The Spring of the Cow "Flowers"

Everyone in the world should have a mother, and Yun Fan understands that.But compared to other people's mothers who are either not pretty or have a bad temper or can't cook, his mother doesn't exist.

From childhood to adulthood, his grandmother basically did all the opportunities and occasions where his mother should appear on the stage.

After going to the kindergarten to participate in the Children's Day activities, at the gate of the kindergarten, he saw a particularly annoying little boy in his class being picked up by his mother with a smile and kept kissing him on the cheek, and he kept praising him. And he could only be driven by his grandma from beginning to end.

"Xiaofan, hurry up, grandma has other things to do later, can I send you home to play with the nanny first?"

Yun Fan didn't speak, and grandma went out soon after sending him home.He looked down at an apple that the nanny stuffed in his hand because he was cooking and didn't have time to play with him. He returned to his room, took out the small award certificate for today's competition from his schoolbag, and took it to the bathroom without saying a word. It was torn to pieces and rushed into the sewer.

At that time, he didn't understand why the stinky boy who only won the third prize seemed so much happier than the one who won the first prize.His mouth was astringent, Yunfan was so wronged that he wanted to cry, but he didn't shed a single tear until the end, he knew that the adults around him hated him crying.At a young age, Yun Fan has already sensed very sensitively that members of the Yun family, including his father, grandparents, don't like him very much.

Why did you give birth to me if you didn't like me?

Now that you have given birth to me, why don't you like me?

The little brain will never be able to figure out these questions, maybe this shouldn't be something he needs to think about at his age.

As for his father's ex-wife in name, he was too young to remember it, but later on when Li Mu occasionally mentioned that she was his stepmother, she only knew to go shopping every day and leave him in her infancy. On the sink in the bathroom of the shopping mall, I was so hungry and crying that I almost passed away and didn't care.Even so, this stepmother parted ways with his father before Yunfan had time to learn to call her mother.

Later, as he got older, Yun Fan would no longer be childish like before, wrapping around his father's legs to act like a baby, begging his mother endlessly, and finally getting an annoying beating from his mother before he calmed down.He began to hide his true thoughts, he learned to smirk, he learned to read the speaker's mood by observing their facial expressions and body language, and said different words according to different occasions.

Entering adolescence, the melancholy that accompanied the ups and downs of hormones turned Yunfan into a pessimist.Anyway, no matter how hard he tried, his father and grandparents would never praise him again, and all the honors he earned through hard work and hardships were taken for granted in their eyes.In the eyes of the Yun family, he should go home from school on time every day, take the initiative to fill up his free time on weekends with cram schools, and should win the only first prize in the city science and technology competition as a junior high school student. The opponents are basically winners of special prizes in calligraphy and painting competitions with painting and calligraphy experience longer than his age, that is, they should stay in the top ten in their grades in the Huihui monthly exam, or they should be the number one in the high school entrance examination and enter the best high school with the highest scholarship.

Until one day, Yun Fan waited until late at night just to get the report card of the first monthly high school entrance exam to Yunji for signature. The drunken Yunji grabbed a pen several times before he grabbed it, signed his name crookedly and handed it to Yunji. sail.

"Father, you don't even ask me how I did in the exam." Yun Fan looked at Yun Ji whose eyes were all squinted together, and asked.

Yunfan's Chinese is a shortcoming. Although he was the first in the class in this monthly test, his Chinese score fell below the average Chinese score of the whole class. He used mathematics and physics, which are close to full marks, to make up the difference.The head teacher specially called him to the office for this reason, and analyzed his Chinese papers with him, and found that the most serious loss of points was the subjective reading questions and the final composition. The head teacher asked him to go home and discuss with his parents to see the Chinese How to make up for this kind of subject that relies on daily accumulation, whether to enroll in a reading and writing improvement class or let the teacher assign some more targeted Chinese homework for him every week.The homeroom teacher knew that Yunfan was a smart kid, and he comforted him a few words in case he was in a hurry. After all, Chinese is not like those science subjects, and you can't improve quickly by doing more questions.

"What do you need to ask? I have good grades since I was a child, and you should not be bad. Don't forget, you are the number one student in the high school entrance examination, and you have to work hard for me in high school..." Yunji muttered that he was going to sleep every second go.

Yun Fan looked down and saw the blank space in the lower corner of the report card. The class teacher wrote to his father with a red pen. The teacher was afraid that the parents would blame the child for not understanding the result. Too much pressure.It's a pity that Yunji didn't see a word of the teacher's words. He didn't even unfold the complete report card. He found an empty space and drew a symbol, then hurriedly stuffed it back.

