destroy me, heal me

Yi Jiangliu tidied himself up and went to find Lu Lixi.

He took a deep breath, opened the door and went in.

Lin Feifei went out to eat, and in the corner, Lu Lixi and Lu Huaijin were very close, each wearing an earphone, looking at the phone together, Lu Lixi had a smile on his face and his eyes were crooked.Didn't even notice him coming in.

He stopped.

"After the reconstruction, it will be like this. I wrote this couplet by myself. You see, after posting it, it looks pretty good." Lu Huaijin tilted her head slightly, and said to Lu Lixi.

Lu Lixi said, "You're really thoughtful. Uncle Lu lives in the most beautiful house in the village. It's something to be proud of." He also turned his head with a smile, his eyes bright.

Lu Huaijin couldn't help but leaned over to catch his lips and pursed them.They parted soon, and Lu Huaijin said with a little panic, "Yes... I'm sorry, I..."

Lu Lixi wasn't sure if he did it on purpose or if he really couldn't help it, and it was hard to blame him, so he touched his lips in a daze, and said, "You...you..."

"What if... I can't fall in love with others all the time?" Lu Huaijin gently pressed his forehead.

Lu Lixi began to feel that they were too close.They shouldn't face each other day and night, so how could Lu Huaijin have a chance to like someone else.He held Lu Huaijin's shoulder, trying to push him away.

This action fell into Yi Jiangliu's eyes, as if Lu Lixi wanted to kiss someone else on his own initiative.He clenched his fists and strode over.

Lu Huaijin was caught off guard and pulled away, pinching her neck and pressing her all the way to the wall.He came back to his senses and said to the furious Yi Jiangliu: "Hey, you want to fight, go out and fight, don't smash Xiaoxi's shop."

Lu Lixi chased after him in a panic: "Yi Jiangliu! Yi Jiangliu, what do you want! Let him go."

Yi Jiangliu put down his fist in a slump, and turned his head: "Are you nervous about him? Xiao Xi, did you like someone else so quickly?... It's okay... It's okay. Even if you like someone else, I will forgive you. Come on, let's go back let's go home."

Lu Lixi lowered his eyes.Lu Huaijin punched Yi Jiangliu to the ground, and Yi Jiangliu was bleeding from the corner of his mouth, panting heavily.

Lu Huaijin squatted down and tugged at his collar: "Have you figured it out? You gave up on Xiao Xi first, right? It's still worth thinking about whether Xiao Xi will forgive you. What qualifications do you have to talk about forgiving Xiao Xi?" What does he do now, who does he like, and what does it have to do with you? You should show some self-knowledge, okay?" He let go of Yi Jiangliu, and smoothed his collar gentlemanly, "Although, I don't know What happened between you, but Xiaoxi must be the one who is not at fault. That's it."

"Huaijin, forget it." Lu Lixi pulled Lu Huaijin up, looked at the person lying on the ground, "Yi Jiangliu, you go out. Don't interfere with my business."

Yi Jiangliu went out with blood stains, startling Lin Feifei who came back from dinner.She walked to the cashier and looked at the boss quietly, only to see that handsome man seemed to be comforting her boss.

Fuck!Is the unfolding of the story so intense?Choose this or choose that, this is simply a proposition!

Yi Jiangliu returned home with a dispirited expression.

"Dadbi, Daddy! Where's Daddy?" Yi Chenyuan rushed out, and said nervously, "Dadbi! You're bleeding! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Yi Jiangliu hugged him: "Dad is fine, don't cry."

Yi's mother came out of the kitchen, looked at him with a frown, and said, "Xiao Yuan is good, grandma will help Dad with the wound. Go play in the yard first."

After Aunt Qing took Xiao Yuan away, Mother Yi asked him, "Did Xiao Xi hit you?"

Yi Jiangliu shook his head: "He won't come back anymore. Someone else likes him." He went into the bathroom in a daze.

Mama Yi shook her head.

——*——

"Daddy! Daddy is bleeding... woo woo woo..." Xiaoyuan cried on the phone, "Daddy, why don't you go home and see Daddy!"

Lu Lixi coaxed him: "Dad didn't cry even when he was injured, why did Xiaoyuan cry?"

Yi Chenyuan really stopped crying.Lu Lixi said: "Xiaoyuan, Daddy has to go to work, so he won't go to dinner. When do you want to come back, remember to call Daddy, Daddy will pick you up, okay?"

Yi Chenyuan let out a disappointed "hmm".

After hanging up the phone, Lu Huaijin also finished frying the dishes.After clearing the table, he packed Lu Lixi's meal and said, "Little Xi, come over for dinner."

