all the way to the stream

Who would have thought that after a brief acquaintance, there will be a long farewell for a lifetime.I thought that what I missed was only one person.Who knew it was a lifetime to give up...

"Hello? Guan Haoming, just the two of us tonight, go to Moonlight Bar for a drink."

"Damn, Brother Pao, what happened to you?"

Guan Haoming knew Chen Zicheng well, every time Chen Zicheng had an important event, he would call him by his full name.

"Nothing, just upset."

"Oh, okay, the private room is still the hall, I'll say hello to the boss."

"Let's go to the lobby."

"OK."

Moonlight Bar is the biggest noisy bar in N City, everyone from the local hooligans to the upper class loves it here.Drunk and rich, rest only when drunk, life is the best portrayal here.

Moonlight Bar has Chen Zicheng's exclusive private room, which even the boss can't easily enter, it is a holy place for Chen Zicheng to heal his wounds alone.

Every time Chen Zicheng asks Guan Haoming to go to the Moonlight Bar for a drink alone, Guan Haoming always asks where is the location, if it is a private room, then Guan Haoming must be ready to carry Chen Zicheng away, fortunately Chen Zicheng invites himself in the lobby tonight.

The air in the Moonlight Bar is always filled with the smell of tobacco and alcohol, and the music is turned up to the maximum, almost deafening people's ears.Men and women frantically twisted their waists and buttocks on the dance floor, and there were always glamorously dressed women mixed in with the men, teasing those who couldn't control themselves with frivolous words.

"Brother Pao, you came so early."

"You came too late," Chen Zicheng glanced at his watch, "3 minutes late."

"Damn," Guan Haoming patted his thigh, "Don't imitate my brother, there are shadows!"

Chen Zicheng smiled and handed the wine glass to Guan Haoming.

"Master Chen, Master Guan, do you need some jade pendants?"

The manager heard that Chen Zicheng and Guan Haoming were both here, so he ran over to curry favor in his busy schedule.

Yupei is the jargon in the Moonlight Bar, referring to the hostess. Usually, when the two of them bring their brothers, they will always order a lot of jade pendants for a lively atmosphere. If any brother sees it right, of course it is not just as simple as being with the bar. up.

"No, no, no," Guan Haoming waved his hand impatiently, "Didn't you see that there are only two people today? Tell anyone not to bother!"

"Okay, okay, then don't bother the two Yaxing, you can tell me at any time if you need anything."

The manager left with a smile.

Guan Haoming poured the wine, clinked glasses with Chen Zicheng, and got straight to the point.

"Brother Pao, what happened to you?"

"Don't talk about me first," Chen Zicheng took a sip of his wine, "Let's talk about you first."

"About me? What's the matter?"

"It's about you and Zuo Yang."

puff--

Guan Haoming just took a sip of the wine in his mouth and sprayed it out.

Guan Haoming wiped his mouth, "How do you know we are together..."

Chen Zicheng smiled, "You are too easy to understand, I didn't even say what's going on between you and Zuo Yang."

"Damn it, you tell me what to say."

"Tell me, why are you two together?"

"How else can we be together? After a fight, the misunderstanding was resolved, and after a meal, it's...almost."

"that's it?"

"That's right...otherwise what else?"

Chen Zicheng frowned, "I fell in love with someone."

"Oh," Guan Haoming paused, "Ah???!!!"

Guan Haoming's voice attracted many people's attention.

"I said," Chen Zicheng clicked his tongue, "can you keep your voice down."

"Okay, okay," Guan Haoming lowered his voice, "During my lifetime, brother Pao, your spring has come. I always thought you'd be a virgin for the rest of your life."

"F*ck!" Chen Zicheng almost couldn't help but poured the wine in his hand all over Guan Haoming's face.

"Hey, Brother Pao, don't get angry. Continue to talk about your business, come to me to learn from you today?"

"It's sort of..."

"If you look for me, Guan Haoming, you are right!"

Upon hearing this, Chen Zicheng felt unreliable.

"One word, do it!"

"Huh? What's the mess?"

"Just do it and we're done!" Guan Haoming was a little anxious, and offered advice, "Think about it, which girl nowadays is rich, handsome and manly? As I said, the best boyfriend is you No one else! I am ranked third, you are ranked second, no one dares to claim the first!"

"So," Guan Haoming continued, "Since you like her, don't hide it, just confess! Are you still afraid of failure?"

"Hey, tell me, which department is it?" Guan Haoming gossiped.

"Our class."

"Hey! It's still a local battle! Do I know you?"

"know."

"That would be easier! I'll call you now!"

