The Spring of the Cow "Flowers"

Yunji and Niu Weijun's trip to Hainan finally ended with Niu Weijun lying in bed with a severe cold and fever for three days.The illness came like a mountain, and Niu Weijun's legs were weak when he got off the plane.

After returning home and laying down for two days, he gradually improved.Yunji asked Grandma Niu, and found that Niu Weijun was in good health since he was a child, and he had never suffered from any serious illness, except for a cold, and every time he caught a cold, he would have a fever, and the temperature was frighteningly high.Grandma Niu remembered that one summer was abnormally rainy and low temperature. Niu Weijun started to catch a cold after taking a cold bath in the river at the beginning of summer.

Always having a cold and fever means that the resistance is weak, and when a fever rises to [-] degrees, Yunji suspects that there may be some problems with Niu Weijun's body temperature regulation center, and he will go for an examination around the beginning of the year, and he plans to do a brain CT at that time for the doctor have a look.

As soon as the new year was over and the fifteenth day was over, Yunji took Niu Weijun to formally sign the lease contract with the landlord and got the key to the rolling gate. Only then did Niu Weijun truly feel that he was going to open a store of his own.

The renovation started in full swing.Yunji thought about staying with Niu Weijun in the store for two days to greet him, and then handing things over to him when everything was on the right track.Who knows that people are not as good as heaven, and a company that the company team has been watching for almost two years suddenly sent a message, expressing their sincerity in wanting to cooperate.After getting the news, Yunji was dragged away from the store by Li Mu on the same day.Later, after Yunji finished working for a while, he went over to see that Niu Weijun was discussing well with the workers in the store, and various projects were also proceeding in an orderly manner, so he put his heart in his stomach.

"Do I need to prepare anything on the day of the physical examination?" Niu Weijun asked Yunji one night.

"No, just come as usual, don't worry, I'll be with you," Yunji said.

"I'm not worried... just, ask." Niu Weijun did not admit it.Yunji stroked Niu Weijun's arm, but said nothing.It was the third time Niu Weijun had asked him about the physical examination since he knew that he was going to the hospital next Wednesday. Anyway, he was still a little worried, right?

"It's just an ordinary physical examination, nothing to worry about." Yunji comforted.

"Ah."

Unfortunately, some things never go according to people's established plans.

When Yunji received a call that Niu Weijun had fainted in the store, he staggered and almost fell off the stool.He ordered the workers in the store to call 120 quickly, and he himself ran downstairs and drove there.

When he arrived at the hospital, Niu Weijun had already woken up, and he was leaning on the hospital bed listening to the doctor discussing his condition.

"From the blood picture, there is nothing abnormal. According to what you said, there is no discomfort in the whole body, and there is no similar situation before. I don't feel dizzy or painful, but I suddenly lost consciousness. I suggest to go for a head CT. Look, I just called the radiology department, and now they are full, you have to wait a few hours with the list, and you will have a good rest first.” The doctor with silver-rimmed glasses closed the case file and turned around Shi Yunji greeted him.

From the mouth of the doctor and the decoration workers in the store, Yunji learned the whole story of Niu Weijun's fainting.When I went out in the morning, I was fine, and the workers confirmed this. When I went, Niu Weijun greeted everyone, and then started their own work. The workers were busy running the wires, and Niu Weijun was holding a roller to plaster the wall by the wall.

"Suddenly there was a bang. When we looked back, Boss Niu fell to the ground, with paint splashing all over his trouser legs." A worker gestured as he described it.

"Yes, yes, we called him, but he didn't respond. We checked and found that he was still breathing, so we quickly called you, Boss Yun." The workers all knew that the store was opened by two bosses together. , I usually can’t find one of them, so I will call to find the other.

Yunji took Niu Weijun's blood test report and looked down item by item. The three lines of blood cells, no problem; liver function, no problem; kidney function, no problem... Then what went wrong?

Niu Weijun lay pale on the hospital bed, his heart pounding.Just now when the doctor asked him if he had this kind of sudden fainting without warning before, he lied. In fact, he also had such an experience of fainting for no reason before.

But, that is, that is...

Niu Weijun didn't dare to think about it.

After Yunji learned about the illness, he sent the two workers away to the ward.As soon as he opened the door, he saw Niu Weijun clenched his hands into fists, biting his upper teeth tightly on his lips, frowning bitterly and staring at the ceiling.

"Where is it uncomfortable? Talk!" Niu Weijun's appearance frightened Yunji, and he rushed to the bed, not knowing where he was uncomfortable or where to touch him, so he put one hand on his forehead and put the other on his forehead.

Niu Weijun looked at the people above his head, sweating profusely on his forehead in the cold weather.