Yun Fan suddenly got bored. He felt an unprecedented exhaustion. No one in this family would care about the effort behind his good grades. No one would ask him if he was tired. No one was willing to spend even 10 minutes They only know that since he is smart and excellent, he will be among the best of course.

Taking a last glance at Yunji who was lying sprawled drunk on the sofa, Yunfan found a box of matches from the drawer of the sideboard, struck one, lit the report card, and threw it in the sink in the kitchen.

The next day, Yunfan skipped school.

It took him three months to completely disappoint the teachers and his father at the school. By the end of the first semester of high school, Yun Fan could no longer see the shadow of the top student in the past.He was sober, and with the sadness and grievances that no one knew about in his heart, he turned himself into an out-and-out problematic boy.

"Get him back and then what? Are you going to meet him? Don't forget that we haven't figured out the reason why he hasn't shown up for so many years. Maybe he's not as innocent as imagined..." Yunji said in a gloomy tone. Instinctively feel that bringing Niu Weijun back is asking for trouble. Yunfan's thoughts are now controlled by emotions, and he is extremely impulsive. I can understand his concerns...

"Because his eyes are not healed yet!" Yun Fan roared, he could see what his father was thinking, anyway, Niu Weijun was probably the one who gave birth to him back then!Obviously he is the most injured and weakest one, and he has already expressed that he doesn't care about it, why does Yunji always speculate on him with the worst malice? !

Yunfan's broken roar nailed Yunji in place, he realized his gaffe, and when he was about to defend himself, Yunfan took it.

"You said, he came to visit me, but look at how I treated him? I beat him hard!"

"His injuries haven't healed yet, and the surgery on his eyes hasn't had time yet!"

"I even bought a patient a standing ticket for more than ten hours!"

"I'm really not human! Hahaha, I blamed him wrongly!"

Yun Fan wept blood, but the object of the accusation was himself, and there was no one more asshole than him.

"Calm down, it's not your fault..." It was the first time Yun Ji saw Yun Fan crying and laughing like this, it was quite creepy, and it made him tremble with fear.

"Hehe, it's not my fault, Yunji, let me tell you, it's all your fault! Since you don't like me, why did you bring me back? If you let you get married, you should marry, if you let you inherit the company, you should inherit the company, What’s the difference between this and a puppet?! You never liked me since you were a child, and I’m just a stumbling block to you!” Yun Fan suddenly burst into a rage, stood up and pointed at Yunji’s nose and cursed.

Yunji's eyes widened in surprise, he didn't know that Yunfan even knew about this, and Yunji was extremely embarrassed when his son tore off the window paper in front of him.But what right does he have to accuse him? !How has he treated him badly since he was a child? !A surge of anger rose in Yunji's heart.

"What? Don't forget, I have used everything you eat and wear since you were a child. Without me, you still don't know where to drink the northwest wind?! Heh, so what if you find Niu Weijun? You are a hot potato, and you don't care at all, but you are still here to be passionate!" Yunji, who was poked in the sore foot, was also a little speechless.

"Okay, okay, okay..." Yun Fan looked directly into Yunji's eyes, the dark pupils were filled with pain, and he backed away while shaking his head.

"Since you don't like me, why didn't you strangle me to death?" When he reached the shutter, Yun Fan turned around and said without any warmth.After speaking, he opened the door and rushed out.

Yunji didn't hear what he was saying at first, but after a few seconds to understand, Yunji's expression changed drastically.

"Get out!" Yunji was furious. How could his son, who had worked so hard to raise him for 15 years, say that about him? !It's the other way around? !Yunji was angry and uncomfortable, did he raise a son or an enemy? !Damn, hate!Everyone is pushing themselves!What's wrong with him?He was right!

Furious, Yunji didn't hear the sound of the entrance door opening and closing, nor did he realize that the information he gave Yunfan was still in his hand.

Niu Weijun wondered if he had been standing on the train for too long and was so tired that he had hallucinations. Otherwise, how could he have seen Yunfan under the big willow tree at the entrance of the village?

Hehehe, I won’t be able to see you anymore, it’s good to have this hallucination, hey, don’t say that you still printed Yunfan very resemblingly, it’s just that the expression is a bit strange...

"……belch."

Just as Niu Weijun passed by what he thought was his "illusion" with an imperceptible smile, he heard this loud hiccup.

How do hallucinations hiccup?He stopped abruptly.

From seeing Niu Weijun approaching from a distance to someone approaching, Yun Fan's eyes were blurred by tears countless times.