Lu Lixi walked over and sat opposite Lu Huaijin.He said: "Huaijin, I told you last time that the position is suitable for you, do you remember? That was actually a company I was going to work for two years ago, but I didn't go there. Their boss's I still have WeChat. I saw that a senior executive position in his company was vacant recently, so I asked him, and he said yes. If you are interested, I will take you there for an interview the day after tomorrow."

Lu Huaijin nodded: "Okay." He hesitated for a long time before asking in a low voice, "Xiaoxi, will you forgive Yi Jiangliu? Although I don't know what happened between you, but you still Do you care about him? Will you forgive him and come back to him?"

Lu Lixi licked his lips, put the food into his mouth, and chewed, "Huai Jin, did you do it on purpose?"

Lu Huaijin shrugged, not forgetting to bring food to Lu Lixi.He didn't speak, but he seemed to understand Lu Lixi's meaning.

So it went quiet, Lu Lixi didn't know how to continue this topic.Moreover, even if Lu Huaijin did it on purpose, he couldn't bear to blame him.

Lu Lixi's head was almost healed, only some slight pain remained.He stood in front of the mirror and looked at his forehead.Fortunately, I am not bald, but just have scars.

"Xiaoxi, are you changing your medicine now?" Lu Huaijin knocked on the door.

Lu Lixi walked over and opened the door, took the medicine, and said, "Oh thank you."

Lu Huaijin followed him in, stood behind him and looked at the wound in the mirror.In the bathroom, there was still the smell of fresh shower and hot air, Lu Lixi in the mirror had red lips and white teeth, and drops of water were still oozing from her neck.

Sensing Lu Huaijin's gaze, Lu Lixi felt a little uncomfortable: "It's okay... I can take care of it myself. Huaijin..."

Lu Huaijin suddenly hugged his waist from behind, bent down and licked the water drops on his neck.

Lu Lixi trembled: "Huai...Huaijin..."

Lu Huaijin turned him around, pressed hard on the sink, kissed his lips tightly, and stopped those words of rejection.His hands skillfully kneaded Lu Lixi's waist, which made Lu Lixi soften when he slightly parted his lips and moaned.Carefully protecting the wounded part of the opponent, Lu Huaijin shackled him completely.

The tip of Lu Huaijin's tongue slipped into the slightly opened mouth, stirring the slippery and dodging tongue.The lips of each other were glued together, and the clean breath that belonged to each other diffused in the mouth.The high temperature and scorching kiss made the lingering blurred and erotic.

The liquid that he couldn't swallow flowed down the corner of his mouth into Lu Lixi's fair neck.Lu Huaijin let go of his lips and licked along the water marks.Lu Lixi's strength to resist completely disappeared, and his body felt like a flame was burning by Lu Huaijin's touch.Lu Huaijin looked at his moist and absent-minded appearance, chuckled lightly, straightened her waist and leaned closer to his body.The scorching heat spread to each other through the light pajamas.

"Hmm..." Lu Lixi gasped lightly, feeling ashamed all over his body.Because the other party is someone I know and trust, with a clean breath and a handsome face.This person loves him, trusts him, and has a long-lost tenderness in him.He's not annoying at all.

It's like the pilot light that glows warm yellow after a storm.

Will you drift alone and get lost in the dark, or be guided to the light?

Ever since he was a child, Lu Lixi has always been doing multiple choice questions like this.Every time, every time, he did choose the light, but in the end, he still couldn't escape the darkness.So let him fall.

No one should be pulling him hard and not letting go.He said softly, "Huaijin, let go of your hand and stop."

Lu Huaijin did pause for a moment, but immediately used a more violent attack to restrain all Lu Lixi's possible resistance movements, bit the tip of his ear, and said softly: "It's okay, don't blame yourself. It's my fault, it's me I can't help but seduce you. Xiaoxi, don't be sad, I love you." He kissed Lu Lixi affectionately and guided him in his ear, "You are single now and don't need to be responsible for anyone. Anything you do Things, as long as you are happy. You are not the savior, there is no need to be so great. Don't always think about taking into account other people's feelings, and occasionally think about it, why no one cares about your feelings..."

"Don't feel sorry for me, I did it voluntarily."

Lu Huaijin did not make it to the end.He served Lu Lixi comfortably, but he held back in front of his sweetheart for a long time, and finally settled it by himself.

"I want to make you comfortable, but you have no obligation to control me, let me hold back. It's my own fault."

Lu Huaijin said so.

It was only then that Lu Lixi discovered that Lu Huaijin was really a cunning person, and he acted like a good-looking person when he got a bargain.I can't beat or scold.

At the same time, he also found that he might indeed be a person unworthy of love.A long time ago, he also thought that his love for Yi Jiangliu was stronger than that of Jin Jian, and that no matter what happened, his feelings for Yi Jiangliu would not change.But now, his feelings for Yi Jiangliu have completely changed.He is afraid of Yi Jiangliu, hates Yi Jiangliu, and hates Yi Jiangliu.