"Can you go to the hospital you made an appointment with earlier?" Just as Yunji was in a hurry to touch the call bell at the bedside, he heard Niu Weijun say something that didn't fit the topic.

"What do you mean, you..." Yunji suddenly couldn't react.

"..." Niu Weijun's long silence answered him.

After being stunned for a full minute, Yunji's brain finally got on the line.

"You mean..." Yunji uttered every word with obvious tremors.

"I don't know." Niu Weijun lowered his head, avoiding Yunji's eager gaze with an ambiguous attitude.

"Okay, okay, don't panic, I'm here. We're leaving the hospital. I'll contact them to see if we can go early. Let's go..." Seeing the bedside CT checkup, Yunji immediately grabbed the quilt and put it on Niu Weijun's bed. The coat was put on him, and the bell was rung to tell the doctor that they were going back.

Just after the Chinese New Year, the private hospital didn't have many patients, so Yunji got an appointment at 02:30 in the afternoon.After picking him up, Yunji found a place for the two of them to have lunch first.

There was a lot of pressure in my heart, and no one had a good meal, especially when Yunji rushed to open the car door for Niu Weijun in front of him, and put his hands on the roof of the car to prevent him from bumping into it. Diaphragm does not work.

So after getting in the car, Niu Weijun spoke first. "I'm not sure yet, don't do this, it's too strange."

Hearing the impatience in Niu Weijun's tone, Yunji didn't say a word, he thought for a while and thought of the fact that his personality would change after he was pregnant.With hope and great apprehension, Yunji and Niu Weijun showed up at the entrance of the private hospital on time.

After confirming the appointment at the front desk, a small, round-faced nurse received them.Yunji means to see a doctor before getting a test.Under the leadership of the nurse, the two went to the doctor's office in the physical examination center.

It took Yunji about 10 minutes for the doctor to accept the fact that although Niu Weijun in front of him was a man, he might be pregnant.Throughout Yunji's narration, Niu Weijun was only responsible for bowing his head and picking his hands, blushing and not saying a word.

"If you want to test pregnancy, don't you just buy a pregnancy test stick?" The doctor in the physical examination department picked up the phone and asked the obstetrics and gynecology department to send a pregnancy test stick.

A word to wake up the dreamer, yes, just go to the pharmacy and buy a pregnancy test stick and you can test it, why do you have to go to the hospital in such a fright.Niu Weijun was very annoyed, but Yunji thought that if it came, it would be safe. Even if the pregnancy test stick showed the result, he still had to go to the hospital for a regular examination.

Soon the pregnancy test sticks were handed over to the two of them, Yunji thanked them, and walked to the men's room with Niu Weijun.

Standing in front of the urinal, Niu Weijun had a fierce face, Yunji had no choice but to turn his back.Until the ticking stopped, the people behind remained silent.Yunji turned his head quickly, and Niu Weijun stared at the things in his hand.

"Well, what do you think?" After a while, he asked helplessly.

"Daniu, this is, yes..." Yunji turned over the schematic diagram on the box to show Niu Weijun, and seeing the description corresponding to this mark on the carton, both of them were shocked.

"Congratulations, you are going to be a mother!"

Niu Weijun...

Seeing the collection of things in his hands, I was afraid for a while. If Niu Weijun hadn't reacted quickly enough, if he had just taken the child to the last hospital for CT and X-rays in such a daze, the consequences would have been disastrous.Not daring to delay, Yunji immediately led Niu Weijun back to find the doctor in the physical examination department. The doctor was surprised and directly referred them to the obstetrics and gynecology department. After a set of pregnancy tests, the existence of the little life was confirmed with certainty.But ever since he saw the results of the pregnancy test stick, Niu Weijun was like a three-dimensional soul. Although he cooperated with various inspections very obediently, he didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, and there were some things in his eyes that he couldn't understand.

Before the joy in his heart could be expressed, Niu Weijun's abnormal reaction made Yunji uneasy.The hospital is not a place to stay for a long time, after getting the result, Yunji couldn't wait to take him home.

When I walked downstairs, I happened to meet Grandma Niu who was buying vegetables and returning home.After all, it was Niu Weijun's mother, and she felt something was wrong when she saw her son.After entering the house, the two children were not there, so Yunji took Niu Weijun to sit on the sofa and said to Grandma Niu.

"Mom, he has the guard."

Grandma Niu was just about to ask what's the matter, but when she saw Niu Weijun's slightly flushed face, she understood.

"Well, he is already at this age, why..." Grandma Niu couldn't believe it.

"Wei Jun fainted in the store this morning. He went to the hospital for an examination in the afternoon. It's only been two months. The doctor said that the fainting may have something to do with it..."

