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Going to work has never been a very exciting thing for Xia Wei, but when there is such a huge conflict between earning money and reality, she still chooses to get up and go to the company.

Today, one of Hailan's bosses is on a business trip to Beijing, and the other is busy with the annual meeting. Only Du Yunshu and Chen Mo, who came from Shanghai temporarily, are in charge of the functional department. This kind of day is the time to perform well, so——if you are late, it seems okay understand.

She saw Lin Tang getting off of a silver Lexus downstairs in the company. Before she could open her mouth, she saw the person getting off from the car, Dr. Chu's friend An Ziheng, and a child jumped out of the car. It looks like a happy family of three from a distance.

Xia Wei didn't go in until Lin Tang took the child upstairs, so he stopped talking after a long day of work, and even Dai Zhexuan couldn't help teasing, "Boss Feng is only on the first day of a business trip, can't you bear it?"

Xia Wei gouged out Dai Zhexuan's eyes fiercely, "I will calculate your year-end bonus, be careful of my shaking hands."

Originally, Feng Zhen planned to take his mother to Beijing for a while and then come back, but before leaving, his mother answered the phone, and after a long silence, she asked him if he could stay for two more days, saying that an old friend had gone and had to go Take a look.

The Feng family didn't know that their family had old relatives in Beijing. The old lady Feng said that they were friends from the past. A few years ago, Feng Zhen was in a coma, and the Feng family's father passed away and came to the funeral. At that time, he looked young. It's gone so quickly.

Naturally, Feng Zhen didn't know about this, and he didn't ask too much. He just saw his mother was sad, so he was busy comforting her, and asked if he should prepare something to divert his attention. Fortunately, his mother's mood when she arrived in Beijing The state is still good, so Feng Zhen can relax a little bit.

Because the mother's physical condition is special, even if they live in the empty house of Chu Yuan's friend here, they can still have an aunt to help take care of them.

Nowadays, the Internet is developing rapidly, and knowledge payment has become a hot treasure. Among the knowledge payment platforms that emerged in 18, the two most famous ones are the acquisition of logical thinking and three classes. However, the two currently have profitability and have not yet formed a complete service system and large-scale profit system. Therefore, Chu Yuan’s The trip here is mainly to test the waters, and it is not necessary to cooperate with any one.

Hailan has a project dedicated to economics and psychology in Shanghai, and this is what Chu Yuan wants to expand to online first.The person in charge of the other party is a gray-haired young man in his 30s, thin and tall, wearing black-rimmed glasses. He is very energetic, but he also speaks with the arrogance and idealism unique to Internet people.

After listening to the other party talking about the current situation, product selling points, user portraits, etc., Chu Yuan asked the other party about the current size and investment of your company, as well as the main direction in the future. After a while, the other party began to take the initiative to care about Hailan. According to the situation and staffing, he took the initiative to evaluate the benefits of cooperation, and when they parted, the person in charge explained that a group of people in the Japanese department were going skiing, and took the initiative to invite them.

However, Chu Yuandao had an appointment with a former client, and he was destined to go with him next time.

After the conversation was over, Feng Zhen sent the recorded things to Chu Yuan, and went out to make a phone call to ask the auntie how the mother was doing today, whether she had taken the medicine on time, how the teacher who came to the door was doing, etc., and waited until the auntie answered one by one, He was relieved to get in the car.

"I think Auntie looks pretty good recently, do you want to have a checkup here in Beijing?"

"No need, my mother doesn't really want to change now." Feng Zhen lay down a little bit, looked at the bustling lights in Beijing, and unconsciously muttered, "It's so hard to live." He actually started feeling like this very early on However, this kind of emotion does not take up much time, it is just an action of looking up at the starry sky.

"for example?"

"It's boring."

Chu Yuan smiled, noncommittal, "Living is a meaningless thing."

The car slowly entered and turned into a side road. The road is being repaired here. There are several trucks parked on the road about 300 meters away. Many of them are wrapped in orange safety suits and are busy. The conductors, the ground presses, and the electric welders, see the drawings Yes, under the yellowish streetlights, doing things that seem to be repeated for a lifetime.

"Most people are like this. They spend their whole lives doing things that others seem to be okay but they may not find interesting, and then construct this working world."

"Then what are we in this world?"

This philosophical question is actually asked by most people, but the starting point is also a question that has been admitted. Most of us are nothing to this world, just like sometimes the world is nothing to us. As human beings, we are too small, but as a world, he is too big.

"We can only be nothing to the people around us. For example, the connection between me and you is friends, teachers and students, and the connection between you and your aunt is mother and child."

The road repair workers suddenly gathered in a dim direction. In the rearview mirror, this group of people were discussing something that had nothing to do with them in the car.

Feng Zhen closed his eyes, only knowing that the road here will be better tomorrow, and it will be normal to pass here soon. Everyone's world is still that world, doing similar things, walking similar roads, watching other people's similar lives , went on to live almost the same life.

Sure enough, "Living is a boring thing."

"But it's a good thing to be alive."

They didn't continue discussing this topic. When they reached the gate of the community, Feng Zhen came down and Chu Yuan looked for a parking space.

Beijing in December this year was a bit too cold. Feng Zhenguang felt the cold had penetrated his whole body just standing at the door like this, and couldn't help shivering.

"It's really cold in Beijing this year."

"It wasn't cold before?" Chu Yuan smiled, "Compared to Nanjing, Beijing is much better, after all, there is heating."

"Teacher, did your house have heating before?" Feng Zhen asked about renting Chu Yuan's house in Nanjing.

Chu Yuan just shook his head, "My parents said in 15 years that they would return to China. They lived in Italy all the year round, where it was warmer. I didn't expect that the last two old people didn't want to come back, so I let you pick it up."

Feng Zhen laughed, "Then please ask the teacher to visit the second elder this year and bring me some gifts to express my gratitude."

"You still help me to pull the project well, and the two new boys take care of it."

The two went upstairs talking and laughing. When they entered the door, they saw that the aunt had warmed up the food, and booed the two of them, "The old lady is asleep, please keep your voice down, and come over to eat." I went in and took a look at Mrs. Feng and urged him to drink more medicinal food. Afterwards, I said a lot to Chu Yuan, such as whether there is a girl in love, what unit I work in, where to spend the New Year, etc., but a little bit. It's not like an aunt who does things for others.

Although Feng Zhen had doubts, he was worried about his mother and didn't ask too many questions about other people's family affairs.