male god effect

But what was his mistake?

Chai Jiu stared at him, pulling his brain out of the temporary dictionary to think.

"Actually, I learned to swim."

The young man said abruptly.

"When I was seven years old, my father's factory started to have problems. He always sighed and sighed when he came home every day, and then transferred his bad emotions to his mother. My mother enrolled me and my sister in a swimming class near our home, so that after school We don’t have to be at home, and we don’t have to witness our parents arguing...or fathers unilaterally beating mothers.”

Holding the orange in his hand, Ji Mi looked at him blankly, not understanding what all this was related to, so he had to listen quietly.

"I studied in that swimming pool for half a month. One day after class, the coach left me and said that he would give me extra training alone. All the children left, including my sister, and I was left alone in the swimming pool. At this time, the coach appeared behind me and hugged me, and—”

"Enough," Ji Mi covered Chai Jiu's mouth, "Don't talk anymore, it's fine, don't talk anymore..."

He got up and hugged the boy into his arms very lightly, like a big cat.

"I know, I know, don't say it."

Chai Jiu rested her head on Ji Mi's chest, and took a deep breath of the mint fragrance.

"I didn't get hurt. At that time, our family hadn't completely collapsed, and my father still had a little status in that district, so the coach didn't dare to offend my father, let alone do things that were too outrageous. He kept touching me and kissing my face in the swimming pool. In the next half a month, he stayed with me several times in a row, probably because he thought that I didn’t understand anything, as long as candy and biscuits could make me shut up obediently.”

Ji Mi hugged the young man tighter, only listening to him continue talking.

"Actually, it's not that I don't understand at all. A child's intuition is actually very accurate. It's just that there were a lot of things going on at home at that time. Although I was usually naughty, I also knew that I should try not to cause trouble to my parents. Besides, I also felt subconsciously , that is not a glorious thing, I am very embarrassed, and I dare not tell anyone, I want to pretend to be sick and skip class, and I am afraid that the coach will attack my sister when I am not there. I can’t afford the money for letting us learn to swim, so I’m freed from it.”

Chai Jiu ended the memory.

"I never learned to swim again because the coach touched me in the water, so after that I always felt a little disgusted to be in the water, and I didn't feel comfortable swimming or anything."

Ji Mi remembered that when he handed Chai Jiu to Zhai Bao, Chai Jiu was standing on tiptoe at the edge of the swimming pool, holding on to his collar tightly with both hands.

"Sorry, sorry... I really don't know."

Too self-confident, Ji Mi closed her eyes and thought, why when choosing the same thing, always take "good or bad" as the criterion instead of considering whether the other party likes it or not?

"However, there were twenty or so children who were swimming with me at that time. Why was it me who was left behind?"

Chai Jiu ignored Ji Mi's apology, but seemed to be immersed in her own world, and asked this question with a strange expression.

"It's because I look very frivolous and cheap, so I'm a good target, right?"

"No, it's not like that." Ji Mi touched Chai Jiu's head buried in his chest, unable to find the right words for a while, "There are many bad people in this world, you just haven't found a way to protect yourself, It's not your fault..."

He thought of the night not long ago, the little girl who looked similar to the boy in front of him, the restaurant waiter uniform on her body had been torn, standing there choked up and said in a childish voice.

Is it because I'm not working hard enough?Is it because I look like one of those frivolous, cheap, good-for-hit women?

The faces of the brother and sister overlapped in an instant, and they issued surprisingly similar questions in different time and space.

"That's not your fault, that's not your fault." Ji Mi repeated this sentence, and suddenly realized at a certain moment.

Chai Jiu snorted and yawned wearily, as if he was slightly dissatisfied with the opponent's slowness.

"That's it, Chai Jiu, what do you want to tell me?"

Ji Mi asked cautiously.

"..." Chai Jiu turned away uncomfortably and didn't answer him directly. He lowered his eyelids as if he was very sleepy, and closed his eyes.

"Student Chai Jiu, it's actually a..." Ji Mi paused for a while, "It's actually a..."

Chai Jiu didn't hear what he said next, so she fell asleep in a daze, dimly feeling someone kissing her forehead, just like when her mother was still by her side.

Ji Mi put the boy's head lightly on the pillow, and gently tucked the quilt for him.At this time, the children brought by Zhai Bao, carrying small schoolbags, bounced in and wanted to visit the boy.Ji Mi raised his index finger and made a 'shh' gesture. He had a natural affinity, which made the children involuntarily behave well, and put the snacks they brought on the table lightly, honestly. Field exited the ward.Ji Mi turned off the light, and said softly to the boy on the bed.

"Good night."

The author has something to say: So far, Mole and Mr. Cat have finally completed the first non-physical but purely spiritual communication, which is really gratifying for a stupid author who is not good at emotional dramas . .In addition, there will be a new chapter at 3 o'clock tonight. It is a small episode about Chairman Ji's childhood. I don't know what Nimeng wants to see in the episode. Welcome to leave a message (づ￣[-]￣)づ