"Yes! As soon as you said it, I remembered it. When he was pregnant with a calf, he rolled down the mountain once, and when he was carried back, he was covered in injuries. He couldn't remember why he fainted. Later, It didn't take long to find out that there was..." Grandma Niu recalled.

"Oh, that should be the reason." Yunji nodded.

"Then, what should we do now? This..." Do you want it or not?Grandma Niu thought to herself that since Niu Weijun's father and uncle were gone, and he and Yun became a couple, it would be a good idea for the child to stay, but after looking at the expressionless Niu Weijun, she began to waver again.

After all, Niu Weijun is the only one who suffers physically and psychologically during pregnancy and childbirth.

"This, maybe Weijun hasn't thought about it yet." At the hospital, the doctor asked them if they wanted to make an appointment for the next checkup. Yunji was about to answer when Niu Weijun grabbed his arm and shook his head at the doctor.

Perhaps, he didn't want to keep the child, so he didn't need to make an appointment for the next check-up?Yunji endured the pain of his heart about to burst and smoothed things over. Feeling the cold palm on his wrist, he made a decision.

Whether the child will stay or not is entirely up to Niu Weijun, he will stay if he says, and if he says no, he will take him for surgery.

"Then, let's discuss it, oops, I haven't soaked the beans today, I'm going to get busy first, you talk..." Grandma Niu stood up and patted Niu Weijun on the shoulder, "No matter what decision you make, Mom will support you. Discuss it with Yunji and don't make yourself regret it." After speaking, he went into the kitchen and left the living room to the couple.

Niu Weijun raised his head and glanced at his mother, with mixed feelings in his mouth.Yunji also told him the same thing.When they got out of the hospital, the two of them got into the car. Before the car started, Yunji turned to tell him solemnly that he had full authority over the matter of the child, and no matter what decision he made, he would unconditionally support it.

It's not that he didn't look forward to having another child with Niu Weijun. In other words, this is almost a result that Yunji has been longing for for a long time.But when he thought of the pressure and pain Niu Weijun had to bear and suffer from the time he learned of the existence of this little life until ten months later when the child officially met them, Yunji couldn't say anything about wanting to keep the child.

Grandma Niu and Yunji have different positions, but they both consider this matter from the point of feeling sorry for Niu Weijun, so the two people's words are surprisingly consistent.

Niu Weijun, who is usually dull in daily life, also failed to understand his mother and Yunji's love for him in time this time. He just didn't believe that the two of them had no expectations for this child.In the hospital, the moment he learned of the existence of the child, the memories of the past flooded his head like a flood that opened the gate, the cage-like hut in the mountains and the nine months of loneliness to the point of aphasia... Niu Weijun felt extremely suffocated, thinking of that If he wanted to taste the pain again, he was afraid, so he stopped Yunji.And when he got out of the hospital environment and returned to his familiar home, the stiffness and fear that he was shocked at first faded a lot, and the soft word child melted into his heart like a warm current, winding down. go.

Niu Weijun put his hand on his lower abdomen and asked Yunji, "You all let me decide for myself, I want to hear your opinion." Please, say you want him to stay, and Niu Weijun prayed in his heart.

Yunji's eyes lit up when he heard the words, but unfortunately the light didn't last long, he shook his head slowly, "No, I can't say what I think, it will interfere with your decision-making."

"You don't want him?" Niu Weijun was terrified. What if he misunderstood, Yunji actually didn't want this child?

"No, no, I dreamed that we would have another child. I missed the calf's birth. This time I will definitely be by your side." Yunji half-kneeled beside Niu Weijun, and his tone was unprecedentedly sincere.

"Then just say you want him." Niu Weijun was almost confused by Yunji, since he wanted him, why didn't he say it?

"No, I can't be so selfish... Pregnancy and childbirth will harm your body and even your mind. I can't abandon you for my own selfishness..." Yunji felt that he had become a drug addict in the process of recovering from drugs, struggling to resist the thoughts in his mind. A thought that is as seductive as a drug.

"I have a child, don't you like it?" Niu Weijun asked in frustration, although he couldn't tell what the bitterness in his heart was for.Maybe sometimes, if you don't hear that specific answer, you are destined to not be able to make people feel at ease.

"I like it, I've never liked it so much, but..."

"No but, I like it too, so let's keep him!" Niu Weijun interrupted Yunji's "but".

Yunji raised his head abruptly, met Niu Weijun's kind eyes, and hugged Niu Weijun, tears streaming down his face.

Niu Weijun slowly stroked Yunji's back, wouldn't that be enough?But, but, where do we need to consider so many buts in life?Just say you like it and hug me.In the past, he had taken on all those fears and fears alone, but this time the two of them are of the same mind, and he will not be afraid anymore.

"...Thank you." Yunji choked out these two words from his throat, which made Grandma Niu, who was peeping in the kitchen, happy and distressed.

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