I don't want this golden finger

Yu Xuan broke out in a cold sweat.

He lay hugging the quilt without daring to move, holding his breath and quietly turning his head to look.

Outside the bed curtain, a figure sat at the table and looked in his direction!

Who will it be? !

Yu Xuan couldn't think at all at this moment, his mind went blank, only countless senses of crisis crawled all over his body, and he was so frightened that he wanted to yell loudly——

"you're awake?"

The voice stopped him from screaming.

Yu Xuan was taken aback for a moment, then sat up abruptly and tore open the curtain.

At the same time, the man lit a candle, and under the light, He Jianqing was sitting there with a smile. In front of him, there was a steaming meal.

Yu Xuan felt comfortable all over in an instant, and the loss in his heart was replaced by joy. He Jianqing did not break his promise, and finally came to see him!

He quickly got up, without his coat on, just rushed towards He Jian lightly, stopped in front of him, raised his head and looked at him with bright eyes.

Yu Xuan's heart was beating fast at this moment, and she was indescribably happy.

"Scared?" He Jianqing noticed that his forehead was sweating, thinking that he was surprised by his sudden appearance.

Yu Xuan quickly shook his head: "No, no."

He Jianqing took out a handkerchief and wiped his sweat for him, then pulled Yu Xuan to sit beside him and said, "I brought you something, come and eat."

Only now did Yu Xuan turn his attention to the food in front of him.

"Ah, dumplings!" He turned to look at He Jianqing in surprise.

He Jianqing went to take the outer shirt that was placed beside him, put it on him, and corrected him: "This is wonton, not dumpling. You loved it when you were young, so try it quickly."

Yu Xuan immediately gave up trying to tell whether it was dumplings or wontons, and picked up a spoon to eat.

The skin is thin, with a little bit of meat inside. It tastes delicious, and it is indeed not the same taste as dumplings.

Soon he discovered that there was no chopped green onion in the bowl.

Yu Xuan ate happily, snorted a few mouthfuls, and soon the bowl was bottomed out, and he remembered belatedly:

"Ah, finished eating, forgot..."

He Jianqing watched him finish eating with satisfaction, and said with a smile: "Remember to save some for me? Don't worry, I've eaten, it's fine."

Yu Xuan immediately felt relieved.

When his stomach was full, he went to see He Jianqing, complained a little, and said in a low voice: "I've been waiting for a long time, you're really late."

He Jianqing was startled: "Late?" Then he thought of something, reached out his finger and tapped his forehead, and said with a sigh, "Have you learned how to complain?"

Yu Xuan touched her forehead in wonder: "Complaint, what is it?"

He Jian explained briefly, and Yu Xuan hurriedly shook his head: "No complaint, no, I waited for a long time, and I fell asleep."

"Well, it's my fault, it won't be so late next time, forgive me?"

Yu Xuan couldn't be angry, he just waited impatiently, he hurriedly said: "Forgive me, forgive me, it would be great if you really came."

"Hmm..." He Jian responded lightly, and then began to look at the furnishings of the house, which were not much different from the last time he came here, "Is this painting still there?"

"Huh? A painting?" Yu Xuan followed his gaze and saw a somewhat old painting on the wall, "What is this?"

He Jian Qingyao thought about what it was like when this painting was born, so he curled his mouth unconsciously and said with emotion: "Of course I gave it to you, and I will give it to you at that time, but you made trouble by my side and became This look is so ugly that I am ashamed to admit that I drew it myself."

Yu Xuan's thoughts drifted away from the painting, his eyes swept over He Jianqing's gaze, and he suddenly felt a sense of boredom in his heart. He didn't understand what it meant at this time, but he just felt that he and He Jianqing were really close when they were young better.

So much so that when talking about the relationship between two people, He Jianqing is always full of nostalgia. Sometimes, he doesn't even know which one is more his friend to He Jianqing.

When Yu Xuan thought this way, he was very troubled. How to restore the memory of his childhood, he also thought about it very much. It seemed that it only took a year to remember that period, but unfortunately he didn't remember it.

The current situation, as if He Jianqing was thinking about the past alone, and he was an outsider, made him very uncomfortable.

So when He Jianqing came back to his senses, he found some strangeness on Yu Xuan's face.

He noticed that Yu Xuan frowned slightly, with a troubled look, which he would look like every time he couldn't figure out some problems.

"What's wrong?" He Jianqing asked in surprise.

Yu Xuan turned her head and looked at He Jianqing's heroic face under the candlelight. The other party had an aura that he couldn't match. It seemed that he had everything in his mind, and any problem could be easily solved in his eyes.

"When can I remember the past?" Yu Xuan raised his eyes and asked seriously.

He Jianqing didn't expect Yu Xuan to mention this suddenly.

When he was in the frontier, he once mentioned this matter to Yu Xuan, and also asked the doctor to show him. All the doctors said to let nature take its course and not force it.They can neither find out the reason nor get the solution, they can only say some useless words.

