You and I have nothing to do with your money

What does it feel like to be in love?

Probably like a long marathon.The one you like is standing at the end, smiling against the light.This feeling is both sweet and bitter, expecting him to smile at you, expecting him to open his arms at the end and welcome you.

But most crushes, most marathons, you will not be the first person to arrive.

Sometimes looking at his smiling face, we who are ignorant think that it is forever, he is right in front of us, as long as we work hard, we can hug him.But the reality is often not like this. When the whistle is blown, the one who thought he might be waiting for you embraces someone else in his arms.

Smoke clouded his eyes.Xing Kai leaned against the tree, lowered his head, lowered his eyes, and stared at the black boots under his feet.After a while, the wind chimes rang, and someone called his name. Xing Kai raised his eyes and his eyes fell on Cheng Zhou.

His appearance was reflected in the mirror. Taking advantage of the warmer weather, he put on a sleeveless black vest, with a flat expression, like a handsome rascal that all girls like nowadays.

He said he wanted to change the earrings, but he forgot until now... Xing Kai reached out and touched the black on the earlobe, thinking in a daze.

Cheng Zhou was carrying the cake, but he didn't notice Xing Kai's strangeness at all. He raised his eyes and smiled, his eyes sparkling: "Do you think he will like this taste?"

Today is Yu Cheng's birthday.

Cheng Zhou kept it from Yu Cheng and forced him out to buy cakes.

Xing Kai smiled lightly, but didn't answer.Sure enough, the next moment Cheng Zhou looked at the cake and began to ask and answer: "Hmm... he should like it, he likes mangoes, but unfortunately, I am allergic to mangoes, so I can't eat them."

Xing Kai thought the two of them were really sweet, even Cheng Zhou, when he talked about Yu Cheng, he would perk up, and the sweetness radiated in the air.Looking at his shining eyes, Xing Kai was sincerely happy for him.

Love can change a person. Cheng Zhou, who was originally lazy and had no desire to do anything, met Yu Cheng, his life was colored and began to become vivid.

Xing Kai recently made money, so he gritted his teeth and bought a motorcycle.It's not that he likes it, it's just because a certain person also drives this motorcycle, but now that he looks at this motorcycle, he has the idea of ​​selling it.

Look annoying.

I was impulsive when I bought it, and I was also impulsive when I wanted to sell it.

He stepped on the motorcycle, squinted at Cheng Zhou, and said, "Come on, accompany me to buy earrings later?"

Cheng Zhou nodded slightly: "OK."

Xing Kai is very suitable for driving a motorcycle, especially when he is wearing this suit today and driving with a calm face, he looks like a little wolf dog.He is a very versatile person, and he can control most styles very well. There are countless people chasing him since he was a child.Cheng Zhou knew some things about him, such as someone he likes, and he vaguely noticed Xing Kai's depression, so he subconsciously said: "Kaikai, what's wrong with you? I see you are very unhappy..."

Xing Kai shook his head, "No, I'm fine."

Cheng Zhou couldn't tell what was so strange, Xing Kai looked normal, but he just had an intuition that there must be something wrong inside.But Xing Kai didn't want to say it, and it was inconvenient for him to mention it, so he just kept silent for a moment, and suddenly said behind his back: "Then when you want to complain, just come to me, my brother is always here."

Xing Kai couldn't help turning his head and glanced at him. The silly boy was holding the cake with a worried look on his face. He smiled and said, "Okay."

Earrings, look at the matching.Xing Kai liked black ones in his early years, and because they were cool, he stocked up a lot.Wearing earrings is also because it is cool and handsome.He was wearing all black today, so the clerk recommended a lot of black styles for him. After a cursory look, almost all of them are suitable for his eyes.

Cheng Zhou couldn't see any difference, he just felt that this was long and this was short, this was big and this was small, Xing Kai was looking ahead, he held the cake and asked inexplicably: "What's the difference? What do you want to buy?"

"There's a difference, you'll know if you look more." Xing Kai picked up a white earring and thought it wouldn't work, "I have too much black and I don't lack it. I want to buy some white ones to match other clothes. Hey, what do you say? How about I get a tattoo on my arm? It's pretty cool."

Cheng Zhou took a look at his exposed arm, not to mention, if Xing Kai did it, it would really look cool and pretty.

"Okay, it's fine if you like it." Cheng Zhou picked up an earring that looked ugly in Xing Kai's eyes, "It's pretty nice, do you think I bought it for Yu Cheng and he likes it?"

Xing Kai glanced at it, was silent for a moment, and said tactfully, "I don't think it's suitable for him...well, why don't you bring him over for a try?"

Cheng Zhou nodded and said hello.With a faint smile in his eyes.It can be seen that he really has affection for the city.

Xing Kai couldn't help being a little envious of him, envious of the sweetness between him and Yu Cheng, even if the two didn't interact, but as long as they mentioned each other, it seemed that the world would become better because of it.

Of course, Cheng Zhou couldn't feel his careful thinking, so he picked and picked and waited for Xing Kai.Xing Kai didn't linger too much, he chose two pairs that were not bad, and bought them.

