complacent

Sun Yangyang's resistance to the devil of temptation is not very strong.

When he was in high school, he went to play gambling machines with his friends. He won coins in the game hall and went to the counter to ask the boss to exchange money secretly.

It can be described as obsession.

In those two months, he had no intention of going to class at all, and took every opportunity to run to the game hall.

With a cigarette in his mouth, he was idle, his emotions were controlled by every result of the gambling machine, and he was sometimes ecstatic, and sometimes he was depressed and cursed.

At that time, what he played most often was a kind of slot machine and a kind of machine that pushed trains.

The slot machine turntable keeps spinning after the start, and finally slows down slowly, and the pointer stops on an animal of a certain color. At that time, according to the odds, the bet will be exchanged for game coins.Sun Yangyang was greedy for big money, so he bet on the lion with the highest odds but the lowest probability.Even if he only placed two bets, once he wins, the odds of 48 are enough for him to cheer for a while.It’s just that a rabbit with a magnification of three or four is often driven more than a dozen times, and it may not necessarily hit a lion once.

Pushing a train is even more of a bottomless pit.Put in the game coins one by one, and wait for the red light to jump into a specific grid.At the craziest moment, the tireless little train running in circles will stop in front of you, pouring down the game coins one by one, absolutely stimulating the adrenaline rush, and the sense of accomplishment and pleasure will burst out simultaneously.

When Sun Yangyang won, he posted it in one afternoon, and won one hundred and two out.

More is to lose.Usually, I lost dozens of yuan or hundreds of yuan. The most exaggerated one was a red eye. I lost all the 700 yuan for the study materials.Fortunately, he was also asked to rein in the precipice that time, and since then he has avoided the game hall——

Can't afford to provoke and hide.Unable to resist the temptation, I simply never touch it again.

Later, he slowly set a bottom line for himself in his heart.If you don't trust your self-control, don't try it.

All addictive things, foreseeing the risk, simply don't touch it.

That's the case with Joey right now.

Liking is an inexplicable thing, and he wasn't sure if his feelings for Joey had gone astray to that extent.But this afternoon made him realize one thing - he had a desire for that kid Joey.

Eager to touch, eager to be close, even in the deepest part of my heart, there is a small eagerness to try, wanting to try more.

But he dared not.

Rolling on the bed upset, Sun Yangyang stared at the snow-white ceiling in a daze with his hands behind his head.

For dinner, there are three dishes, one soup and white rice, made by Sun Deyi.

It doesn't matter if it's delicious or not, just this thought, tsk tsk.

Feeling restless, Sun Yangyang turned sideways, curled up his knees, and stared at a dark pattern on the bed sheet.

【I do not understand.I kiss you, you kiss me, we have feelings for each other.Why can't we fall in love? 】

[I didn't want to find excitement, nor did I want to try something I had never experienced before.I just followed my heart and came to you.It was originally a very simple matter. 】

Impatient.The young man simply changed to a prone position again, rubbing his head on the bed sheet, and let out a long breath.

It's a big deal.

From the kiss that was on the verge of getting out of control in the afternoon, to the obvious desire of the guy to push his crotch when he was emotional, to the honest result of Sun Yangyang's own body responding.

[Shut up for me!Don't talk while eating! 】

The choked person shrugged his shoulders and curled his lips, like a big dog that has been beaten by its master, pitifully lowering its head to eat.

Thinking of Joey's appearance at the dinner table, Sun Yangyang couldn't help but softened.I want to laugh a little, that kind of unkind, pleasure of bullying people.

Only the desk lamp was turned on in the bedroom, the light was not bright enough, but it was just right, and it could well soothe the chaotic emotions of the young man.

He didn't let the kid talk, and didn't give a reason, but classmate Sun Deyi was so obedient that he really shut up.

The problem is, they are not so absolutely honest and obedient.

After three mouthfuls of food, the big man stared straight at Sun Yangyang. The undisguised affection and desire for intimacy in his eyes made Sun Yangyang's liver tremble.

Ahhh!Why did he take the initiative to tease and kiss that guy in the afternoon? !

Sun Yangyang, are you that scumbag?What are you trying to do?If you're really sure you like it, try walking around.If you don't like it, why do you behave in such an annoying and easily misunderstood manner? !

Annoyed by the thought, Sun Yangyang simply grabbed the earphones on the bedside table and listened to the music, put aside the bad things first, be an ostrich all night, and think about it after waking up.

Swipe open the music software and before selecting a song, a notification sound comes from the earphones.

The guy who had provoked him just now sent a WeChat message.

Reaching out and clicking open, there is a voice, forty seconds.

"You asked me how deeply I love you, how much I love you..."

This kid can't speak Chinese well, so he used his mobile phone to accompany him and sang love songs to him.

Hearing that he couldn't even pronounce the words accurately, but he wanted to show the affectionate style of the song, Sun Yangyang laughed and rolled all over the bed with a stomachache.

tick.Another message comes in.

"Brother Yangyang, do you like the song I sang? The phone time is too short, why don't I go to your room and sing it to you? It's complete."