Whenever Yu Xuan Kuan explained at this time, it doesn't matter if he can't remember.Later, neither of them mentioned the matter of recovering their memories.

He gradually accepted that Yu Xuan didn't remember everything about his childhood, and felt that Yu Xuan like him now is also very good, so why force it.

Or one day the memory will come back, or it will never be retrieved.

What's more, some memories are good, and some memories may be that Yu Xuan doesn't want to remember.Yu Xuan probably didn't want to remember what happened in those ten years.

But at this moment, why did Yu Xuan suddenly——

"Why do you ask that?" He Jian asked softly.

Yu Xuan sighed quietly, and flattened his mouth and said, "Because, because you are the only one who remembers it, I have forgotten it. It seems that I am an outsider, and you and the old me are good friends."

He Jianqing was stunned, he never thought that Yu Xuan would say that.

Outsider, is this Yu Xuan's idea?

He Jianqing had to examine himself. Why did he leave such thoughts to Yu Xuan? Did he mention the past too many times?Or where does it show slow waiting?

"Do you think I don't regard you as a good friend now?"

Yu Xuan didn't say yes, and didn't shake his head. He bit his lip, fixedly looked at He Jianqing, sighed again, leaned on the table and lay on the back of his hand, looking at the candlelight, with a faint light in his eyes. worry.

He Jianqing was frightened, or rather, wanted to be angry, but also wanted to laugh.

"You—" he laughed, "What do you think is a good friend?"

Yu Xuan glanced at him, but didn't speak.

Will you still play your temper?

He Jian smiled softly: "Look, have I done what I promised you? I went to buy you wontons at such a late hour, wouldn't my friend do this for you?"

Yu Xuan thought for a while, then nodded: "That's right, but sometimes it's not."

"When is it not?" As soon as he asked, He Jianqing realized it himself.

He understood what Yu Xuan meant.

Just because he understood, he suddenly felt a little bored in his heart, he let out a breath slowly, changed the subject and said:

"Are you comfortable here today? Do you feel uncomfortable?"

Yu Xuan shook his head: "It's good, but my heart is empty, as if, as if this is not my home." As he spoke, he glanced at He Jianqing's expression again, and saw that he opened his mouth thoughtfully, nah He said, "I can... I can—"

He could not say anything for a long time.

"What? Just say what you want, I can do it for you."

Obtaining such a promise, Yu Xuan boldly stood up, sat upright, looked at He Jianqing seriously and longingly, and said to him:

"Can I move in with you?"

He Jian was dumbfounded.

He really didn't recover for a moment.

He was happy that Yu Xuan could ask this question, but he remembered what Yu Xuan said just now, and sometimes felt that he was not his friend.

Because what suddenly flashed through his mind was what Yu Xuan once said, "It's fine if we live together".At that time, it was a child's talk, a naive hope.

He Jianqing immediately understood, and truly understood the meaning of Yu Xuan's words.

He coughed lightly, realizing that he had oversimplified things.

"You don't need to move to my house. You can come whenever you want to see me. Have you visited? Our two families are only separated by a wall." To be exact, there are two walls, He Jian said lightly, "So, I live with you It makes no difference coming to me."

Yu Xuan naturally knew that his request was too much, and he didn't expect to get an affirmative answer, so he was not disappointed, but a little disappointed: "Can I find you anytime and anywhere? Can I also at night?"

"Of course - if your father won't let you out, you can go to the yard and I'll pick you up."

"Really?!" Yu Xuan soon became happy, "Really?"

"Of course," He Jianqing said solemnly, "Of course it's true."

"Great." Yu Xuan resolved a major matter on his mind, and he felt relieved.

But then, He Jianqing mentioned another matter: "Besides, you think I'm the only one who remembers when we were young...Although I can assure you that we are best friends no matter when we were young or now, but if Are you willing, I will take you to find a doctor tomorrow, are you willing?"

"Ah?" Whenever Yu Xuan thinks of the doctor, he remembers those old gentlemen in Bian Bian looking at his head, like looking at a monkey, "What doctor? Is it a very powerful doctor? Is it still bad? Woolen cloth?"

"The doctor is not a god, so of course he can't guarantee that he will be optimistic. Let you think about it, but sometimes you feel sad, don't you?"

"I'm not sad." Yu Xuan said in a concealed manner, "It's just a little, a little..." He couldn't describe the feeling of being shielded from the outside.

"Well, I understand...so let's not worry, take our time, if this doctor can't do it, we'll find another one, what do you think?"

"What if all the doctors, all of them, have nothing to do?"

"That's it," He Jian chuckled, "At that time, we will be better and better friends than when we were young. I said it, do you remember, we only got together for a year when we were young, so wait After searching all the doctors, we may have known each other for five or six years, or even ten years, will the friendship be deeper than when we were young?"

"It seems to make sense."

"So it's settled then?"

"Ok!"