I don't want this golden finger

Yu Xuan's illness came on quickly, and he recovered quickly.

After three or four days, there was no serious problem at all, but what was puzzling was that he began to lock himself in the room all day, to the point where all three meals were delivered to the room.

Yu Zhenxin looked at the servants carrying the uneaten breakfast, and sighed. He didn't know why Yu Xuan suddenly changed after a serious illness.

If it's because of that, it shouldn't be so obvious that he didn't even point it out to him, and he, the father, didn't even have time to object, but he was unhappy in his heart. How could Yu Xuan play his temper in advance?

"You have been staying at home for the past two days, looking after your eldest brother, and sending someone to find me if you need anything, do you understand?"

Yu Nian nodded quickly: "Understood, Dad, don't worry!"

After explaining, Yu Zhongxing sighed again and went out.Yu Nian then went to Gu Wenyi's room first to see how he was recovering.

In the past few days, his elder brother has been acting abnormally, but Gu Wenyi has gotten better a little bit, and it is estimated that he will be able to go back in two days.

Yu Xuan felt all this, he knew that his father and younger brother were worried about him.

But he couldn't get rid of the psychological fear no matter what, so he had to shut himself in the room all day, but every time it was quiet, he couldn't help thinking whether He Jianqing would come today.

That's right, since that day when he was sick and pretended to be asleep and didn't want to look at him, He Jianqing hadn't appeared for several days.

Yu Xuan felt that his whole being was about to split.

On the one hand, He Jianqing was not coming, he thought fortunately, it just so happened that it was a good thing not to let him discover his abnormality.

On the other hand, he couldn't help but wonder if his refusal hurt He Jianqing so much that he didn't come to ask if he was recovering from illness.

Repeated advances and retreats made him deeply feel that he was very annoying, and his mood became more gloomy, and he was not interested in eating. He just wanted to fall asleep every day, so that he didn't have to think too much .

In the afternoon of this day, the autumn rain suddenly fell, and there was a burst of crackling rain, which hit the windows and fell in the courtyard. The whole sky was also dark and gloomy, as if it was about to fall.

Yu Xuan sat on the chair in front of the window in a daze, watching the rain outside the window, he seemed to hear footsteps in a trance, the sound from far to near, which made him prick up his ears involuntarily, Then he stood up and walked to the door, just about to open the door, but shrank back as if he was startled again.

He was distraught, hesitating in his heart, going back and forth, sometimes anxious, sometimes self-reproached, biting his lip, struggling to go back to sit by the window and continue to be in a daze, when he turned around, he was stunned.

In front of the window, He Jianqing was standing in the room with his whole body wet, only ten steps away from him, but his eyes were filled with unbearable distress.

Yu Xuan suddenly realized how much he wanted to see the other party, and subconsciously took two steps forward, but then, a pool of blood suddenly flashed in front of him, reminding him of what kind of person he was.

He Jianqing's eyes stared at him deeply, Yu Xuan's head was looked down, and he opened his mouth, but he couldn't open his mouth to let him go.

The two faced each other like this, neither of them moved further, and neither said the first word.

In the room, there was only the slight sound of raindrops dripping from He Jianqing's body. There seemed to be an invisible barrier between the two of them, separating everything around them, but blocking them into an inaccessible existence.

He Jianqing thought about it for many days, but he couldn't think of a reason. He thought that Yu Xuan was just angry for a while, or that he was not in a good mood after being ill, so it would be fine to play a little temper.

Unexpectedly, he couldn't bear it and broke into Yu's mansion in broad daylight like a nightclub after Yu Zhenxing went out, only to see the pained look in Yu Xuan's eyes.

Although he only glanced over, He Jianqing clearly sensed the pain in his eyes.

Why pain?Did he bring it to Yu Xuan?

He Jianqing couldn't figure it out, and suddenly felt a burst of anger in his heart, but he couldn't bear the anger, so he could barely suppress his urge to step forward to question him, but then he wanted to hug him again.

After Yu Xuan fell ill and was overwhelmed with worry, she lost a lot of weight. After many months, she finally regained her energy, and within a few days, she returned.

He Jianqing thought to himself, who should he talk to.

"Why have you been avoiding me these days?"

He Jian lightly looked at the shivering appearance of the person in front of him, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, but after asking, he obviously felt that the person opposite was shaking slightly.

"I'm not angry, I just want to ask." He Jian sighed lightly, gave up all thoughts, followed his original intention, stepped forward a few steps, and put his arm around Yu Xuan's shoulders, "Are you hiding from me?" I?"

There was a slight complaint in the voice next to his ear, which sounded pitiful, as if he wanted to ask questions, but also endured the grievance, which made Yu Xuan's heart flutter, and the pain flooded in his heart like a spring, making him tighten his mouth , Bitterness spread in the mouth.

Yu Xuan could only shake his head: "No."

He Jianqing finally got a word from him, just two words, which was the only conversation they had for many days, but it was enough for him to relax a little, at least, Yu Xuan was still willing to talk to him, even if he refused.

"Since there is no one, why don't you want to see me? I'm here, and you don't want to see me?"