Sun Yangyang wiped his tears and pointed his fingers quickly: "There is no moon tonight, go to sleep." If I remember correctly, when the two returned, there were thick clouds in the sky.

"There is a moon." The boy's stubborn look came before his eyes: "If you don't believe me, go to the balcony and watch."

Turning over and getting out of bed, Sun Yangyang held his mobile phone to open the balcony door.

There is half a crescent moon in the sky, shyly answering under the cover of clouds.

What is more dazzling than the moon is the huge smiling face on the balcony next door, and the exaggeratedly waving arms: "Brother Yangyang! I didn't lie to you! The moon!"

When the cold wind blew, Sun Yangyang, who was only wearing a sweater, shivered and rubbed his arms: "Why are you so stupid? Who did you learn this from? Did your Chinese father teach it?"

"How do you know?" Sun proudly smiled: "Father said to be careful, and said that Chinese people like romance and sentimentality. I thought about it for a long time and came up with this idea. How is it? Do you like it? Ah Choo!"

I just can't laugh or cry.Sun Yangyang waved his hand: "It would be so-so without that sneeze. Now you get out of the house quickly. I can't do anything if I catch a cold."

"Hey," seeing that Sun Yangyang was about to close the door and go back, the big man hurriedly said, "Brother Yangyang, can you listen to my singing? How about I go over now?"

"It's not good." Sun Yangyang didn't give this kid any chance at all: "Be obedient. Sleep."

Before going to bed, Sun Yangyang remembered the source of happiness, and went to read posts on the Internet.

Unexpectedly, he swiped a new message.Neither Brother Tian nor Adonis told him.

Serious official announcement.

The general idea is that Tianshi Entertainment and BLUESKYII have reached a cooperation intention, which will bring a gluttonous feast of music to the fans.The plan is to tour in four cities on both sides of China and the United States within two years.The form of the performance is a concert, and the specific content needs to be kept secret.The high-level officials of both parties will hold a press conference tomorrow to sign the agreement.

within two years.

Sun Yangyang lost his mind for a while.He had almost forgotten about Adonis.

Adonis hadn't been on his mind since last night when Joey cornered him and kissed him.

Annoyed biting the tip of his thumb, Sun Yangyang raked his hair.

He didn't know if he was a hidden gay.Because I've never been moved, never been in love.

Just yesterday, he could confidently answer Adonis that he doesn't like Joey, at least not love, but just like among friends.

But now, everything has been overthrown by his face.

It's really embarrassing to say.It seemed to be the reaction of an innocent little virgin, and it was inevitable that he would make a big fuss and be laughed at.However, Sun Yangyang really felt that the kisses between him and Joey produced a subtle chemical reaction.Everything has changed, and it is irreversible, there is no going back.

Regardless of whether he and Joey will become lovers or not, at least with Sun Yangyang, the relationship has become mixed, and they can no longer be simple friends like buddies.

Joey is like his first coin in the slot machine.Try it, try it, if it doesn't work, withdraw.But the moment the game coin was dropped, half of his foot had sunk into it.

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Today is cloudy, and there is a vague tendency to snow.

I checked the weather forecast before going out, and there will be light snow starting at two o'clock in the afternoon.

"Don't go too far, just come back when you have a look." Sun Yangyang said worriedly: "Don't take any expeditions, some parts of the old city wall are crumbled, don't step on it, don't jump and don't lean on it, I can't bear it if I fall. Move you. Ordinarily, I shouldn't take you to the Great Wall that hasn't been repaired, which is originally at the level of cultural relics."

"Understood." The big man made a grimace, excitedly: "I promise not to run around."

"Cut, I believe in your evil!" Sun Yangyang felt relieved: "Hey, let me tell you, how heavy is your boy? I reckon that if you twist your foot, I will have difficulty supporting you."

Student Sun Deyi made a silly move of flexing his arms to show off his biceps: "180 pounds. Are my muscles beautiful?!"

"My God!" 180 catties!No wonder I had to crush myself.Sun Yangyang patted his forehead: "Fifty catties is quite a big pig's backseat, right?"

"What is a pig's back seat?" He asked if he didn't understand.Sun Deyi is sensitive and eager to learn.

Sun Yangyang grinned, stretched out his hand and slapped the big boy's buttocks: "This is the back seat of a pig." This feeling is invincible.

"Then why is it fifty catties?" Joey, who was taken advantage of, was really at a loss: "Isn't it sixty catties?"

"You have become a hundred thousand reasons!" Sun Yangyang found that he was not nervous at all when facing this kid, and he didn't even feel ashamed of his unreasonable behavior.Especially scattered: "Look at the bottom of your feet, there may be bricks under the floating snow, be careful not to twist your feet."

The big man obediently agreed, and walked forward with long legs: "Brother Yangyang, I will help you find the way. Don't worry, if you really want to twist your ankle, I will move you. I will carry you back to the villa."

Sun Yangyang followed behind, looked up at the tall figure a few steps away, squinted and smiled.

Thinking about it, if there is such a well-behaved and warm-hearted little wolf dog, it seems not bad.