Stay alive

The only thing left outside the window was the lingering chirping of birds. The more I thought about it, the more wronged I became. Why would such a fucking big man make me feel so wronged?

Forget it, the worse Han Qi treats me, the shorter my road will be, and it will soon come to an end, so I relax and think about how to explain to my dead parents after I close my eyes.

The next morning, the palace began to be busy all day long. Today, no one cared about me. I covered myself with the quilt and curled up in the quilt. I kind of hated my sensitive ears, because these ears have suffered so much for no reason. .

After I simply got up, I opened the door and limped out. Fortunately, in the past two years, I have changed from pampered to rough and thick, and I can get out of bed after a few days of recuperation.When I walked to the corner, I met the old housekeeper. The housekeeper gave me a hateful look and walked away on his own.

I went to the backyard and sat in the clean gazebo, and soon I felt sleepy, and I fell asleep undisturbed.

After waking up, I saw a familiar person, the second lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion, Zhao Huanya, who occasionally came to Xian Wang's Mansion with Zhao Huanyan, somehow found the backyard where I always liked to stay, and became acquainted with her after coming and going.

She propped her cheeks and looked at me for a long time, and I lay on my stomach and said, "Am I pretty?"

Zhao Huanya was startled, stroked her chest and said, "Looks good, Brother Qiannan, you scared me to death."

It was Xu time, and I was sleepy for a long time. On the stone table was a food box brought by Chunhua. I rubbed the Qingming acupoint and said, "What are you doing here?"

She said: "The front hall is noisy, why don't you pay more attention to Brother Qiannan."

"What's good about me." I frowned.

She smiled sweetly, in line with her age, "Why are you always indifferent to me, you are good-looking, I like you, be my husband-in-law."

When I first met, I would bite my tongue in shock, but now I roll my eyes at most.

Zhao Huanya is untouched by the world, and her parents will make decisions in the future, like a canary in a cage, unable to feel real happiness.She may really like my appearance, but she definitely doesn't like my bad temper.I'm not indifferent, I just don't want to leave my body full of dust to others.

I joked, "Okay, take me back to the Prime Minister's Mansion."

Zhao Huanya's eyes lit up, and she said, "Is this true?"

"What do you think?" I yawned, "You must have heard of who I am. If you haven't heard of it, just ask anyone in the mansion. There is probably no one who has never heard of my name|bed." This call is not the other call, others are happy, I only make a sound when I am in pain.

Zhao Huanya had heard the gossip, she blushed, and said, "Anyway, I'm staying here, I really don't want to go to the front hall to see their smirks, it's so ugly."

I opened the food box and listened to her quietly.

She added: "Today my sister is going to be engaged to King Xian. In fact, I already knew that the wedding date will be on the fifth day of next month. Hey...Brother Qiannan, you are so pitiful."

I froze, took out hibiscus mooncakes and sake, glanced at her in splendid attire, took out two wine glasses and said, "You are young, what do you know?"

I didn't want her to see my hand shaking while pouring the wine, so I held my arm with the other hand and poured the wine elegantly. She looked at me and said, "Brother Qiannan is from the Lin family, a wealthy merchant in the south of the Yangtze River. You are an only son, and two hundred members of your family are...will you be angry if I say it directly?"

I have long been used to it, shook my head, and thought: Xiao Nizi is more outspoken than me, poking at my shortcomings with every sentence.

I said: "Not two hundred people"

She breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile, "I also think it's been passed on too much."

I shrugged: "It's too few. The first emperor killed ten families of my Lin family, and more than 200 people are just family members of the Lin family."

A storm five years ago made the Lin family disappear in Yu Country.

Zhao Huanya covered her mouth, and looked at me with round eyes without blinking. I looked at the bright moon, and drank two cups of strong wine so hard that my bones became weak, and I couldn't keep my mouth shut. I added a few more words: "You have probably only heard of the Zhu Jiu Clan, but in fact it's pretty much the same. My Lin family has a great fortune and many branches. My mentors, friends, and friends, including the dog in front of the door, were all slaughtered. , the ancestors in the ancestral grave in the back mountain may not live in peace."

Say no more, say less.The Chou family is living well, just waiting for me to stab me when I leave the palace.

Zhao Huanya showed some fear, she held my hand by the corner of my clothes and said, "Brother Qiannan, I shouldn't have mentioned it."

My heart was warmed by the wine, and I didn't feel too uncomfortable. I continued: "It's okay, it's just a fact. You should ask me why I can live with sound limbs in the capital where enemies are everywhere without the protection of the Lin family."

She became solemn for two minutes, and didn't dare to laugh anymore: "I won't ask..."

I made a fool of myself and said, "I won't say anything."

After being quiet for a while, she couldn't stay idle and ate the hibiscus cake in my food box. I was still drinking and poured three glasses on the ground while drinking. Zhao Huanya asked: "Is it the wine that doesn't taste good? My servant girl brought good wine?"