Yu Xuan shook his head abruptly, and raised his head hastily, his eyes were already filled with tears, making his eyes look moist, looking pitiful but giving birth to a kind of pitiful sadness for no reason.

As soon as He Jian touched this expression, his heart seemed to be touched by something, and he almost forgot the purpose of this trip, and there was a strange and violent impulse for a while.

However, Yu Xuan only raised his eyes for a glance, then lowered his head again.

He Jian lightly startled, suddenly lost.

"It's not that you don't want to see me, and it's not that you're avoiding me, so why?" He Jian said patiently.He couldn't figure it out, so he came to ask, but he couldn't figure it out, so what to do.

He almost wanted to be angry, but he couldn't be angry, he almost laughed.

"I can't figure it out, Xun'er," He Jian let go of his hand lightly, and stood in front of Yu Xun, but his eyes passed him and turned to the insignificant old painting on the wall, "If you say that I did something to you What's the matter, you treat me like this, I also admit it, but I didn't have time to do anything, I didn't say anything, so I was pushed away by you, it's really wronged, don't you think?"

Yu Xuan's heart trembled, and a premonition suddenly arose.

His fingers were twisted, his face turned pale, and he subconsciously wanted to stop He Jianqing, but He Jianqing had already spoken.

"I put you in my heart, and I want to keep you by my side. You did it because you knew it?"

This sentence, like a heavy pendant, fell beside Yu Xuan's ear and exploded countless fireworks. He never thought about it—no, he thought about it, but he didn't expect He Jianqing to be so simple, so easy Just said it.

He, he wasn't even ready to hear something like that.

What's more, what's more, at this time when he himself loathes and hates himself so much, when he suddenly heard this sentence, Yu Xuan suddenly didn't know what to do.

With deep fear, he finally set his sights on He Jianqing's face with a bit of bitterness and sweetness.

At this time, He Jianqing was smiling, staring at him expectantly, but the smile was bitter, and the expectation was fragile, even if he finally couldn't help it, he was not waiting for the inevitable result.

Yu Xuan suddenly understood something, he understood why he didn't want to see He Jianqing, he understood why the fear deep in his heart came from.

All of this is because he has almost the same thoughts, and at the moment he first met on the battlefield, he put all of himself on the person in front of him.

He completely trusts and completely relies on it. Now, even he can't tell how much of it has changed, but he can clearly see his heart.

He Jianqing was in his heart, but at the same time, a black shadow wrapped around his heart, watching and waiting.

Yu Xuan took a step back subconsciously, and then saw He Jianqing's expression darken, he let out a heavy breath, and then took a step forward.

He retreated, and He Jianqing advanced again, until he was forced to the wall, his back pressed against the wall, Yu Xuan had no way to retreat, and He Jianqing's chest was in front of him.

Yu Xuan lowered his head and touched the wound where He Jianqing had been stabbed by the enemy. He was startled suddenly, and he lowered his body and took a step sideways, trying to avoid it, but He Jianqing suddenly refused to let him go. .

He held Yu Xuan's shoulders with both hands, pushed him to the wall, lowered his head, and the breathing between the two was intertwined, and whoever advanced an inch would touch each other.

"Since I said it, I naturally don't intend to quit. You didn't say no, you didn't let me go, so can I think that you just have something to hide from me, and you don't mean to refuse?"

Afterwards, He Jianqing felt that he had guessed right, he forcefully lifted Yu Xuan's chin, and found that his eyes were flickering, and there was a bit of lingering pain in his eyes.

"No, no, I—" Yu Xuan was sad and annoyed, he shouldn't be hesitating, the current situation is almost impossible to get off, and he was thrown into confusion.

"Nothing?" He Jian asked in a low voice, his breath hit Yu Xuan's ears, and he suddenly felt hot in his ears and heart. His fear dissipated unknowingly, so that Yu Xuan is now only confused.

Yu Xuan shrunk her neck, not knowing what to do, when she heard a sound coming from the direction of the door.

"Little Lord!"

Yu Xuan's body froze, his whole body was not well, the arm holding him was weak, he subconsciously glanced at He Jianqing, only to see him smile helplessly at himself, let him go, and turned to face the visitor.

In front of the two of them, Yu Zhongxing blew his beard and stared at him, and he stretched out his hand aggressively, pointing at He Jianqing tremblingly, his two eyes stared as if they were about to eat each other.

"Uncle." He Jian nodded briefly, without any panic.

Yu Xuan stood behind him with her neck curled up, not daring to come out to face him.

Yu Zhongxin was so angry that he almost went to heaven!

He was still worried about Yu Xuan, and he felt uneasy when he was halfway there, so he turned home to take a look, how could he have heard such a great thing!

This, this is simply deceiving!

"Little Marquis, since Xun'er doesn't want to see you, it's already clear, why are you pestering me endlessly?! Such a thing, how can such a thing—" He couldn't say it!

"In this case, uncle, forgive me for offending, I will explain it today."

"what?"

"Please hand over Yu Xuan to me."

Yu restarted: "..."

"...Dad! What's the matter with you, Dad?!" Yu Nian, who had been hiding behind to observe the situation, rushed over, barely holding Yu Zhongxing to prevent him from falling.

Yu restarted his eyes and passed out with anger!