I don't want this golden finger

He Jianqing brought Yu Xun back to him, and Yu Xun clung to his arm tightly all the way, Xu was surprised just now, as if he suddenly wanted to find someone to rely on.

He Jianqing led him to the side of the bed, and said to him: "Sleep first, and we will talk about the rest when we wake up tomorrow, okay?"

Yu Xuan lay down passively, fingers still clutching his sleeves, He Jianqing was naturally happy to see the sudden trust in him, and his heart softened involuntarily.

He took the cloth towel handed over by He Cheng, and wiped Yu Xuan's face lightly.

After washing away the dust and sweat stains, the face returned to its original appearance.

I haven't seen him for ten years, but the young master has grown into a young man. His round face has faded and replaced with a delicate silhouette. His nose is small and straight, and his lips are thin and moist, which set off his black jade-like eyes. The person in front of him is impressive. Can not help but want to look a few more times.

He Jianqing's eyelids twitched, and he had imagined countless times in his heart what it would be like to find Yu Xuan one day. Now that he saw it with his own eyes, he found that all imaginations were in vain. Yu Xuan, who finally grew up after suffering, gave him the real present.

"It's just a little thin." He Cheng said while watching.

He Jianqing recovered from his trance, seeing that Yu Xuan was so tired that his eyes were closed, but his fingers were still hooked on his clothes.

"You go down."

When He Cheng left, He Jianqing did not move. He stretched out his finger and traced slowly along Yu Xuan's cheek. Only then did he feel the real feeling that the person he had lost was finally found.

He lightly grabbed Yu Xuan's fingers that were holding onto his clothes, and whispered to himself: "I won't lose it again, I won't lose it anymore..."

Yu Xuan seemed to hear it. In his sleep, he wrinkled his nose, which made He Jian chuckle unconsciously, but then his smile stopped.

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..."

Yu Xuan suddenly frowned and struggled, yelling indistinctly, but unfortunately he closed his lips tightly and only made a sound without idioms. He Jianqing couldn't tell what he was yelling.

The scream was painful, struggling, Yu Xuan's forehead was sweating, and the whole body was tossing and turning, twisting and turning, He Jianqing had to use all his strength to gently suppress it.

The seemingly thin Yu Xuan exerted his strength in the nightmare, as if being chased by someone, or resisting some villain.

He Jianqing had no choice but to free his hand and called out to him, "Yu Xuan, Yu Xuan..."

Yu Xuan woke up. He opened his eyes and was in a trance for a while. He collected himself and took a deep breath. When he recovered, he turned his gaze to He Jianqing, and finally he relaxed.

He Jianqing felt his subordinate's body soften, and finally let go of his heart.

He brought water, helped Yu Xuan to take a sip, "Did you have a nightmare?" Then he felt a change in Yu Xuan's expression, and saw him lowering his head in a concealed manner, not letting himself see his expression at the moment, he always felt a little strange .

Fortunately, Yu Xuan lay down again obediently, closed his eyes, and no longer pulled He Jianqing with his hands, but pulled the quilt with his fingers tightly grasping the quilt, as if the nightmare hadn't gone away.

He Jianqing couldn't help, if it was just a nightmare, he was afraid of other things, so he could only sigh secretly and watch quietly.

After a while, Yu Xuan's gentle breathing came, and his tense hands casually rested on the quilt, and He Jianqing really relaxed.

Not long after, a voice came from outside, and He Cheng came in, asking him to go to the general's tent to answer.

He Jian frowned lightly, but when he hurried to come back, Yu Xuan disappeared again!

"What's going on?! You can't even look at anyone?!"

He Cheng followed behind him, constantly blaming himself and apologizing. Seeing He Jianqing's anxious look, he wished he could slap him a few more times.

"Master, I just went out in a hurry, really, don't worry, master, don't worry, it's right here, I won't lose it—no, no, it's fine, master..."

How could He Jianqing hear his words, his whole body was shrouded in great fear, and the thought of wanting to die ten years ago struck again.

From head to toe, his fingertips were trembling, he clenched his fists tightly, and his steps were fast, not letting go of any corner.

"Master, I found it!" He Cheng wiped the sweat from his forehead, and pulled He Jianqing with relief.

"Where?!" He Jian's voice trembled lightly.

He Chenghe has seen him like this before, his eyes are urgent and fierce, but his words are timid.He scolded himself for a while, and hurriedly said: "It's right there, young master, look——"

He Jianqing looked in the direction of his finger, and found that the flames in front of him were soaring into the sky, thick smoke shot up into the sky, and the smell of burnt air filled the air.

It was the cremation of comrades who died in battle.

He had held a ceremony with the general and a group of colleagues just now, and he was worried about Yu Xuan, and he couldn't bear to see the scene, so he hurried back.

But why did Yu Xuan go there again?

He Jianqing was about to run over, but stopped after two steps.

I saw Yu Xuan mixed in with the soldiers in twos and threes around, and General Zhaoyuan and others were on the other side, they didn't seem to notice him.

Yu Xuan looked up at the thick smoke for a while, then suddenly knelt down on his knees, bowed to the fire, clasped his hands together, got up and muttered something.

He Jianqing couldn't figure out why he did this, and he didn't have the heart to guess. He silently walked to the side behind Yu Xuan, watching his every move closely.