At first, he only planned to buy a pair, but the clerk recommended him. There are couple models, ear studs. Unlike earrings, some styles will look feminine when men wear them.Xing Kai bought it subconsciously, thinking that he could buy it for Xie Fengcheng in the future.

But when he came out of the store with the things, he was startled again, a little discouraged, and wanted to throw a pair away.

Even if you buy it, no one will use it.

He sighed, stepped on the motorcycle, and the phone rang just in time, Xing Kai glanced down, hesitated for a moment, slipped his finger, and hung up.Cheng Zhou noticed this scene, glanced at him, and subconsciously asked, "...who?"

If it was normal, Cheng Zhou wouldn't ask.But Xing Kai's whole person changed when he received the call, which made Cheng Zhou feel a little weird.

Xing Kai patted the back seat and let him sit up.After Cheng Zhou got into the car, Xing Kai started the car and slowly uttered the words: "Xie Fengcheng."

"Oh, I thought it was the person who made you unhappy." Cheng Zhou felt relieved again, and after a while he suddenly remembered, and said again: "Then why did you hang up on him? Did you quarrel?"

Xing Kai said in his heart that you really guessed it right, but he lied casually: "Huh? Yes, we had a fight a few days ago, it's a small matter, don't worry about it."

"Okay, we often quarrel, but he is actually very duplicity. If you take it easy, he might regret it now." Cheng Zhou thought for a while and said with a smile.

But Xing Kai felt that if Xie Fengcheng knew that he liked him, he might not regret it, but wanted to stay away from him.

In the next few days, Xie Fengcheng would occasionally call and sometimes send him WeChat messages, but Xing Kai didn't reply at all, or just hung up.Go to the back and pretend not to be there, and disappear from the world.

Xie Fengcheng didn't insist either, he sent two or three messages on WeChat, but when no one responded, he stopped sending them.The same is true for the phone calls, and I call them once in a while, and I don’t make many calls. Once Xing Kai really couldn’t answer it, and his tone was not very pleasant: "Hello? What's the matter?"

Xie Fengcheng was taken aback for a moment, and he didn't know if it was because he didn't expect him to pick it up, or because of his tone.After a brief silence, Xie Fengcheng took a breath and said, "Did I do something wrong?"

The voice trembled slightly.But Xing Kai didn't hear it, his attention wandered away.

"It's nothing." Xing Kai's voice was a little hoarse, and he said casually, with a smile in his tone, "Why do you think so? I'm busy these days, do you remember the school girl from before... last time I made an appointment with her After having a meal, I found that she is quite cute, and I was pestered recently, and I just fell asleep in the early hours of this morning, I just woke up."

Xie Fengcheng heard Xing Kai's slightly hoarse voice, but he didn't know what he was thinking of, so he didn't speak.After a long time, there was a "hmm", the voice was calm, and it seemed to be holding back something: "Is the senior in love?"

"Ah." Xing Kai opened his mouth, wanting to lie, and confessed according to his words, so that he could completely give up.But his mouth was long for a long time, but he couldn't say the following words no matter what.Lowering his eyes, he said in a low voice: "...you called me so many times, is there something important? I didn't notice it before."

This panic was actually quite clumsy, but the target was Xing Kai, Xie Fengcheng chose to believe it unconditionally, without any doubts.He was silent for a moment, raised his head, and looked at the sunset. The red, purple, and yellow clouds in the sky weaved into a dreamy scene.

The Adam's apple rolled, Xie Fengcheng's voice came from the other end of the phone, and the headless fly said: "Kaikai, open the window and have a look."

Xing Kai didn't move.But Xie Fengcheng's voice continued: "The sunset is beautiful." So, I want to watch it with you.share with you.

But what he said was: "The school has recently opened a call for papers to record the beautiful scenery around me, so I want to ask the seniors if you want to participate." After a pause, he spoke again, and the voice implied expectations: "Seniors, do you want to participate?" Is it empty?"

Xing Kai lowered his eyes, always feeling that something will change if he agrees to this sentence.But he doesn't want to fall in love with a straight man who already has someone he loves anymore, it's best to let go while the relationship is not deep now.After a while, he said: "No, I have dinner with my junior tonight, and I have to go to KTV tonight. You should have fun too. I'm already in my third year, and I'm busy, and I have to take the postgraduate entrance examination. You... look for me if you have anything to do." If so, just WeChat."

The implication is, don't call him again.

I don't know if I understood or not, so I said yes.Xing Kai smiled lightly, and said that you are having fun, and I hope you can talk about girlfriends sooner.

Xie Fengcheng said again, OK.

He has already felt Xing Kai's hiding, is it because of that kiss?Because he was too anxious and misunderstood Xing Kai's attitude, did he self-defeating?

After Xing Kai finished the phone call, he let out a deep breath and leaned against the wall. Cheng Zhou had already gone out to date Yu Cheng, and the room was dark with the lights off.The white light emitted from the mobile phone screen hit his face, Xing Kai turned his eyes, and his eyes fell on the pair of earrings on the bedside.