classroom.Chu Bian and Yu Guowen whispered to each other in front of the podium. In the end, Chu Bian handed over the evaluation form to Yu Guowen, and Yu Guowen wrote down everyone's grades in his notebook. When he saw Tong Zhou's score, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, but He quickly covered it up.

This exam accounts for 40% of the final assessment, and the proportion is still very heavy, so everyone is very nervous.Tong Zhou was touching the thin chain around his neck. Yesterday he pestered Chu Mian for the necklace, so Chu Mian took it off and put it on for him.He was so dazzled by touching it that he didn't even react when he heard the score.

"It's too obvious that you are pretending to be public and selfish." After class, Tong Zhou and Chu Lian walked out of the building and found a restaurant for dinner.

"I'm not, I'm fair and just, objective and reasonable." Chu Li used a long spoon to skim off some of the oil and water from the hot pot bottom, and then scooped up a shrimp smoothie and poured it into Tong Zhou's bowl.

Tong Zhou picked up the shrimp slide with his chopsticks, he blew and took a bite.

"It's so spicy!" Tong Zhou choked, he picked up the water and drank it for a while, Chu Bian handed over his sour plum soup, and said angrily and funny, "Drink this."

Tong Zhou took a big sip from Chu Bian's hand, then he handed the shrimp slide to Chu Bian, and said very angrily, "It's so spicy, you can eat it."

Chu Bian opened his mouth obediently and held Tong Zhou's chopsticks in his mouth. After Tong Zhou fed him, his lips were still burning. He frowned and said, "I want to eat noodles."

Chu Bian raised his hand and called the waiter to add some udon noodles. Chu Bian put all the udon noodles in the clear soup pot and boiled them. After cooking, he took out the noodles in a clean small bowl. They were all blown away, and then they rolled up a chopstick and fed it to Tong Zhou.

Tong Zhou was fed by him, since no one in the private room could see him anyway.While eating, he leaned his head on Chu Lin's shoulder again.

As soon as Chu Ling's cell phone turned on, he put down the bowl and pressed the answer button.

"What's the matter, is it convenient to talk?" Gu Qingying's voice came out, Chu Bian couldn't stop rolling his eyes, he blocked Tong Zhou's shoulder with his backhand, and rubbed his shoulder intentionally or unintentionally.

"Let the fart go."

"Hey, you are such a fucking cunt, you don't care about your brothers and sisters at all!" Lu Qingying said sarcastically.Chu Bian made a gesture to pick up the phone, but Lu Qingying stopped him as if he had opened his eyes.

"Are you free at the end of the month? Call your children and let's go to Dali to play."

"I'll go if Ye Yubin goes, and I won't go if you go." Tong Zhou was leaning on him, but when he heard him say someone else's name, he suddenly raised his head.Chu Li smiled at him and shook his head.

"You still miss Ye Yubin, don't you?!" Gu Qingying reprimanded Chu Bian loudly, causing Chu Bian to take the phone away, and still feel her ears hurt.

"Let's talk about it, wait for me to come back." Chu Yan answered in a hurry, and then cut off the phone.

Tong Zhou didn't ask, Chu Li's face was pressed against him, and he begged himself.

"Gu Qingying, my friend asked if we are free to go to Dali with them."

"Us?" Tong Zhou was a little puzzled, but when he remembered Lu Qingying and a man he met at Chu Lian's house one day, he suddenly realized.

"Lu Qingying seems... very familiar with my appearance."

"Well, I mentioned you to him."

"When I go back, I'll take you to have dinner with him." Chu Yan stroked Tong Zhou's hair, and rubbed against his face affectionately.

Tong Zhou had never met Chu Lian's friends before, not a single one.He vaguely felt that he was invisible, and Chu Bian hid him, not because of pity, but because he felt it was unnecessary.There is no need for him to show others a toy that is not his favorite.Tong Zhou naturally understands this truth in his heart, he is sensitive by nature, and he is even more vulnerable when it comes to this kind of matter.

He was quite surprised that Chu Lian would mention himself to Gu Qingying.

"Are you full?" Chu Yan asked Tong Zhou. Tong Zhou shook his head. He couldn't eat spicy food at all, so he chose a Sichuan hot pot restaurant for dinner.Chu Li scratched his nose with his knuckles and said, "Okay, then I'll go back and make you something else to eat."

"Well, I want to eat glutinous rice balls." Tong Zhou was still sitting on the seat, Chu Lian went to grab his hand to lift him up, Tong Zhou was limp, and he shook Chu Lian's hand to talk to him.

"Then go to the supermarket to buy." Chu Bian finally pulled him up, and the two took a taxi back to the hotel.Chu Lian asked the hotel to borrow an induction cooker and a pot. He squatted halfway by the socket, staring helplessly at the gradually boiling water.

Tong Zhou stood behind him, and when Chu Bian was squatting, his back seemed wider. Tong Zhou approached and put his arms around his neck from behind.

Chu Li held his wrist and pecked his lips sideways: "It's almost done."

"I want to go home."

Hearing this, Chu Bian's heart beat up uncontrollably, and he kissed Tong Zhou again, and pressed his lips against his and asked, "What's wrong?"

"No one lived in my house for 14 days, wasting half a month's rent for nothing."

"...." Chu Lin thought that the children would flirt with him, but it turned out that he was worried about the rent for a long time.He laughed so hard that everyone trembled, he simply sat on the ground and held Tong Zhou's fists around his chest.

"Then move in with me, and I won't charge you rent." Chu Lian's voice was low, and the deliberately low voice was even more seductive.Tong Zhou smiled silently, then pushed him and said, "No."

"......why?"

The Tongzhou man leaned back, lying on the ground with a big belly, he looked at the chandelier on the ceiling and said: "If you want to move, you can move it, you move it to my place."

When Tong Zhou lived with Chu Lian at the age of 18, the living expenses his father gave him every month were not enough to pay the rent.At that time, my self-esteem was strong, and I desperately wanted to perform in front of my lover, to prove that I was not a child and not a burden.So life and death put 1000 yuan into Chu Bian's card every month.Chu Lin understood his thoughts, but he didn't expose them.But he didn't touch a penny in that card, and saved it all for Tong Zhou.

On the day of the breakup, Chu Ling gave the card to Tong Zhou, saying that the password was Tong Zhou's birthday, so don't forget it.

Tong Zhou still has lingering fears, perhaps because he is afraid of breaking up again, he doesn't want to be the one who gets kicked out again.Chu Bian was silent for a few seconds and quickly agreed.It happened that the dumplings were cooked at this time, so Chu Li picked up the dumplings and put them in a bowl.

"Then I'll pay the rent for you, landlord." Tong Zhou sat up straight, took the bowl Chu Li handed over, took a bite and nodded, "Okay, can I cook, buy vegetables and wash the dishes?"

"Okay, everything is fine." Chu Bian looked at Tong Zhou without blinking, Tong Zhou smiled, and couldn't help but lean forward and kiss Chu Bian.

The two kissed so hard that it hurt to hug each other tightly.Chu Ling's kiss stretched from Tong Zhou's lips to the side of his neck, Tong Zhou felt that he was alive, and finally alive again.