But Yu Xuan didn't move any more after that, just stood there quietly, with a look of bleakness in his eyes.

He Jianqing was touched, remembering that when he was a child, Yu Xuan cried because the sparrow was taken away by the cat. He thought it was because of his disposition that he felt pity for the dead soldiers.

In this way, when the sacrificed soldiers returned to the dust and the crowd dispersed in twos and threes, leaving behind a team to clean up the aftermath, Yu Xuan turned around and prepared to leave.

He Jianqing immediately noticed that Yu Xuan's expression suddenly changed when he saw him, his eyes were shaking from side to side in a panic, his hands were clenched and he didn't know where to put them, and he even took a step back a little later.

It was as if some secret had been discovered.

He Jianqing's heart skipped a beat, and he wondered if Yu Xuan was lying to him?But what did you lie to him for?Do you remember what happened when you were a child, or what happened in the past ten years, but you just don't want to tell him?That's right, I caused him to live outside for ten years, so it's right not to tell him the truth.Even if he resents him and hates him, he deserves it.

On the other side, Yu Xuan saw that He Jianqing didn't move, but just looked over with a look he couldn't understand, hesitated again and again, and finally walked towards him.

"Yeah, I'm sorry, I should have said..."

Hearing Yu Xuan's low voice of apology, He Jianqing recovered from his self-pity, noticed the begging eyes of the person in front of him, and realized that he was thinking too much.

Yu Xuan was only hesitating because he left without authorization and was afraid of his censure, which was not what he thought.

He Jian breathed a sigh of relief, took his hand to take it to him, but found that Yu Xuan couldn't walk fast because of the shackles, so he frowned and told He Cheng to get the saw.

But after He Cheng brought it, Yu Yu squeezed He Jianqing's hand tightly again.

On the one hand, He Jianqing was greatly relieved that Yu Xuan had finally accepted him. He was afraid that Yu Xuan, who had lost all his memories, would not believe his words. On the other hand, he felt that he was so timid. caused by experience.Thinking of this, He Jianqing was instantly annoyed.

"It's okay, I'll take this off for you, it won't hurt you, don't worry." He Jian explained to Yu Xuan softly, and lifted the iron chain.

The iron chain was not particularly heavy, but it was inconvenient after all. He always looked like a prisoner. When he thought that Yu Xuan had been locked up like this for maybe ten years, He Jianqing's eyes flashed a little fiercely.

Yu Xuan blinked, looked at He Jianqing, then quickly glanced at He Cheng, then let go of He Jianqing's hand and stretched out two arms.

His arms were not much thicker than a long stick, and his wrists were even thinner, probably made of iron chains.

He Jian caressed his wrists wearing iron chains lightly, and couldn't help but recall the scene when he left home to play with his limp hands in his mind.

Yu Xuan touched him with the other hand, calling He Jianqing out of his trance, with doubts in his clear eyes.

"... Let's start." He Jian took the saw lightly, stretched out a finger into the iron ring clasping Yu Xuan's wrist, and then began to sharpen it bit by bit.

The room was very quiet, only the sound of sawing.

He Jianqing moved very slowly, raising his eyes to look at Yu Xuan from time to time, and found that he was very quiet, with a bit of expectation in his eyes, and then came to see him secretly, but when caught by his eyes, he looked like a little rabbit , lowered her long eyelashes, and retracted like a cover.

With his appearance like this, He Jianqing's chest felt tight and congested, so he sped up his movements, but this was a job that required slow work, and he took off the iron chain on his left hand only in the middle of the night.

"Okay!" He Jian lightly took the cloth towel handed over by He Cheng, and wiped Yu Xuan's left hand clean.

Yu Xuan moved his wrist, and the light in his eyes was extremely bright under the candlelight. He was overjoyed and waved his hands up and down, left and right, and then quickly stretched out his right hand in front of He Jianqing.

"Quick."

Hearing Yu Xuan's urging, He Jian lightly grabbed his right hand, waved it slowly, and said, "Understood, it will be ready soon."

In this way, the iron chains on his hands and feet were all removed.

Yu Xuan, who was finally free, was like a bird that had been locked in a cage for a long time. His whole person was different. He stomped his feet on the ground, turned around a few times, raised his legs again, and looked at He Jian with bright eyes. Look over here.

Needless to say, the joy in his eyes was about to overflow.

He Cheng watched from the side feeling both sad and happy, took his things and left silently.

"Okay, okay, you can move..."

"Yes...be careful!" He Jianqing rushed over in a thrilling manner, stopped Yu Xuan who was going to climb the pillar, and said angrily and funny, "Are you a monkey? Stop quickly."

After being stopped, Yu Xuan blinked her innocent eyes and looked at He Jianqing, puzzled, "I want to try..."

He Jianqing pulled him to the seat and sat down, comforting him: "Don't worry, just wait and play later..."

Yu Xuan nodded obediently: "Yeah." Then, he yawned, raised his hand to rub his eyes, and pointed to the bed.

"Okay, go to sleep."

After getting the order, Yu Xuan climbed onto the bed, pulled up the quilt by himself and closed his eyes.

After gaining an experience, He Jianqing didn't dare to leave at will.

He leaned against the bed and squinted for a while, and it didn't take long for dawn.

However, Yu Xuan fell asleep for a long time, and when Guan Zhongyi came to find him at noon, he still hadn't woken up.