Guan Haoming took out his mobile phone, "What are you afraid of fighting on the mainland? Tell me, what's the girl's name, brother will help you with this right away!"

"Xiangxi."

"Oh, Xiangxi."

Guan Haoming reacted for a long time, "Xiangxi?????!!!!!!"

Guan Haoming jumped up immediately, "Brother Pao, there won't be a girl with the same name and surname in your class, also named Xiangxi?"

"No, it's Xiang Xi who told you to beat me up at the beginning of school."

"..."

After a bottle of wine was poured, Guan Haoming said, "If Xiang Xi says, then I have no choice..."

"Brother Pao, how much do you like him?"

"It's hard to say, this is the first time I like someone so much."

"So what do you think your relationship is like now?"

"I kissed him."

puff--

Guan Haoming sprayed the wine ten meters away.

"I kiss you, don't you know?"

"After the kiss, I'm more sure, I just like him, very much."

"What about Xiangxi?"

"When I kissed him, he thought I was drunk. When I asked him the next day, he didn't mention it."

"Then is there anything unusual about him?"

"No," Chen Zicheng opened another bottle of wine, "It's because he's so normal that I can't understand his thoughts. The more I think about it, the more annoying I am, so I asked you to drink."

"..."

After the second bottle of wine, both of them were slightly drunk.

"Brother Cannon!"

"Ok?"

"come on!"

Chen Zicheng drank the last glass of wine in one gulp, "It doesn't hurt my back to talk while standing."

Moonlight Bar is always full of carnival all night long.Chen Zicheng felt uncomfortable returning from the noisy bar to the quiet campus.

When Chen Zicheng pushed open the bedroom door, Xiang Xi was about to wash up.

"Come back so late?" Xiang Xi put the towel on his shoulders, stepped forward to support Chen Zicheng, "You smell like alcohol, are you drunk again?"

Chen Zicheng changed his shoes and went inside, "I'm not drunk."

"Drink less, it's not good for your health."

"I'm bored, I just drank."

Northwest ran over, barking and begging for a hug.Chen Zicheng ignored it, and Northwest ran away with his head drooping.

"Xiangxi?"

"I'm here."

"What did I do when I was drunk the night before yesterday?"

"Sitting on the ground and giggling, chasing people all over the room."

"anything else?"

"..."

Xiang Xi was silent for a long time.

"Let me help you recall."

One word, do it!

Chen Zicheng put his hand behind Xiang Xi's head, pulled Xiang Xi in front of him, and kissed Xiang Xi's lips.Before Xiang Xi could resist, Chen Zicheng threw Xiang Xi to the ground.

This time Chen Zicheng clearly saw Xiang Xi's expression when he was kissed by him - shocked, hesitant, and melancholy.

"hiss……"

Chen Zicheng's tongue was bitten and blood came out.

"Do you hate me?" Chen Zicheng asked, spitting out the blood from his mouth.

"I... don't hate you."

Chen Zicheng sat up and saw Xiang Xi crying.

Chen Zicheng's heart tightened, realizing that another rude behavior of his might have caused great harm to Xiang Xi. Chen Zicheng wanted to say sorry or comfort to Xiang Xi, but he couldn't.

Xiang Xi's crying made Chen Zicheng feel distressed, Chen Zicheng didn't want to face this helpless situation again, he just wanted to be alone and hide far away.

Xiang Xi grabbed Chen Zicheng who was about to leave.

"Are we... still friends?" Xiang Xi's eyes calmed down a bit, but he still couldn't hide the sadness that had calmed down.

"Um……"

Chen Zicheng obviously didn't think so at first.He wanted to know Xiang Xi's thoughts, Chen Zicheng felt that if Xiang Xi rejected him, at worst, he would die forever, since his unrequited love was fruitless anyway.But the moment Xiang Xi shed tears, all his plans and calmness were gone to hell.

"Ah."

Xiang Xi forced out a smile, and slowly let go of Chen Zicheng's hand.

Chen Zicheng only felt more uncomfortable in his heart.He didn't want to ask Xiang Xi all the time why he didn't want to reciprocate his feelings.But after Xiang Xi's two resistances, Chen Zicheng had exhausted all his courage and strength.

Many years later, Chen Zicheng has always regretted this decision today.

If I put an end to my relationship with Xiangxi today, wouldn't I know about Xiangxi's unbearable past?Can Xiangxi choose the life she wants by herself?Will the two of them not be injured in the constant tugging?Could he also get the pure freedom that Xiang Xi had won for himself?

If you give up, you will lose it. It might not be a good destination...