After arguing with Yunji last night, he took the money and ran out, determined to find Niu Weijun by himself.In order to prevent Yunji from suddenly freezing his card and cutting off his source of income, since the relationship with Yunji deteriorated, he began to quietly withdraw the lucky money and pocket money saved in the bank card in small amounts and many times Hide it.Now the money has finally come in handy, Yunfan first checked the trains, and found that the nearest train, which is a little faster, would leave at [-]:[-] in the afternoon, and then arrive at the place after [-]:[-] in the evening.No, this pass, in case Yunji finds out that he is missing and waits for a rabbit to catch him back in a place like the train station, he needs to leave the city as soon as possible.

Fortunately, thank God, there was a plane at [-]:[-] in the morning in the direction of Niu Weijun's hometown, and the plane stopped at the neighboring city where he got off the train. Yun Fan checked the map and was pleasantly surprised to find that he rented a car to Niu Weijun's house after getting off the plane, and went with him Get off the train on time and then transfer to the bus. He may arrive at the same time. If the situation is good, he can still arrive before Niu Weijun.

I checked the time again, it's [-]:[-], it's too late!Yunfan ran towards the main road, and waved to stop a taxi when he saw it.

!!!

Could this be the real Yunfan? !How could he appear here? !Also, why is he crying?

Niu Weijun opened his mouth wide in surprise, what is going on?

With hints and foreshadowing in his heart along the way, seeing Niu Weijun's face at this moment, Yunfan likes it both horizontally and vertically.When I was at home, why didn't I realize that my eyes and nose looked so similar to his, it was like father and son at first glance.I'm a little shorter than him, but it doesn't matter, he can still grow longer.His skin is fair, but his is dark, which may be because he often works outdoors.His hair is slightly curly, and his hair is very short, so it is hard to tell whether it is curly or not... Yun Fan carefully looked at it, carefully combining his physical features with Niu Weijun Compare together.

Niu Weijun was so stared at by such hot eyes that he didn't know where to put his hands and feet.

"... Yun... Fan..." After a while, he called Yun Fan's name, it's not a problem to stand here all the time, he has to go back to see his mother...

Yun Fan's tears for the past ten years were all shed today, and when Niu Weijun called him, the tears flowed out before the words.

?

cry again?What are you crying for?Niu Weijun had a question mark on his forehead.

Yunfan was in a hurry all the way to find Niu Weijun, but he forgot what to say when he saw him.

"Father..." This depressive and aggrieved call contained too much content that Niu Weijun could not understand.

Um?What happened to Yunji?Niu Weijun tilted his head and asked silently.

"Father..." Yun Fan knew at a glance that Niu Weijun didn't understand what he meant, so he yelled again.

Coupled with Shang Yunfan's earnest expression, Niu Weijun's rare blessing came to his heart.

!!!

He looked at Yunfan in shock, he knew it!Why?Why would he know? !

Niu Weijun's next reaction was to run away.The secret of that year was suddenly spread out on the table by Yunfan. He was not prepared for it. Looking at Yunfan's appearance, he was so sad, he must be unable to accept it after knowing the truth!That's right, it took him a long time to accept the fact that he could conceive and have children. For a child like Yun Fan, it was not easy for him to understand and accept that he was born by a man.Alas, blame him, blame him, if he hadn't been so greedy that day, and hadn't crossed that road to the opposite side of the construction site, he wouldn't have confronted the drunk Yun Fan, and wouldn't have seen Yun Ji and even entered the hospital, that way Otherwise, they may not discover their identities.Originally, he had already negotiated with the contractor. After finishing this week, he would stop working and go back to his hometown to guard his wife. Who would have thought that such a thing would happen...

"Yes, I'm sorry." Niu Weijun's apology was full of sadness.

Greed is not enough to swallow elephants, and Yunfan's heartbroken tears are the best punishment for him. As the person who brought him into this world, he feels very sorry.Niu Weijun endured the sharp pain in his heart, turned around and walked towards the village with heavy steps.

Yunfan stood face to face with Niu Weijun from the very beginning. Seeing that Niu Weijun calmed down his surprise, he lowered his eyes silently, his shoulders slumped, and his hands were twisted together, like a child who made a mistake and stood in front of an adult to reflect. apologize to him.

Even if there is a relationship where blood is thicker than water, Yun Fan can't figure out what Niu Weijun is thinking at this moment, the apology is like an awl piercing his chest, and he is so painful that he can't breathe.This man is not wrong, but he is always apologizing.

"Dad! Don't you even want me?!"

The author has something to say:

(Cover face) Forgot that I clicked on the application list last week... I received a notification today that the weekly update index of 1 dropped from the sky...

I guess I will be more diligent in the future ╮(￣▽￣)╭

If I had a chance to do it all over again, I would think more carefully (T,T)

Silently order a wax for yourself, next week, you are going to have a blast? (⊙?⊙)

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