Because people are always such self-centered creatures, Yi Jiangliu thought he was not wrong, and Lu Lixi thought he was innocent.So, at the same time, he hated himself too.

He didn't even want to live for so long, he wanted to die when Xiao Yuan grew up and became sensible.He wanted to give his life to Xiaoyuan, so that a good child like Xiaoyuan could live a more meaningful life.

Pessimistic and world-weary, Lu Lixi found that he had actually developed such emotions.

Lu Huaijin hugged the pillow, and stood pitifully beside Lu Lixi's bed.Lu Lixi sighed and gave him the seat.

When lying down, Lu Lixi said, "Hey, Lu Nuannan, do you want to be a trash can?"

Lu Huaijin didn't quite understand what Lu Lixi meant, so Lu Lixi said, "Anyway, sooner or later you have to know, rather than letting Yi Jiangliu tell you, let me tell you."

Sensing his uneasiness, Lu Huaijin leaned over, hugged him into her arms, and comforted him: "It's okay, just say what you want to say. As I said, if one day you want to talk, I will talk to you all night Listen."

Lu Lixi didn't push him away.Because that kind of temperature made him feel at ease and comfortable.

He said: "Huaijin, the reason why Yi Jiangliu divorced me is... he thought that I had made trouble when he was at his worst, and hooked up with other men to seek support."

Lu Huaijin sneered: "...he didn't believe it, did he? Is this idiot's head caught by the door?"

Lu Lixi spoke intermittently, telling Lu Huaijin about his acquaintance, acquaintance, and love with Yi Jiangliu, the seven-year itch, misunderstanding, and departure.

Lu Huaijin just listened so quietly, hugging him tightly when he was too sad to restrain himself, and gently stroking his hair.

——*——

When Lu Lixi woke up in the morning, Lu Huaijin was not at home, nor was the access control card and key, so she must have gone out.When he washed up and was about to call Lu Huaijin, the access control system rang.When Lu Lixi connected, the security guard said, "Hello, Mr. Lu, because your child is with a strange lady, we need to confirm his identity."

The camera picked it up, and the faces of Yi's mother and Yi Chenyuan appeared on the screen.Lu Lixi was stunned for a moment, and Yi Chenyuan shouted cheerfully: "Daddy, Daddy, grandma is here to see you!"

Yi's mother called him: "Xiaoxi."

Lu Lixi said, "It's from my family, please let me go, thank you."

When he went downstairs to pick up two people, Yi Chenyuan had already recognized his way, and walked over bouncingly holding Yi's mother's hand, and shouted from a long distance: "Daddy, Daddy!"

Lu Lixi greeted him and took Yi Chenyuan into his arms.He looked at Yi's mother: "... Aunt Yi."

In the past, she had already changed her name to "Mom", and Yi's mother understood Lu Lixi's thoughts in her heart, so she didn't explain too much at the door, and followed into the house.When Lu Lixi was about to make tea for her, Mother Yi waved her hand: "No need, Xiaoxi. I came to see you because I have something very important to tell you." She said to Yi Chenyuan, "Xiaoyuan , grandma has something to talk to daddy, you watch TV in the living room, don't play with dangerous things."

Yi Chenyuan nodded sensibly: "Yeah."

The two went to the balcony and closed the floor-to-ceiling windows. Mother Yi said, "Xiaoxi, you must have been blaming me for testifying against you at that time, thinking that I was co-designing you with Qi Jianxiao, right?"

Lu Lixi looked at the artificial lake in the distance: "Forget it, I don't want to mention these things anymore. Anyway, I'm not in jail, and I can't live alone. Life is good now, I just hope you don't Come bother me again."

Yi's mother said, "What if I say I'm not lying?" She reorganized the inferences she had made with Yi Jiangliu and Lu Lixi, and said, "Jiang Liu actually loves you very much. He can't leave you at all. Fuck you. Although the engagement with Qi Fanghui was too naive, judging from the situation at the time, you can't completely condemn him, it's not fair to him."

Lu Lixi was slightly taken aback.

Mother Yi said again: "After I came back, I immediately told Jiang Liu about these things. He is already sending people to investigate. We will definitely give you the best explanation. You know, Xiaoyuan can't do without the two of you. Any one of you, come back, Xiaoxi."

Lu Lixi took a deep breath and said, "Thank you, you are still willing to believe me. However, no matter whether I can find out, I will not go back. Since Yi Jiangliu is Miss Qi's fiancé, then cherish her Treat others." He opened the floor-to-ceiling windows and walked into the house.

Mother Yi followed behind him, Yi Chenyuan raised his head quietly, looked at her, and she winked quietly.Yi Chenyuan immediately stood up and threw himself on Lu Lixi's lap, crying in a second: "Daddy Daddy! You don't want to be with Uncle Lu! I don't want you to be with Uncle Lu! If you are with Uncle Lu , I won’t be happy! Daddy, Daddy! I don’t want Uncle Lu to live here again!”