I refilled a glass of wine, respected the moon, and swallowed it in one gulp. My pale cheeks were hot and slightly smoky, and I said, "I respect my parents. It's just the habit of the Mid-Autumn Festival. The extra glass is to respect my former self." .”

She said: "Brother Qiannan, although I don't know what happened two years ago, I like you very much. My father doesn't value me. It's fine if I take you back to the Prime Minister's Mansion. At least I'm happier than you staying here." .”

"I'm doing well now." I'm telling the truth, this time the situation is much better than I expected, "Han Qi... treats me very well."

She said: "But he is my sister's husband, what are you?"

It turns out that even she understands the cause and effect principle, so how can I pretend to be stupid.

I said confidently, "I am Lin Qiannan."

Zhao Huanya smiled and said sweetly: "So consider going back to the Prime Minister's Mansion with me, what's that word called? Marriage?"

I hung my head, speechless for a moment.

"Ya'er, what is marriage?"

The familiar voice came to my ears, I took a deep breath, tried to show my signature smile, and faced the warm Han Qi, Han Qi didn't look at me, he was waiting for Zhao Huanya to reply, but we all knew he was asking the question knowingly, Zhao Huanya didn't follow suit. He replied with a few perfunctory words before retreating wisely.

As soon as the noisy person left, the person left alone didn't know how to speak.

I looked at his profile and said, "Eat, have you eaten?"

Han Qi didn't sit down, but looked at me condescendingly, "Don't provoke Ya'er, you are not good enough for her."

Conscience of heaven and earth, I didn't offend her, she just pities me, obviously I don't feel pity myself, let alone need others to pity me.

"Yes, yes, I understand."

Han Qi looked at me like he was looking at a piece of rag, and said, "Han Fang summoned you."

Han Mian is probably Han Qi's second most hated person. He ranks lower than me, but he is the most honorable emperor in Yu Kingdom.The first emperor had five sons in total, and the second, third, and fourth princes passed away when Han Mian ascended the throne.

"Oh, is the banquet over?" I said.

Han Qi went straight out of the gazebo, and I followed him and said, "I won't go until it's over, or I'll lose you so much."

Han Qi exhorted without emotion: "If Han Fang wants to kill you, you can just call my name and resist vigorously. He is concerned about me and will not kill you."

I froze for a moment, then smiled: "Are you caring about me?"

Han Qiguang looked at me with his eyes that could freeze people to death, and I knew what he was planning. He and Han Sheng were fighting openly and secretly, and he would definitely not let me, who was his in name, die at the hands of Han Fang.

My heart felt warm for no reason, at least at this moment Han Qi didn't expect me to die.

I followed him into the front hall with one foot deep and one foot shallow. Han Fang and Han Qi, who were sitting on the high seat, exchanged greetings and told everyone to step back.

I stayed and saw that there was no one else, so I sat down casually and said "Your Majesty Jin'an", without any intention of saluting.

Han Fang was not annoyed, he walked in front of me and knelt down without any airs of an emperor, he said: "Qian Nan, have you considered what I said?"

Han Fang has asked me more than once if I want to go to his harem, to be a male favorite concubine who has never been seen before or since, of course I have refused time and time again.

If I go to his harem, he will definitely treat me very well, because he owes me this, but I will not be able to accept the debt that I have paid for with countless lives.

I refused again: "Excuse me, I don't want to compete with a group of little girls."

Han Fang reached out and touched my face, I rubbed against his palm, breathed out a mouthful of alcohol, and almost spit, I was giving him an illusion - I like him.

Like a fart!But I have to rely on this illusion, because I want Han Qi to live.

I am docile like a kitten, Han Fang enjoyed it very much, and said, "I lost weight."

I squinted my eyes and looked at the handsome face in front of me, which was very similar to Han Qi. He looked gentler than Han Qi, but his heart was dark.

I said, "Then I'll eat more."

"What happened to your leg?"

"It fell."

"Fifth brother will punish you."

"Yeah." It's no use lying in front of him, so I just admit it.

Han Fang rubbed my face with the back of his hand, I lowered my eyes, trying my best to restrain the endless disgust in my eyes.

"How about I kill him?"

I trembled and said, "No way."

"Don't you like me?" Han Fang said softly, "Come to my side, I only want you."

I said: "Your Majesty, don't be joking. Han Qi is your younger brother, and I'm just the son of a guilty minister. It's a great blessing to save my life."

Han Fang smiled, and his fingers slipped from my face, "I still remember your demeanor back then, but after two or three years, how did you become like this?"

I can hardly remember what I was like back then. The beautiful Jiangnan landscape in my memory has long been corroded by the turbid days. It is better not to recall it and keep a trace of beauty.

He looked at me with pity, I simply opened my eyelids to let him see thoroughly, he said: "I have never shared a quilt with a man."

My heart skipped a beat, this is amazing.

In the past, he always "persuaded" with soft words, I just need to show an "I love him" attitude to persuade him.

He has beauties in the harem, so he won't like men, and I have value in existence, so he won't kill me.

But I couldn't refuse, so I straightened my waist and borrowed the strength of the wine, and said, "Do you want to try it?"