Lu Lixi hugged him: "Xiaoyuan..."

The door opened.The three raised their heads together.Yi Chenyuan hiccupped from crying, and Yi's mother looked at Lu Huaijin.

Lu Huaijin put the things in her hands on the table, walked over, sat down on the ground, and sat beside Yi Chenyuan.Yi Chenyuan knew that he had said "bad things" and shrank back in fear.Lu Huaijin smiled and said, "Little villain."

Yi Chenyuan retorted in a low voice: "I'm not a little villain."

Lu Huaijin touched his head, sighed, and said, "Xiaoyuan doesn't like uncle living here, so uncle will definitely not make Xiaoyuan unhappy. Xiaoyuan hopes that uncle will move out, and uncle will move out soon. So, okay?"

Xiaoyuan glanced at Lu Huaijin secretly, and sniffed again.

Lu Huaijin gently wiped away his tears: "Xiao Yuan, don't cry anymore, okay? Xiao Yuan is a man and will protect Daddy in the future. Look, All Might is always smiling, right?" Xiaoyuan don’t need to worry, uncle just came to your daddy’s place to live temporarily because he has no place to live, because uncle and daddy were good friends who went to school together, climbed mountains together, fought together and played games together when they were young Obuchi must have friends like this in kindergarten, right?"

Yi Chenyuan nodded in a daze.

Lu Huaijin said: "Okay, can you wipe away your tears and stand up now? Xiaoyuan must have not had breakfast when you come here so early. Come, come here. Let's fill our stomachs first with Daddy and Grandma." Okay?" He stretched out his arms to hug Yi Chenyuan, and Yi Chenyuan felt guilty that his uncle gave him a gift he liked, but he was petty and unwilling to help his uncle who had no place to live, so he didn't refuse.

Lu Huai took him to the dining table and looked over: "Xiaoxi, come over for breakfast. And that one, is Aunt Yi, right? Come here together."

Mother Yi found out with a woman's keen intuition: Damn this Lu Huaijin turned out to be a scheming boy.It was so lightly taken.

After the four of them went to the store, because Yi's mother had to stay in the store to help, and she couldn't even carry the big sedan chair, Lu Lixi thought about taking Lu Huaijin to the interview.He told Lu Huaijin while Yi's mother and Yi Chenyuan were far away.Lu Huaijin said, "That's fine, then I'll go back and change."

Lu Lixi comforted Haoyi Shen Yuan, and left with Lu Huaijin.

After entering the door, Lu Huaijin said, "I'm sorry, Xiaoxi, I caused you trouble."

Lu Lixi stopped and looked at him: "Don't talk about these things. Hurry up and change your clothes, I'll contact you now..."

"Xiao Xi..." Lu Huaijin approached him, "You don't need to contact anyone. In fact, I have other friends who introduced me to other jobs. I have never wanted to leave you, so I will stay here. But, I know This is not acceptable. You see, Xiaoyuan doesn't like me like this either. I don't want you to be embarrassed because of me, Xiaoxi." He leaned over to hug Lu Lixi and shook her gently, "Thank you, Xiaoxi. Bye now."

Lu Lixi pushed him away: "Lu Huaijin! I want you to leave, but I hope that you will leave happily after you find a job in your own circle that suits you. It's not like you are now, without a plan, because of impulsiveness And leave. Lu Huaijin, don't be stupid."

Lu Huaijin smiled: "I'm not stupid, Xiaoxi. I love you, and I also love Xiaoyuan. I can't let Xiaoyuan be unhappy because of me, and let you be troubled by all this. Xiaoxi, as I said, you Don't always take care of others. You don't have to take care of me, you know? Xiaoyuan is so important to you, as long as you and him are happy. You know, little fool. "

What Lu Lixi said didn't work, and he pushed back everything he said with a gentle smile.So, I could only watch helplessly as he packed his luggage and carried it to the door.

Lu Lixi asked him: "Then... where are you staying tonight?"

Lu Huaijin slightly raised the corner of her mouth and said, "It's been arranged. Don't worry about me, my little Xi."

Lu Lixi clenched his fists, pursed his lips, and frowned.

Lu Huaijin suddenly dropped the suitcase, hugged him and pushed him to the door, lowering his head: "But actually, I really miss you." He pressed Lu Lixi tightly, kissed her tightly pursed lips, and gently Attack bit by bit, until the opponent let go of his teeth, he poked the tip of his tongue in and attacked the city.

Lu Huaijin said, this is a parting kiss, don't forget to miss me occasionally, I will miss you every day.

he's gone.

The room, which was not big at first, suddenly seemed empty.

Lu Lixi is a person who loves warmth.